I've always wanted to create things and show them to an audience. However, through cutting everyone and everything music-related off for little reason, my music has fallen to the wayside and I feel I've accidentally forced myself back to square one. Experimenting with music has always been something I love to do, especially forcing myself out of my comfort zone. Aphelion is a collection of songs I've made but haven't had the guts to release out of fear that they would alienate my audience. I'm done being scared. This is Aphelion.

All tracks written, produced, performed, mixed, and mastered by Tony Michalski (Syonide)
Track 9 features vocals from sixgarden

Aphelion

Can You Also Hear It? - out now via SILKENWOOD

Choice of Words [Cheap Thrill, Syonide, What The PUP! - via SILKENWOOD]

"Out of Body" w/ Cheap Thrill - OUT NOW ON FORM'S ALL NIGHTER 9

KILLGROUP - LOSE LOSE [OUT NOW]

Lost 2022.flp

I've had a few years to reflect on myself
Unintentionally stepped out of the spotlight
I can say that I'm focusing on my health
But I'd be lying if I didn't regret it outright

Left to my own devices, I crumble
How did I get to this point, I wonder
I'll admit I lost my stability
and I don't have the ability to pick myself back up 

I feel so lost, I feel so lost

So, I've had enough of my own self-pity
I need to get out and see my city
Staying inside's kept me busy
But I can't deny that everything feels so empty

Left to my own devices, I crumble
Why am I still at this point, I wonder
I know I can get back my stability
I can do it and get back that validity
and recover the clarity that I desperately need

I feel so lost, I feel so lost
Get me out at any cost
Cause I feel so lost

Take a deep breath
I'm fine on my own
I've been wandering down this path all alone
Is this something that I've convinced myself
That my loneliness is gonna help
Or am I gonna keep spiraling down this rabbit hole

Left to my own devices, I crumble
Why am I still at this point, I wonder
I know I can get back my stability
I can do it and get back that validity
and recover the clarity that I desperately need

I feel so lost, I feel so lost
Get me out at any cost
Cause I feel so lost

Lost

(Verse 1)
Light a match, casting light upon the ground
Look at everything you've built & found
Playing with your walls of sound
Look at the crowd gathering around
Kid, you got something special
And a somewhat healthy mental
Your work was a vessel
But you let the rise get to you
Truly was an exciting time
Labels and deals aligned
But you lived too much in fantasy
To actually make them a reality
You let your pride consume you
Talking about yourself with no follow-through
You’re too distracted to notice that you dropped the match
Now the crowd’s running away as you’re left all alone to-

(Chorus)
Watch the fire you created burn it down
Everything you worked for, it’s all gone
Light the bridge with kerosene
And then it burns all to the ground

(Verse 2)
I’m watching your fire run wild over something you cared for
And now I’m wondering how you could possibly hurt more
(Cause)
You seem so empty with the mourning of all of your work
Even though you’re the one who burned it, you hurt yourself, now you’re stuck and now you’ll just-

(Chorus)
Watch the fire you created burn it down
Everything you worked for, it’s all gone
Light the bridge with kerosene
And then it burns all to the ground

You did this all to yourself (Then it burns down)
You did this all to yourself (I watched it burn down)
And now you're watching it burn

Then It Burns

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+Lyrics+
I wanna make something beautiful
but everything I touch seems to turn to dust

Maybe I'm going crazy
Maybe I'm just going mad
I forced myself to lose everything that I had
I feel if I don't right this wrong with this song
I'll lose it all and watch my work turn to dust

Watch it all turn to dust
Was it all worthless?

Maybe I'm going crazy
Maybe I'm just going mad
I forced myself to lose everything that I had
I feel if I don't right this wrong with this song
I'll lose it all and watch my work turn to dust

+Written, Produced, Performed, Mixed & Mastered by Syonide+

Turn To Dust

Stream

It's the worst feeling you could possibly get
You're in love, but you know you're just faking it
What do you do when you're scared to tell the truth?
I don't wanna address these feelings
but I know I can't keep lying to you like this
We'll feel better if we released
Each other from this loosening grip
I know you fear this
"i don't wanna hear it", you said to me
but I can't keep lying like this

"I don't wanna hear it"
But I still screamed it out loud
Guess I didn't fear it
I'm finally proud
You can't hold me down anymore
I've won this war
How does it feel
When it's your pride that I steal?

