i be crying to my own music bruh i be healing

the story of this song is how a nigga dont care about anything bra, jus like xul does

like xul dont care bout anything bra

bipolar / du du du du

400 follower ep special 

Might delete ts message below eventually 

I just want to say I appreciate all the love and support i got from over the years, i would have never thought i would make it this far especially 400 followers. I want to give a shoutout to all my nocturnal members. blade members and eternal members too, and all my godhand brothers who still show me love. especially thadger, asic, and sage without them i wouldn’t have made it ts far. I want to also give a shoutout to everyone i collab with, i don’t want to start naming cuz its gonna be long 😭 but i appreciate y’all too, another few honorable mention’s is my bois akcroll and ilydom, my irl friends who i started with.

TIMESTAMPS:

0:00 - DARKNESS IN MY HEART (Prod me) 

2:01 - CUTS ON MY WRISTS (Prod me) 

3:16 - TALKING SHIT (Prod me) 

4:38 - OKAY I GET IT (Prod me)

6:12 - FIND THE SKY (Prod me)

7:20 - FLY AWAY (Prod me)

8:05 - OKAY I GET IT (in reverse)

Once again i appreciate the love ❤️

-> -> -> VOID OF DARKNESS <- <- <- (MINI EP) #ETERNAL

Hitler

the one you really want

cover drawn by me

im off to a place that no one else rly knows
ill be so off the map, theyll be like “where did he go?”
i cannot leave no trace, gon have to leave all my phones
you can come with me, thats your own choice tho

you can come you can come
you can come run away with me
x3
you can come and we’ll run
and we’ll run 

until the sun comes down
sun comes down
and we’re both in the ground, in the stars in the clouds
x2

til the sun comes down

"i'm not going to them all white parties, iykyk..." - silas

lyrics:
could’ve hit ten ways 
just ask me bae
when i’m done
call the taxi bae
shawty going crazy in the backseat
she gone write me off like its mf tax evasion
high in the jeep
feel like a spaceship
dumb bitch wanna piece of my pay check
if you wasn’t getting money
why the fuck ain’t you say that
feel the vibe
you could play it in the maybach
look alive young nigga
this is payback
think i went too far with the dose
i was too gone 
i ain’t really mean to say that
praise God like Jesus bruh I came back
rolling up dope
getting high
where the saints at?
ten toes down in the paint
i’m feeling like shaq
hella horse power
drive the whip like i’m bojack
really don’t got much to show
niggas they though i was strange
i knew i was golden
i took the lonely road
i can’t come outside today bae
you make me lose focus
baddest bitch in the room
niggas notice
i get caught up
i’m too in the moment
tryna make a young nigga lose focus
baby hold it
baby slow it down
walk the chop so i blow shit down
wanna come through
can you hold it down?
she call me up she say
come right now
i’m pulling up on her FAST
she bout that business
that suit and that mask
lil street bitch
yeah she used to that dash
riding around with a full tank of gas
lets go bae bae
lets crash out

another nigga try me
that’s a man down
been real
i aint never had to stand out
yeah i been down a few dark roads
but i can’t be mad how it panned out
dumb nigga still looking for a handout
been real
niggas know i been the man now
broke bitch couldn’t even throw a band out
say something man
that pussy nigga ran out
don’t bring your girl around me
she might fan out
wallet looking like a fat nigga
fanum
kick a bitch out make her ass throw a tantrum
glock turn everybody i know into a dancer
outfit all white
marilyn manson
i take a risk
but your ass wont chance it
i took the risk 
and your ass still damaged
live my life
man your ass couldn’t manage
gun going rapido
shit speak spanish
life be lyfing
i wonder what happened
got under pressure
i turnt to a savage
i’m tryna do shit you can even imagine
lost a few friends running from that trap yeah
i’m type nigga put shit on the map yeah
move too hard 
yeah 808 zapped him!
make it disappear it look like magick
a bad bitch bad
i don’t care if its natural
i’m moving solo
the life of a bachelor
the real understand me and thats what i’m after
she dont do it
but shit
she a natural
that bullet go through him like a natural disaster
i get to it if niggas want action
go ahead make it happen

