Ideas

Yesterday (Yeha Noha)

Eaten All My Candy Demo

I've been here before
So many glasses all over the floor
I move like molasses after after a storm
I'm tired of the classes tired of it all
I'm tired of it all sometimes

I like to levitate to get above the feeling
that I am never safe
The ground is not appealing

Sometimes
I get along with my head alright

I like to get up late
I like to hide from demons
I like to celebrate when I don't have a reason sometimes

Some days I wake up and everything is fine
other days I wake up and I'm losing my mind
I check my phone it says nine eleven
Dunno what it means but my mind is spinning

Some days are a breeze I have a really good time
I don't really know man can you tell me why?
"I don't know what I really can't see"
Everything's exactly as it's meant to be
Sometimes
I get along with my head alright

Sometimes I Levitate Demo

December Rain

https://open.spotify.com/artist/3Z6ZAuFovWD02jkq4QTEIB?si=yO6EQHQNQCa9nvEPKntzYQ

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Itstold.bandcamp.com

lyrics

I sleep with no voice and wake with no name
That’s just a noise the devil did make
Seventeen times in seventeen days
I can stay dry but I can hear rain

Say your goodbyes, fly away
Meet Lucifer’s eyes and hide your pain
Seventeen times in seventeen days
I can stay dry but I can hear rain
I can hear rain
I sleep with no voice and wake with no name

And I can’t see a way out
Devil’s taking me now
And I can’t see a way out
The devil’s taking me down

And I can’t see a way out
Devil’s taking me now
I sleep with no voice and wake with no name
I sleep with no voice and wake with no name

(I can’t see a way out
Devil is taking me now)

Lucifer's Eyes

From my debut EP "Heaven" out November 18th on IAMSOUND Records

Featuring Ioanna Gika from Io Echo

In Low Light (feat. Ioanna Gika)

Heaven

I know it hurts, you know
I'd quench that thirst (I can treat you better than her)
You say you're lonely, I say you'll think about it
'Cause you're the only one who resonates that chase
Mouth open like high

Higher than a motherfucker, dreaming of you as my lover (Mouth open, you're high)
Flying like a streamer, thinking of new ways to do each other (Mouth open, you're high)
Pull out the incisor, give me two weeks, you won't recognise her
Mouth open, you're high

I know it hurts, you know
I'd put you first
You say you want me, I say you'll live without it
Unless you're the only one who instigates
Get your mouth open, you're high

Higher than a motherfucker, dreaming of you as my lover (Mouth open, you're high)
Flying like a streamer, thinking of new ways to do each other (Mouth open, you're high)
Pull out the incisor, give me two weeks, you won't recognise her
Mouth open, just open your heart

Feel your body closing, I can rip it open
Suck me up, I'm healing for the shit you're dealing
Smoke on your skin to get those pretty eyes rolling
My thighs are apart for when you're ready to breathe in
Suck me up, I'm healing for the shit you're dealing
High motherfucker, get your mouth open, you know you're mine

I'll put you first, just close your eyes and dream about it
Higher than a motherfucker, dreaming of you as my lover
I'll quench your thirst, just chase the high and stop your doubting
Flying like a streamer, thinking of new ways to do each other

I'll put you first, just close your eyes and dream about it
Pull out the incisor, give me two weeks, you won't recognise her
I'll quench your thirst, just chase the high and stop your doubting
Just open your heart
I'll put you first, just close your eyes and dream about it
Just open your heart
I'll quench your thirst, just chase the high and stop your doubting
Just open your heart

Two Weeks (FKA Twigs Cover [Demo])

The hardest thing
I’ve ever faced
Is being here
With so much space

You’re my girl
I said I’d wait
But every moment
Feels like a waste

I got in the shower
To try and get warm
Then I was lying on the bathroom floor
I went to my room
And I lay in my bed
Holding on to your sweater
Breathing your scent

Feel like I’m falling
Feel like I’m falling
Feel like I’m falling

I wanted to tell you
I’m not doing well
That I feel like I’m falling
And I needed your help
Everyone tells me
It’s a bad idea
To delay the panic
I open a beer

Feels like I’m falling
Feel like I’m falling
Feels like I’m falling

You’re getting married
In three weeks time
And I wanted to tell you
That you’re gonna be fine
I know that you’re worried
That you won’t make it out
But you’re a survivor
There's no doubt