I've spent my whole life not wanting to speak up
I've been trapped in that moment for a while
The pressure's been building up until it'll erupt
That stuff will kill you as a child

I don't want my past to define me
That's no longer me, so start looking at me
From now on, I can guarantee
I don't wanna hear it if it tries to hold me back

"I don't wanna hear it"
But I still screamed it out loud
Guess I didn't fear it
I'm finally proud
You can't hold me down anymore
I've won this war
How does it feel
When it's your pride that I steal?

"I don't wanna hear it"
But I still screamed it out loud
Guess I didn't fear it
I'm finally proud
I'm finally proud

I Don't Wanna Hear It

Same As It Ever Was reunites for their controversial third album "go bananas", recorded entirely during the COVID lockdown and with the whole grindcore community hating their guts, "go bananas" is a lukewarm followup [yes this is the sequel to my grindcore video]

tracklist:
0:00: an introduction to what grindcore is
0:18: making my stance clear
0:33: tinnitus
0:47: i hate james corden
1:17: foursquare
1:37: go bananas
2:37: fuck the usa

lyrics:
[Track 1: an introduction to what grindcore is]
Grindcore is an extreme fusion of heavy metal and hardcore punk that draws inspiration from noisy-types of metal. Featuring heavily distorted, down-tuned guitars, grinding overdriven bass, high-speed tempo, blastbeats, lyrics that consist of social/political concerns, gory subject matter, and black humor, all portrayed in vocals that consist of—

[Track 2: making my stance clear]
RAAAAAAAAAAAA
I wanna murder pedophiles
And if you try to censor me
That means you protect pedophiles (oooh)

[Track 3: tinnitus]
*achoo* oh god
I think I got tinnitus motherfucker
I got tinnitus
(Ouuugh, ouuugh)
I think I got tinnitus motherfucker bitch
Aaaaaa, I can’t hear!
I might as well go watch some TV…

[Track 4: i hate james corden)
“Looking around as if you wished you were anywhere, but here” (Sir Patrick Stewart)
“Oh! You couldn’t be more wrong, sir.” (James Corden)
I hate James Corden
Did you know he once tried to advocate to lower the pay of his writers? What the fuck?
He was in that movie Superintelligence which wasn’t that good
I watched my mom watch it on an airplane (vroom)
It didn’t look that fuckin’ good
He was an AI that tried to destroy the world
That’s just him

[Track 5: foursquare]
(Who’s ready?)
Four score and seven years ago our fathers brought forth, upon this continent, a new nation, conceived in liberty, and dedicated to the proposition that all men are created equal.

[Track 6: go bananas]
Go bananas!
Vrvrvrvrvrvrvrvrvrv
Go bananas!
Vrvrvrvrvrvrvrvvr

In Southeast Asia—the center of diversity for bananas, both wild and cultivated—the distinction between "bananas" and "plantains" does not work, according to Valmayor et al.
Many bananas are used both raw and cooked. There are starchy cooking bananas which are smaller than those eaten raw.

Did you know bananas are yellow? But they can also be green and brown? You shouldn’t eat those ones, they might be bad.
I love bananas!

Go bananas
Vrvrvrvrvrvrvrvrvrv
Go bananas
Brbrbrbrvrvvrrv

[Track 7: fuck the usa]
It’s time for a history lesson. So class, open up your textbooks, and open up to chapter ‘fuck the usa’

Do you know about gerrymandering? 
It’s kind of a fucked up way to look at it
Imagine you vote for somebody and then some motherfucker takes out your vote like you didn’t do nothing
“What the fuck is it?” I could go on and on
(Did you know?)

The 1962 Bahamian general election was likely influenced by gerrymandering

After the restoration of democracy in 1990, Nepali politics has well exercised the practice of gerrymandering with the view to take advantage in the election.

Turkey has used gerrymandering in the city of Istanbul in the 2009 municipal elections

The United States, among the first countries with an elected representative government, was the source of the term gerrymander

So fuck you, Gerry!

