produced by kenzo
additional production by mary sue

LOTUS

wilting carnations
gazing at the petals as its browning in its sleep
meditating on a dream that i was grieving in
playing possum like its play pretend
mental leaning on the ledge
i was curbing to the blemish of my edges so i break the bends
cranking up my focus so i turnt the lens
persevering like a lotus as im blooming thru the mud u can see me then
main notice
im the necessary poet, for this barren land
growing pains when i hope that i could make a stand
all this shame that i just hold till i understand
frame it all in gold with these verses and another stanza
title type in bold,

what u seek is what u know
what u leave is what u show

so i dug 6 feet left defeat in the snow
not stuck on the grief i dont weep anymore

so i dug 6 feet left defeat in the snow
not stuck on the grief i dont weep anymore

I WANT

stains of premonition
warning signs like wary birds
morning skies
keep it frosty among the omens of attrition
seeing sights
of common lies
reminiscent
dont u demonise
past admissions of guilt
paths of self recollection
shits a long road winding down
eventual redemption
felt a stutter in my step
another buffer in the engine

hate breeding in my chest
got me wrenching in my passion
i dont question the tension
god the past just a preface
and this vengeance a sentence

want your love and obsession
i want your curves and attention
with a twisted intention
drag the hearses
cant u see i never learnt from my lessons
mary S U E i carve my words in reflection

LOTUS/I WANT (prod. by kenzo)

ANOTHER TIME: TRACK A

im afraid that we gotta go
death grips on the hands that just wanna hold 
left slips of the plans that i left to mold
had chips on my hands put atop my shoulder
whats left is a strand that was holding boulders
as im getting older
counting cards often easy when ur living sober 
but harder when you never hold it
as we spar with the trials in the age of covid
pulling curtains on the system but its duly noted
no escape when its fully bolted
conscience that has long been eroded
calm in the storm 
when the heart start to hoping
never conform
keep ur path on devotion
more than muscle and bones
we are born from emotion
so dont tussle alone put ur trust in the moment
the past wasnt gold but for now its been woven
warmth from the cold, as i whispered in omens
no time for the self loathing

Affirmations (prod. by .nowun)

PRODUCED BY TRISTANTHEEND. tristantheend.bandcamp.com
WRITTEN AND PERFORMED BY MARY SUE

Thank you for following my lil trilogy of EPs this year, from "to those foreign nights i love you", "ANOTHER TIME" and now "METAMORPH".

METAMORPH - MARY SUE & TRISTANTHEEND

SUN

2021 
22 
revolutions round the sun
yea the ending really tied to the places we begun
evolution come in phases, redeveloping my tounge 
whatevers cooking in the pantry, yea u know it leaves a smudge
and like the pain it never budges
like my crush for ms. hudgens
as my brain drifts back to high school all a sudden
momma warming up the rice and the curry mutton
man if time was a button
i would go back to days where i would bike with my cousins
would go back to days that i could let my grandpapa know i love him
alone and afraid, man i know it be a scar in my noggin
yea the day that he left i swear my heart wasnt solid
man burn it to the sky, let it float like its pollen
ill say im doing fine all the time, whats the point of even asking
death aint a line, its a loop thats everlasting
searchin for a sign, time is divine thats irrelevant to passion
perfect design, the relief i invested
let the grief in me fester

2021 
22 
revolutions round the sun

BOWL

in charge of my fate
yes i am
for this trust that i just found 
and displaced
terracotta warriors, i do battle in the shade
yea the swordbearer handed me this stone to stab my blade in

had me fallin to exploring past memorys that caved in
shit that got my brain bent
bet i write my best verses hiding in the basement 
im aumbemayang the way that ive been pacin
reasons i was blamin
hemoragge the vacancy, 
delinquency i faded,
workin like a stove the way im heating up these pages
abillity to grow thats the measure for ur greatness
hostillity u show

just wanna see the cards that u holdin on the low patrick bateman
yea this industry a bowl with a hole, thats why i keep my fuckin plates with me 

using paper as ur mould that shit be real leaky
but u sifting for the gold, i know u gettin paid pretty but im
pouring from the soul, u know that poets comes rare shit with scarcity
born from the island but im linking with the big cities

my fuse be getting short like its joe pesci
funny how 
all we really need is logic and a secondhand blue yeti
yes its 2022 mary sue hope yall get ready

