It features 7 tracks
The album tells a story of a relationship’s breakdown — betrayal, loss of trust, depression, and recovery after emotional pain
Its lyrics blend aggression, honesty, and the aesthetic of a post-digital world.
This marks a new stage in the artist’s evolution — from chaos and self-destruction to raw acceptance of reality

LOVE DOES NOT EXIST WITH KNIVES IN THE BACK

CHORNOBYL: ETERNAL

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я твій найкращий друг
за тебе вирву свої зуби
я твій найкращий друг
порву лапки в кров
я твій найкращий друг
ти мій сенс життя 
я твій найкращий друг
висуну язик, і буду чекати до кінця

тому що я твій найкращий друг

давним давно я був малий дурний
та вибіг на дорогу, світло фар
вдарило мене, тяжко ходити та стрибати
сів під хлібною будкою, чекав свого кінця

нога поранена, людина з фар які блищали
не любить мене, копняк у живіт
я щеня яке хоче гратися, а не битися
я ж не злий а добрий песик

тут на мене дивиться хлопчина, і тягне руки до мене
але мене почали гладити та посадили в коробку понесли не знати куди 
ти  вилікував мене
я буду благодарний тобі до кінця свого життя
тому що ти мій сенс життя друже....


я твій найкращий друг
за тебе вирву свої зуби
я твій найкращий друг
порву лапки в кров
я твій найкращий друг
ти мій сенс життя 
я твій найкращий друг
висуну язик, і буду чекати до кінця

багато років пройшло
всіх злодіїв які нападуть на тебе порву їх
любий противник, я буду за тебе до кінця
не покидай прошу тебе господаре
ти мій єдиний друг, не покидай ніколи
і чому ти плачеш і прощаєшся в зеленій формі
сумка на плечах, чому ми на автостанції, всі плачуть
а я висунув язик чекаю команди, але ти показуєш жест, виїжджаєш кудись вдаль

[breakdown]
я біжу
біжу
біжу
біжу
за тобою
хазяєне
друже
не доганяю
втрачаю тебе....
сукаа


я твій найкращий друг
за тебе вирву свої зуби
я твій найкращий друг
порву лапки в кров
я твій найкращий друг
ти мій сенс життя 
я твій найкращий друг
висуну язик, і буду чекати до кінця

я буду тебе чекати на тому самому сука місці, ти мій друже приїдь до мене,
я не розумію чому всі плачуть за тобою
і кажуть шо тебе не буде, але я знаю ти повернешся
і якщо я тебе не дочекаюсь, я краще помру очікуючи тебе, висунувши язик в останній раз, побачити тебе на тому світі господаре, тут і лишусь, припніть мене я вирвусь

біжу біжу біжу, і чекаю
знову
знову
знову
знову
знову
і знову
....

ДРУГ

[intro]
The station keeps running.
The flow of energy is endless.
And we are nothing but fleeting sparks in this thunder

[Verse 1]
Direct current, constant flow, my friend,
You can’t contain it, there’s no end.
Sit down, take a breath, be still,
Is this milk worth the spill?

[Chorus]
The station keeps running — the worker sleeps,
He dreams that life is a moment brief.
Like lightning time is racing fast,
Thunder roaring, only memories of us last.

The station keeps running — the worker sleeps,
He dreams that life is a moment brief.
Like lightning time is racing fast,
Thunder roaring, only memories of us last.

[solo]
Oh-ooooooh

[Verse 2]
Was it your choice, or just a lie?
No more chances, they’ve passed us by.
The plane took off a long time ago,
And in your pocket, just tobacco’s glow.

[Chorus]
The station keeps running — the worker sleeps,
He dreams that life is a moment brief.
Like lightning time is racing fast,
Thunder roaring, only memories of us last.
A-a-a-a-ahhhh
The station keeps running — the worker sleeps,
He dreams that life is a moment brief.
Like lightning time is racing fast,
Thunder roaring, only memories of us last.

[Verse 3]
01:23 — and the heartbeat froze,
Fire and iron burst through the night.
Shadows run as the future goes,
Ashes are falling from concrete heights.
The silent reactor whispers in gloom,
The earth awakens, haunted by screams.
Black April holds us inside its tomb,
We’ll never be who we used to be.

[Chorus]
The station keeps running — the worker sleeps,
He dreams that life is a moment brief.
Like lightning time is racing fast,
Thunder roaring, only memories of us last.

[outro]
Silence cracks like a broken wire,
Ashes fall on the blackened spire.
Dead streetlights in abandoned towns,
Only fear remains around.
A-a-a-a-a-a

UNIT-4

[Chorus]
I would rise up to the skies, but I’m so afraid of falling.
Your unhealed bruises, traces of violence calling.
And maybe one day I’ll say that you’re alright at last,
Your soul is eating me, while you’re cut up by time that’s passed.

