THE BB MIXTAPE

alone

sometimes

STRBLGHT

written by Caleb Black and Lucas Lex
prod. by Lucas Lex

PREACHER

WASTE (brockhampton cover)

BIRTHDAY

SXDA PXP - Patience?

y'all better blast this jawn as loud as u can pls thanks

TECHNICOLOR

I'M STUCK

VENUS

prod. @aishill // @enluv

(2 of my all time fav sc producers...crazy)

part 1: love

verse 1:

every soul that breathes, is another soul that bleeds 
spread my ashes amongst deeply rooted trees
pray we don’t collide, everytime we lane switch 
the world we share is bleeding, you and i will save it 

sacrificing finances, you can see right through me 
i pay for the promo, but i can’t take you to that movie 
don’t know if i’m ready to just leave my adolescence 
for the road that lays ahead, i’ll live forever in the present 

bonds that are familial, no longer familiar 
they looking at me, confused, can’t seem to configure your 
misguided motives and movements, my youth has just been ruined 
don’t apologize for being us, mutants don’t need improvements

even my friends left me stranded, in this shit alone 
i guess if i be myself, that’s a ticket to an empty home 
they’d fucking kill you, if they saw who you really was 
if no one does, i still got to be someone i truly love 

verse 2:

solitude’s seductive, escape everything exhausting
friends, family, the thoughts i find so haunting 
if they truly heard me, perhaps they would leave in peace 
instead blood continues to drip from the leaves of my tree

i’d rather die alone and die myself
than die surrounded by the people who just wished me to be someone else 
they don’t think they do, but i can feel it 
if i was what you wished, your life would be easy to live it

but i’m not who they say no more 
will they pray through war?
will i stay or soar?

part 2: under the stars

verse 1:

there’s so much resentment i have tied to your shadow 
battle scars, shackled arms, i never had those 
my limbs grown numb, you killed me as i sat froze 
space traveling time, we entering a black hole 

i’m not equipped to save your life, i’ll state it twice 
my skin ain’t tough enough to stop a bladed knife 
commencing in conflict, think about the life you’ll lose
when rifles shoot, i’ve wrote this song too many times, the titles new 

asking what’s inside of you; melodic melancholy 
demonically shot a body, then you start with atomic bombing 
watching myself die through a universal portal
i’m warping and absorbing my soul in attempts to live immortal

letting loose of morals, in order to lighten weight on my shoulders 
now my shoulders light, my poltergeist is killing all your soldiers 
i guess there’s a surplus of love between two people who self loathers 
offering my heart, nothing more than just an organ donor

and all the stars in the sky
they will die 
and all the scars in my life 
they will die 
la di da
la di da

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love // under the stars

PREACHER

SZN HIGH

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