We Gotta Go

The Day My Father Died

Believer

Volume 1

Heat Waves (feat. Amelia Magdalena)

The Walker

LIVE AT HANGAR 30

Oblivion (Live at Hangar 30)

Goodbye To The Valley Low (Side B)

I'm Not Ready To Go

Please Slow Down

Please Slow Down (Rubber Bridge Version)

🎤 Track Story — “you’d hate who I am now”

“you’d hate who i am now” is a raw, unflinching look at transformation — the kind that doesn’t happen overnight, and certainly not without pain. It isn’t a song about becoming someone new just for the sake of change — it’s about becoming someone you never expected to be, shaped by heartbreak, hard choices, and the kind of experiences that leave marks you can’t erase.

This track was written in those late nights when memories clash with consequences — when you catch a reflection in a dark window and barely recognize the person staring back. Sometimes the world tells you to evolve — sometimes it forces you to. The “you” in the title isn’t blame or accusation — it’s the echo of someone once close, someone who knew you before the weight of life rewrote your colors.

Blending emotional lyricism with compelling energy, “you’d hate who i am now” puts its heart on the line. It’s a confession, a challenge, and a declaration all at once — speaking not just to those who’ve changed, but to the ones left trying to understand that change.

This is a song for anyone who’s felt misunderstood, reshaped by reality, and unashamed to admit that growth sometimes looks like loss.

you'd hate who I am now

"The Dreamer & The Dream" is the title track and the grand finale of the album. It is the moment of integration.

After traveling through the perspectives of the Sky, the Ocean, the Forest, War, Rot, and Fire, the narrator finally asks the ultimate question. Who was I talking to? The answer arrives in a thunderous realization that every external force was just an internal reflection. The lyrics recapitulate the journey, listing the lessons learned from each archetype, before pivoting to the central thesis of the project. "It was all me."

This song reframes God not as a ruler on a throne, but as the collective experience of consciousness itself. Musically, it is the most massive track on the record, combining the delicate glass textures of the intro with the heavy iron percussion of the war anthems, culminating in a bridge that claims ownership of every storm and every silence. 

The song ends exactly where the album began, closing the loop of the eternal return.

[Verse 1]

I asked the Sky if I was safe,
It laughed and rained on me.
I asked the Tide why love must leave,
It pulled me out to sea.
I asked the Forest for my name,
It showed me how to rot.
I searched the world for who I was,
And found who I was not.

[Pre-Chorus]

I thought the War was failure,
I thought the Dark was wrong.
But every broken melody
Was part of the same song.

[Chorus]

Oh, it was all me.
It was all me.
The fire and the breath,
The hunger and the rest.
The dreamer and the dream,
The tearing at the seam.
I am the one I waited for,
And I am not afraid anymore.

[Verse 2]

The line I held became the door,
The pain became the clay.
I had to break to find the shape
That would not wash away.
There is no god upon a throne,
No judgment in the light.
Just a thousand ways to learn to love
The morning and the night.

[Bridge]

So let the Sky be vast!
Let the Ocean leave!
Let the Fire burn!
Let the Spirit breathe!
I claim it all, I claim it all,
The rising and the fall.
I am the space that holds the storm,
And I am not that small.

[Outro]

I was the hush before the dawn,
The silence in the sound.
I looked for God in everything…

Look at what I found.

The Dreamer & The Dream

Halfway Honest (remastered)

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