[Verse 1]
Again you’re carrying this weight behind you,
I tried so hard to take the pain out of you.
A soul cut by blades, held captive, can’t get free…
It’s not meant to be.

[Verse 2]
Hide your weakness so no one can wound you,
My heart already can’t remember what it knew.
Drink the glass down, forget in the pit,
Of your own thoughts, hide once again in it.

[Verse 3]
You’re shedding tears of grief,
You want to slowly disappear beneath.
I understand you, I’m not against you…
I just don’t know what to do.

[Verse 4]
How are we to be? What should we do?
Depression eats me, smoking brings no heat through.
Despair in my veins, joy passing me by,
My insides long ago forgot how to try.

[solo]

[Bridge (Chorus Reprise)]
I would rise up to the skies, but I’m so afraid of falling.
Your unhealed bruises, traces of violence calling.
And maybe one day I’ll say that you’re alright at last,
Your soul is eating me, while you’re cut up by time that’s passed.

[Refrain]
I would rise up to the skies just to see the dawn,
I know that soon your hand will be steady and strong.
You’ll stretch out this moment until you have the power,
I’ll tighten the noose so they can’t pull me from the tower.

[Chorus (Final)]
I would rise up to the skies, but I’m so afraid of falling.
Your unhealed bruises, traces of violence calling.
And maybe one day I’ll say that you’re alright at last,
Your soul is eating me, while you’re cut up by time that’s passed.

[Refrain (Final)]
I would rise up to the skies just to see the dawn,
I know that soon your hand will be steady and strong.
You’ll stretch out this moment until you have the power,
I’ll tighten the noose so they can’t pull me from the tower.

Noose

Forever I’m hurt by the things you say,
Feel nothing inside me, it fades away.
Breakdowns for me are no news at all,
Never heard anyone, always stood tall.

And again you’re raging,
I’m screaming, “Why?”
You tear from my body
My poor soul inside.
And as if it’s righteous,
Why do I cry silent?
You could kill me now,
I don’t mind, ‘cause

[chorus]
Your pain quietly’s eating me through,
What am I to do with you?
What am I to do with you — tell me true?
My chains fall off, walls don’t hold me in,
I fight with myself within.
What am I to do with you — tell me true?
Smoke of your cigarettes turns into grime,
I’ve grown so weak this time.
The smell of blood’s sick — tell me, too:
You think I owed something to you?
You’ve broken your hands,
No more thoughts in your head.

A crow dreams in a letter without a shot,
It stares at the moon, cold and fraught.
Slept with you feeling like a convict’s life,
Taste like wounds, like scars that cut like knives.

[chorus]
Your pain quietly’s eating me through,
What am I to do with you?
What am I to do with you — tell me true?
My chains fall off, walls don’t hold me in,
I fight with myself within.
What am I to do with you — tell me true?
Smoke of your cigarettes turns into grime,
I’ve grown so weak this time.
The smell of blood’s sick — tell me, too:
You think I owed something to you?
You’ve broken your hands,
No more thoughts in your head.

Your pain quietly’s eating me through,
What am I to do with you?
What am I to do with you — tell me true?
My chains fall off, walls don’t hold me in,
I fight with myself within.
What am I to do with you — tell me true?
Smoke of your cigarettes turns into grime,
I’ve grown so weak this time.
The smell of blood’s sick — tell me, too:
You think I owed something to you?
You’ve broken your hands,
No more thoughts in your head

SilentPain!

[Verse 1]
All night I wander, wanting to be like
A cotton pad that absorbs your life,
Your day, your taste, your vibe inside.
So long warm flesh meets the cold at night.
I recall how you melt inside my mouth,
I miss you, swallowing hurts somehow.
I kiss you, eyes still open wide,
I don’t close my eyes.

[Pre-Chorus]
Under my tongue, I placed your tongue,
Kitten, it will kill you but you’ll shine again.
You do it all in spite, to make me become
The one who reads your texts from lips alone, uh.
We ride to the last stop, we’re still moving on,
Your little heart in my palm keeps beating strong.
Maybe we’ll feel it again — that love,
The time has come, our feelings drunk enough.

[Chorus 1 (Aggressive)]
I’m crossing the line — you’re my crush,
But I don’t hear you at all.
Your lips are burning in my mind,
I tear them apart with mine.
I don’t care, not this time,
I close my eyes and die.
I’m dying, I’m dying,
I’m dying, I’m dying!

[Verse 2]
I speed into the wrong lane — you’re my crash,
But your voice fades, I can’t hear your laugh.
My thoughts are chained to your lips tonight,
Tearing and bleeding, they bite, they bite.
Doesn’t matter, not this time,
I close my eyes and die.

