early 2025 sheet
prod, me

baby they'll be all gone, i dont wanna go run
after more bitches, i swear to you i'm so done
you're gon' be the last one, that i ever loved bro
that i ever loved bro

but i ain't bitter, i'm just broken and cautious
the way i shiver in motion, i'm nauseous
playing back our convos like tracks in the process
now i'm being ghosted, couldnt wrap mind around it
why does this feel hopeless?
keeping my face up like poker
life ain't that fair got no jokers
when you're low you go lower
keeping an eye up like mordor
still got my ring on
thought i could feel it, but no more
what should i go for now?

i got my feelings but can i trust them?
i got my heart, for you it's open
tell me why do i feel the coldness
losing track of time alone at home here
(nothing but my own time)

baby they'll be all gone, i dont wanna go run
after more bitches, i swear to you i'm so done
you're gon' be the last one, that i ever loved bro
that i ever loved bro

yeah, i been numb, but it’s safer that way
every girl feel like a rerun now, drains that smile out of my face

i decided to stay, even it kills me a little more every day
i hope you're doing okay, dont wanna see you just waste
it's beautiful that you create, i cannot let you just fade
still keep your song in my playlist

go run (demo)

*I've seen you've made your decision, now let's see you enforce it*

Flew too close, pride was the fall
Icarus, I don’t stand to match at all, yeah
Light a match, baby, where’s the call?
These drugs, they got me on the ball, yeah
I don’t smoke, baby, but I drink
Like my daddy, I don’t care what you think
Fuck that, this baby, I blow a wink
She said, "Don’t fuck that evil twink," yeah
I’m nauseous, but I got paid
Flew too close, giving migraines, yeah
It’s my fault, baby, I call the rain
Icarus, too close to the sun, so I pray, yeah
These wings better not fail me now
Superman, I hear the gasp of the crowd
But I wake up, it’s all but a dream
Back into my only baby, yeah, the seams

I used to fuck bitches, like Charlie Sheen
But I’m far away, back from the scene, yeah
And baby, I don’t do ketamine
But these drugs are calling out to me
Nah, I don’t deserve it
But nah I wasn’t worth it
She wasted time, not on purpose
Baby, I wasn’t worth it

I’m an avoidant in love, oh I know
Wearing Forces, bitch, I go
Fuck these bitches, fuck these hoes
But everything lands where it goes
Pop shit ‘cause I know I ain’t shit
My therapist told me that you’re dangerous
So I left, baby—but that’s a secret
But I’m sure you’ll tell me I twist it
And maybe I do, I don’t know
But all I’m trynna do is try to grow
I’ve seen my homies, they turn into foes
But now I can avoid them, yeah, they low
She ain’t evil and I ain’t mean
Just two people who don’t see our wings
But nah, you don’t see what I mean
I guess I’m evil, if that’s how it be, yeah

But I’ll see you on the wings
But I’ll see you on the wings, yeah

*what are you supposed to be a clown or something?*
*sometimes*
*its more like surfering than skating, i wish the rain would stop just once*
*it cant rain all the time*
*eric?*

icarus (prod. by Encore)

all that i get [prod. chrismarek]

prod @guttertrvsh 

(ty guttertrvsh for the prod much luvv)

i can't say it out loud

Vocals, Mix & Master by @solrisyours
Produced by @idlyblare
Released with safehaven.
Cover by Scarlet & @solrisyours
YouTube Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3LaINUnFnmo

lyrics:
it's nice to know eventually it gets better
and some changes needed made; i threw away that old sweater
the one he said looks best on me
but i feel safe where she stays
in this haven she made
she feels so right close to me

she makes her way in my dreams
my favorite company
i'll sit by those autumn leaves
the ones you piled for me

adorable girl, we'll make our way out of here
i'll show you the world, and that there's nothing to fear
or we can go to that forest no one knows
or a beach in the summer, we'll keep the water on our toes
or a house in the suburbs, watching shitty horror shows

it's nice to know not many know you like i do
even though that's the case, i still feel like i don't know you
what's your favorite food? what's your favorite thing to do?
all those things you say to me, do you promise that they're true?
god, those autumn leaves are pretty
i can't lie they remind me
they remind me of you.