I understand
Why it must be like this
I thought I was stronger
Guess I was in denial

It’s the same pain
That I felt as a child
Now it’s back again
And it might be a while

It might be a while
It might be a while
It might be a while

It Might Be A While (Bedroom Demo)

Saxum VII (The Sadness After The Storm)

You're under my skin
I'm underwater
And I can't swim

I don't wanna die
Without your hand
Just come to Boulder
Fuck everything

Your cliffhangers baby
Get me every time
Always keep me guessing
Leaves me high and dry

Yeah when we're together
Everything feels right
Even in this weather
I know we'll be fine

Under My Skin (Fuck Everything) Demo

Waited for you all day
To text me goodnight
I picture your face
As you turn out the light
I’ve been playing it cool
But I don’t have the time
Kinda threw out the rules
When I turned 35

Why do I think of you
All the time
It’s all I do

Don’t want you to know
That I’m not doing well
I can’t sleep at night 
And I’m going through hell

I don’t feel myself 
When you’re not around
You’re the best antidepressant I’ve found 

I’m on fire
For you
And I would wait forever

I'm On Fire (Demo)

Alyssa

Mind Schematics (Guitar Demo)

You're under my skin
I'm underwater
And I can't swim

I don't wanna die
Without your hand
Just come to Boulder
Fuck everything

Your cliffhangers baby
Get me everytime
Always keep me guessing
Leaves me high and dry

Yeah when we're together
Everything feels right
Even in this weather
I know we'll be fine

In the desert again
Cast out of the garden
Oh it never ends
I die for my sins
Under the water
*Indecipherable vocalization*

Under My Skin 04

Everyday I wake up and then I begin to feel
Notice my surroundings and accept it all as real
Pondering the curtains wonder what do they conceal
These thoughts they come and they go
Leaving no impression like a bird in a clear blue sky
Like a bird passing in a clear blue sky

(To record later)

I spent my first several years thinking god was real
They put me in a Christian school on the Malvern hills
I was taken back by the stories of the missions
If you love your neighbours why you gotta kill em?
Like a bird in the deep blue sky
(These thoughts fade)
Like the impression of a bird in the deep blue sky

Like a Bird 04

Form is emptiness, 
emptiness also is form. 
Emptiness is no other than form. 
Form is no other than emptiness. 
In the same way, feeling, perception, formation, and consciousness are emptiness. 
Thus all dharmas are emptiness. 
There are no characteristics. 
There is no birth and no cessation. 
There is no impurity and no purity. 
There is no decrease and no increase. 
Therefore, in emptiness there is no form, no feeling, no perception, no formation, no consciousness. 
No eye, no ear, no nose, no tongue, no body, no mind, no appearance, no sound, no smell, no taste, no touch, no dharmas. No eye dhatu, up to, no mind dhatu, no dhatu of dharmas. 
No mind consciousness dhatu, there's no ignorance. No end of ignorance. Up to no old age and death. No end of old age and death. No suffering, no origin of suffering. No cessation of suffering. No path, no wisdom, no attainment, and no not attainment.

In another time
In another place
There was a gathering I know
Where all of the people want to know
How do I find
Relief from the pain?
Ah the feeling that I know
That I've been fighting for so long

All I wanna know is
I don't wanna hear about,
I don't wanna talk about
The horror
I don't wanna let it out
Never
Tell me I can work it out

Cos I've been holding on too long
Is there a way to let it go
Is there a way out?
Tell me the way out

Form is emptiness, 
emptiness also is form. 
Emptiness is no other than form. 
Form is no other than emptiness. 
In the same way, feeling, perception, formation, and consciousness are emptiness. 
Thus all dharmas are emptiness. 
There are no characteristics. 
There is no birth and no cessation. 
There is no impurity and no purity. 
There is no decrease and no increase. 
Therefore, in emptiness there is no form, no feeling, no perception, no formation, no consciousness. 
No eye, no ear, no nose, no tongue, no body, no mind, no appearance, no sound, no smell, no taste, no touch, no dharmas. No eye dhatu, up to, no mind dhatu, no dhatu of dharmas. 
No mind consciousness dhatu, No ignorance. No end of ignorance. Up to no old age and death. No end of old age and death. No suffering, no origin of suffering. No cessation of suffering. No path, no wisdom, no attainment, and no not attainment.





