bro i relate to this song so much that i started crying bc my gf is abusive asf and treats me like shit nad broke up w me but came back to me and said she wants me back

Late as hell but your voice is fucking insane

[Pre-Chorus]
Mirror, mirror, on the wall
Find the ugly, in them all
Point them out and let them fall
Destroy their minds and show their flaws
I'm insecure, I need help
I can't find love, for myself
I pray to God, I'm deep in hell
Lord heal my scars, defeat this spell
Cover and hide it
Ashamed of my face
I hate my reflection
I see a mistake
There's too many voices
inside of my brain
I look like a monster
Don't care what you say

[Verse 1]
Deep inside, I really try to hide
But I can never run from myself
I see a monster when I look into the mirror
This cannot be good for my health
I feel like a slave, trapped in my hate
Praying to God, I can't find my escape
I don't wanna be me
Look in the mirror, and see all the ugly things I can't erase
I scare myself, I'm a ghost
I face my demons at home
I think I'm fat, yeah, I'm gross
No love, I deserve to be alone
I know that there's somebody feelin like me
Just know that your beautiful, beyond belief
The mirror is neutral, control your own leash
Cause you can't believe everything you ain't seen


[Chorus]
Cover and hide it
Ashamed of my face
I hate my reflection
I see a mistake
There's too many voices
inside of my brain
I look like a monster
Don't care what you say
Cover and hide it
Ashamed of my face
I hate my reflection
I see a mistake
There's too many voices
inside of my brain
I look like a monster
Don't care what you say

[Verse 2]
I could have all the fame in the world
But I'd still hate myself
I try to learn to love my body, but degrade myself
Waste myself
Sometimes I really wanna change myself
My face breaks out, and my hair's going bald
Man, I suck at school
I wanna hang myself, and erase myself
Dear God, I know that you created me
And I appologize for my thoughts
He made me for a reason, I need to believe it
Cause you showed me love within all of my faults
You paid up the cost, that's blood on the cross
You showed me direction whenever I'm lost
So why would I turn around from you
And treasure my demons
Whenever you gave me a cause?

[Pre-Chorus]
Mirror, mirror, on the wall
Find the ugly, in them all
Point them out and let them fall
Destroy their minds and show their flaws
I'm insecure, I need help
I can't find love, for myself
I pray to God, I'm deep in hell
Lord heal my scars, defeat this spell

[Chorus]
Cover and hide it
Ashamed of my face
I hate my reflection
I see a mistake
There's too many voices
inside of my brain
I look like a monster
Don't care what you say
Cover and hide it
Ashamed of my face
I hate my reflection
I see a mistake
There's too many voices
inside of my brain
I look like a monster
Don't care what you say

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Produced by M.E ( @meproducerrrrr )
Art by: David Kiernan 

Kam Michael
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Lyrics:
[Chorus: ]
Oh why do you cry at night when you're alone?
Oh please take your time to find the reasons behind these feelings inside.

[Verse 1: Kam Michael]
Yeah, okay I empty out my soul trynna think of what i'm confessing.
hope you open up the the door to your mind and I'll be the blessing. Late nights of heart breaks, we think everything is a weapon.
See I know he broke you down to the bottom but I'm obsessing never stressing.
Know it's tough, know that we got it rough, It's hard to say that "I'm sorry" but harder for you to trust. And i'm learning that I'm enough, something I had to find,
You say that you're broken down,
But really one of a kind, and I know..
We make mistakes and it shows
But baby I don't think that I could ever be on my own.
I used to live inside my head, was feeling empty and cold.
You gave me reason not to fear of ever being alone.
I wanna hold you for a lifetime, living on a lifeline.
Stepping out our zones, mix emotions with the white wine.
Staying up all night and pillow talk it through the sunrise.
I know you're very different, glad I found you at the right time.

[Chorus: ]
Oh why do you cry at night when you're alone?
Oh please take your time to find the reasons behind these feelings inside.

[Verse 2: Kam Michael]
Yeah, okay I know you hate it when I compliment you,
but you should love yourself, there ain't a single thing against you.
See I'm not picture perfect and I'll prove it cuz baby, you fit the frame.
I'll always feels the same, there ain't a second that I'll never miss you.
No going back, swear no going bad.
Whenever I'm chilling with you my head it be running laps.
And lately I'm feeling better, been moving away from past,
So when I write about you just know that I'm speaking facts.
And I was walking on a tight rope, stuck inside a life boat, but now I see the light inside of you, don't tell I don't
You're way too insecure, but I'm the same, I found the right cope, we could be whatever.
Said your exes? I'm not like those.
I wanna hold you for a lifetime, living on a lifeline.
Stepping out our zones, mix emotions with the white wine.
Staying up all night and pillow talk it through the sunrise.
I know you're very different, glad I found you at the right time.

Kam Michael - why do you cry? [Prod. M.E]

Twinkle Twinkle (Feat. KID E$S)

My New Mixtape “LOST IN LIFE: A Mental Health Tape” is out now on all platforms! I cannot even begin to express how thankful I am for everyone who has stuck with me over the past years...truly mean it when I say I wouldn’t be here without you guys. I wrote the majority of this project at one of the lowest points of my life while I was stuck in quarantine going through a lot. As hard as it was to put my emotions on paper, I knew that my tough times would be able to help some of you get through your own struggles.

Make sure to share the project with everyone you know! Every extra stream, play and view helps me reach new people who my music may be able to positively impact.

Better Off Dead

Swey

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