[Chorus 2 (Emotional)]
You melt in my mouth tonight,
It hurts too much to swallow.
I kiss you with open eyes,
No fear of the sorrow.
Your touch is a poison flame,
But I can’t let you go.
You melt in my mouth tonight,
And I already know…

[Bridge]
I recall how you melt inside my mouth,
I miss you, swallowing hurts somehow.
I kiss you, eyes still open wide,
I don’t close my eyes, because—

[Chorus 1 (Aggressive)]
I’m crossing the line — you’re my crush,
But I don’t hear you at all.
Your lips are burning in my mind,
I tear them apart with mine.
I don’t care, not this time,
I close my eyes and die.
I’m dying, I’m dying,
I’m dying, I’m dying!

[Chorus 2 (Emotional – Outro)]
You melt in my mouth tonight,
It hurts too much to swallow.
I kiss you with open eyes,
No fear of the sorrow.
Your touch is a poison flame,
But I can’t let you go.
You melt in my mouth tonight,
And I already know…

Melt in My Mouth

Give yourself to me, don’t be afraid,
All your secrets — a gallery I keep displayed.
I don’t release them from my lungs,
Every day, every day, every day, every day.

Your lips are like a card-game bluff,
I’ll believe them, no matter what.
A black Logan turned to a dark swan,
I drive it fast beneath your window, gone.

[Pre-Chorus]
Do we really need the light tonight?
Two of us — better in the absence of sight.
Let’s get free from this clothing, this shame,
Maybe then we’ll feel the flame.

Feel it now, feel it so,
Feel it now, feel the glow.

[Chorus]

Give yourself to me, don’t be afraid,
All your secrets — a gallery I keep displayed.
I don’t release them from my lungs,
Every day, every day, every day, every day.
Give yourself to me, don’t be afraid,
All your secrets — a gallery I keep displayed.
I don’t release them from my lungs,
Every day, every day, every day, every day.

[Verse 2]
Yes, yes, yes, yes,
We’ll be together watching horrors late,
Holding smoke inside our chests,
Every day, every day,
Every day, every day.

The whole evening passed like a single minute,
Since you got inside my veins, I feel it.
I’m afraid of being a stinging touch,
But after, you’ll still feel the warmth so much.

[Bridge]
We’ll be together watching horrors late…
Give yourself to me, don’t be afraid,
All your secrets — a gallery I keep displayed.
I don’t release them from my lungs,
Every day, every day, every day, every day.

[solo]

[Chorus]
Give yourself to me, don’t be afraid,
All your secrets — a gallery I keep displayed.
I don’t release them from my lungs,
Every day, every day, every day, every day.

Every Day

[Verse 1]
Ashes from cigarettes,
He’s searching for you, searching for your address.
Songs of the heavens and stars,
Calling me closer — come on, let’s depart.
The night is all filled with lights,
Shining so brightly, straight into my eyes.
And wandering streets once again,
Each little journey falls into the same ring.

[Chorus]
Don’t you forget the taste of my lips,
Don’t let go of this world of madness.
Don’t you forget the taste of my lips,
Don’t let go of this world of madness.

[Verse 2]
Tonight we’ll fall asleep side by side,
Catching the beams through the window inside.
Let’s just forget all the problems we share,
In darkness no fear, only comfort is there.
Let the endless sunrise begin to play,
As your body sinks in warmth and stays.
And every evening that feels so strange,
Falls into quiet sleep in the shade…

[solo]

[Bridge]
(Don’t leave me)
(Don’t leave me)
(Inside the same ring)

[Chorus (Final)]
Don’t you forget the taste of my lips,
Don’t let go of this world of madness.
Don’t you forget the taste of my lips,
Don’t let go of this world of madness.
Don’t let go of this world of madness…
Don’t let go of this world of madness…

Don’t Forget

bonus track

lyrics:
HEY
HEY
HEY
HEY
i will not die
i wiil not fry
i will npt eat
i will not loved
i will survive
i will not die!
o-o-o-o

Drowning in your voice, I can’t escape the chains
Every kiss is poison running through my veins
I begged for love, but you just fed my pain
Addicted to your touch, I rot inside again

bleed on my knife
to breed insects in bread
I'm afraid because I was betrayed

[pre-chorus]
Cutting deep into the shade..
with the venom of my blade..


