dream collab, been playing this on repeat <333

SadBoyProlific - Rearrange

inside (guardin cover)

I don't want to show emotion
If you're gonna leave me broken
I Hope I don't mess this up
Cause you've been on my mind
For the 30th time
Now I'm hoping you stay by my side
Now my hearts been shattered, broken, and scattered
Don't know if she'll love me again
It's been beaten, fractured, ending in disaster
Telling my mom that she left
Telling my mom that she left
Wishing her all of the best
Cause' man I'm a mess
Wish I could take it back and do it again
But now you're off to college and now i'm seeing the end
I can't say i'm not upset, just a little bit
Missing it
Thinking I'll get over it
Different positions
Aborting the mission
You say that you love me but now you're just dipping
Maybe I'm tripping, or maybe i'm dreaming
I'm looking at pictures of you on my ceiling
I'm missing the feeling
Of holding your hand
Picking me up and letting me stand
Sitting around and I'm frozen
Fighting the tides like the ocean
Hoping heart break doesn't kill me
Thanking the world world cause' she chose me
I don't want to show emotion
If you're gonna leave me broken
I Hope I don't mess this up
Cause you've been on my mind
For the 30th time
Now I'm hoping you stay by my side
Now my hearts been shattered, broken, and scattered
Don't know if she'll love me again
It's been beaten, fractured, ending in disaster
Telling my mom that she left
Telling my mom that she left
Wishing her all of the best
Cause' man I'm a mess
Wish I could take it back and do it again
But now you're off to college and now i'm seeing the end

Shattered

Shattered (Prod. Cløud)

looks like it’s gonna be another lonely summer
the weather getting warmer but my friends are getting colder to me
i ain’t seen a soul in weeks
i hide myself beneath the sheets
my mental is the opposite of 23 no clouds to see
the pinks and greens of spring lose contrast
everything looks grey to me
i live inside of make believe
a world where no one leaves a world where no one will make fun of me
(a world where no one leaves a world where no one will make fun of me)
another lonely party smoking drinking by myself
acting like i’m fine but recently my life has been a hell
as far as i can tell i made an effort and i failed
and if anyone would bother to ask “i’m doing well”
simple enjoyments that never last gone in an instant
the reality i’m living in is slowly growing distant
from the time i started writing my head has been going missing
i stare into the ceiling replacing blinking with wishing

i don’t talk to anyone i’m isolated lately
used to have friends but everything is changing
i don’t really like it but i gotta face it
fall apart easy my happiness makeshift 
x2

i been abandoned my heart is bandaged i’m all alone
the summer feeling i’m used to feeling is now disowned
i leave my baggage i take a flight to somewhere unknown
i’m reaching heights i never been to but i’m still at home
emotions never helping so i numb them
somebody tell me they got my back i do not trust them
knowing the way that it feels to be loved is uncommon
i lay inside of my bed as if it were a coffin
i been abandoned my heart is bandaged i’m all alone
the summer feeling i’m used to feeling is now disowned
i leave my baggage i take a flight to somewhere unknown
i’m reaching heights i never been to but i’m still at home

another lonely summer (prod. eric godlow)

guess it just wasn't enough then (prod. eric godlow & M.E)

end up the same w/ ✰RSQ✰ (prod. oc)

<3

https://soundcloud.com/cavasoul
https://soundcloud.com/prodeddieb

(sxdtune)
I can feel the distance when I look at you
Moving on so fast is no surprise to you
Based on how you look at me
Why would I be the one for you
When I cant push through?

(cavasoul)
The distance is killing me
Maybe i’m better off alone, feel it in my bones
I know that you sick of me
i would be too but i hate when you say that you can’t stand to look at me
why do you choose to kill me
 i’m hating myself every minute i breathe
my pockets are empty and filthy
now that i know that i’m not what you need

(Chorus: Sxdtune)
Yeah
I caught some feelings
And I think I'm fucking dreaming
I told myself not to love until I'm fucking even
Reasons that I cant ignore
When I'm fucking bleeding
Red flags that I saw before
But I cannot feel em

(cavasoul)
I can’t feel nothing i wish i had something to die for, to put up my life for
Every time that you see me i swear that i cry more, i feel like an eye sore
how can i love someone else? i’m working on loving myself
It’s only been me for a minute this loneliness feels like i’m living in hell

