C2H6O

About self and self harm. 

Lyrics:
"I bring Summer,
A never ending Sun,
In the night Spring calls to me (“Remember me”)
As I scorch the earth ("Remember me not"),
Rage and destruction in my path (Destruction is all I leave)
As I fade away
Into the nihil"

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(I Bring) Summer [Demo]

The gift of power. The strength provided by snow-capped mountains and frozen lakes.

Mountain Meditation [Demo]

Shed

Foehn (noun): A warm dry wind coming off the lee slopes of a mountain range

Foehn

"You were my friend and my foe
I couldn't be enough, never could
It was me, I was wrong, I was always wrong...
I wanted everything, everything...
I was always wrong (I couldn't be enough)
I wanted so much, I wanted so much... (I couldn't be enough)"
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Want

Through The Pines (Single)

_silk_[interlude]

_aspen_[interlude]

Take me
To the end.
Stars, align.
Erase this form.

To The End

_gleam_[interlude]

I gave it all I had.
Desperation turned catharsis.
I surrender.

Surrender

The light shown through the leaves
Illuminating my path I walked
Between the leaves I walked
Between the trees I walked
As light shown through the leaves
Illuminating
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Illuminating

_gold_[interlude]

I've been running for so long
I can't seem to face it again
These things they replaced my thoughts
I can [only] run for so long anyway


Fuck mental health

Replaced

And I reach into the back of my mind,
Where scars lie hidden away,
Adding new, fresh wounds
Because I can't fucking stand anything.
I came so far just to throw it all away
For fleeting moments of joy,
Grasping for It.

Fresh Wounds

In these icen halls
Nothing remains but memories

Ice Halls (Demo)

Sun Blight

I’ll finally be rid of these things that aren’t me.
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River Bed

Rise, golden forest. 
Remind us we are ever-changing.
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Goldrise

All these things I’m learning
Something’s changed, I’ve been growing
Seasons change, I’m learning 
I can’t stop things from changing.
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A bit sloppy of an idea. But an idea.

Changing

The musical and emotional scratchpad for my various projects.

Fall Wind

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