Heart Sutra 3

Return Forever

There's No Truth

Master Of The Species

2 Young

TOLD Summer 16 Mix

Heaven EP

It's Alive! (Demos)

Allen Ginsberg's Song (Sunflower)

It'll Never Be Enough

Heal Me

Sunflower Tape

Do You Remember?

music video : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jiSUVvFRzNc
full album : https://ffm.to/itsnotaboutthewater

Drinking the water
you get on the floor and you drink the water

Sun the sun the sun
I need the sun the sun the sun

Because I've seen the horror I stare at it all and I see the horror
Seeing the horror I stare at the wall and I see the horror

Drinking the water
you get on the floor and you drink the water

It's Not About the Water

Drink The Water

stuck in my head you know i do i go for days with only you it's all my angel now
then the water it pours and returns to the ground and all the shit that you saw now it comes full around
when i thought i was sinking i turnt it around, just when i when i thought i was sinking  the angels surround you
oh and i saw it falling down me and it said it's all around me
those angels surround you
say you didn't
wait a minute say you didn't break my heart
wait a minute say you didn't get my call
break my heart into the wall
when i thought i was sinking i turnt it around when i thought i was sinking i turnt it around
just when I thought I was lost then I saw I was found Just when I thought I was Lost then I saw I was found

Just when I thought i was lost then I saw I was found

Mind Schematics

Serenade No.13 For Steel Drums With 808

I heard my neighbours
Singing today
Fuck tha police
By N.W.A.
I thought of my Daddy
How we used to sing
The Sex Pistols' version of God Save the Queen

God Save the Queen yeah
God Save the Queen yeah
God Save the people
From the fascist regime

We're watching the sunset to sirens to sirens
We're watching the sunset to sirens to sirens
We're watching the sunset to violence to violence
We're watching the sunset to silence to silence

Like Tiananmen Square this wasn't just a dream
When the enemy is scared the enemy is mean
They're like animals
Yeah we are animals too

I turned on the TV 
To check on the news
It wasn't that easy
They'd arrested them too

Like Tiananmen Square this wasn't just a dream
When the enemy is scared the enemy is mean
They're like animals
Yeah we are animals too

God Save the Queen yeah
God Save the Queen yeah
God Save the people
From the fascist regime

We're watching the sunset to sirens to sirens
We're watching the sunset to sirens to sirens
We're watching the sunset to violence to violence
We're watching the sunset to silence to silence

We're watching the sunset to sirens to sirens
We're watching the sunset to sirens to sirens
We're watching the sunset to violence to violence
We're watching the sunset to silence to silence

Like Tiananmen Square this wasn't just a dream
When the enemy is scared the enemy is mean
They're like animals
Yeah we are animals too

We're watching the sunset to sirens to sirens
We're watching the sunset to sirens to sirens
We're watching the sunset to violence to violence
We're watching the sunset to silence to silence

Watching The Sunset To Sirens (Just Like Tiananmen Square)

It's always in my pocket
You want it
You got it
It's always in my pocket
You want it
You got it
It's always in my pocket
You want it
You got it
It's always in my pocket
You want it
You got it

And if you wanna travel thru time
Then let's do it
I'll take you to the movies
Eat candy 
Drink fluids
I'll buy you all the popcorn and the coca-cola drinks
I'll take you to the ocean we can hang out with the fish

It's always in my pocket
You want it
You got it
It's always in my pocket
You want it
You got it
It's always in my pocket
You want it
You got it
It's always in my pocket
You want it
You got it

I don't like wearing Nikes©
I don't think it's moral
I have a funny story
From when I was a kid

The short version is
My brother got the Air Zooms™
And when I tried them on
I could run super fast

I went thru my parents' window
It was a crescendo
And I was super scared of the glass on the floor

My brother always beat me
On the Nintendo
First it was the SNES
Then the N64

It's always in my pocket
It's always in my pocket

You want it
You got it
It's always in my pocket
You want it
You got it
It's always in my pocket
You want it
You got it
It's always in my pocket
You want it
You got it

It's always in my pocket
It's always in my pocket

I don't take medication
For my depression
I've found that meditation works better and it's free
I guess that I just sit there and I do nothing
It kind of feels like eating a nice ice cream
That is always in my pocket
You want it
you got it
It's always in my pocket
You want it
you got it
It's always in my pocket
It's always in my pocket

It's Always In My Pocket

You... Forever

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