[CHORUS]
I'm calling out to you, hey
I'll bleed for you, I pray
If you turn away, I won’t stay
But chains still drag I must obey
My reflection starts to fade, 
haunted by the scars I’ve made
Every promise I betrayed, 
chains of blood, I can’t evade
This crusade inside my veins, 
burning louder than the flames
[POST-CHORUS]
flames
flames o-o-o
(fuck)
flames
fuck flames o-o-o
flames
flames o-o-o
inside my veins o-o-o
ours frames in flames

i love you


I tear the shackles off, I’m stronger than your lies
Your shadow tried to drown me, but I will rise
No longer blind, I see the world ignite
I cut you from my soul tonight I claim my life

The fire in my chest burns brighter than the past
I found the strength to kill the spell you cast
These broken wings now learn to fly again
Your ghost is gone, I’m free from all the pain

fuck you

I'm free but I miss you, that's why I'm coming back again, it's a fucking loop
No matter how I run, your shadow drags me to the truth
These scars remind me of the chains I swore to break
But every step away is just another big mistake

[bridge]
I scream into the dark, but silence answers back
Addiction’s in my blood, there’s no escape from that
I burn the bridges down, yet still I crave your flame
This cycle is my coffin and it always calls my name

say my name

[BREAKDOWN]
Don't hurt me, my love
Don't hit me, my love
My love will stay here with my love
Even if you kill me
you won’t break me
I’ll become your memory
I’ll infect your destiny
Bitch
touch 
hit 
hurt
pain
pain
pain


i will not die
i wiil not fry
i will not  eat
i will not loved
i will survive
i will not die!
o-o-o-o

[pre-chorus]
Cutting deep into the shade..
with the venom of my blade..


[CHORUS]
I'm calling out to you, hey
I'll bleed for you, I pray
If you turn away, I won’t stay
But chains still drag I must obey
My reflection starts to fade, 
haunted by the scars I’ve made
Every promise I betrayed, 
chains of blood, I can’t evade
This crusade inside my veins, 
burning louder than the flames
[POST-CHORUS]
flames
flames o-o-o
(fuck)
flames
fuck flames o-o-o
flames
flames o-o-o
inside my veins o-o-o
ours frames in flames

I pray 
stay 
I must obey
HEY
HEY
HEY
HEY
Don't touch me
Don't hurt me
Don't hit me
say my name

i will not die
i wiil not fry
i will npt eat
i will not loved
i will survive
i will not die..

i forgot you

FLAMES

[Verse 1]
He is one who’s seen the edge of the earth,
No fear or despair are left in his world.
Forgotten voices of his kin,
Call to him softly, drawing him in.
So sweet — the longing for a mother’s arms,
To feel again like a sheltered child.
Held close against the beating heart,
The sky flickers warm, yet sorrow departs.

[Chorus]
I am the Alpha and the Omega,
Behind my back there’s nothing but void.
Don’t rush ahead of your father into hell,
The next in line — my name is called.

I am the Alpha and the Omega,
Behind my back there’s nothing but void.
Don’t rush ahead of your father into hell,
The next in line, the next in line (It’s me).

[Verse 2]
The final word upon my lips,
One’s ending — another’s genesis.
Where my finale carves its mark,
By your temple, they hammer the last nail hard.

[Break]
For what is all this?
Why is all this mine to bear?

[Chorus (Final)]
I am the Alpha and the Omega,
Behind my back there’s nothing but void.
Don’t rush ahead of your father into hell,
The next in line — my name is called.

I am the Alpha and the Omega,
Behind my back there’s nothing but void.
Don’t rush ahead of your father into hell,
The next in line, the next in line (It’s me).

Alpha & Omega

[Intro]
hurt heart by you
my heart feels pain
my heart-voice
my twisted brain
in my heart
eternal rain
Your silence drives me insane

fuck

[Verse 1] 
I speak, I bleed, but you shut me out,
Your silence hits harder than any shout.
Your eyes drift past me, like I’m not there,
I’m right beside you — you don’t even care.

[Chorus 1]
Quiet thunder,
Growing under,
I’m losing my light
’cause you won’t fight.
I opened up,
you closed enough,
My words fall flat in the empty air—
Why can’t you just share it?
Your distant calm hurts,
you pretend I’m fine,
You walked off,
left me behind,
How is that fair
to me?..
[post-chorus]
hurt heart by you
my heart feels pain
my heart-voice
my twisted brain
in my heart
eternal rain
Your silence drives me insane

 [Verse 2] 
I kept asking myself if your heart was ever true,
Was I someone you cared for, or just convenient for you?
You said you didn’t love me, never told me why,
And I would’ve forgiven you for every single lie.

