C2H6O

About self and self harm. 

Lyrics:
"I bring Summer,
A never ending Sun,
In the night Spring calls to me (“Remember me”)
As I scorch the earth ("Remember me not"),
Rage and destruction in my path (Destruction is all I leave)
As I fade away
Into the nihil"

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(I Bring) Summer [Demo]

The gift of power. The strength provided by snow-capped mountains and frozen lakes.

Mountain Meditation [Demo]

Shed

"You were my friend and my foe
I couldn't be enough, never could
It was me, I was wrong, I was always wrong...
I wanted everything, everything...
I was always wrong (I couldn't be enough)
I wanted so much, I wanted so much... (I couldn't be enough)"
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Want

_silk_[interlude]

Unto

_aspen_[interlude]

Take me
To the end.
Stars, align.
Erase this form.

To The End

_gleam_[interlude]

I feel lost again.
I want to turn back - and leave,
But I'll continue on.
Wind at my back, 
I’ll continue.
I'm all I’ve got.
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Forward I

The light shown through the leaves
Illuminating my path I walked
Between the leaves I walked
Between the trees I walked
As light shown through the leaves
Illuminating
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Illuminating

_gold_[interlude]

I've been running for so long
I can't seem to face it again
These things they replaced my thoughts
I can [only] run for so long anyway


Fuck mental health

Replaced

And I reach into the back of my mind,
Where scars lie hidden away,
Adding new, fresh wounds
Because I can't fucking stand anything.
I came so far just to throw it all away
For fleeting moments of joy,
Grasping for It.

Fresh Wounds

Sun Blight

I layed in the river (as gold leaves flowed by)
And bled out into the water.
A fire lit the forest
Fueled by my scars.
Watching my last sky,
The water rushed over me.
“I’ll finally be rid of these things that aren’t me.”

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River Bed

The picture you painted of me in your head,
Was it beautiful?
I’m sorry that I couldn’t be who you thought I was,
That me faded long ago.

Inner - Demo

Nothing will ever replace it.
I've been lying from you.
Nothing can make me forget it.
I'd rather not face it.

Heart

_spiral_[glitch]

_shine_[interlude]

No more

Maybe split this with first section ambient and lead in second part becomes riffs for a another sections.

Room

I stared into the core of it.
It was made of pure gold
Untainted pure, unlike my heart.
I harbor too much hate against things I don't know
Against things that I'll never feel, things I'll never see.
And I'll carry it.

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Fall Wind

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