Gone, Far Away Demo

Prod. IOF

Feel my sins on my skin
Wishing you were never here
You dropped my heart
And broke me in pieces
And I cannot dream now
Wishing that I would feel better when I'm alone
Looking at pictures and I cannot stand this
Feeling of guilt that I cant shake

Cry every evening
Just let out my pain
Drowning myself in the liquor and pain
Tears are still falling
You still clipped my wing
And I cant feel myself

So write me a eulogy 
Tell me to go
I wish that I would feel better alone
Look me in my eyes and tell me to go
You treat me like I am 7 years old

With the pain in my bones
I'll leave you behind
Passionate pain I can feel you behind
The light at the end of the tunnel gets brighter
And I feel myself get lighter

With the pain in my bones
I'll leave you behind
Passionate pain I can feel you behind
The light at the end of the tunnel gets brighter
And I feel myself get lighter

Broke me in pieces
And I cannot dream now
Wishing that I would feel better when I'm alone
Looking at pictures and I cannot stand this
Feeling of guilt that I cant shake

goodbye.

Distributed by @sorrowfulrose on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/3yHekgbCZ0gTklkXxO90V5?si=QMx1UD9pSVa1OnzdnQd1gQ&dl_branch=1

You were my sedative (Prod. rx808)

Prod. Ryini Beats

https://open.spotify.com/album/6g99YaIkXS9B1iBeMWE0q2?si=f734407593734aa7

[Chorus]
How can I feel okay
When I am so afraid
That you come back and I think of you

And how can I get you back
When all I see is you with someone else that's not me

[Verse 1]
I don't wanna feel like I'm okay anymore
Writing bops when I'm sad
Feeling like I'm men in back
Trynna rap, i got no flow
And I dont wanna feel like this
Cuz I know that you dont really love me anymore

And how can I feel okay
When I am so afraid, that you'll come back and I think of you


It's hard to love me, yeah baby i know
I got no one that I call my own
Just need somebody to hold me more close

How can I feel okay
When I am so afraid
That you come back and I think of you

And how can I get you back
When all I see is you with someone else that's not me

how can i feel okay?

Prod. Ouse
https://soundcloud.com/ouseiceland/nice-piano

I'll stay inside
To melt the ice on me, and I 
Wish I would've told you that I was weak and I couldn't bare no more

I'll stay inside
To melt the ice on me, and I 
Wish I would've told you the words to make you stay right next to me

I'll stay inside
To melt the ice on me, and I 
Wish I would've told you that I was weak and I couldn't bare no more

Stay Inside (Prod. Ouse)

My jaw dropped to the floor when I saw you
And I think I must think twice before talking to you
But eyes, are on the top, top of the stars, when I see you 
And my mind flies away, when I see you, when I see you

And I'm the kid that no one likes, and It's fine too
And I'm the kid that wants someone
That I cant get, that I cant get

And I bet that no one else, feels like me, feels like me
(So I keep it all inside)

Cuz I'm the only one that feels like I do
No one would understand my pain

So I keep it all inside
And I never talk to someone
And no one really cares if I live
I never really wanna die
But I dont wanna feel this
Every day feels all the same
And I dont know what to do

My jaw dropped to the floor when I saw you
And I think I must think twice before talking to you
But my eyes, are on the top, top of the stars, when I see you 
And my mind flies away, when I see you, when I see you

And I'm the kid that no one likes, and It's fine too
And I'm the kid that wants someone
That I cant get, that I cant get

And I bet that no one else, feels like me, feels like me
(So I keep it all inside)

When I saw you

I Don't Deserve This. (Feat. P33)

How Can I Feel Okay?

Prod. @splashgvng
Featuring @angie-faasen

Diary (Feat. Svar)

When I Look At You

Sxd Mood (Feat Re:)

prod. Tennis Player

Distributed to all platforms by Bangers Only

Lyrics:
Yeah Zombies on the street trynna eat me
Yeah any second now you could hurt me
But then I open up
And you turn around
And now I'm on the floor, It's a fucking breakdown

Yeah can you see what you did to me?
Yeah Blueprint of you in every girl that I see
Betrayed to the core, to every fucking degree
And I wish that this never happened to me

Pretty safe to say you dont care
Yeah Run around with people that's not there
(Yeah, run around people that's not there)
Are you fucking prepared?