(sxdtune)
Distance fall (Distance fall)
When I ball
I got so much I can prove, but I just stall (I just stall)
Inspiration, motivation, it just cuts when I'm so forsaken
So mistaken, not awaken
I cant breathe, I'm not a god in making

Yeah I got time, but i still feel like I dont have it
Yeah I got time but I still feel like I dont have it

(cavasoul)
I fall in love way too easy
I think i just can’t get enough of the feeling
It make me feel something that’s more than i get on an everyday basis
roll it and i face it, deal with these changes
why do i feel like i’m always replaced, stare into space
i’m focused on music and working one day i’ll be finding my place

(Chorus: Sxdtune)
Yeah
I caught some feelings
And I think I'm fucking dreaming
I told myself not to love until I'm fucking even
Reasons that I cant ignore
When I'm fucking bleeding
Red flags that I saw before
But I cannot feel em

Distance (Feat. Cavasoul) (Prod. Astray Beats)

written by Lxst Boy
produced by spencer hunt
mixed and mastered by Lxst Boy

-lyrics-
(Verse)
take me back to the old days
don't get no wiser in my old age
fall down then melt like a snowflake
I'm never fine but that's ok
yeah lay me down when I'm at peace
I cant sleep, you haunt my dreams
I'm not that fun whenever I drink
but it helps write songs so I can sing
like what, taking it back
all of the lies, I'm taking them back
what was the price of hating me back?
the look in your eyes says you don't mean that
like how did you leave like that?
taking my heart making it relapse
yell at me but I'm not your dad
so I don't really care if you hate these tracks
you never cared to listen

(Break)

(Refrain)
take my soul, I
don't care baby
break my bones, I'm
never resting
x6

i stopped caring a really, really long time ago (spencer hunt)

i can't go back

Produced by: @areyougiovanni & @splashgvng
Engineered by @areyougiovanni
Written and performed by: @areyougiovanni

eternity

Our second track! With
@rxseboy 
@thomasreidmusic 
@cozyboycries 
@the-sarcastic-ashole

LYRICS 

I thought, you were telling the truth.
And I thought, that you wanted it too.
You said, everything would be fine.
Then you started stepping way over the line.
How come you didn’t tell me things.
The outcome didn’t mean anything.
You stressed me out way more than you know.
But still, I let you stay in my home.

Shared a bed, and then slept in his.
Didn’t need any evidence.
To know what you did.
Now we’re over with.
I’m not over you.
But it’s cool I guess.

I guess I’m a mess.
No I’m not.
Blaming me for your outta pocket actions and
I don’t like that.
Say you wanna talk but never type back.

(CHORUS) 

you lie to yourself
and you say you wanted everything
then you look for someone else
and they fail to be your anything

every night you tell yourself
and you swear you wanted everything
then you look to someone else
and they fail to be your anything

be your anything
be your anything
be your anything
be your anything

Everything seems like a blur.
Everything feels like a curse.
my inner self in a hearse.
I might have to tell you it hurts.
I fight with my mind in the dirt.
Your minds in a purse.
Your bag isn’t worth.
That much.
No tag, isn’t real. Just hush.
You brag when you tell them stuff.
About me.
But you never made me feel good... that’s dumb.
Wait.

Wait
I don’t wanna let you go
Know that I might be on my own
But the fire at my place been burning
Hearts been turning
We could curl up in the cold
Say
Everything’s that’s on your mind
Tell me about that other guy
Who caught your heart when i left town
I keep
fishing for love but I’m let down
It sucks
I gotta let you go
Half of my heart’s been turned to stone
But with the moon in the sky and the stars in your eyes I’mma say everything thats on my mind
I feel
Alotta things still for you
I know we’re too scared to see them thru
My head’s too high and my heart’s so blue
Cause I know what you said just wasn’t true

CHORUS) 

you lie to yourself
and you say you wanted everything
then you look for someone else
and they fail to be your anything

every night you tell yourself
and you swear you wanted everything
then you look to someone else
and they fail to be your anything

be your anything
be your anything
be your anything
be your anything

Lie To Yourself (feat. Rxseboy, Sarcastic Sounds, Cozyboy, Thomas Reid)

thank you for the love, i hope yall like these :) please check out "nayl" because he did a lot for these.

spotify!

depression and me (with colarbear)

You make me starstruck ツ

↓ Important links below ↓

Distance (Feat. Cavasoul) (Prod. Astray Beats)

sxdtune

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