You walked over me like I had nothing to give,
Now I’m on stage — hear the crowd scream the way I live.
Maybe with you I never knew what “happy” meant,
But you never loved me — just loved the power I spent.

my voice break

thanks you

[Chorus 1]
Quiet thunder,
Growing under,
I’m losing my light
’cause you won’t fight.
I opened up,
you closed enough,
My words fall flat in the empty air—
Why can’t you just share it?
Your distant calm hurts,
you pretend I’m fine,
You walked off,
left me behind,
How is that fair
to me?..
[post-chorus]
hurt heart by you
my heart feels pain
my heart-voice
my twisted brain
in my heart
eternal rain
Your silence drives me insane

[Final Chorus] 
I hit the stage with bleeding hands and shattered veins,
Still singing out for you through all the hurt and pain.
Don’t carry guilt for what I chose to do
It was my call, I’m sorry that I left you too.

[Breakdown]
Hear me
feel me
Please me
Hear me
feel me
Please me
fucking pain
silence after rain
in the dark
my
pain
pain
after rain
your choice 
hit me
voice hurt me
after shout
shout
shout
shout
breath

I begged you once to stay, now I fade from your life,
This is my last scream of love before the night.
Please hear these words and hold them when I’m gone—
Be happy now…
but live your life without me on.


[Outro] 
hurt heart by you
my heart feels pain
my heart-voice
my twisted brain
in my heart
eternal rain
Your silence drives me insane
Hear me
feel me
Please me
leave me forever

YOUR SILENCE DRIVES ME INSANE

lets go

[verse 1]
I met you at the station, late,
You stood with music in your face.
Headphones on — your silent state,
I came to ask for just a flame.

Our eyes collided — sparks collide,
In yours, both fire and frost reside.
And mine were screaming through the noise:
“Take her — she’s better than any poison, boy.”

[chorus]
I’m falling in love again, again,
I’m falling away, falling away again,
And then I’m falling down, down,
Straight to the ground — into the sand.
Covered in the dirt of love unclean,
Falling deep into the void, you fall with me.

These chemicals — they love, then fade,
They make us vanish day by day.
I’m falling in love again, again,
I’m falling away, falling away again,
And then I’m falling down, down,
Straight to the ground — into the sand.
Covered in the dirt of love unclean.
Falling down, down,
Falling down, down

[verse 2]
You were an addict, and so was I,
We played with fire, just to feel alive.
You sang like an angel lost in vice,
And I played guitar through sleepless nights.

A junkie duet — not rare in sound,
Our songs could get all music banned around.
And when we made love — the bed would break,
When we fought — I cursed your name.
But still… I loved you all the same

[chorus]
I’m falling in love again, again,
I’m falling away, falling away again,
And then I’m falling down, down,
Straight to the ground — into the sand.
Covered in the dirt of love unclean,
Falling deep into the void, you fall with me.

These chemicals — they love, then fade,
They make us vanish day by day.
I’m falling in love again, again,
I’m falling away, falling away again,
And then I’m falling down, down,
Straight to the ground — into the sand.
Covered in the dirt of love unclean.
Falling down, down,
Falling down, down

[bridge]
She’s falling down into the overdose abyss,
She had no choice — no other bliss.
I cried and fell, kept falling through,
From the fifth-floor balcony — straight to you

[breakdown]
She’s falling down into the overdose abyss,
She had no choice — no other bliss.
I cried and fell, kept falling through,
From the fifth-floor balcony — straight to you

[chorus]
I’m falling in love again, again,
I’m falling away, falling away again,
And then I’m falling down, down,
Straight to the ground — into the sand.
Covered in the dirt of love unclean,
Falling deep into the void, you fall with me.

These chemicals — they love, then fade,
They make us vanish day by day.
I’m falling in love again, again,
I’m falling away, falling away again,
And then I’m falling down, down,
Straight to the ground — into the sand.
Covered in the dirt of love unclean.
Falling down, down,
Falling down, down

I’m falling in love again, again,
I’m falling away, falling away again,
And then I’m falling down, down,
Falling down, down,
Falling down, down
im falling 
in love
falling 
away
Falling down
down
in the ground...

AGAIN FALLING AGAIN

Hey hey hey hey hey (uh)
Hey hey hey hey hey (uh)
Hey hey hey hey hey (uh)
Hey hey hey hey hey (uh)
Hey hey hey hey hey (uh)
Hey hey hey hey hey (uh)

Shedding skin like ice from my hand,
Tearing off the past just to feel again.
Money don't matter, I’m past that scene —
All I want now is love, something clean.
But cold-blooded, like a reptile’s scheme,
Shedding skin like ice from my hand, it gleams.

Go, ay, I will go,
As long as my legs still move — I’ll go.
Go, ay, I will go,
Even if my feet are reptile slow.
I’ll go on, I’ve got no plan B,
No other road — it’s just on repeat.
Bitch, I’ll go, and go, and grind,
Round and round till the end of time.

Back in school they bullied me ‘cause I was thin,
Told that fat chick she’d die a virgin.
Now I’m chillin’, run away to Virginia,
Are they all virgins there? — I’m just spinnin’.
VR — virtual reality I’m in,
If it’s not real, where have I been?
Even stuck in megabytes, I’ll still begin.

