Hi dont mean to stress u but I’m a musician and I am trying to get my work out there in order to reach more people, please check out my music on my page. If you don’t want to also it’s okay, in both case have a great day.❤️

les mélodie asiatique mon donné plein d'idée du travail minutieux !

this is onfleek man keep it up great work👆💯

bro cmon, you Are not worthless, your music is great

Verse 1:
Gotta live with the pain, so I gave it a purpose,

Scars give me strength, to carry my burdens,

Life taught me lessons, took my time to learn em,

Self inflicted problems, to be honest, I deserved em. 

Said I hated myself, like it was some kind of excuse, 

To not face myself, and just hide from my issues, 

Cuz at that point, I was so scared of the truth, 

From my point of view, I preferred the noose. 

That weakness kept me from being able to see, 

The victim complex and self pity mentality,

The mask to hide how fragile I could be,

I dont blame the drugs, honestly, that's just who I used to be,

And no matter how much I think I changed, 

Nothing can wash off all these stains, 

And it never really fully goes away, 

It still whispers it still lingers inside my brain.

chorus:
I've been searching, I've been searching, 
Trying to define what's my purpose,
I've been working, I've been working,
But I question is it worth it? 
I'm uncertain, that's for certain,
Mind exhausted, bodys hurting,
Keep rehearsing, keep rehearsing
Fine to die, just hope my life was worth it.


Verse 2:
I'm no hero, I'm not a martyr, 

Juss a depressed mess, who happens to be an artist, 

Who overcame nothing more than self inflicted hardships,

So please, dont feed into my narcissism,

I know we all done things, that we wish we didnt

But I've made a lotta decisions that I struggle to live with, 

Need more than self forgiveness, more than just religion, 

And I cant keep blaming my addictions and conditions, 

Yeah I hate who I was, but I create what I'll become, 

When I'm face to face with what I'm scared of, 

In an empty space, where everything goes numb, 

Where the brain mistakes my need for love. 

The ever hungry void, that grew out of my chest, 

That still seeps out of the scars that it left, 

Reminds me why I'd rather feel depressed, 

Than be here again, than feel nothing again

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