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sleep thru ur alarms

written by @gnash & @harryhudsonmusic
produced by @gnash
art by @madebuyus
:):

lyrics:
faded
i'm faded
i'm heavily sedated
it's late and i'm wasted
& i only want u
so come thru

ur face fades when i'm faded
i don't know what my name is
we don't feel but this feelings amazing
i don't wanna waste more dreams chasing fate
so let's change it

in the darkest night
when it's cold outside & u need a light
our flames will ignite
& it feels so right
2 hearts unite 
our end is in sight
eyes towards the sky 
see the stars collide

just
drive & vibe 2 fly, get high with me x 4
get high with me x 2

dreaming
i'm dreaming
this feeling that i'm feeling
believe it that i mean it when i say 
i know u know i want u
so come true

ur face fades when i'm faded
& i don't know what i'm saying
but i don't wait & i'm waiting
so let's get lost in my spaceship
me & u

in the darkest night
when it's cold outside & u need a light
our flames will ignite
& it feels so right
2 hearts unite 
our end is in sight
eyes towards the sky 
see the stars collide

just
drive & vibe 2 fly, get high with me x 4
get high with me x 2

i'm so high
& i'm never coming down
i'm so high
now our feet don't touch the ground
i'm so high
hold my heart i'll hold u down
roll my soul i'll hold u down
light my love i'll hold u down

i'm so high
& i'm never coming down
i'm so high
now our feet don't touch the ground
i'm so high
hold my heart i'll hold u down
roll my soul i'll hold u down
light my love i'll smoke u out, yea

in the darkest night
when it's cold outside & u need a light
our flames will ignite
& it feels so right
2 hearts unite 
our end is in sight
eyes towards the sky 
see the stars collide

just
drive & vibe 2 fly, get high with me x 4
get high with me x 2

follow gnash:
twitter.com/djgnash
instagram.com/gnash
soundcloud.com/gnash

follow harry:
twitter.com/realharryhudson
instagram.com/harryhudson
soundcloud.com/harryhudsonmusic

drive

lyrics:

catching up cause she told me we can speak now
i keep my lights on when i sleep now
i keep my phone on when u go out
cause when i fall asleep ur the one i dream bout

brought a black nikon to the beach house
pull my fleece out when i feel the breeze out
used to freak, now ur too busy to go out
throw my dreams out all i do is sleep now

i had it all planned
we could just fall back
onto the couch look at the moon and just smoke up the whole pack

now its all u said i said
whenever u mad im mad
who got the heart on snapchat
if she hit u up dont call back

catching up cause she told me we can speak now
i keep my lights on when i sleep now
i keep my phone on when u go out
cause when i fall asleep ur the one i dream bout

brought a black nikon to the beach house
pull my fleece out when i feel the breeze out
used to freak, now ur too busy to go out
throw my dreams out all i do is sleep now

ur the one i dream bout (prod. mydepression)

wasting time

ukulele by @imtiffany
art by https://twitter.com/phiIotechnicaI

"you were my earth"

atlas

download <3

you're my world

@southvb

more like GAYboy lmao RT

lyrics:
i just want my hand held, i ain't talking gameboys
and i ain't been in magazines, but me and you can play, boy
i'm looking for the same joy, the same touch and smolder
that i get when i lay my head down on your shoulder
that's real... i always wanna know how you feel
you bring me out my great depressions, i think you're the new deal
i'm staring at you in the mirror like fucking blue steel
wide-eyed, smiling, i'm just tryna help your mood heal

so if there's anything that i can do
to help the weaker side of you
just lemme know and i can move
my schedule up and down

i'm sorry if i haven't been
the best at how i'm managing
the problems that i'm handling
my head was in the ground

and truly, it's a miracle
that you are even near me, whether
fruitless or endearing
i'll be happy you're around

and if you're feeling terrible,
your sicknesses unparalled,
your headache is unbearable,
just step into the sound

i don't mind at all
my ibuprofen and my tylenol
are yours at the sound of your sirens' call
'cause i ain't letting you hurt tonight at all
tonight at all

i don't mind at all
my ibuprofen and my tylenol
are yours at the sound of your sirens' call
'cause i ain't letting you hurt tonight at all
tonight at all

handheld (prod. south.vibe)