solr - leaves (idly blare)

deadwood until I get torn apart in a paper mill incident

lyrics
(wraith)
I just wanna
figure out a way to die happy
Baby girl I can’t breathe
Can u live without me?
Vomit up the liquor
Head sore while I dry heave
Pop the fucking vessels in my
Neck, unsightly
Mess that I’ve become
I grip with fingers numb
My dear condolences
I think the worst has come

(yungcray)
live my life it’s of this sorrow but it help me cope,
I’ve been contemplating my life whilst smoking in this dope 
and I don’t know if I’ll see tomorrow  I guess I gotta hope 
and I don’t know if ill escape this shit and I just gotta know 

I’m waking up all the time it’s all the same shit
gotta stay up in ur lane cuz I ain’t one to play with 
I got some bruises I got some scars 
I know my way round 
I’m sick of this losing
and I might lose it
how do I win now 

baby girl it’s really hurting me
The way you come into my life
You take my strings out
You tear me apart 
Baby girl it’s really hurting me
I don’t know if I can do this no more

(AVXiD)
and i lied to her
cuz girl i am not ok like i say i am
dont wanna fight with her
i just hit the point of like “ok and”
i just threw this shot back with no hands
i just got a backpack of yellow cans
yellow tape all over my residence
im found dead by the garden plants

dry heave. w/ yungcray + AVXiD (s0ftskelet0ns)

lyrics

imma spike what i’m drinking
i don’t feel none now im high and im lifted
past the ceiling going to the moon
spike what im drinking
i dont feel no way about it, do it
bitch i hate my life too you need a different excuse
i don’t wanna be the one to leave the ends loose
i just copped that tshirt cuz it went well with the shoes
now i got loose threads
now baby im not sure where the mask starts and the truth ends

i been drinking
swear to God that i been drinking
can’t fight this feeling
wanna push my face through the drywall
baby blow my head off
shit look like a firework when you paint the wall
got different colors in this blunt shit look like paintball
the way she grab my tower she look like king kong
imma throw up the next morning i feel like godzilla
don’t fuck with me cuz i got killers
and you too soft like chinchilla
and you think you real but im way realer
i’m leaning like i’m skrilla every time that

imma spike what i’m drinking
i don’t feel nothing now im high and im lifted
past the ceiling going to the moon
spike what im drinking
i dont feel no way about it, do it
bitch i hate my life too you need a different excuse
i don’t wanna be the one to leave the ends loose
i just copped that t shirt cuz it went well with the shoes
now i got loose threads
now baby im not sure where the mask starts and the truth ends

girl you know id be lying if i said i ain’t excited when i call you
but baby what you calling for?
i’m still mad but that don’t mean i ain’t falling for you
girl you way too much
but you mean the world to me
and if i break this off come send the calvary
bet they don’t do much to me, got this big knife inside of my jeans
i’m smoking on autumn leaves
this keef treat me like creatine
be careful with my heart it’s leased
at the end of the day at least imma spike what i’m drinking

i don’t feel nothing now im high and im lifted
past the ceiling going to the moon
spike what im drinking
i dont feel no way about it, do it
bitch i hate my life too you need a different excuse
i don’t wanna be the one to leave the ends loose
i just copped that t shirt cuz it went well with the shoes
now i got loose threads
now baby im not sure where the mask starts and the truth ends

beer before liquor (p. under the maple tree)

key chain w/ brecken [under the maple tree]

shawty tryna play some games
shawty why you play with my heart
why are you on hearthstone
why baby, you're on heat stones

baby, i miss our sleep calls
why are you on fortnite, baby?
aren't we meant to spend tonight, together?

shawty run it up
shawty run it up
bitin on my neck
vamp girl
blood lust
shawty f*ck it up
shawty f*ck it up

oh girl, you're my world
feel you in my soul
ice around my nerves

angel calling me
angel wanna share my world
sunlight over me
guiding through the frozen swirl

god damn girl, with the pretty eyes
god damn girl, with the blacked out eyes
god damn girl, with the pretty eyes
god damn girl, with the blacked out eyes

sleep calls (szvmek)

che - count ya bands

RCY Jay on all plats

https://www.instagram.com/rcyjay/

Foreign Car

insta: t3d_black
beats: cheetozombie
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rip ghosty

icarus (prod. by Encore)

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