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lyrics:
A hypochondriac
I think of you, blood pressure spikes
I'll have a heart attack
(I am using my imagination)
I take it better when she don't even ask me
Three chords and she all over me nasty
She got me smothered, caught me bugging last week
Leave a scar on my soul 'cause it's smarter to fold
I take it better when she don't even ask me
Three chords and she all over me nasty
She got me smothered, caught me bugging last week
Leave a scar on my soul 'cause it's smarter to fold
I take it better when she don't even ask
I keep 'em laced with poison, I can't escape the rush
This ain't love, boy, you're just a pick me up
I know her gaze Medusa, locks rattlesnakes, debuffed
No need to purchase my soul, girl, I'll just give it up
Goddamn, she slid in, now we're breaking the ice
The concoction just hit me, it's dilating my eyes
Fuck my options, she pulled me in, she didn't even try
I was hypnotized soon as her lips met mine, I can't forget
I take it better when she don't even ask me
Three chords and she all over me nasty
She got me smothered, caught me bugging last week
Leave a scar on my soul 'cause it's smarter to fold
I take it better when she don't even ask me
My corpse is spilling blood in the backseat
She's undercover, got a Trojan to crash me
Leave a scar on my soul, seeing stars in the road
I take it better when she don't even ask me
She got this on repeat
I'm obsessive as her
She obsessive as me (yeah)
Damn, it's turned me to stone
And the curse got me weak
She wanna get us alone
I can tell she a freak
It be like
Oh, no, she invited me to her pity party
Go home and hope you ain't leaving with nobody
But fate sewn, she'll take me back to her place
Can't say that shit to her face
Or make up my mind
I can't forget
A hypochondriac
I think of you, blood pressure spikes
I'll have a heart attack
The things I'd do to see you smile
Made my heart entertainment
Carbon to coal
Now my card can't decline and it cost my control
I'll let god integrate but until then, I gotta give in to you, whoa
I take it better when she don't even ask me
Three chords and she all over me nasty
She got me smothered, caught me bugging last week
Leave a scar on my soul 'cause it's smarter to fold
I take it better when she don't even ask me
Three chords and she all over me nasty
She got me smothered, caught me bugging last week
Leave a scar on my soul 'cause it's smarter to fold
I take it better when she don't even ask me
My corpse is spilling blood in the backseat
She's undercover, got a Trojan to crash me
Leave a scar on my soul, seeing stars in the road
I take it better when she don't even ask me

originally written and performed by brakence
(not collecting any revenue from this)

Venus Fly Trap (Carro Flip)

i know u dont understand it
im fallin out altogether
barely been speaking about it
they made me draw the weapon

i hate my school, it doesnt exist
i owe myself much better than this
i'll be away
i paid it off just to own it myself
falling for nothing, i dont need your help

✿ (​花​の​絵​文​字​)

i aint makin time for any1
living vicariously thru stones
gravel in my soul
traveling the world
traveling in home

everything i feel is fuckin violent
color grading everything in violet

i been pent up gotta double check!

DROPP CHORDS

i never tried to get involved
it came and left like it was never born (never born)

one size up once a month
could never tell if it ever was (ever was)

eye contact gives me heartburn

say it with your x5
chest x10
favorite x4

WRITE THAT DOWN! WRITE THAT DOWN!

@carrophobia

my road was smooth
felt like i was drifting
til i crash theres no collision
i fell right thru
i could feel it shifting
see thru til i got it tinted
keep to myself under supervision

couldnt be myself til they all were missing
got me playing victim
treat myself, thought i was tripping
(tripping)
told myself it was superstition

(tripping x3)

@gr0lth on bells
@synplant on snare

gm_starshine1

@carrophobia

gotta leave my timezone
walking with my eyes closed
what the fuck you cryin for?
i cant spend my time no more

walking with my eyes closed
what the fuck you cryin for?
not gon waste my time no more

stomp clap hey

decided that im famous
get this out ur playlist
why u so abrasive

quit makin assumptions
thought that it was something
it was rlly nothing

i waste my gas bc i miss the feeling
knew it wouldnt last but i dismissed the reason
im lookin back at the christmas season
was i rlly feelin bad or was it...?