Same As It Ever Was - go bananas

i'm releasing a midwest emo inspired project and this is the first song, "21"! this song would also not be possible without the criminally underrated @destroythemoonband so please go show them some support :)

[Verse 1: Syonide]
I feel like I disappointed you
Do you think I'm even enough?
Putting all my worth into what you think
But I can't be right, so

[Chorus: Syonide]
I could try
To be the one you wanted me to be
But it wouldn’t matter in the end
I could lie
And tell you that I’m seeing what you see
But I keep getting caught up in the red

[Verse 2: AJ of Destroy The Moon]
No amount of meaning
Can ever stop the bleeding
I need to see it through to the end

[Verse 2: Danny of Destroy The Moon]
I never had a place in the world
Now I’m no different than anyone
Try to find a way to make it back alive
can I make it back?
Can I make it?

[Chorus: Destroy The Moon]
I could try
And be the one you wanted me to be
But it wouldn’t matter in the end
I could lie
And tell you that I’m seeing what you see
But I keep getting caught up in the red

[Bridge: Syonide]
Is it over yet?
What do you want from me?
I can’t let the dream die again
Is it over yet?
Numbness spreading to my hands
I can't, I can’t let the dream die

[Bridge: Destroy The Moon & Syonide]
It's racing through my head again
A flurry of regret
Watching the days pass
Why try to be like anyone
When you only have yourself
Watching through the glass

It's racing through my head again
A flurry of regret
Watching the days pass
Why try to be like anyone
When you only have yourself
Watching through the glass

[Chorus: All]
I could try
To be the one you wanted me to be
But it wouldn’t matter in the end
I could lie
And tell you that I’m seeing what you see
But I keep getting caught up in the red

Is it over yet?
What do you want from me?
I can’t let the dream die again
Is it over yet?
Numbness spreading to my hands
I can't, I can’t let the dream die

21 (feat. Destroy The Moon)

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Lyrics:
There’s something there
Out in the air
The smell of smoke carried by the wind

Breathe in with me
A sight to see

Can you also hear it?
Off in the distance, the sound of the flares drawing nearer as they fall

Can you also feel it?
I’m begging the feeling to stop it’s fleeting
Further and further as it goes

It’s drawing nearer
Can you hear it?
Can you hear it too?

Syonide - Can You Also Hear It?

Lyrics:
His choice of words
Meant everything to me
And I don’t want it to end
But I lost my composure
When I fucked it all over
And I just can’t go through this again

I light the pyre for you
I’ll watch you burn away
New life bestowed before you
I have to turn away
I know what haunts me down to my core
It clouds my mind and burns at my soul
I have to turn away

The grief hits different when it’s expected
Heartbreak’s different when the signs are directed
Can’t avoid it when it’s interconnected
It’s all in my head, broken past my protection
When I go to sleep, I’m okay
My dreams in color, not gray
There’s no place I’d rather stay
But the sun comes up and it rips me away

I light the pyre for you
I’ll watch you burn away
New life bestowed before you
I have to turn away
I know what haunts me down to my core
It clouds my mind and burns at my soul
I have to turn away

I only saw from a distance
You slowly fading to nothing
And yet when you reached for me
I turned away

These vacant bones will hold you close
And I’ll break them just to hold your weight
I’m still not the same

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Cheap Thrill, Syonide & What The PUP! - Choice of Words

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From August 10th to August 11th, 2024, over 1,000 creatives woke up early, clocked out of work, gathered with friends, and prepared for the 24-hour challenge to come. As submissions roll in, the day passes in the blink of an eye. Musicians put their final touches on their songs, passing around the master file for one final polish from all collaborators. Visual artists eagerly await for the few final minutes of their render to pass with no issues. All participants take one big, deep breath as they upload their files and hit "Submit". Out of 562 music submissions and 71 art submissions, 45 shining tracks and one cover design were selected and organized with care into one final album. It captures a glimpse of the evolving creativity not just of our community, but of creatives everywhere.

First and foremost, All Nighter is about joy; the payoff is well worth it, but the purpose is in the process. It's so much more than making a song or cover art with a friend—it's human connection. It's learning how to push yourself beyond your creative limits. It's taking pride in your hard work. It's meeting new people who happen to love the same musicians and artists as you. Creating what makes you happy is a joy that keeps the wheels of creativity turning; we all owe it to ourselves to love what we make, and make what we love.

All proceeds from All Nighter, Vol. 9 will be donated to the National Alliance for Eating Disorders, a charity that provides referrals, education, and support to individuals experiencing eating disorders and their loved ones.

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Cheap Thrill & Syonide - Out Of Body

KILLGROUP - LOSE LOSE

Made a remix for a @punkerrr song that I really love. Quite proud of what I managed to produce in just over two hours. Enjoy <3.

