a song about my ex. it’s a cover.

i never should have called
'cause I knew you would leave me
but I didn't think you could do it so easily
i never should have held your hand
on that cold rainy night
'cause, further along, it would cause another fight

stranger, that's all I see
when I look into your eyes
a soulmate who wasn't meant to be
stranger, who knows all my secrets
can pull me apart and break my heart
a soulmate who wasn't meant to be

i never should have kissed
kissed your hand
i am under your control
i will never understand
i never should have said
"i love you"
you never said it back
so why do i still care for you?

stranger, that's all I see
when I look into your eyes
a soulmate who wasn't meant to be
stranger, who knows all my secrets
can pull me apart and break my heart
a soulmate who wasn't meant to be

wish I could go back to the day we met and leave you be
sit and look pretty
never should have called
never should have helped
never should have kissed
never should have said

stranger, that's all I see
when I look into your eyes
a soulmate who wasn't meant to be
stranger, who knows all my secrets
can pull me apart and break my heart
a soulmate who wasn't meant to be

a soulmate that wasn’t meant to be

endearment

baby I don't know where this night
all I know that in ur arms I feel at home
at home

man it feels so right
when im looking In ur eyes
heaven above showing all the damn signs
all the signs

trying not to drink anymore tonight
cause I've had too much n im smoking like a gun
at the party at 3am and all I wanna do is run home
run home

man it feels so right
when im looking in ur eyes
heaven above showing all the damn signs
all the signs

walking all alone with nobody to hold
except for this photo that I kept of you
feeling navy blue

ooooh

man it feels so right
when im looking In ur eyes
heaven above showing all the damn signs
all the signs
8/21/23

endearment

lyrics

you took me for granted
you hung me up to dry
and watched me bleed me out
now im falling apart

feeling so bitter and lost and confused
got me dug inside this hole I dug myself to
don't take me for granted 
I was your queen once upon a time

if it wasn't for you
if it wasn't for you,
i would bleed
I would bleed so easily
built my bones x5

locked in a coffin
no way to escape
watch me love again
with my body and mind
feeling alright
feeling alright
got me strapped to your gunside

if it wasn't for you x2
I would bleed x2
so easily

no remorse for the wicked
darkest heart
deepest scars
no body no crime x2
x4

built my bones, you built my bones

no body no crime

a freestyle at 7am

lyrics:

at midnight
we played your favourite songs
till the sunlight
burned our eyes

its been seconds 
its been minutes
its been hours 
its been years
ive been waiting way too long for u too appear
but i guess
that ur my soulmate

cause through the colours 
through the moon
and our chart in the stars
i didnt think i’d ever make it this far
but something tells me it’s alright

to be here
to live
so peacefully from within
our bodies that we cave in to
together we make a whole room our own

theres nobody around
we’re silent
without a sound
we’re making ghosts in the walls
come up from out your ears
and into the ceiling boards
where they spread their tears
and
maybe we can make a poem
just u and me
we’re laying on the street
in the autumn leaves
making little angels
in the snow
going up on the road
let’s go to a show

let’s hang out and do some more
let’s do some more

are u my soulmate?
i think ur my soulmate
let’s make this last

10/2/2023

i guess ur my soulmate

lyrics:
i thought i knew those backroads
but it turns out
so did everyone else

i thought nashville was my home
had my boots in the sand
but now im ready to go

they called me crazy
they called me insane
moving out of that small town
down south
to georgia
down to georgia

now i’ve got traffic lights and bumpy roads
going down to the city
man it never gets old

i can go clubbing with my friends
i can let a little loose
nothing left in the country any way

they called me crazy
they called me insane
moving out of that small town
down south
to georgia
down to georgia

see you now
see you then
see you in another couple years
packed my bags and im ready to go
packed my bags and im ready to go
packed my bags and im ready to run run run
so far away
(down to georgia)

they called me crazy
they called me insane
moving out of that small town
down south
to georgia
down to georgia

it took awhile to make new friends

down to georgia

a freestyle :)

lyrics:
let the rain wash away
all the dirty things
that rests in your head
your head

let it take away
all the pain
that you've had

maybe ill wake up
and smoke a little weed
Ill go to bed
and then watch tv

then maybe one day
I can lay in my bed
without my head
spinnin round
spinnin round in circles
maybe, baby one day
ill wash away

