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@lilhappylilsad @imsoalone

i feel no shame, girl im a no name
if i go my own way will u still stay
if i ever have to go will u let me
switchin lanes, if i fall will u help me

you is always on my mind cant believe it
how i tried to make u mine and i reached it
and im still getting high cause i need it
on the surface i am fine, whats beneath it

am i dreaming, girl whats our reason
i try to find myself in here like girl whats my meaning
feel like im sleeping, get low from my feelings
get high to relieve it, i fly and im leaving

i feel no shame, girl im a no name
if i find my own lane will u still stay
im beaten down, and i cry i cant feel shit
then i look into ur eyes and i feel it

u remind me of the good times, u remind me how i used to feel
u get me ridin on some good vibes, u remind me how it used to be
u remind me of the good times shawty give me good vibes bitch is real
u put me in a good mind, shawty give me good highs and its all surreal

no name w/ solonely (prod. lilhappylilsad)

produced by @horsehead
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lT_lqh2PFik

Look At Me Now (prod. horse head) *VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION*

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'DEMONS' Ft. Sammy Adams

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Jake Hill & Josh A - Suicidal Thoughts

@prodreaper

Art by Beka Nicole

Lyrics

Everyday I wake up same old shit
Same life same thoughts same all black fit
Mom disappointed with the same damn kid
Still broke still sad still real feelings hid

I aint got a job Ima be a fucking bum
Still broke still sad still living with my mom
In the same damn house in the same damn room
With the same damn mind and the same damn veiw

Hate it that I have created this world that I'm in
And I cannot erase it 
Yeah I make music but that's fucking basic
I just wish that I could make myself face it

I'm in despair hmu when I'm not
There aint no pill to fix what I have got
But that smoke chill me out when I am feelin' hot
So I dont give a fuck if my brain gonna rot

Broke is expensive and I cant afford
unknxwn. aint the person that you should adore
Everynight when I write I just fall to the floor
Then the carpet just soaks up my tears even more

I'm a sad piece of shit
I aint gone never gone get me a bitch
I aint gone never gone feel any bliss
If I took my life I dont think I'd be missed

We all been raised to think money is real
To the point where people would even kill
Aint gonna lie to be honest I will
Hate seein' mail and all of it is bills

I'm in despair hmu when I'm not
There aint no pill to fix what I have got
But that smoke chill me out when I am feelin' hot
So I dont give a fuck if my brain gonna rot

unknxwn. - Despair

I'm too busy in despair.

spotify.

i'm too busy in despair: part 1 | Produced by reaper

<3


twitter; @thespacemanzack
Instagram; @thespacemanzack

Music Video

CoverGirl

@guardinmusic
@imnegativezer0

lyrics:
ive been saving this for the weekend
an eighth of spliffs to numb my emotions
my hair is split, im cutting the lose ends
my brain is shit, im tired of trying
im sick of this patience 
logic comes to dying
i knew you were lying but i didnt care
you were something to stop my self hatred
i didnt dare ask a question
you're always on my mind
intervention for loving too many times
did i mention this pain is a way of life?
you learn to live with it
or you let it eat you alive

id kill myself
just to be myself
dont even ask the question
all ill be is a burden

who the fuck am i
just another psychopathic little prick you decide
it's much better here without me cause you're feeling alive
all i ever did was love you but everything dies 

there's a monster in my head that's rippin' me apart 
vacant spaces in the places where we both would start
to separate and every day i blow my candles out
i sit inside but that's not something you  could care about
my heartbeat has grown tired of the wind
if you don't love me anymore than please don't bother to attend 
i'm a waste of energy i'll never see the point in this
arms length, this love is tragic, i'm not something you would miss

i'm so fucking lost without you
they don't really care about you

Follow me <3

before the storm (ft. guardin) [prod. negative zero]

Official Video

IDontEvenCare (Prod. Ten50)

@whatevenisreal

lookin at the ground and i see your face
nobodies around when i need em the most
everybody treats me like a ghost
so imma disappear when they need me the most

catch me flyin out to LA
runnin round these fuckin circles
got a smile thats deceiving
you can hear it in my vocals
i been cryin in my bedroom
i been dyin just to see u 
can i get over this hurdle?
or will i fall and crack my skull?

lookin at the ground and i see your face
nobodies around when i need em the most
everybody treats me like a ghost
so imma disappear when they need me the most

ill be good enough for ya one day
but for now ill sit here waitin
hoping this will work its way out
but i doubt it, im decaying
wish my life had some more meanin
wish these pills would fuckin work
wish my head wasnt so fucked up
wish these feelings didnt hurt

keep it a buck, im lonely af (prod. br//oken)

Hopeless (Prod. by Yung Adam)

Time moves way too fuckin fast sometimes..... 