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//私の時間は終わった//

lyrics

doormat

https://soundcloud.com/dysphora
vocals mixed by https://soundcloud.com/prohibeo

starting off the day
in any other way
sit all alone
and smoke anything
i have to say away

another one packed 
another screen cracked
another line wrote down
to help mask up this act
you got me crazy
you got me hazy
every night this week
I’ve had the same dreams baby
will i get your fucking face
out of my mind
been feeling like this lately 
tell every one
all is fine
that I’m okay
and its alright

i dont know how to get you out (prod dysphora)

Not That Easy

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//私を保存する
//見せて

ＬＹＲＩＣＳ
https://genius.com/guardin-anxious-lyrics

i love you guys so much. 8 days till lacuna drops ❤

follow fiftysix

anxious (prod. by fiftysix)

prod. @notmorgn

new day new song new problem
new clothes it’s cold in autumn
leaves fall right to the bottom
i miss u but i won’t call you
bags on my eyes
they think that im high
you said you loved me
but then you said bye
i don’t care
the pain make me
i’m post death
till my heart stop aching
ill fucking scream till my voice box breaking
it’s fuck life till the reaper take me

do u wanna be mine
like i wanna be yours
do u wanna be mine
like i wanna be yours

i put in the work
no 9 to 5 
she get outta work 
im kind of hype
your girl was in my dm’s 
for the pipe
but im not a plumbing
so it dont feel right
this feels nice in my car
night ride
if the function sus 
then fuck i gotta slide
cus when i have anxiety
i wanna die
but when im by your side
it feels kind of nice
everything coming clear grey goose with the ice
i like that shit cold have me feeling kind of right
and for my heart you have that shit tied
when we kiss i get warm inside

bags on my eyes
they think that im high
you said you loved me
but then you said bye

do u wanna be mine
like i wanna be yours

do u wanna be mine

prod. @notmorgn

[stranger things scene]

just hold on a little longer okay?
he’s gone
the bad man’s gone
we’ll be home soon
and
my mom she’ll get you your own bed
you can eat as many eggo’s as you want
and we can go to the snowball
promise?
promise

[lyrics]

not a problem kid 
just own a lot of problems 
pull up to the skatepark
we all broken hearted
i was punchin walls in the spring
i was spending summer just thinking

about myself and 
how i might fall
punch thru blood 
drippin from the white wall
and i can’t see u
if im too faded
so then i copped a bottle 
and got really fucking wasted

g u c c i
i’m sleep deprived 
fox in the night
moonlight up in the sky
and im still sick of this
blocked you ‘cus you trippin bitch
cuttin all the lines
like a fuckin bad fisherman

i had to cut out all the bad
stackin up the racks like my name is mr krabs
why out here thinkin it’s a pagent
i dont fuck with that bitch
disappear like magic

im way outta of my head
chills down my spine kiss on my neck
i can see the sunset
i think im coming up next

im way outta of my head
chills down my spine kiss on my neck
i can see the sunset
i think im coming up next

promises don’t really mean shit to me
in the end everything is history 
in the end everything is clear to me
i inflict and feel pain way too frequently

and when u turned into a ghost
it made me want to sleep forever 
cus i see you in my dreams
compared to life i like them better

im way outta of my head
chills down my spine kiss on my neck
i can see the sunset
i think im coming up next

way out of my head

@guccihighwaters

produced by @notmorgn

lyrics: 

guccihighwaters:

i think i’d be good with a sedative 
anything to fucking stop the trembling
shit baby put a bullet to my brain
waste of fuckin space i guess i was just replaced
hood and the headphones don’t wanna talk to you
don’t take it personal i always feel uncomfortable
i guess its a part of me
hard to breathe when im at the party

for once aim your love in my direction 
cut me open baby kill my imperfections
for once just for once i crave all your attention
this is not a life with the loss of your affection

