prod by me :)

lyrics:

i just woke up from a dream
where i got to hold your hand
hold my head up while we're out
i really doubt you'd understand

spin my wheels out
lost traction
don't know how to feel now
caught up in reaction
you told me forever
it's not lasting
i just feel like dead weight 
pretend i didn't happen

i'll have to hold myself
i don't got no friends if u couldn't tell
i could say my feelings but it wouldn't help
so i'll change my dreams just to make it sell

looking for a way out
nothing's gonna change now
take me to ur lakehouse 
remind me all i hate bout you
i know its fake now
but i dont wanna face that truth
been 7 days now 
is it too late to facetime you

i didnt like what i saw in the mirror 
so i made someone and i hope that i wont fear her
i wrote a song about it listen till my ears hurt
no matter what the message isnt getting clearer

never wanna talk if it's not your turn
never gonna stop just to hear me hurt
cause it's what i got its what i deserve
tryna take my heart boy you got some nerve

i'll have to hold myself
i don't got no friends if u couldn't tell
i could say my feelings but it wouldn't help
so i'll change my dreams just to make it sell

looking for a way out
nothing's gonna change now
take me to ur lakehouse 
remind me all i hate bout you
i know its fake now
but i dont wanna face that truth
been 7 days now 
is it too late to facetime you

(cause i've been)
looking for a way out
nothing's gonna change now
take me to ur lakehouse 
remind me all i hate bout you
i know its fake now
but i dont wanna face that truth
been 7 days now 
is it too late to facetime you

lakehouse

Too Easy

prod @mxjia4123, @oldcollin, and corefish


I've been feeling like it's all for comfort
Fuck it, I'ma be the one to slay this monster
Everybody has a way to save themselves
But maybe I'm the one without a pain to help
So lately I've been feeling like I'm out of sequence
Right step forward, the left began to seethe
It's light start baiting my breath without a reason
Heart start pumping, I'll rest when I'm a free man

I couldn't pay the debt
Now that everybody around me fuckin' with deception
Hands down, everybody looking at my neck
Man down, baby, you gon' turn me to a wreck

@alkylartist

Victim
Oh, get it all out of your system
You said you killed them, but you missed one
Bloodstained carpet, do you feel some?
You're sick of me, I'm sick of the shit you pull
I'm not needing you
Did you get what you wanted?
I'll get just what I need
By the skin of my teeth

@me lol

I've been feeling like it's all for comfort
Fuck it, I'ma be the one to slay this monster
Everybody has a way to save themselves
But maybe I'm the one without a pain to help
So lately I've been feeling like I'm out of sequence
Right step forward, the left began to seethe
It's light start baiting my breath without a reason
Heart start pumping, I'll rest when I'm a free man

@thatcherblackwood

And I know that you don't wanna talk about it
So hard to change your mind
Sick of all the misuse
Lie and say I'll miss you
Folding to pieces, I guess
Baby, please don't make a sound
Maybe I won't turn it down
You know that I don't mess around
Gonna clip a couple routes

@oldcollin

And so you said that I was wrong again
But here we are and I can't pretend
That all this talking off and on again just hasn't gone straight to my head
If it's all just a ruse
Then what should I do to forget ya?
It's nothing new, I'm still trying to catch up
Know that I hurt you, but I never meant to
You said something was off, but I just couldn't sense

VICTIM

VICTIM (feat. alkyl, thatcherblackwood, old collin & MXJIA)

Phone Jumpin' ft. Lil Dicky

King Of The Mischievous South Vol. 2

G’Z UP

Get Paid

Living Gold

I Know

[Verse 1]
Gorgeous, gorgeous girl, but you ain't happy
Channel all them words of affirmation at night
'Cause someone somewhere's hoping you ain't happy
And that's me

[Bridge]
'Cause, girl
You make me happier
Not only did you go
But you left me with no purpose

[Verse 2]
And they told me not to waste my time
I was certain you were worth the try
You became the best and worst part of my life
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

[Chorus]
If I don't blame it on you tonight
I will down the road somehow
Blame you for leaving me down a lonely road to nowhere
Blame it on you tonight
'Cause I will down the road somehow
Blame you for leading me down a lonely road to nowhere
Nowhere
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[Verse 3]
You as an option never crossed my mind
When I had a target of your heart in sight
Even in darkness, you still saw my light
Or was it only a matter of time?
Need I remind, you told me
You'd try for me
Spent all them nights with me
Just to detach from me
We live two different lives, it seems
Like I was sold a dream
Why would you lie to me?
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

[Chorus]
And if I don't blame it on you tonight
I will down the road somehow
Blame you for leaving me down a lonely road to nowhere
Blame it on you tonight
I will down the road somehow
Blame you for leading me down a lonely road to nowhere
Nowhere

[Bridge / Outro]
'Cause girl
You make me happier
Not only did you go
But you left me with no purpose

blame u

God, i needa know

@ericdoa @pincode8485
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LA Producer/Audio Engineer/Sound Designer

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