Max Wells - Holding Up 
Produced by @makenton-thebeatmaker-louis-jr
Mixed by Patrick Hall 
LYRICS

[HOOK] 
i can watch the hours pass
everything i love go 
i don’t wanna watch it last 
turn me to a ghost oh 
i hope u been holding up 
i hope u been holding up 
i hope u been holding up 
cuz i aint been myself woah 

nights on my damn self
lie in my hand tho 
move like a God but disguised as man tho 
i know u been holding up 
i know u been holding up 
i know u been holding up 
cuz i aint been my self woah 

[VERSE]

devil in my phone tryna take me to dance 
barely got a dollar to my name in my pants 
So i exchange a couple words and then i watch em advance 
SOS to me  know u see in the sand 

and it aint helping if we dying cuz we doin the most 
i can tell u sad see cuz i see thru all ur posts 
he aint treating u the way that i knew thats supposed 
but you already know that cuz he fooled u with gold 

and im the only one that prolly knew u a whole 
its hard to see u smile i got a few in the vault now
so i aint walkin out until the moon on full 
and i aint smokin big until u know how to roll too 

it doesn’t even matter if i wake up when u sleep 
cuz every time i look at u i gain me a week
and u can go for days without talkin to me
Anything that’s helpin u at night when u sleep 

[HOOK]

[VERSE 2] 
hour glass empty 
it was the light year 
now u resent me 
Im sorry for my time here 
(please don’t temp me)

I could  make your night now
I think i blew my chances
guess its sorta nice out 
so everybody dancing
 this gon be my anthem

Holding Up (Prod. M.L.J Tha Beatmaker)

Listen on Spotify/Apple Music: https://fanlink.to/walkonme
Produced by: @tarroofficial & @pettros

Walk on Me

Angels (Prod. Kuroime)

Wasted Tears (ft. GABBI)

G@ng $h!t

thanks to @deadfishpoland for have saved this Tuesday's song

[hook]
I don't need you
you just want to fool me
Don't come back to me
If you'on really want me
I don't feel you
I don't love you anymore
All my feelings now are gone
Stop fuck hitting up my phone girl
x2

[verse(deadfish)]
I don't need you
you never said back anything like "love u"
stop hitting up my phone, nothing's there to stop u
from fucking killing me

When you have said that we are fine
we were looking at the stars
when you've walked past me that first time
I thought that u could shine
and show me where's the light
in my dark and shady life
man that was a mistake
to keep believing that all was fine
keep on trying
now I'm crying

[hook]
I don't need you
you just want to fool me
Don't come back to me
If you don't really want me
I don't feel you
I don't love you anymore
All my feelings now are gone
Stop fuck hitting up my phone girl
x2

i don't need you ft. deadfish [prod. myhzy]

doubt it

Doubt It (prod. paryo)

Recorded at: Amplified Wax Recording Studio
Beat produced by: 8ROKEBOY
https://www.patreon.com/pondirose
LYRICS:

I let it
All go down to a 
Cardboard funeral
My lips in a scowl
My heart is in it now
So fuck what they talk about
I'll go aggressive now
Like fuck it i'll bleed it out
You all that i think about when i'm alone
I don't know why I don't pick up the phone
When I'm alone

She don't love me like she used to
Took a couple lines at the bar had a breakthrough
And she ain't ever gotta pay with these dudes
With their big attitudes
With their big heads
And I'll wish that I was dead
Again and again and again
And she'll be up out wit her friendliest friends
While i'm up on the couch with some weed and a pen
Again and again and again and again
Again and again and again in my head
Again and again and I wish that i'm dead

I let it
All go down to a 
Cardboard funeral
My lips in a scowl
My heart is in it now
So fuck what they talk about
I'll go aggressive now
Like fuck it i'll bleed it out
You all that i think about when i'm alone
I don't know why I don't pick up the phone

God damn she says i've had it
I'm done with all this static
On your end
You've done it all wrong, my good friend
And i just don't want it no more
Okay
Thats just the way
That I did not expect my day to go down
She'll be stronger on her own now
I no longer have a home now
God damn she says i've had it
I'm done with all this static
On your end
You've done it all wrong, my good friend
And i just don't want it no more

I let it
All go down to a 
Cardboard funeral
My lips in a scowl
My heart is in it now
So fuck what they talk about
I'll go aggressive now
Like fuck it i'll bleed it out
You all that i think about when i'm alone
I don't know why I don't pick up the phone
I let it
All go down to a 
Cardboard funeral
My lips in a scowl
My heart is in it now
So fuck what they talk about
I'll go aggressive now
Like fuck it i'll bleed it out
You all that i think about when i'm alone
I don't know why I don't pick up the phone
When I'm Alone

虞

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cardboard funeral (prod. 8rokeboy)

https://soundcloud.com/gothurted
https://soundcloud.com/nicoteenninyo

Lyrics:
[gothurted]
And if I would disappear right now nobody will notice that
I don't care about why but how did I fall for you so bad
Put my hand on your chest let me grab your heart
Take all of your stuff and leave with me shawty let's depart
together

[nicoteen ninyo]
If I would disappear right now, would u come and find me
Or was I just the weight on ur back, holding down ur wings?
Shawty put ur flame up to my face
Let me feel the warmth of ur cold embrace
Let our hearts race
Forever

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