Yeah Zombies on the street trynna eat me
Any second now you could hurt me
But then I open up
And you turn around
And now I'm on the floor, It's a fucking breakdown

Yeah Fucking breakdown
Look in my eyes tell me it will be fine
Lies upon lies, upon lies, Im not fine
It's a fucking breakdown

Yeah Zombies on the street trynna eat me
Yeah Any second now you could hurt me
But then I open up
And you turn around
And now I'm on the floor, It's a fucking breakdown

Zombies on the street trynna eat me
Yeah Any second now you could hurt me
But then I open up
And you turn around
And now I'm on the floor, It's a fucking breakdown

Breakdown

sad
-
You're always in my dreams
Get the fuck out
Cuz I still dream about you
Cuz I will never let go, of you
You will always be burnt in my skin
I will never let go
I will never let go

I saw you yesterday
Did you see me too? Cuz I saw you
I wonder what you thought when you saw me
Would you wanna talk if I walked up?

Never Letting Go (Jack Marlow) (Demo)

<3

https://soundcloud.com/cavasoul
https://soundcloud.com/prodeddieb

(sxdtune)
I can feel the distance when I look at you
Moving on so fast is no surprise to you
Based on how you look at me
Why would I be the one for you
When I cant push through?

(cavasoul)
The distance is killing me
Maybe i’m better off alone, feel it in my bones
I know that you sick of me
i would be too but i hate when you say that you can’t stand to look at me
why do you choose to kill me
 i’m hating myself every minute i breathe
my pockets are empty and filthy
now that i know that i’m not what you need

(Chorus: Sxdtune)
Yeah
I caught some feelings
And I think I'm fucking dreaming
I told myself not to love until I'm fucking even
Reasons that I cant ignore
When I'm fucking bleeding
Red flags that I saw before
But I cannot feel em

(cavasoul)
I can’t feel nothing i wish i had something to die for, to put up my life for
Every time that you see me i swear that i cry more, i feel like an eye sore
how can i love someone else? i’m working on loving myself
It’s only been me for a minute this loneliness feels like i’m living in hell

(sxdtune)
Distance fall (Distance fall)
When I ball
I got so much I can prove, but I just stall (I just stall)
Inspiration, motivation, it just cuts when I'm so forsaken
So mistaken, not awaken
I cant breathe, I'm not a god in making

Yeah I got time, but i still feel like I dont have it
Yeah I got time but I still feel like I dont have it

(cavasoul)
I fall in love way too easy
I think i just can’t get enough of the feeling
It make me feel something that’s more than i get on an everyday basis
roll it and i face it, deal with these changes
why do i feel like i’m always replaced, stare into space
i’m focused on music and working one day i’ll be finding my place

(Chorus: Sxdtune)
Yeah
I caught some feelings
And I think I'm fucking dreaming
I told myself not to love until I'm fucking even
Reasons that I cant ignore
When I'm fucking bleeding
Red flags that I saw before
But I cannot feel em

Distance (Feat. Cavasoul) (Prod. Astray Beats)

Beautiful song by the amazing https://soundcloud.com/victmolina

Original song:
https://open.spotify.com/track/7FJnZj23k56LFxgFBfN0mu?si=b28fa2d7e75f4078
https://soundcloud.com/victmolina/im-sorry-to-my-highschool-sweetheart

I'm Sorry To My High School Sweetheart (Vict Molina Cover Or Whatever)

so much you've ruined.

prod eeryskies.
-
I never thought that I would break
Unleash the beast on my back

You can tell me anything
and I really mean it

But if I lose you now
I would lose myself
I look at you
...
my dear

[Novo Amor; "Please Don't Stand Up When The Room Is In Motion"]

when i die, please wake me
And tell me to get up like you used to
Cuz I dont like mornings
Yeah bring me some coffee or breakfeast in bed
Yeah, and I
Look into your eyes, and I see stars like I used to
Yeah, inside where love resides
I'm so alone now that you're gone
I got no one

I make some songs for people on the internet that's as lonely as me
It's no walk on the beach 
But I seem to set free
People that dont care about me
But if I can heal someone, It will always be them

final.wav

@arr_eeh


Cuz I'm a narcissist
But optimistic, I'll get better with time
No I don't listen, I'm persistent
Keeping grudges in mind
But I try, and you don't
Guess I lie, cuz you won't
And tell you everything's okay
Even tho we both know
It's no communicating
Every thought that passes me by
Can't get a break, there's no escape
And I'm a wreck but I try
But that light, in your eye
When you tell me we're fine
Do you believe that honestly
Cuz up to me It's goodbye