Made it a free dl because i love all you h*cks <3

also i realized there is no sub whoops

Punker - Minos (Syonide Remix)

aragami is a good game and the soundtrack goes crazy

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Two Feathers - Shaded Woods (Syonide Remix)

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Meltdown is one of, if not, my most popular track I've ever released. I made the original in one setting in just above two hours, in a time where I was honing my sound and trying to get my name out there. It's a very important song to me and I wanted to revisit it now that I'm very happy with where I stand production and writing wise. Thank you all for the support you have shown. <3

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My vision of She's A Killer, originally by Justin OH.

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Justin OH - She's A Killer (Syonide Remix)

Thank you for an incredible 2018!

The original song is one of my favorites of all time and I hope I could do it justice with the vocals from the reprise. Here's to an even better 2019!

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ODESZA & WYNNE - Line Of Sight (Reprise) [Syonide Remix]

\\

The subject Glassmask has still yet to be apprehended. His specific mask type is unknown; however, based on who he fights for, it is statistically probable he is a -. Glassmask is highly dangerous. It is in your best safety to not approach this individual unless you are heavily armed. He has taken out several of our men. His actions will not go unpunished.

What is known about Glassmask:
The subject is Male, the subject is mute, and kills with his own weapon, a Karun.

Proceed with extreme caution as we continue to fight and capture this rogue subject.

\\

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Glass

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I close my eyes
And I find
inside of me
my reverie

Reverie

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This feels like fiction
Know it's real, but won't listen
Wish I could remake my decisions
Since I can't stop all these collisions
Obedient to your mission
Since you gave us vision
Your messed up religion
Keeps causing us collisions

This is just the beginning
You made your decisions
Put on a mask and regain vision
We are your new religion

Anachronism EP

Collisions

This is my entry for the Tennotunes Vol. 4 Contest. Update: I didn't place in any of the 30 slots ayoo lets go

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WARFRAME SAMPLES USED:
KhoraSummonVenariImpact
TitaniaTributeImpact
BaruukSereneStormKickD
Tennoloop
Nora Night's Dialogue
NyxChaos
ExcaliburRadialJavelin
ExcaliburUmbraRoar
BaruukDesolateHandsDisarmDartShotC
BaruukSereneStormFistSwipeB
Wukong Cast
KubrodonCall
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i resampled numerous photos of steve and rebecca to do sound design i am so sorry

Dreamers

The product of 6 hours and 25 minutes of four different versions, I am really proud of what I accomplished to make and I hope you all enjoy it!

great news! i lost

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SLUMBERJACK - Hide And Seek (feat. Claire Ridgely) [Syonide Remix]

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Say my name
Awaken, babe
I'll remember, hey
I'm here to stay
My chest has pain
But we are the same
Since I'm not a frame
Reborn from the flame

Anachronism

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I wanna save you but I'm scared
I wanna trust you but I can't
He won't let me be your care
I wanna keep the love we shared

So take me out for longer
I won't be a bother
I promise that I'm here just for you
So trust me, I'll be here
I am here
I'm here

I'm Here

catalyst.flp

What does motivation feel like to you?
Feels like a train that stops out of the blue
Am I out of originality?
Or is this new style just vanity?

Find you
I'm lost
And it makes me feel like I'm going nowhere
and I feel I should care, but i don't

I know there's a catalyst in my head
I know if I get it out there, I could get ahead
I want my music to get out there, it's my dream
But I can't get my voice out there no matter how loud I scream

Find you
I'm lost
And it makes me feel like I'm going nowhere
and I feel I should care, but i don't

Feels like I booked at the wrong hotel
Am I bidding the old farewell?
Is my message really heartfelt?
Am I really being myself?

Catalyst

The second single off of my debut album, "Aphelion", and the mantra I told myself to fall back in love with music.

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+Lyrics+

Everyday I sink deeper into my abyss
I float and wonder how I've gotten myself into this
What is the key to change my fate?
I just need to escape

I'm wrapped up in this cold abyss
How can I escape its coldened grip?
I want to change my fate
But I need to escape this abyss

I wake and see nothing ahead
Wondering if I should get out of bed
I'm wrapped up in this cold abyss
What will I get if I get out of this
This cold abyss

I'm wrapped up in this cold abyss
How can I escape its coldened grip?
I want to change my fate
But I need to escape this abyss

Abyss

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