SUN/BOWL (prod. Kawhiatus and Swordbearer)

KISSES OF LIFE
produced and performed by mary sue
Bandcamp: https://sweetmarysue.bandcamp.com
Streaming: https://untd.io/r/ABrPe3xpBjxh
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1. Kiss Of Life (prod. Saved Her.)
2. Cavalry
3. Marge/Bones (prod. kingayeo)
4. Orbs feat. jaso
5. March
6. Alone/Yam Seng
7. Magnolia feat. Chef Chung
8. Lochness
9. Paper Generals
10. Popo and Gonggong/Plane 
11. Cartoons feat. cousin temi (prod. kingayeo)
12. Spirits/Name (prod. TRISTANTHEEND)
13. Remedy feat. KAYA (prod. HAWKRADA)
14. Moving On! feat. Tony Bontana
15. A Voice Memo feat. Fauxe
16. And Me (prod. c0smon4ut)
17. Life’s Kisses feat. Oldman Freeman
18. Rebirth
19. Wanna Be (prod. LordGlacier.)
20. Minefield feat. Mosiah Ade
21. See U (prod. Kawhiatus)
22. Rizi’s Outro (prod. fxrxzx)
*************************************************

dedicated to my grandfather, thank u forever
love to everyone who support and listen!
and special special thanks to higher self

KISSES OF LIFE

a final loosie b4 another cycle


MADE ACROSS A COUPLE BODIES OF WATER
NYC: April 25 - May 7

REBOUND/SCAB (prod. by mary sue and kenzo)

TRACKLIST:

1. JOURNEY TO THE WEST (prod. Tony Bontana)
2. MY VISION IS CRYSTAL CLEAR
3. PAGE FROM THE BACK (prod. Tony Bontana)
4. LISTENING TO THE BUG IN NYC
5. BODIES OF WATER (prod. Tony Bontana)
6. PINK STAINS ON WHITE SALOMONS (prod. FatBoyDupree)
7. I WALK AS THOUGH IM BLIND (prod. kingayeo)
8. THE THINGS I SETTLE (prod. c0smon4ut)
9. I KNOW IM IN DANGER (prod. c0smon4ut)
10. CACTUS TACOS
11. OPEN SESAME (prod. kip c)
12. HOLD UR HEAD HIGH (prod. 010trick)


12 TRACKS
COMPLETED DURING MY 2 WEEKS IN NYC

SEWN TOGETHER BY VOICE MEMOS OF MOMENTS WITH:

GENG, KAYA, AND KUYA,
KINGAYEO
ABEL AND JOSHUA

GRATITUDE TO EVERYONE I MET WHO SHARED THEIR TIME AND LOVE!
credits
released May 26, 2022

PHOTOS BY:

LEON WONG

PRODUCTION BY:

MARY SUE
TONY BONTANA
FATBOYDUPREE
KINGAYEO
C0SMON4UT
KIP C
010TRICK

ADDITIONAL WRITING:

ABEL CHUA
JOSHUA FRIZELL

HIGHER SELF PRESENTS

VOICE MEMOS ACROSS A COUPLE BODIES OF WATER

to those foreign nights, i hate you

5 track EP 
9:02 playtime

thank you to those who were with me throughout the process! 
youtu.be/Zpf24x7obR4

sweetmarysue.bandcamp.com/album/grey-noise

album art by Liyong Wong


i be pulling pain in
blunting of these edges it be breaking
keep the demons on my toes
theres no escaping
u just deepen what you know 
and who you blaming

im here to make a statement
reaping what you sow 
got me hanging on mistakes and
waiting on my patience
feel it low
my mental trapped up in my basement
wonder where my space went

uh i dont need maintenance 
moving slow
goin thru the phases
its the renovation
feeling out of place
struggle not to lose the placement

GREY NOISE

MANIA!

MANIA !