Maybe It's too late for me
Maybe It's too late for me
Maybe It's too late for me

I tell myself that I cant let go
I tell myself that they're the one
But they made me feel like I got no one
By my side
No one by my side

Oh, I dont feel okay
Okay, okay, okay

Cuz I'm a narcissist
But optimistic, I'll get better with time
No I don't listen, I'm persistent
Keeping grudges in mind
But I try, and you don't
Guess I lie cuz you won't
And tell you everything's okay
Even tho we both know

Maybe It's too late for me
Maybe It's too late for me
Maybe It's too late for me

Oh I dont feel okay
Okay, okay, okay

Narcissist w/ Re:

Prod. Vov
Mastered by https://soundcloud.com/v3dh

Whatever this is
I want out

Protect me from my sins
And I will write you all some stories
Wanna
Make it out

Remember to tell all my stories
And I would be proud, so proud

Of all the little things, yeah you told me not to worry about, about
Like when you ran away and everybody went looking for you, for you
I will hold on to our secrets I will never f*cking tell them, I won't
I won't, I won't, No I wont, I won't, No I won't
Yeah I won't

I will be gone
And you will miss me
It's not gonna be so easy
But you will get through it
You will get through it

I hope that you know 
It wasnt easy

i want out

Just so you guys know I'm alive. New music coming soon.

Do you know I'm alive? (Prod. Idly Bare) (DEMO!)

Feat @cavasoul
Prod. @boyfifty
Art by @fairenofficial

Don't Cry (Feat. Cavasoul)(Prod. Boyfifty)

It's Not The Same (Feat. Vagrxnt & oc)

14643

All of my sins (Feat. Lio Kalebic)

Half A Man (Demo)

Sxdtune, Lxst Boy - love lie

Can't see at all (Prod. 777Beatss)

[Verse 1]
I don't know what I did wrong
but you left me broken inside
I don't know how to forget you
when you're always on my mind
Tears falling
You're falling
I wish I could help you back up
Wings broken
And I'm falling
And you don't care at all
I love you
You don't love me
That's why I'm falling to pieces

[Verse 2]
I would come back to you if you asked me
Because you're so beautiful
Your eyes are shining bright
They even shine in the dark
Your eyes are like the ocean
and I get lost in them
I love your personality
And how you talked to me
But now you have another
And I am no longer yours

[Chorus]
Tears falling
You're falling
I wish I could help you back up

[Verse 3]
Why don't you
Let me catch you
So you can build yourself
You're eyes are shining bright
And I get lost in them
Your trouble's my trouble
Can I help you solve them
Just come back to me
And we can start from there
You can lean on my shoulder
I will steer your boat
In the storm
and get you out safe
You're no longer falling
When you're with me again
I'm waiting 
For you
Just come ask me again

[Chorus]
Tears falling
You're falling
I wish I could help you back up
Wings broken and I'm falling
And you don't care at all

[Verse 4]
I don't know what I did wrong
but you left me broken inside
I don't know how to forget you
when you're always on my mind
Tears falling
You're falling
I wish I could help you back up
Wings broken
And I'm falling
And you don't care at all
I love you
You don't love me
That's why I'm falling to pieces 

[Outro]
Tears falling
You're falling
I wish I could help you back up
Your eyes are like the ocean
And I get lost in them
Wings broken and I'm falling
And you don't care at all

Tears Falling [Prod. Pink]

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Lyrics:
Yeah
Flying out to Paris
Yeah
I'll leave you once again
It's raining in December
And I'm entertaining you
Cuz I know that you need me
Here
Right by your side
I don't even talk about my feelings anymore
You know that I look at you
And try to be the one
You don't even know what I'm feeling on the inside
Talking to my ghosts when you're not here
I'm trynna find them
Trynna fix my problems all alone
But I can't fix them


Yeah
I'm like the sand on the beach
No one likes it
Like the water in my ears
I don't want it
Feeling like I'm trash
Like I'm garbage
You don't even want me
Anymore
Talking to you
Trynna solve our problems
You don't even know what I'm feeling
Yeah
Feeling like trash
Like I'm garbage 
You don't even care what I'm feeling

What i'm feeling
What i'm feeling
What's the meaning
What's the meaning

Try again
Another day
Let's just pretend
It's all okay
I'll chase a fade
I'll wash away
I'll change my name
I'll find a way

To be what I thought I could be
Pack my bags get a pass
find my way to the sea

Take the coastal and wish you
were right next to me
all the roads that we missed
all the forrests and trees
where we'd hide and smoke weed

waste all our days
my hand on your waist
i gave you flowers and you kissed my face
not a week later you're gone
with no trace
i guess i'm the option you chose not to take
...