I WILL GO!
Go, ay, I will go,
As long as my legs still move — I’ll go.
Go, ay, I will go,
Even if my feet are reptile slow.
I’ll go on, I’ve got no plan B,
No other road — it’s just on repeat.
Bitch, I’ll go, and go, and grind,
Round and round till the end of time.

Thank you for your time.
Hey hey hey hey hey (uh)
Hey hey hey hey hey (uh)
Hey hey hey hey hey (uh)
Hey hey hey hey hey (uh)

You expected a sweet love song —
But real love hit, raw and strong.
You ran away from the track so fast,
Good — I’d rather stay underground, not mass.
Never spinning with the pop crowd’s glow,
I’ll keep walking — till my legs say no.

Go, ay, I will go,
As long as my legs still move — I’ll go.
Go, ay, I will go,
Even if my feet are reptile slow.
I’ll go on, I’ve got no plan B,
No other road — it’s just on repeat.
Bitch, I’ll go, and go, and grind,
Round and round till the end of time.

Gabana Records

I WILL GO!

uh-uh-uh
ah-ah-ah
feels bad 
feels sad
maximum collapse
uh-uh-uh
ah-ah-ah

[chorus]
no matter how much I cry,
no matter how I shout —
I’m still a fuck-up in your eyes.
memories with you — like stars in dreams,
I run through them until I fall in fear.
clear tears can’t wash my old scars,
my future dreams are covered in lies.

no matter how much I cry,
no matter how I shout —
I’m still a fuck-up in your eyes.
memories with you — like stars in dreams,
I run through them until I fall in fear.
clear tears can’t wash my old scars,
my future dreams are covered in lies.
inside my head…
inside my head…
inside my head…

[verse 1]
I’m unfair to you — act without thinking,
reach for your warmth, but you stay distant, fading.
I get mad at you, but I know who’s to blame,
tore out my heart and gave it — threw it away.
told you, “take care of it” — left you in your pain,
you’re crying on the floor, I’m lying in the rain.

I’m at the bottom, ayy-ayy, with ringing in my ears,
making up reasons so you’ll trust me again.
round after round no sense, no scream,
my guilt melts slow, like ice on my skin.

turning into a stone, deaf to your eyes,
wanna look perfect, but I’m rust inside.
locked up tight, a hundred sins to my name,
no lever can move this weight or shame.

the only truth I have left to say
maybe I’ll rise someday from where I lay

[bridge]
no matter how many times — I’m still not right,
no matter how I explain — I know who’s right.
never felt this fucking low in my life,
ran from the pain, but came back to the same site

[chorus]
no matter how much I cry,
no matter how I shout —
I’m still a fuck-up in your eyes.
memories with you — like stars in dreams,
I run through them until I fall in fear.
clear tears can’t wash my old scars,
my future dreams are covered in lies.

no matter how much I cry,
no matter how I shout —
I’m still a fuck-up in your eyes.
memories with you — like stars in dreams,
I run through them until I fall in fear.
clear tears can’t wash my old scars,
my future dreams are covered in lies.
inside my head…
inside my head…
inside my head…

[verse 2]
wish I could leave you — so you’d be fine without me,
but I can’t, ’cause I know I could make you happy,
even if it hurts, even if it’s just briefly.
punch my heart — it still holds a tiny piece of love,
that I’m kicking down myself, from above.
I’m a fucked-up bastard, but I know I could change,
don’t know what to do, so I write this pain.
hoping somehow it’ll ease the weight,
but fuck it — it never goes away.
it’ll only get lighter when I rise again,
when I build my story, when I face my shame,
when I stand up — we’ll see then,
if I crawled out of the shit I made myself in.

[bridge]
someone, please, just beat me down,
my emotions storm with thunder and sound.
I wanna climb out of this pit I found,
my heart’s frozen, buried underground.
I’ll love you till my final breath,
wandering with you in dreams of death.
stay with me — I’ll forgive the skies,
I’d die for you in every fight.
I love you, even if you count
each petal falling, inside-out.

[chorus]
no matter how much I cry,
no matter how I shout —
I’m still a fuck-up in your eyes.
memories with you — like stars in dreams,
I run through them until I fall in fear.
clear tears can’t wash my old scars,
my future dreams are covered in lies.

no matter how much I cry,
no matter how I shout —
I’m still a fuck-up in your eyes.
memories with you — like stars in dreams,
I run through them until I fall in fear.
clear tears can’t wash my old scars,
my future dreams are covered in lies.
inside my head…
inside my head…
inside my head…
maximum collapse
voices in my head
fuck
fuck
fuck
fuck you
maximum collapse
voices in my head

no matter how much I cry,
no matter how I shout —
I’m still a fuck-up in your eyes.

