First Stranger

Cooling Action

Bipolar Paradise Pt. I

I think i lost my mind a while ago
cos ive been seeing some ghosts
and id be lying if i told you im fine
but i lie
yeah, these thoughts i would never speak out loud
Ive seen you cry but ive never seen you shout
like a hurricane, these shots dont ricochet
sight blurred im walkin dazed, girl im fucking faded
or maybe wasted, i cant remember how it happened
oh i dont know my limits at all
im sinking down into my thoughts
oh my god

but so what if i drank too much
this aint love, its just a firefight
and even if its not enough
ill say it once i swear i never lied
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
youll ever bring me down
girl you know im drownin
and i keep goin down
but ill swear that im not , im not, im not 

its friendly fire and sunlight 
the aftermath of one too many
words i said, when i should of said nothing at all
at all
i gotta stop overthinking
and missing
what could have been
you were never even really here
and still were are spinning
just liars and cheaters
right back where we started
but it dont get easier 
i am drowning
in liquor and apathy
will be the death of me

but so what if i drank too much
this aint love, its just a firefight
and even if its not enough
ill say it once i swear i never lied
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
youll ever bring me down

The Eden Project - drowning.

Without Cocktail

Hydroflow - We Killaz

Prod (EDEN)
Sound Engineer Jacob Marshall
Artwork Ewan Waddell

i used to be a hurricane
tell you how that really feel
show you all that i destroyed
i grew up around the fucking way
i know you ain’t really real
i can feel that when you smile
i don’t care where you’re from 
but what you see when you close your eyes 
strangers used to be your friends
they might still be if you didn’t care
oh, i been here before
had to check myself to make sure

the feeling still pain
my people in a hurry
my people tryna grab at the change
stopped looking both ways
when I saw one side is a mirror
and this world is a stage 
fuck you and your games
are you not entertained 
this was never what i pictured
i’m alone in the frame 
putting people first who couldn’t say my last name
letting people hurt, tryna test my faith like Abe
run gon
tell my brothers run on…
that fight was for me 
i’ma keep moving in my sleep till i wake from this dream…
and reflect what I see

Is she worse for lying
or me for believing
lost genesis, Lord i lost my freedom
grew up in conflict
looking for appeasement
used to draw the light and sell it to the evening 
these days we choose to judge by the preview 
sometimes getting too close
they don’t see you
shame on him for forgetting what we’ve been through…..
shame on me for thinking i need you
find me in the shadows of the city..
sunset falls behind the skyline
carry the words you said to me
incase I’m in need of a lifeline

walk to the end of that thought and press the glass
beyond this life
and over mars
behind the canvas 
that holds the stars
the pale blue dot
that’ll hold your heart
behind the pretty faces
behind the egos 
behind the paper 
and the makeshift
finally find yourself 
and can’t face it
so frustrating
lost conversations
afraid to be wrong 
thats why i never grew
that’s why this for me 
even if i say you 
that’s why this for me even if i say her
that’s why this for me even if i say him
i don’t know why
sometimes i look for your face in the sky 
more time i push them away
i write cos i never used to know how to say it

Chrous 

it’s just how I feel right now
I don’t really know much else
people come and people go
but i need you here i swear


Leaning 
told you that I love you, didn’t mean it 
everybody here wants the feeling 
let it fill the room to the ceiling
no one’s really being, keeping up an appearance 
let down my dearest 
shame it’s what I needed 
took her to the eiffel, tryna change her view
you gave her the city but she looking at you
I’m still tryna know myself
know my path
coz when you lead the way
that journeys dark
I had to shed some light on my past
I had to change the clocks before 
my first alarm , I told them

The last supper
take time, it’s been a cold summer
oh they wanna talk about karma 
how could I wish pain another
this films a thriller
sinners
act as the pillars
looking for my view
brother u aint supposed to miss the end
all the the things that I wrote I writ in pen
you can visit them again and again
so busy talking about me
you abandoned yourself 
it’s just funny that you’d ask me for help
it’s just another story left on the shelf
we so, insecure
look for more 
life’s too short
to step into your 44’s
I mean we’re young
no idea what we’ve got in store
both afraid to write first
till we fade to thoughts

To the end of that thought and press the glass,,,,,
beyond this life
and over mars
behind the canvas 
that holds the stars
the pale blue dot
that’ll hold your heart
behind the pretty faces
behind the egos 
behind the paper 
and the makeshift
finally find yourself 
and can’t face it
so frustrating
lost conversations
afraid to be wrong 
thats why i never grew
that’s why this for me 
even if i say you 
that’s why this for me even if i say her
that’s why this for me even if i say him
i don’t know why
sometimes i look for your face in the sky 
more time i push them away
i write cos i never used to know how to say it

Chorus

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