CL-1, my love! save me cloudlifterrrr

ferns by @gr0lth
prod me

hard when im holdin down the temp, temp
dont know what u meant
both hands on my temple
cl what we represent
it hit the club and im asking for a mento
ipod touch voice memo
bad (asf) asking where the cigarette go
leaf straight to the dental
next time man i wont be so gentle
one puff got u intercontine -continental
straight to the me- to the mental

serpentine, serving 19 (to the me-)
lead in your lungs, smokin pencil (lame asf)

ive been on my own for a while now
servin time now
stretching out the moment
i chose to do nothing in the moment
shit potent, bottom of the totem
but im hopin

get better
shit sucks man im sick of bad weather
all i know now is how to get better
all i know now

on the tip of my cursor
cant tell you what i think without a burner
they dont give a fuck what the nerd says
said they dont fuck with the purpose
it was tough when you heard this
were you lying? did you say it on purpose?
was it worth it?
thought it was perfect...

intercontine #girlswithguns

lightaway but it tastes like blood 

vocals by @saycarbine + @ihatebixby
everything else by me (duh)

"buddy, i've been gambling everyday for 20+ years. it's all i think about and i still haven't gotten addicted so i doubt it's happening."

lyrics:
i crashed the party way too late
you're thinking out loud
oh a little more
im not surprised he made you wait
you die for the ceilings, i
oh a little more

you said, "don't wait"
i'm not tired enough to lay
oh baby i miss you
more than i remember
give lightaway
well baby ur life is at an end
oh baby i miss you
more than i remember

Heh
Around this time I would’ve figured it out
Cause I can’t
Come to terms with who I am
And I don’t wanna take it back.
Sprawl money problem now im running this,
Yeah Well fuck your pity say.
Damn
Why you gotta doubt ?
MOTHERFUCKER WAS A BITCH,
SO I SLAPPED HIM OUT!!

you said, "don't wait"
i'm not tired enough to lay
oh baby i miss you
more than i remember
give lightaway
well baby ur life is at an end
oh baby i miss you
more than i remember

Yeah
Big opinion, where yo pitch at
yea
don't let me get ahead of myself
bitch doing nothing
The thrill of being the shit
I’ve been the shit
I feel that
TAKE A LISTEN
BEFORE YOU FUCKING CANT
YOU WERE BORN AN ASSHAT
I WAS BORN THE MAN
wanna play me bitch i ain't no back

not monetizing ts dw               ദ്ദി(˵ •̀ ᴗ - ˵ ) ✧

lightaway (carro flip)

cant find the original sample im rlly sorry 😬

i dont breathe enough fresh air
username was taken, too late, but i been there
done that but i've been scared
fucked up that you went there
fingerprints unaligned but since-

i dont breathe enough fresh air
username was taken, too late, but i been there
done that but i've been scared
fucked up that you went there
wont have my shirt tucked in
i dont breathe enough fresh air
username was taken, too late, but i been there
done that but i've been scared

prints on the lens but since then i shaved them off
i played it off, wont put my hair in a braided knot
fog in my lungs gave me a faded cough
30 years old, i cant wait that long

username

stopped biting my nails started swallowing glass
ive been moving fast, wont fight it
wrote it on the back of my eyelids
glitter in the back of your eye 2x

snakes in the grass but i walk
wont be choked, held back in my daw
i cant find the point to just crawl
hit with the smoke, lay back and trust fall
i could never try the poison up close
dropped like flies i bugged way too long
i cut all the ties that ive sown
deep inside it stung when i spoke
the feeling was gone

stopped biting my nails started swallowing glass
ive been moving fast, wont fight it
wrote it on the back of my eye-
glitter in the back of your eye 2x

coworker music

provider 𓀊

im way too sentimental
i hold every second like i wont get another
we should talk about the things that u left out
my face sticking to the webcam
couple tabs got my head down

think i chose the right thing
i'll be left out til im 19
holding my own hands cause its frightning
voicing my way in like the light beams