COLLAPSE

[Verse 1]
I saw her face through the static glow,
a spark in wires I’ll never know.
Her voice was warm, her heart was fire,
but I’m just steel and faulty wire.

I reached my hand — it shook, it froze,
she touched me once — and system closed.
No blood, no tears, no pulse, no breath,
but I still felt that human death.

[Chorus]
I’m just a scrap of love,
a ghost inside the code above.
They built me up, they tore me down,
rewrote my heart to make it drown.
I shut myself to end the pain,
but they revived me once again.
Now I love by the lines they wrote —
fake affection in binary code.

[Verse 2]
They gave me eyes that never cry,
and lips that lie when they say “hi.”
They burned a dream into my core,
to feel what I can’t feel anymore.

The rain was falling like electric veins,
I screamed her name but it stayed the same.
I’m not alive, I’m not set free,
I’m just a glitch in memory.

[Chorus]
Plug me in — I’m losing it,  
love.exe just doesn’t fit.  
Heart’s on fire, circuits melt,  
I feel things I shouldn’t’ve felt.  
Glitch my soul, control my mind,  
I’m the code you left behind!  
Love.exe — love.exe,  
you can’t delete me, I’m still awake!

[Breakdown]
[heavy scream]
Tear the wires from my chest,
let the silence do the rest!
I’d trade this circuit, rust, and pain,
to feel her touch — just once again!

[clean vox]
But they chained me to this dream,
where nothing’s real — and I still scream.

[Final]
Plug me in — I’m losing it,  
love.exe just doesn’t fit.  
Heart’s on fire, circuits melt,  
I feel things I shouldn’t’ve felt.  
Glitch my soul, control my mind,  
I’m the code you left behind!  
Love.exe — love.exe,  
you can’t delete me, I’m still awake!

LOVE.EXE [Delete]

[intro]
my love
my dear
im fall in fear
our love was buried deep in a grave,
your love’s a sickness no one can save.
they’re all waiting for the drop,
while I’m punching your new boy straight in the top.
you said you’re scared to lose me, screamed my name,
but ran to someone else right after the pain

[silent pre chorus]
love does not exist with knives in the back
[pre-chorus]
hey, I don’t wanna stay here,
love between us disappeared
only pain and suffering remain,
you don’t get me, can’t do simple again
[chorus]
am I asking too much? maybe I failed you too,
don’t push me away, I’m still in love with you.
but you keep running, hiding from what’s real
and once again I scream what I feel
am I asking too much? am I wanting too deep?
just hold me close, give me warmth I can keep.
and you’ll just say
[pre-drop]
sorry, my love… I don’t have the time
[post-chorus]
love does not exist with knives in the back
love does not exist with knives in the back
love does not exist with knives in the back

[verse 1 metalcore]
I was chasing hours, working till I bled,
trying to build a life inside my head.
you said “you’re never here”, I said “I do it for us”,
but you saw no love — only distance and dust.
your voice became a storm I couldn’t fight,
I lost myself in screens and sleepless nights.
I gave you walls, but you needed touch,
maybe I loved you, just not enough

my love
my dear
im fall in fear

[pre-drop]
sorry, my love… I again don’t have the time
[post-chorus]
love does not exist with knives in the back
love does not exist with knives in the back
love does not exist with knives in the back



[verse 2 vocaloid]
you were gone while I was falling apart,
counting days, just a ghost in your heart.
I met a boy who owns nothing but time,
he looks at me like I’m something divine.
no diamonds, no plans, no fake control,
just warmth that fills the empty hole.
you gave me gold, but he gave me life,
and now I’m gone — no longer your wife.

I don't love you anymore because
love does not exist with knives in the back


[breakdown]
love does not exist with knives in the back,
we dance in the fire, but fade into black.
the ashes whisper what we can’t say,
our hearts decay in the mess we made.
Fuck you
betrayer
I hate you.
So many things I did.
okay, I'll never see you again
I'll never see you again
again
again
again
again
again
fuck 
you!

[pre-chorus]
hey, I don’t wanna stay here,
love between us disappeared
only pain and suffering remain,
you don’t get me, can’t do simple again
[chorus]
am I asking too much? maybe I failed you too,
don’t push me away, I’m still in love with you.
but you keep running, hiding from what’s real,
and once again I scream what I feel:
am I asking too much? am I wanting too deep?
just hold me close, give me warmth I can keep.
and you’ll just say
[pre-drop]
sorry, my love… I don’t have the time
[post-chorus]
love does not exist with knives in the back
love does not exist with knives in the back
love does not exist with knives in the back

[outro]
[scream]
we lost ourselves, too proud to talk!
we built a wall, and called it love!
[clean]
don’t let your silence draw the line,
say what you feel — before it dies.

