Yameii online would slaps for a verse too

A life full of charm ☆

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RU4EpTFxZbc&ab_channel=nomu

out now on all plats <3

ty  @scrobaby for the lovely guitar
(@prodnomu)

float like a butterfly
I spread my wings im gona fly like its do or die
Ya ya ya
Dont get another try
Id fucking throw it all away like a sacrifice

like a butterfly
I spread my wings im gona fly like its do or die
Ya ya ya
Dont get another try
Id fucking throw it all away like a sacrifice
like a sacrifice

But Im better now
Than ive ever felt
Yea im better noow
thats what i tell myself
But Im better now
Than ive ever felt
And id be lying if i said i dont need you now

like a butterfly
I spread my wings im gona fly like its do or die
Ya ya ya
Dont get another try
Id fucking throw it all away like a sacrifice

like a sacrifice
like a sacrifice

Im getting better w the goodbyes
Cuz nothing ever really hit me like the first time
Im used to watching as the time flies
Im reminiscing - missin when u would drive by

And its crazy to kno that u love me still
And it feels so real somehow
Do u love me still
Do u love me stilll somehow

butterfly

all plats <3

//produced by sai, irusu, and meeee

art on cover drawn by irusu

Featuring nicopatty

Lyrics

(scruff) (me)
im so, in
dont know my name anymore
im going
pour my pain in a four
no its not snowin, the rain wont pour (like its cold enough for the rain to turn into snow but it wont come down, referring to opportunities we dont take) (poetic)
imma never stop growing till pain runs course
awooh, lookin for an answer
awooh, trippin over damn words
awooh, I just wanna run away, run away
the same sh*t, the same sh*t is underway n you dont even care
lookin for an answer
awooh, trippin over damn words
awooh, I just wanna run away, run away
the same sh*t, the same sh*t is underway n you dont even care
butterflies when you look around me
no more lies, it surrounds me
this is not how I want it
im so scared, scared of these assumptions

(nicopatty)
assumptions
it's never gonna stop
what's the point in it, fuck it
just tell me what u want
i know u want it, want it
ur breaking ur own heart
i don't give a shi, anymore anymore

awooh, always wanna talk like ur special
ooh, i don't need a lot
dont need much, no
ooh, always wanna talk like ur special
ooh, like ur special
ya im fckn mental 
(x2)

(scruff)
awooh, lookin for an answer
awooh, trippin over damn words
awooh, I just wanna run away, run away
the same sh*t, the same sh*t is underway n you dont even care
lookin for an answer
awooh, trippin over damn words
awooh, I just wanna run away, run away
the same sh*t, the same sh*t is underway n you dont even care
dont know my name anymore
pour my pain in a 4
no its not snowin the rain wont pour
imma.. stop trippin over words
imma
imma..... stop trippin over words...

you don't care w/ nicopatty [p. sai, irusu, & me]

yea cus yea

A life full of charm 01: Bare the loss

the least i do is try to try
ignore the fade away from the corner of my light
Stuck within limbs and bones
Another passenger arrived

Stupid girl who has a lot to learn
cant pick and choose what you'd prefer
and make mistakes that leave their mark in the dirt
I can only hope im with the odds
permanent care or none
if it goes there i couldnt bare the loss

sometimes im scared of what we'd become
of course i miss u when ur gone
imagining im sitting by you its a one on one
its not the same through the phone 
i dont know where u came from
and i dont know where we'll go

whyd u fit the other side so well
make me believe we'll be alright
you've been my favorite thing no doubt 
uh huh hahaha
im deadset cus theres nobody like
baby you're my best friend for life 
lets go far out, lets go now

i'm trying to find something to follow
whether i would believe it or not
so if one of us happens to die tomorrow
we can keep more than memories to comfort us
okay i mainly hate the waiting when its so long
and then for once i didnt want the time to spare
i know that nothing guarentees i'll have some good luck
but if i go with u i would feel safe no matter where
i'd burn out every light and just trek along
or if u decide ur done liking me after all
they dont get it like i get it 
so mean and treat it like a joke
moving on from the out 

we speak quietly
putting me right to sleep
and im so sorry im not there
i shouldnt be afraid of it irrationally 
as long as u dont confirm fears
i wait for the minute u might not like
it comes apparent i'm just stuck i should let it go i was unprepared i was...
awake in the middle of the night because
we've been apart its not fair

whyd u fit the other side so well
make me believe we'll be alright
you've been my favorite thing no doubt 
uh huh hahaha
im deadset cus theres nobody like
baby you're my best friend for life 
lets go far out, lets go now
awake in the middle of the night 
because i like the way you keep me up
and who could blame me when i'm dreaming bout us
awake in the middle of the night because you call my name i think u must sleep talk or maybe u were dreaming bout us

Bare the loss

i know ur mad at me or something
and talkings just way too damn hard 4 me
but you've really done it this time
but i wanna know
why cant u go?
you're talkin too loud
leave me alone
i want you out
i dont really wanna stay
i dont really wanna stay with you
you dont even wanna know what im doing
i just wanna go home with you off my mind
get online cuz we're playing all night
i can not think straight
(where are you?)
im sorry if i lost my mind
ive really done it this time
now i just want out
why cant u go?
you're talkin too loud
leave me alone
i want you out

its my birthday nigga shout to falc

da beats:
playboi carti - beef
brakence - 5g
juno - come thru ft midwxst
ice spice - bikini bottom
that one tik tok beat
rollinthrax - yeaaa
lil uzi - just wanan rock

its my birthday so heres me rapping for 2 minutes

feat. @aftrrs

[intro]
let me know if youre tellin the truth
please dont forget me 
cause i could never forget you 
yeah its best that you left for yourself and im glad
that you got all your help 
and hes there for your hand