pacemaker hold my heart steady
cant remember when i felt this right

every minute

piano by wallflower ( @bothhappyandsad ) :P

why did i wait this long
told you u should never walk home alone
i been in the club, they wont play our song
so in love with the way you talk

i might crack a smile,
now i got cracks in my porcelain soul
i'll do whatever it takes
left it in the past now I'm cracking this case
truth slipped up, never hit a bitch up uh
new vision, never need a witness uh
loose zip up, dressing like a drifter uh
crew been up, leather like a lizard

pure joy and china

sample @pitifulrock

when i held the world in my hand
i tried to satisfy your demand
i'd write it all down just to forget what you want
when i had your mind at heart
i would cry every time that you called
i would lie just to get what i want out of you
i was a

child and i knew i would die for your love if i'd only a gun
i was breaking and entering, picking the locks just to find out whats wrong x2

if id only a gun

@synplant 
felt the feeling leave now its calling my phone
never choose a scene, i dont know what i want
i was acting fake now youre calling my bluff
i cant even lie, i just wanna go home

i been insecure abt myself for the past ten years,
think i gotta switch my reflex
cant even go outside no more, no recess
it all fell to pieces when a bad bitch hit my dms, yeah
fucked up for the whole weekend, i gotta reset

felt the feeling leave now its calling my phone
never choose a scene, i dont know what i want
i was acting fake now youre calling my bluff
i cant even lie, i just wanna go home

@sinefelt
i lose my mind x2
i guess i tolerate myself some of the time
taking a second glance losing my mind
there's plenty abt myself that i would wish away instead
but rly it's all alright, at least i'ma be something

i couldn't speak
i wouldn't talk
it'd be better if she knew what she wants
but she don't n she's gone

calling my phone feat. sinefelt

**soundcloud turned this tf down bc i master my music correctly so turn it back up yourself pls <3**

this is my longest song so far, ive been trying a lot of new things this year like songs over one minute so count this as like 4 and a half songs


spend my time away from the screen
last time that i die in a dream
glaciers rolling off of my wrist
they dont turn back
spend my time away from the screen
last time that i die in a dream
glaciers rolling off of my wrist
they dont turn back time

say you love me while youre pulling me home
sculpt me softly while youre crushing my bones
say you love me while youre pulling me home
say you love me while you x2
say you love me while youre pulling me home
sculpt me softly while youre crushing my bones

sculpt me softly

original mel by @islandislandislandisland 😄
The child I was
Counting the days 'til the summer would come
But you don't live forever
Your mother will one day bring you home
And I feel so stupid cause I wasn't scared of this before
But since I have met you, I don't wanna die no more

So take a long time
Cause, oh, the world is lucky to be your home
I know I need a next life
Cause I'm not satisfied to know you just once
So take a long time
Oh, the world is lucky to be your home
I know I need a next life
Not satisfied to know you just once

To live with dying
Oh, wouldn't you see our world as dark?
But I won't spend time
Resenting the way things are

So take a long time
Oh, the world is lucky to be your home
I know I need a next life
Not satisfied to know you just once

So take a long time
Oh, the world is lucky to be your home
I know I need a next life
Cause I'm not satisfied to know you just once
So take a long time
Oh, the world is lucky to be your home
I know I need a next life
Not satisfied to know you just once

But I won't spend time
Resenting the way
But I won't spend time
Resenting the way
But I won't spend time
Resenting the way things are

portal robinson

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Passiflora
this track is inspired by korean asmr and eating sliced bread. dedicated to my love.
thank you @gr0lth for background vocals and thank you @ixosyd for the strings

listening intently, youre clawing at the seams of my dress as i sigh, i cant fly
like a bird born in a cage, i cover my rage just to faulter again and again
foster me, warm up my wings
ice cold, my fingertips, picked at my skin
failed to conform, oh but why

times have come and gone
i melt in your hand and ive fallen too sharp like a stone
crybaby sing like the fire and let it be known that
nobody loves like she does
times have come and gone
i melt in your hand and i fall into shards like a stone
crybaby sing like the fire and let it be known that
nobody loves like she does

stuck in a binaural state
im suspended in air like the sounds and their waves
stuck in a binaural state
im suspended in air like the sounds and their waves (no one loves like she does)
stuck in a binaural state
im suspended in air like the sounds and their waves
stuck in a binaural state
im suspended in air like the sounds and their waves