5 track EP 
9:02 playtime

thank you to those who were with me throughout the process! 
youtu.be/Zpf24x7obR4

sweetmarysue.bandcamp.com/album/grey-noise

album art by Liyong Wong


my mind sitting different 
while y’all lying the same
mindin  on my business 
 pen mining the cave
searching for a treasure 
formin pressure for change
  hurting birthed a ceiling
formed the dirt in my brain
itching for the pleasure
where there’s personal gain
i’m a person of vain
tethered to the desert 
cursed with thirst for the rain
weathering the guilt
that be worse than the shame
furthering blame 
stitching of the quilt 
just to cover the stains
dwelling in the future that 
the past loved to claim
nostalgia reigning king of 
these comfortless plains 
patience running thin
for my mark of cain
discomfort of my skin
got me peeling away
embracing  all the stain
my sanity a losing domain
apathy a tool to sustain
the inner tapestry of my cruel disdain

TAPESTRY

5 track EP 
9:02 playtime

thank you to those who were with me throughout the process! 
youtu.be/Zpf24x7obR4

sweetmarysue.bandcamp.com/album/grey-noise

album art by Liyong Wong


i want to play by my heart 
confronting the stage from the start
this shit is the state of my art
y’all acting just playing a part
i live in the maze of my bars
i’m still in the shade when it’s dark
my mind in this space and it’s sparse
when push comes to shove imma barge
my mental be lacking the charge 
my feet they be stuck in the tar
my feet they be stuck ing
my feet they be stuck in the tar
i havent been moving afar
i hang with the moon and the stars
you ringing to give to your regards
be back on my feet irregardless 
i know that my god is a goddess 
mom said that my words can be heartless
the cause of my cost is not caution
so now i’m proceeding with conscience
so now i’m proceeding with conscience 
proceeding with conscience

PLAY BY MY HEART

5 track EP 
9:02 playtime

thank you to those who were with me throughout the process! 
youtu.be/Zpf24x7obR4

sweetmarysue.bandcamp.com/album/grey-noise

album art by Liyong Wong

shaved my skull twice but i  live with my dreads
itchin with the lies that be humbled when said
grieving for the times when i should have been lead
my ego wasnt mild it often left me misled 
pretending for a smile when im feeling upset
struggle finding words for these thoughts in my head
stutter instead
my dreamings been a forming in a broken cassete
my reason for the storming is the swollen regret
dont you know that sleepin is the cousin of death
muzzle my breath
could have make it right before the moment you left

the proof that i just grew to digest

most truths can be hard to divest

yea fold the socks 
step you foot up in the sludge
took another one
difficult to trudge
among the muddy and the muck
nose runny then its plugged
theres a falling off my stock

shit be stuffy with the ruckus i can feel it thru my gut

 started as a tussle then you scuffle giving cuts

got your troubled knuckles dipping in the pool of blood
watch the knees buckle down when you fold the grudge
watch you flee from the mound when you had enough

its disease when you sucking from this teat of luck
when your straying too far you just breed a judge
when my ego too large yall are free to budge
lights shining on a buck, i been feeling stuck

DIGEST/SOCKS

DIGEST / SOCKS

5 track EP 
9:02 playtime

thank you to those who were with me throughout the process! 
youtu.be/Zpf24x7obR4

sweetmarysue.bandcamp.com/album/grey-noise

album art by Liyong Wong

lyrics 

u was in the picture, i just made the frame
 feelings that you injured, you were never blamed
grinding for the fixture, but im not the same
not the one for fame, spare me of the change

not about the scripture or the word play
pour heavy from the heart thats how my words weigh
took a while to find the comfort in my birthplace
looking for the smiles in the slumber of my worst days
working on the rhythms im might need a back and neck brace
vertebrae aching, we be chasing in this rat race
 
drowning in the sorrow, i was caught up in this wet maze
brain was really hollow, got me digging up a dead space
breathing thru my issues, it be fogging up the worst way
rotting of the tissues, got me waking to the worst taste

DEAD SPACE

Closed World - mary sue 
yt: https://youtu.be/Fp65mFIwsCc
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1) year of the rat - 0:00
2) Closed World - 0:28
3) only a memory - 2:27
4) BE SOCIAL - 4:07
5) artifact - 5:08
6) Tryin times - 7:01
7) chop the tree - 9:08
8) trips around the sun - 10:39
9) Keep Calm ft. Cousin Temi - 12:13
10) Urgent! - 14:21
11) Debris ft. Damien Rose - 16:09
12) rotation man - 17:58
13) Keep on - 19:24
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made in times of isolation, as always...

big love to jesse and damien for the support and collaboration

Closed World

closed world

Visual EP produced and performed by Mary Sue
Additional production from FAUXE

www.youtube.com/watch?v=Owj5AXzBHj4
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