Yeah
Flying out to Paris
Yeah
I'll leave you once again
It's raining in December
And I'm entertaining you
Cuz I know that you need me
Here
Right by your side
I don't even talk about my feelings anymore

Re:
what i’m feeling
what i’m feeling
what’s the meaning
what’s the meaning

try again
another day
let’s just pretend
it’s all ok
i’ll chase a fade
i’ll wash away
i’ll change my name
ill find a way

to be what i thought i could be
pack my bags get a pass
find my way to the sea

take the coastal and wish you were right next to me
all the roads that we missed
all the forrests and trees

where we’d hide and smoke weed

waste all our days
my hand on your waist
i gave you flowers and you kissed my face

not a week later you’re gone with no trace
i guess i’m the option you chose not to take

You (Feat. Re:) (prod. Wurlishmouk). .

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https://twitter.com/sxdtune
https://soundcloud.com/sxdtune

Lyrics:
Yeah
Hold up for a second
let me tell you all my problems
Pain is creeping up
When I'm laying in my sorrow
People always thinking that I'm fine
But I'm not
Lying to your face all the time
Yeah
Walking with a straight back 
I'm not confident
Looking in your eyes
I wanna look away
I dont want you to love someone like me
I'll be the pain in your life
And the person you cry for

Yeah
I'm so sorry I cant give you all of me
Yeah I'm so sorry I pretend like I am free
Free from the demons I got in my brain
I am not fucking free

Yeah
All these people talking in my head
All these people wishing that I'm dead
Its hard to feel all these feelings
I wish I was blind
I wish I was dead
Yeah
Walking with a straight back 
I'm not confident
Looking in your eyes
I wanna look away
I dont want you to love someone like me
I'll be the pain in your life
And the person you cry for

I'm really sorry I cant give you all of me
Cuz if I do it will be the last of me

Yeah
Dont cry
Dont fall
Together
I dont wanna know that I brought you into this
Panic creeping up everytime you say my name
Feeling like you're nothing inside
I'm sorry

Sorry for not answering your texts
Sorry for not telling you I'm done
I wish I would be confident
Like everyone else
Not color my hair when I feel like I'm shit
The effort I put into feeling
Is like the effort I put into healing
I cant heal
I cant feel
I'm numb
I'm sorry for fucking you up

I'm Sorry [Prod. Metlast]

https://open.spotify.com/track/1qj0UgftgV05jJO53BzUDV?si=UK3lzbqcQnSdqYwgsAWJbA

I'm so cold
I've been trapped inside my own head
I've been so cold
Ooh

It's probably nothing
But I cant stop thinking
I know that you love me
But I do not think so
And I've been so cold

I've been trapped inside my own head
I'm so cold
I've been trapped inside my own head

Yeah
Let me talk about the demons like in every song
The demons arent demons they are just my thoughts
And I've been thinking too much 'bout the future
I found you and lost you
And I cant stop thinking

Everything is shrinking
And my mind is waking
I'm running in circles
I'm trapped in my own head
I need to stop thinking 
Get out of this wrong place
I'll give everything
For a clear mind

Ooh
Ooh

It's probably nothing
But I cant stop thinking
I know that you love me
But I do not think so
And I've been so cold

I've been trapped inside my own head
I'm so cold
I've been trapped inside my own head
I've been trapped inside my own head
I've been trapped inside my own head
Ooh

It's Probably Nothing (Prod. Micco.) (Now on Spotify)

Prod. Idly Bare

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/1aikbMJMvzQtcAZpDeJSkb?si=cwvWIWKpQL-Uz3T8RBaARw

This is the end I guess
This is the last time I will see you right next to me, and I
never thought of this before
Ooh
With the picture of you in my hand
I'll never leave you
I'll die alone
Ooh
Ooh

This is the end I guess
This is the last time I will see you right next to me, and I
never thought of this before
That
You would leave me here again
With the picture of you in my hand
I'll never leave you
I'll die alone

I never thought that we would break 
Before the sun went down
And now It's total darkness
And you are far away
And I
Couldn't think of this, one month ago

ooh

so this is it?

You make me starstruck ツ

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