10ways (prod. saintlysilas) #geeknb

"i have a INTJ personality type _SOLDI* fun fact #81" - silas

lyrics:
this shit is way too fucked up
i’m thinking “why i gotta be the one bruh?”
if you trust me don’t be scared if my gun tucked
this nigga moving a like a fed
he ain’t one of us
you went to go break my heart
my fam, you tore it apart
fuck it i’m letting my fangs out
i turn the blood to art
i grip tight on this cart
they know i’m a man now
fuck it i’m going to war

no matter how much i sleep
i still ain’t rested
i step outside today
i’m disconnected
don’t get me out my mind today
i feel like dexter
you stepped inside my area
lets kick it
i’m turning it messi
you wanted the truth
you wasn’t ready
these niggas lied to me
i’m upping that fire i’m gripping it steady
i love that iron piece
i don’t want love
i want space
and i want givenchy
i ain’t no thug
but i’ll be damned if you try bang on me
my tank on E
i’m telling you niggas
as soon as i get my money i’m taking my leave
and i been trapped for so damn long 
i hide what i think
i put what i am in song
in eternity
i trust the process 
not no nigga
they always turn on me
i’m tired of running around
i’m tired of talking to niggas 
and feeling like i am the stranger now
i’m feeling like popping off
crashing out
jump off the porch
burn down the house
telling the world they ain’t give me a choice
i carry the spirit
i’m holding it down

this shit is way too fucked up
i’m thinking “why i gotta be the one bruh?”
if you trust me don’t be scared if my gun tucked
this nigga moving a like a fed
he ain’t one of us
you went to go break my heart
my fam, you tore it apart
fuck it i’m letting my fangs out
i turn the blood to art
i grip tight on this cart
they know i’m a man now

2fckdup (prod. saintlysilas) #real

If you’re walking through the darkest moments of your life, I need you to remember this  it does get better. Don’t ever give up on God, because He has never given up on you. Even when you feel broken, unseen, or at your lowest point, He is still watching, still guiding, and still wanting to see you rise.

This song isn’t just about pain, it’s about the cost of putting everyone else before yourself until it tears you apart. I learned that the hard way.. I gave too much, and it hurt me deeper than I ever thought it could. But even then, God carried me through, and He’ll carry you too.

You’re not just reading words on a screen. You’re inside my thoughts, inside my soul as you listen. This isn’t your normal message. This is me sharing a piece of myself with you. So feel this, hold onto it, and enjoy.

mixed by https://soundcloud.com/marz-634172447
beat made by {Hella Onyx}
https://soundcloud.com/kingofatlantis

{{ALL PLATS}}

White lies x Dxxdmxn - (Read desc)

feat: @sanriorose
evt else: me <3

lyrics:

so so:


d0lly:

N I jus did a show in ATL
Hell Yeah but my name not Bana
Dazegxd brought da weed 2 Canada
Love mirrors N I love cameras
Im black, yea like da Panthers
Wit Samantha sniffin up Samantha
Smoke green like da dam Green Lantern
Good dope N it ease my temper
N its fin go down in December
If U not Rtd I cant feel ya
U switched up on me nigga, dats why I dont rly fw deez niggas
Ion even complicate ts I jus make it look simple
N U thought she was loyal ya, watch how dis bih go
Dont try 2 run up ya, Imma let dis bih go
I was bumpin Chief Sosa ya, blowin on dis good dope
Me N bro like The Good Bros, like Dustin N Cody Rhodes

so so:

feel like bruce w/ d0llywood1 (glenwtf)

prod @stuckinboxxes
vocals + mixing by me :)
one more lil fluff song before the pre album stuff after this one

cold winter. (rachyl)

i'm in the dmv f.y.i.
{saint-LEE-sigh-less}  
"save yourself before you save the world."
 @saintlysilas

2fckdup (prod. saintlysilas) #real

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