@pico-13910899

tell me how you feel again (i dont really know its hard)
tell me how you feel again
maybe ill float away (ill float away)
baby ill go away again
baby im telling you its not the end
not the end again (baby its not the end)
tell me how you know its hard 
i can really tell you its hard
i dont know anymore
tell me why we fight all night
tell me how you feel, its alright
looking at me with those eyes so bright (eyes so bright)

tell me how you feel again (i dont really know its hard)
tell me how you feel again
maybe ill float away (ill float away)
baby ill go away again
baby im telling you its not the end
not the end again (baby its not the end)
tell me how you know its hard 
i can really tell you its hard
i dont know anymore

ill go away (p. pico)

adrenaline omg + slzsavage [loxu]

idk what to think *prod. botdf*

Featuring @itsqhostii
Produced by @zigimo and me lol

lyrics soon.

DoyouPlease [w/qhostii] [zigimo me]

@corpsekittyy
lay my body on the floor of ur bedroom
too barred out i dont know what the fuck to do
who the fuck are you
stay away i cant fw u
vampire gang kitty wrist slit drug crew

i regret all this wasted time
want to kill myself just to see u smile
fuck my life
rail another fucking line
hurt myself know i never could survive

need a doctor im running out of options
let my life decay im so disgusted
hate everything want my soul to fade away
never want to feel this way

@cloudiiscape
all the colors looking greyed out
why does every single day
just look the same now?
doesn’t matter who i’m with or what we talk about
cause in my memory their face is always blurred out
aphantasia can’t see nothing
like the lights are out
only feeling like myself 
when no one else around
living life like it’s roulette
and i’m the gun now
roll the dice
inflicting pain like i’m a sadist

let the past decay as i fall within
only choice i have til i meet my grave
who do i run from?
who do i save?

apparition + cloudii (cloudii + corpsekitty)

u text me when he hurts
“you okay?”
been here before
a damaged door
i see you more
in my dreams
than before
i miss you more

do u realize how u hurt me
more than i have ever hurt you
always blaming never owning
life keeps going never atoning
im a target just keep aiming
hope u get me im not naming
stick to framing falsely claiming
ill wait ill b painting

saudade

@everettlatte

and i remember when we promised forever to eachother
i remember those nights in summer
when we were bothing fighting over the covers
do you remember all the walks that we took
do you remember the lake that we went to on my birthday
do you remember all the flowers that you told me tou loved
remember all the times that i put you first
you ignore me like im nothing but dirt
now you have me looking so damn stupid
writing these songs with hopes that are useless
i cant bear to do this
sad what i call existence its fruitless
girls n guys n in my phone but ion want them i want u
but that doesnt seem to bother you moved onto somethin new
lovin you the only thing i knew how to do
now all i have is drugs in my room
and i been doin em tryna forget what we were
pass out when i wake up all i feel is hurt
the shit im mixin it should kill me but im not dead
peace is too sweet a release for a soul like mine
as i look into the sky
and i ask creator why
i never asked for existence im asking to die
every song that ive made has been apart to a suicide note no ones cared about
its been a long time coming all that i ask is that you spread my ash
my soul has no more fight and it scares me
war within myself and its scary

spread my ash (everett latte)

luv blood (luvpurp)

produced by @w6lker
lyrics:
your words broke like glass
not for the first but fornthe last time
cant believe youre gone
and how you feel now
everytime you cross my mind tears well up
i need your voice i need your love
im too attached my heart too strong
another line then im gone
i ain never comin down
i wish that you could love me now
i dont want our story to be trapped in memory

and i know that ur sick of me
never satisfied with any amount of apologies
i just wish that you could love again and talk to me
but your heart it turned so cold girl whats wrong with me
stop n think bout everything
every road has bumps
but it shouldnt matter coz love triumphs
but your love wasnt true not how mine was for you
and the proof of that is the fact that were still through

how does love fade to hate
what made your mind change
these drugs drive me insane
my biggest enemy my brain
cigarettes inside the rain
baby come back take the bottle away
i cant control myself i miss when u were here to get in the way

i dont want a coffin set me ablaze
i dont want anyone to see my face when im gone
or now
hair over my face covering my frown

look in the mirror i see nothing but a junkie
sunken eyes and my bones im disgusting
im this way coz you made us nothing
i cant wait to end this suffering

i cant imagine a future without you
but youre gone and i dont know what to do
dont wanna move on
but theres no point in hope
i recorded this song while tieing the rope

but to you im a joke
will you laugh at the blade in my throat
will you hear this song
how you felt will never leave if your love was strong
i wish our story could happen again
go back in time knowing what i know wed never end
you met my parents and my friends and i met yours too
no matter where your heart is ill adore you

adore you (hauntingclaire)

i need me a girl like shiina :(

@shiyokoxoxo

no it hasn't been the same since you last called me 
everything i did back then i regret it 
thought you forgot about me 
but you sent a message 
i check back and its not there :(
you took it back and unsent it 
all the times i resent it 
all the stuff i said i didn't meant it 
nowadays i see things different 
screw the cup and i kicked it 
i said no to Xanax
all these bucks i ran it

@bvrdencr

I want it to be over
I don't feel anything 
Poppin 30's steady since I was 16
I want you to break me
I want you to change me
Lie through my teeth I be steady faking
I'm the only person that you should be hating
I feel lost and I think I'm breaking
I wanna dream I don't wanna be waking up anymore 
Kill me bury me under your floor
For the past I'm such a whore
In love with the memories 
I need more and more
Cut me drain me let's see some gore
Oxy with the Addy
I'm up then I'm down I don't know anymore

🎄 don't go... ft Bvrden.CR (prod. dead at 18)

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saudade

sylene xo

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