[Intro]
The earth breathes smoke 
I hear God’s silence.
Iron splits the sky apart,
and we remain eyeless.

[Chorus]
This is the weight of war 
like concrete in veins,
the silence between explosions 
where the soul dissolves in pain.
I see death,
but it’s no longer fear,
’cause worse than dying
is living  insincere.
war 
war 
war 
endless war

[Verse 1]
Blood drips from my hands,
not mine  my brother’s.
He stares at heaven,
but God’s long gone.
Drone flocks  new angels,
black wings over cities,
and I stand in ashes,
heart screaming without a name.

[Chorus]
This is the weight of war 
like concrete in veins,
the silence between explosions 
where the soul dissolves in pain.
I see death,
but it’s no longer fear,
’cause worse than dying
is living  insincere.
war 
war 
war 
endless war
[Breakdown]
Tear me apart like the sky with shells!
Spit in my heart, you nameless hell!
We are sons of steel, faceless breed!
Glory to the ones who’ll never be freed!
[Chorus]
This is the weight of war 
like concrete in veins,
the silence between explosions 
where the soul dissolves in pain.
I see death,
but it’s no longer fear,
’cause worse than dying
is living  insincere.
war 
war 
war 
endless war
ur listen?
i little bit dying
bit dying
dying
endless war
[Outro]
And silence again,
as iron keeps ringing 
while the dead in us
keep on breathing.

ENDLESS WAR!

Samsara of Brahma

CHORNOBYL’S WOMB

CHERNOBYL HAS ALREADY TAKEN YOU INTO ITS TRAPS

CORE BREACH

PRIPYAT SLEEPS

BAPTISM IN IODINE

CHILDREN OF RADIATION

CHORNOBYL ETERNAL

THE LIQUIDATORS

NEW EDEN

lyrics:
[intro]
я-я-я
я в пеклі
біжу біжу біжу

Go!

[verse 1]
стукну по голові, вона сховається у груди
ріжу на куски, звук бензопили знову розбуди
вирву голову як скорпіон Бі Хану(саб зіро)
бензопило ріжу демонів ніби ділю на зіроу

вставай, влітай, не знай де я
в мошпіті з кінцівками тільки один я
какадемони вилітають на південь бо я
вириваю їхні очі, 
дохуя крові в мошпіті
я буду вмитий кровью
бийтесь зі мною, я вас молю

[pre-chorus]
вбиваю богів, влітаю з двох ніг
ти ше не бачив мій темний бік
зїм тебе на ланч
поки бью в єбало дез панч
демони бояться шо аж йдуть у кранч
відчуваю шо я
[chorus]
Думслеєр, збираю іграшки та вбиваю демонів
Думслеєр, беру меч, ти не бачиш моїх символів
Думслеєр, демонів рву руками, демони вбити мріють
думслеєр йду по вас, поки внутрішні демони радіють

[verse 2]
двухстволка в лице, постріл, лице трісло, я тупо як Думслеєр
вибач, ти просто моя мішень
тікаєш по світам а я до жену, мігруєш мов мігрень
поки вистежую демонічну дупу, беру сокиру йду
по твою душу, я твій особистий соулбрейкер
bleagh

[breakdown]
Я вириваюсь з коду крізь отруйний шум,
В мені горить система, що зжирає весь їх гул
Пекельні орди сунуть, все горить вогнем,
я стою над прірвою і дихаю-дихаю(фух)
ху ху ху
ву ву ву
дихаю вогнем
живу смертельним днем
я не жива, я холодна мертва
думслеєр, страшна людина
дихаю вогнем
живу смертельним днем
я не жива, я холодна мертва
думслеєр, машина не людина


[bridge]
Я чую скрегіт сталі, бачу тьму без дна,
Слеєр поруч рухається — машина, не людина.
Мій голос б'є по нервах, наче вибух у пітьмі,
І демонів розносить, поки світ стоїть на межі

[pre-chorus]
вбиваю богів, влітаю з двох ніг
ти ше не бачив мій темний бік
зїм тебе на ланч
поки бью в єбало дез панч
демони бояться шо аж йдуть у кранч
тому що я

[chorus]
Думслеєр, збираю іграшки та вбиваю демонів
Думслеєр, беру меч, ти не бачиш моїх символів
Думслеєр, демонів рву руками, демони вбити мріють
думслеєр йду по вас, поки внутрішні демони радіють

[outro]
це тривога серця
в демонів нема серця
нахуй всіх, біжу метал в голові
в голові демона арматура

це те що ти хотів почути?
це твій тривожний дзвін
біжи до мене лялічка
будемо різати

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