MADE IN HEAVEN

prod, ??? x me   (pls help if you can :\)

im on my demon seeing shit yeah
im on my dmt shit yeah
im on some-
im in a different world, 
and i dont know who i am for real
im on some-
im falling down this hole, and i cannot
feel my hands for real
burn away my lungs
hurt and make it worse
i think i smoke too much,
but my friends said "its enough"
CANT STOP, WONT STOP
IM ADDICTED, I CANT STOP!

i still dont know who i am
i still hotbox in my van
i still walk around the forest,
tryna find peter pan
what do i have to lose..?
walk around the party with a loaded garand
i got 16 in my bag,
and like 11 in my hand
said you wanted harsh shit, 
but now youre faced with the darkness
crying to yo bro,
but yo bro put you on this.

i think he laced that shit w fentynal..
that boy with the federal
HE WOULD KILL HIS MOM IF HE COULD
HE WOULD KILL HIS DOG, YES HE WOULD!
on some-
im in a different world, 
and i dont know who i am for real
im on some-
im falling down this hole, and i cannot
</3 feel my hands for real </3
burn away my lungs
hurt and make it worse
i think i smoke too much,
but my friends said "its enough"
CANT STOP, WONT STOP
IM ADDICTED, I CANT STOP

i still dont know who i am
i still hotbox in my van
i still walk around the forest,
tryna find peter pan..
pan..
walk around the party with a loaded garand
i got 16 in my bag,
and like 11 in my hand
said you wanted harsh shit, 
but now youre faced with the darkness
crying to yo bro,
but yo bro put you on this.

im on my demon seeing shit yeah
im on my dmt shit yeah
im on some-
im in a different world, 
and i dont know who i am for real
im on some-
im falling down this hole, and i cannot
feel my hands for real
burn away my lungs
hurt and make it worse
i think i smoke too much,
but my friends said "its enough"
CANT STOP, WONT STOP
IM ADDICTED, I CANT STOP!

peter pan

IF LXXKS CXULD KXLL

KURXXED SHAPPHIRXSS

prod. sorrowbringer
safeatlast > @safeatlast

grace

Stay a while, stay a while
Listen to what I've compiled
Maybe I could make you smile
I could make this worth your while

i been
back on my shit
my futures undecided
i dont wanna own up but my thoughts are drowned by sirens

takin over every damn decsion i confide in
takin over every single home that i reside in

theyre multiplyin 
i dont wanna fight it
division is unnecesary
they say im a flight risk

changin all my habits just in hopes that you will like this 
song that imma make for you but im too indecisive

truthfully
i like what u do 2 me
my life is like a movie scene

i just wanna make it big in the scene
i just wanna make it big and be seen

is that 2 much 2 ask for
i been sober whym i pullin out the flask for
i dont wanna see you can you walk out the back door

bre

im different
"you changed" 
yes, i did
im questioning my
choices
yeah..
my voices
aye
my point is,
everybodys jointless
c'mon, dissapoint us
maybe even rejoin us
the trees look better than they use to
youre shining brighter than i knew you

jointless w/ safeatlast

prod. tracyxo x joshbae

see me blowing rainbows
i dont care bout you hoes
im on my ten toes
ran around this dome
(if we're talking bout it,)

i dont give no shit about a ciggarette pack
i dont care about frozen time
uh huh?
i dont care about golden why?'s
uh huh
this shit bothers me
i dont wanna deal with the shit in my head
i just wanna smoke white runtz till im dead
thoughts come up from the bottom of my mind
aye, i gotta climb back up, i gotta wake up
i dont wanna be late!
i dont know what to say :(
i dont wanna be anyone i try and replicate
5:00 am, waste of time, oh my god..
6:00 am, and im tired as fuck

it still wont wake me up
thc in my gut
faded or nothing bruh
this preroll is all for us
we're living like we're still dumb
who am i kidding?
no one does it better than you.
no one will bother me anymore
dont lie
dont try
dont cry to me anymore
i painted the walls exactly like i wanted to
the stripes i made were pink and blue for you
will you be okay..?

(you were only a momment away)

dont, even bother
coming back.
im sorry,
but im not.
I'M TIRED OF THIS COLD WAR!
I'M TRYNA HELP MYSELF AGAIN!
I'M TRYNA BE ANYONE

up,
i gotta wake up ')
DONT WANNA BE LATE
I DONT WANNA BE ANYONE I TRY TO REPLICATE
FIVE AM WASTE OF TIME OH MY GOD
SIX AM AND IM TIRED AS FUCK
AND DONT WANNA WAKE UP.
ah...
ah...
can you run that by me once again :(?
ah..
ah
i dont know, how else i will-
(find some comfort in my home again)
THIS ROCKING CHAIR DONT FEEL THE SAME
THE PORTRAIT FELL AND SOMETHINGS CHANGED

the portrait fell, & something changed

KURXXED PXRTICLES

KURXXED PXRTICLES (sped Up + bitcrushed)

prod. wisssery

i think im dying
i dont want violence
i wont sleep, wont close my eyelids
smiling thru pain and dont like it
i did what i could to bite it

u saw the same thing i did
cant lie, i still miss ur lips
my blood seeped thru ur dress
and i think this aint depression
and i think i learned my lesson
oo-
cram it in first,
dont grab ur purse
yeah..
oo!

if i cant lie
then i cant try,
yeah
if i cant smile
then i can lie </3
o - o 
i couldnt care much more than i do,
breaking down my boundaries to make it up to u


( who said im not depressed? )
( im fucked up by thursday next )

who said im not the best?
i know ive been depressed
im in over my head
talking always kills me..

MADE IN HEAVEN

Prod. Beezy