[hook]
no i dont want you anywhere near me 
but know that its a lie 
yeah its a lie 
yeah its a lie 

cant concentrate i cant think clearly 
cause all my thoughts tell me to die
they tell me die
tell me to die 

[verse]
talk down
talk down to me 
dont tell me what you want from me
you dont give just take all of the pieces that i needed

know this wont work out
work out i need it 
takin down these drugs repeated
i dont give no fucks bout my own feelings
no i dont see them ima

act so oblivious and say im doin fine 
but its just
so fucking hard you planted seeds inside my mind
i cant waste no time im fuckin fried
no i dont want no one hit my line
u know that ive been
ive been so lonely 
ive been
ive been so lonely 

ive been
ive been so lonely 

[aftrr]
tell me if you're leaving tonight
do you know how i feel inside
change the topic, press the issue
it don't matter who's wrong or right
waiting on you to decide
wanna skip to the end of my life
who gon wipe your tears when you cry?

i'm tired of missing someone
can't believe i thought you were the one
but i can't lie, without you, it's no fun
like who am i, who have i become

overdue communications
fall through on complications
stand on two's, i don't gotta say shit
acting rude with no basis

[hook]
no i dont want you anywhere near me 
but know that its a lie 
yeah its a lie 
yeah its a lie 

cant concentrate i cant think clearly 
cause all my thoughts tell me to die
they tell me die
tell me to die 
x2

refrain

SPOTIFY

refrain ft. aftrr! (plantcham)

https://open.spotify.com/track/6E3Upv9HKLXkX4XJXOo5IW?si=b16b189b5cf4461d
THANK U @quietgrindset

oh im falling apart and i been outta luck
the over thinking baby its bit too much
u stand there thinking to urself, "maybe its lust"
but there is no worry in the end yea its just us

im sending text right through ur phone 
and u tell me u didnt read that
turn off ur location cause u tell me i dont need that
go head and stab me in the back 
i swear to u im gonna bleed black
u still gon find out where i been
yk lying is a sin

cause baby, areutiredyet?
we keep playing all these games
like its russian roulette
i still remember what u said and i wish that i left
ur words they lose their meaning when u say it again x2
 
so what a shame that u didnt wanna take no more time
whos there to blame when the trouble comes from both of the sides
im taking what i want, i gave u what u need
u taking everything for granted, baby what u please
but im worried cause it hasnt been the same
go and look into my eyes and tell me what is there to say
all ur words they have to meaning but ur still gon go complain
i been trippin too much so baby tell me im okay

im sending text right through ur phone 
and u tell me u didnt read that
turn off ur location cause u tell me i dont need that
go head and stab me in the back 
i swear to u im gonna bleed black
u still gon find out where i been
yk lying is a sin

cause baby, areutiredyet?
we keep playing all these games
like its russian roulette
i still remember what u said and i wish that i left
ur words they lose their meaning when u say it again x2

areutiredyet? (quiet)

your love

prod(@scrobaby + @prodnomu)

//
Im sick to my stummy I can't feel a thing
Scrolling on my phone and I cant even think
How you sposed to go its only been a week
hope ill never have to ever see you leave

And i jus wish that u would go home
I miss it everytime i look at all our photos
I cant do this no mo
Cuz i been patient but i hate it when its so slow

Christian on my coat i feel mysterious
All black fitted on my body i feel serious
Tell me y u mad cz bich im curious
I jus asked a question y u furious

im all alone again
I need some medicine
im all alone again
I need some medicine

I have a problem and i cant seem 2 do anything
I’d find a cure but i think ur my only medicine
Im narcissistic by myself and thats my only sin
i need to visit u so i can find some happiness
(2x)

thought i was doing fine
turns out i crossed your line
i felt so bad about myself n how i made u cry

i think i lost my mind
when i called u at night
i promise u that there would never be a second time

im all alone again
I need some medicine
im all alone again
I need some medicine

And i jus wish that u’d go home
I miss it everytime i look at all our photos
I cant do this no mo
Cuz i been patient but i hate it when its so slow

medicine

spotify

Instrumentality

Tape20

1-Off

500Hz Universe

prod me 
feat @omgemags @staggyucrazy
trap acai bowl the album soon

(emags)
you and me no we aint leaving each other
id be sick enough to see you with any sucker
you can go ahead and do it
if you tryna play me you will never see me lose it
if you tryna play me youll be in the club clueless
walked in that bitch, uh, already knew it
im burnt out , like shooting
girl you must know you messed up this time

(sloan)
tell me is it safe for me to go
its killing me i got to know
what we got there's no fixing it
cuz im not no affectionate
swear theres something in the way that you go about it
i dont wana kill the - wait i dont care about it
swear theres somethin in the way you uhh uhh
got the blue maybach that bitch a uh huh

(staggy)
come with me girl you fucking wit a chump
what are we? i dont know but we can fuck
on the E now we fucking up the club
dust off yo fuck me pumps
on the block witcho gucci bag crew
sniffing on the white tryna figure out the move
looking at the clock ima be there very soon
so dust off yo fuck me pumps

(sloan)
attract the change like magneto
im in the cut right with my dogs im not talking no fido
roll the blunt like a burritooo
took yo bitch on a scenic route im not talking no smino
i rock the viv like a jesus piece
boy you better stop that glazing like a meet and greet
i been on my shit like i been eating beans
they gon study me like a new disease

if you know me you know whats up
i pour too much up in my cup
cant be happy cuz winters up
and you know i dont like the sun (its too hot here)
im coast to coast man having fun
im breaking necks like 1 on 1s
all the shit i do is just for fun
so dust off yo fuck me pumps

Bare the loss

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