9TAILS:

i think id be good with a sedative
anything to bring me closer to emotionless
life is boring when you take out all the additives
live in the illusion or youll only make depressing shit

beamer go skr
uber gon swerve
cold as a bitch in the city
when you hit pavement just know it gon hurt

putting in work
grape juicy papers filled with the purp
shit baby put a bullet to my brain
come and shut me down cause im tired of this earth

i could see snow in toronto
we got some snow in the condo
smellin the dank cause that people
that entered dont know that were keeping the door closed
friends switching like time zones
blunt flicking keep my eyes low
in a new form like a super saiyan
you base form like a zygote

salt stains on my nikes
winter weather too silent
phone screen low brightness
6 digit pin cause im private

truth is gon hurt
u do not know what is best for me
like a non profit or a charity
this shit aint a cheque to me

this is building up a masterpiece
raw emotion is the centre piece
like goku i got enemies 
but none of them match my energy

your power level not testing me
like god form can you follow me
im down as hell but this backwoods got me bouncing back like a senzu bean

BOTH:

for once aim your love in my direction 
cut me open baby kill my imperfections

9TAILS & guccihighwaters - for once (prod. notmorgn)

prod. @notmorgn
feat. @supachefm

(guccihighwaters)

don't tell me that it’s working out
now that i sealed the cracks
always finding opportunities to
stab me in the back
a new life on the road of creation
im alone in my room 
they think im famous?

they all just say i changed
but i just feel the same way
im in the cut but my
head spinning like a beyblade
i put in work but fuck waiting for the pay day
they always want me on the track like a freight train

hit my traktrain for the beats
25 for a lease prolly 50 for a feat
they ask me why i charge
shit, gucci gotta eat
but shit i gotta go
start stackin up these beats

i gotta go
its getting cold
can’t stay
i have to hit the road
but they never told me i’d be alone
im feelin lost in my head so ill make a song

(supachefm)

they never told me id be alone
cracks in my heart
and cracks on my phone
waiting for the night where i would catch you lone
take it off or let me take you home

feel like a boxer when i beatin up da beat now
i turn the dancer from the show into a freak now
face down feet up wit her teeth out
gimme cheeks now gasping as i reach out

gucci send the track i give him flowys for the free
lil eskimo peepin bitches from a tree
live through my dreams supachef whip that heat
bustin down packs pullin smoke through my teeth

making my rounds while the storm start to whippin
a ghost in my town but a star in the making
she used to lie to my face for a min
fuck these bitches im just gettin to the digits

f

(guccihighwaters)

they all just say i changed
but i just feel the same way
im in the cut but my
head spinning like a beyblade
i put in work but fuck waiting for the pay day
they always want me on the track like a freight train
hit my traktrain for the beats
25 for a lease prolly 50 for a feat
they ask me why i charge
shit gucci gotta eat
but shit i gotta go
start stackin up these beats

(supachefm)

im always slaying on the beat
bitches tryna fuck me love to tell me im unique
ima make a ruckus
catch me stompin through da street
smokin on some pressure get the pack from overseas

feel the same (feat. supachefm)

Prod. @btmkr3000
Mix. @ibr
Art. me

Lyrics:
I keep my mind off the bigger picture
Listening to the synthetic purr of the engine as rainclouds fill the mirrors
And watch the droplets snake their way up on the windshield
With a hologram in shotgun and she wonders how the drips feel on her skin
Drift above this neon-lit metropolis I washed up in
Without a thought put forward to my origin
All I want's a drink, I don't care for program glitches
And all these intricate components as my cold hand twitches in artificial skin
I'm indifferent to these advertisements
Half the time it's so called upgrades for a galvanized limb
Cobalt sun rays come through the tint on the spinners windows
I just talk with that hologram while passing Nintendo billboards
She tends to flicker when she's syncing
She winks and says she wishes she was real, I don't share the same ambitions
Abandoned buildings drape their silhouettes on the skyline
She shrinks and pirouettes upon the dash 'til it's twilight
She's enamored by bright lights and her hand points to them all
I just do my job to stop these android coup de tats
She always talks about secrets and missing truths
I just drift off to the sound of the rain as it hits the roof

2049

thanks for 100k on soundcloud <3

thank you to charlie for the fantastic verse 
http://www.soundcloud.com/youngburial 
http://www.twitter.com/youngburial 

and thank you to perry for the wonderful art 
http://www.twitter.com/welcom2helldude 
http://cottoncloudsproductions.tumblr.com

patience is a virtue (feat. fats'e)

@sadboyprolific 
@pauli-niemi

just another sad song...