I like the rain
on a dirty Thursday
on a dirty Thursday

*me, looking at the sunset n my candles were so cute I was like ahhhh purple cute.*

I feel these purples vibes up in my heart
it keeps me awake,
keeps me, keeps me awake
until another dirty Thursday

10/13/23 :)

ps I love Thursdays. it is my favourite day. no other day can or will ever compare.

(unplugged)

a lovely jam :)


lyrics:
I love to sleep because I pretend that im dead
but I hate waking up
cause its hard to forget
that I've lost all control
of this life that I've held so dear

and I wait for the bus
but im not on the bench
im just spread across the ground
making friends with cement
hoping that the bus wont miss me 
when it comes my way

well I made a few jokes
but they said they weren't funny
tried to force a smile
but they said it was ugly
I tried to make a friend
no one was a friend to me
poured my heart to a girl
and it went on the floor
and I asked her what she wanted
and she said she wanted more
I tried to find a lover
all I found was an enemy

well I stand in front of the mirror
and look at myself
and I don't make a sound
but my eyes scream out help
and I start to struggle
to hold myself back
from thrusting my head straight through the fucking glass
and im tired of falling
for girls that don't care
and breaking my back trying to make them aware
that im more than depressed
and my time won't wasted
I am just a broken boy that no one wants to play with

now im lost in this hall
I sure I am stuck
and I can't run away
cause im lazy as fuck
so i sit on the floor
as I gather my thoughts
and they're full of broken promises
that only piss me off
well I lost control
when I was only a boy
the world taught me angst
when I deserved joy
now im breaking down as I struggle to breathe
cause I believe in a god who won't believe in me

I stand in front of the mirror
and look at myself
and I don't make a sound
but my eyes scream out "help"
and I start to struggle
to hold myself back
from thrusting my head straight through the fucking glass
and im tired of falling
for girls that don't care
and breaking my back to try to make them aware
that im more than depressed
and my time won't wasted

I am just a broken boy that no one wants to play with.

11/10/23

island of the misfit boy

I tried to put up w u
but it just left me w scars
knowing I could not leave
trapped inside ur vacancy

I'm not a "sob story," no,
you just broke my heart and soul
dragged me down to the wolves
and laid me out to dry
and you never said "goodbye"

but im better now 
and the waves don't knock me down
yet I still, I still want u dead
(in the dark)
in the darkness of my heart,
I hope u end up six feet under the surface

I thought u would love me at my lowest
but ur selfishness got in the way of my progress
what have I done to deserve this?
I just wanna be a little beacon of light

now ur finding old men online
is that how you spend ur newfound time?

but im better now 
and the waves don't knock me down
yet I still, I still want u dead
(in the dark)
in the darkness of my heart,
I hope u end up six feet under the surface

C U L8R

lyrics:
picking up the pieces that you left
sorting them out one by one
until there's nothing left
bringing 'em back
they keep on coming back
around and around
i can't get 'em out

I'm pouring, they're pouring down
coming through like a waterfall
coming, they're coming
around
so, so you, you

you're giving me
you're giving me
giving me anxiety
you're giving me
you're giving me
giving me anxiety

and I'm down on the floor
back to the corner of the wall
you're giving me
you're giving me
giving me
anxiety
anxiety
anxiety

i'm falling down
down, down
falling down like waterfalls
but, you

you're giving me
you're giving me
giving me anxiety
you're giving me
you're giving me
giving me anxiety

and I'm down on the floor
back to the corner of the wall
you're giving me
you're giving me
giving me
anxiety
(giving me)
anxiety
(giving me)
anxiety
anxiety.

11/17/23

sxdgxrl

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