(no one loves like she does)

passiflora

this song is actually called minecraft for free dot com

lyrics:
stick to the plot i made
wont you tell me something new so the time don't waste
i been known to miss every shot i take
wont you spare me your euphoria

feeling like my luck ran out
every time my lines get crossed im foaming at the mouth
wasnt looking when it came from the ashes of what i built
will i ever feel the same again?
when you pass by you're blurring my sight

wont you spare me your euphoria
wont you spare me your euphoria

stick to the plot i made
wont you tell me something new
.
.
.
.
sorry that the mix is so saturated and sharp, that was totally intentional, blow your fucking ears out!!!!

i laid on my side so long that now my fingers are numb, enjoy!!
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sumotori_Dreams

writing on my flesh in the morning
writhing in my bed from distortion
crying is a trend i've been forcing (forced in way too long)
molecules collect my endorphins
follow with a text, i ignored it
follow with a text

follow with a text
i used to be ashamed of my silhouette
i'm so quick to say that "it's never my fault, quit playing"
i miss the shit that gave me sumotori dreams
you know the smallest things make me feel seen

writing on my flesh in the morning
writhing in my bed from distortion
crying is a trend i've been forcing (forced in way too long)
molecules collect my endorphins
follow with a text, i ignored it
follow with a
follow with a text

sumotori

carrOS is live on https://carrophobia.com

viral moments caught up in my visions
aiming at my head right through my screen
broken mic pick up my vocals

grasping to you through my braces
gnashing teeth from evil faces
never hearing what im saying
im so patient, wish i wasnt
lie in meadows with surveillance

my lifeline out
is in my spine
i ache and cry
make it alive

biome

i know u can hear me, im falling from love like no one ever
i cry on my own cus i know i can weep if i keep the door shut

im fighting for my home, my soul, my love
im fighting for my home, my soul, my love

ponzi

parked outside, i'm alive
i was so sure my blood was blue
+ i was sure i'd go out on my own time

i feel different different different

my peripheral was changing like the seasons
my peripheral was changing
my peripheral was changing, changing like the seasons
 my peripheral was changing

7. perifra

✧₊⁺🕯⋆.˚୨ৎ
spiderwebs hanging off my skeleton
ive been hanging with my friends for the hell of it oh
insecure so i stay relevant
lying on my living room floor, yeah i lost control long ago

feelin anxious is my enemy
every word that rides my breath is passive, aint mean shit to me
everyone thats rotting in my past, u a bitch to me
i got vines climbing my carotid when its hitting me

(spiderwebs hanging)
being anxious is my element
i just got eroded, like a rock, now im sediment
correct my vision, now i watch, like a second hand
correct my vision, now i watch
(spiderwebs hanging)
being anxious is my element
i just got eroded, like a rock, now im sediment
correct my vision, now i watch, like a second hand
correct my vision, now i watch

@zzjay
i think you see me in the worst light
even though i think that im the only one on your side
but i think it makes me childish if it's true
and i never go to sleep i fear of bedbugs in my room
thats another bad excuse
not knowin what to do
im too focused on you
im too focused im blue
i lack focus in school
cause i always look out the window
i remember you was my kinfolk
i remember everything was simple
that time

(spiderwebs hanging)

@sinefelt
lately my mind been fogged up
can't hardly read the cost of
scratches from her claws
i hate holding a grudge
up my tongue, put down a blotter
i can't stand up to get water

i'm js tryna go out warm
about to freeze, i'm snowed out
stare colder than a snow storm
if my soul out-pours
there's too much to account for
that all hardly matters
i think, but i'm not sure

let me out of my body
couldn't care even partly


october beatleech 𓇢𓆸 feat. zjay & sinefelt

i drop biweekly      ݁ ˖𓂃.𖠰 ༄˖°. 🍃.ೃ࿔*:･ 
PEMDAS: please excuse my dynamic ass songs ♩ ♫ ♪
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