Lyrics:
V1
I’m sick of loving 
Every time it’s just a misconception
I find a girl 
and she lead me into a new dimension
Thinking bout the future
Counting out all of our blessings
And then I find out it’s all fake
And she leaves me guessing
I guess I learned my lesson
I guess we’re better ended
I wish I never gave my heart out
Dummy should’ve kept it
Just like a piece of paper
She ripped my heart in half
I guess this kind of thing is something I won’t ever have
But it’s fine
Soon I’ll just get used to it
To keep my mind off of love
I’ll just do stupid shit
I fell asleep
Questioning is anyone for me
Laying on my back using 
Music as a remedy
Listening and writing
All these sad songs
Happy for a bit
But doesn’t last long
I’m Trynna find the joy
In all this chaos
Keep on praying
for my future hope it pays off

Hook
Broke my heart I
U tore it in two
So why am I
Still thinking of u

V2
Lately it’s fuck emotions
Grab the dope and then I roll it
I’ve been tripping off the potent
Honestly I’m omnipotent 
Used to think about r memories
I cleared em like my history 
Wrote this in a grave 
To set the scene
Cuz love is dead to me
R love was one sided
I know u ain’t felt the same
I bet u relish the fact
That I fucking felt this pain
U gave me comfort
U were like my shelter from the rain
Gripping the razor blade I swear I’d never love again
I’ll keep that promise
Trust me I won’t break it
I’ll rip my heart out of my chest
And chain it in the basement
Knocking bottles til I’m wasted
Clear to see I’m changing
Rather stick to blazing
Then the dreams that I’ve been chasing

V3
I know hearts don’t physically break 
but my chest hurts
I can still smell her perfume
On my sweatshirt 
They say that time can heal
Soon I’ll feel better
But all that can heal this
Is if I never met her
Story never ends 
If the story never starts
Take these sad feelings
Trynna turn them into art
Paintbrush light stroke 
Out all of my feelings
Spitting shit typing quick
Keep writing lyrics
Take the wheel I can’t see
But keep steering
Moving on kicking out 
My past demons
And I’m not walking I’ll be running 
From this torture
I see the light
Do my best to move forwards

scars on my heart | Feat. SadBoyProlific (Prod. Slipfunc)

Whatever It Takes

featuring
production and vocals from @vibevoka
guitar, bass and vocals from @cpt_sad
vocals from @barrenwaste
live drums from Jordan Davis [https://twitter.com/jordancd3_]

voka

yeah im fading
into the ocean
just waiting for my death bed
complicating
any emotion
just feel like no one knows me :( 

barren

birds eye view 
of a man staring back
picture frame take ya
20 years past 
known intuition 
1 year in your lap
raised me 
to take none
and give what you get 
chanting there’s not 
enough time left 
can’t snap back 
to the right mindset 
going to sleep
at 6 in the morning
light coming 
rain is still pouring
eyes open
to the sunset 
soul trying to 
out run me

go away 
as far as can be 
gunning the streets 
shout from the tops of trees 
it’s all gonna end 
so be where u need

yesterday

i know that nothing will last
give me some time, i been coped with the past
i cannot take it all back
love aint a feeling
its bout how you act
couldnt've put in the work that you needed
i cannot sleep without bleedin
keep me at bay or the storm wont subside
its rainin, its pourin
lets go for a drive
75 down memory lane
im gettin high to numb all the pain
forget your smile, forget my name
its been a while and shit aint the same
been too busy disassociating
daylights fading
in the shadows fate is waitin for us

having to relearn the things
that i used to know so well
tell me what you wanna hear
if i speak my heart too loud
in the depths of the ocean
i lye resting peacefully

dont you stop and ever think about how things used to be? 
[i do all the time]

Follow me <3

no one knows me (w/ voka & barren) [prod. voka x yesterday]

recorded April 2012 in El Paso, TX

Greg Gonzalez - vocals, bass
Phillip Tubbs - electric guitar
Steve Herrada - keyboards
Emily Davis - acoustic guitar
Greg Leah - drums

recorded by Wally Byers
mixed by Greg Gonzalez
mastered by Jason Martin

Cover: Necklace (or anatomy) by Man Ray
Cover design: Greg Gonzalez & Lisa Marie Chavira

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