shoutout @decago n @1altr

every day that passes by
i rly wanna die 
i wanna go 2 sleep forevr i jus wanna cry
ur presense made me feel whole
felt like i could try
n now that ur gone i rly wanna die
restarting my life i wanna fkn damn retry :) 

ik im the problem 
my life that im not solving
counting days till im not here 
cant see myself so clearly
i cant seem 2 escape these problems
i been hiding in the darkness
restarting my life wont solve em 
ik that im the issue- 

i dnt wanna miss u (miss uuu)
i jus wanna kiss u (kiss uuu)
ik im the issue (issue)
crying in my room i miss u

i dnt wanna feel this way jus anymore
i been hating myself 2 the core
i wanna die 
i wanna die baby
i dnt wanna feel my emotions lately
cant keep this 2 myself yeah i cant hide it
evry day that passes by i feel dying
my own life yeah that imma be jus ending
i dnt wanna live this way anymore

itwouldbebetterifiwasdead (decago x altr)

alone in my room x8

alone in my room cause this bih tried to hurt me
unending doom, continues to haunt me
I lived for you, why'd u desert me
alone in my tomb, no one to guide me out

aimr [Prod. Centrlx]

Vocals and Vocal Engineering: Dev
Produced by Matt Beats (https://www.youtube.com/@MattBeats1.)

Lyrics:
[Verse 1]
I’ve been tryna hit
All night this ecstasy 
At night I talk in my sleep and say
That I’m better of without anyone else with me
This weather devours no one else but me

[Chorus]
Yeah this life is up to me
If I wanna make it full of drugs and drinking all night
Yeah this life is up to me
If I wanna find true love or constantly fight
These demons in my mind
They make me overthink and I see signs 
About my future and how I will die
My whole head filled with these dark lies

[Verse 2]
I’ve been tryna get out of the zone of fear
I think I just need someone to hear me out 
Venting my brain my thoughts and my doubts
I need someone that does not care about what I say
I need someone that knows me fully and not far away
I need someone that I know will stay 
Think the answer to that is only me
I can’t stand anyone else
I just wanna spend time with myself

Uptome (prod.mattbeats)

prod by @tgwog @yuikase
mix + master by me

the place below each of my footsteps

the place below each of my footsteps (asagao, tgwog)

@crimsonkey777

IM BACK WITH EMOPLUGG!!! <3

picknic +Key777 (irisv)

https://soundcloud.com/counterxo
I’ve woken up.
(again)
When’s enough, enough?
(enough)

If it starts with no intention, what’s the reason for the end?
There’s no brakes, no intervention, there’s no point to try again.
Can’t defend all my actions.
Can’t pretend that these distractions came and went because they’re still here.
Now the goals near and my head’s clear, now there’s no need for all these tears.
Pain outweighs fear, rust decays gears so the silence is all I hear.
woken up.
Self-destruct.
When’s enough, enough?
It’s an obstacle no, this isn’t love.
Feel so defeated and crushed.
Is this our future we turned to dust?

(You and I have woken up again)
Woken up.
(Open your eyes)
When’s enough?
(Feel the change in your heart)
Call it love.

counter - falling out (Pawl4k x 99k)

i dont care how u treat me.*+ (lykosss)

@jaseybounded

@yandages

baby i kno im th 1
but i cnnot b urr 1
i can tell by ur stare
im wht u wnt
in th club
nn ur shawty back it up
nn she move it to tha front
all these hoez showin luvv

im @@ th party tn
oh come on baby let me get u right
tryna get fcked up nn hve a #goodTime
all these drugs i might lose my mind
Promise i wont bite

dnt know wht ur talking 'bout
all this time nn u still wont come around
kno urr wasting mine
nn i act like its fine
high off these Pillz
thn i nod
thn i cryy

@6cainhearts

think u cld js get off by tellin tht lie
ya u always make a fool of me
3 am still toed up in tht ho
ik tht ur not rly feelin me

speed up
bich im takin off
range rover got th' cage up top
ya money long
but im still longing
cause whts it mean if ur not on me

turn the speakers loud
n im smokin tht loud
girl ur makin a crowd
pls dnt do this rn
i wish i didnt hve 2 cry
pills help 2 get me out my head
how i get by

What U want w/ cainhearts Prod Jasey

ty to @fucktwintails @3t4aaann @1static
didnt expect it to end up being this long:/

beat 4 with twintails
beat 5 with 3T4
beat 6 with Static
the rest all prod me
dm me if you want any these

november 2k25 klipss (ft. twintails, 3T4, Static)

prod @bloodcryy
sample // killswitch engage - my curse 
sfx @ssj5-junk  @cxrisss

꧁⎝ 𓆩༺✧༻𓆪 ⎠꧂꧁⎝ 𓆩༺✧༻𓆪 ⎠꧂꧁⎝ 𓆩༺✧༻𓆪 ⎠꧂꧁⎝ 𓆩༺✧༻𓆪 ⎠꧂
is It all my Fault .. ?? ; [
i Nevr even Knew ., ,;
& now ur Fkn gone , ; .-
idk Wat2Do . ,[ ''
i Tried 2move Along , [ --
but Its so Hard2Do . 
i'll try2 Kms .
i'll Do it #all4U . .. ":

Fuck I cant Face it .. ,
Swear Tht i h8 It . , ;>
ik youll B sorry ,, I swear Imma make it .
Im off A Xan & a Adderall ,,,
u Dont need2Call . : p
ima Die swear Its better 0ff . .
Fuck It Ima Ball .

& U Actin like U dont even care ; . -_
I Should go but Idk wheree /; . .
Ima take 20 Pillz i Swear ./ ,
they Were rite yaa Lifez not Fairr ,.

D0pe , Keep it On me ,
Walk Like a Zombie << ;
ik Ima fuck upp , ,
dont Gota taunt me ++
u Dont even gota Lie i Already knoo ,||\
u Dont Think im wat U need , ,,, 
ima Fall sl0ww ., ; ;  '' / /

i Swear ur A gh0st , ,  i c in the Skyline .
Im spun off Tha dope . its How i can Feel rite .
& im Sorry .
I cant help But cryY , , 
its On me ./ ' '/
I'll try Suicide .
꧁⎝ 𓆩༺✧༻𓆪 ⎠꧂꧁⎝ 𓆩༺✧༻𓆪 ⎠꧂꧁⎝ 𓆩༺✧༻𓆪 ⎠꧂꧁⎝ 𓆩༺✧༻𓆪 ⎠꧂

all 4 u [bloodcryY]

prod @kuroimetsuyu
art @demize_pluhh

u dont care that i feel so suicidal
call for help , its a never ending cycle
got ppl but my side but i still feel alone
got ppl i care about , they r on my phone

srry u dont wanna talk , ig its all my fault
u dont want me near u , ig i crossed that line
omg i make no sense , how didnt i realize?
got money on my hands , thought id be satisfied

aimr [Prod. Centrlx]

T23