whip & i crash (prod. switch & iof)

https://open.spotify.com/track/1GYNdqEToqomnyh2EaZDqQ

produced by @splashgvng
mixed by me & @seejayxo

lyrics:

[@lottaheart]
and now i wish i never woke up
and i dont wanna get your hopes up

so i won't tell you that its okay when its not
you don't even wanna know babe, what i got-
going on inside of my brain, its a lot
kill me, it'll be a cold case and i'll rot
somewhere nobody can find me
won't you kill me so kindly?
rot where nobody can find me
won't you kill me so kindly?

[@seejayxo]
baby you know how to kill me softly
fucked up now you barely want me
how i fall in love so easily?
you don't wanna know where they'll find me
dropped a pill in my hi-c, im feelin it now
i just want your love but its never around
i don't need you now, i don't need you

pull up in a range yeah, hear what i say when im talking
you a bitch and i hate you and i love you and i tell you that often
no shame i don't even know her name but im fuckin'
and i still feel the pain, probably never be the same but it's nothin'

[@lottaheart]
so i won't tell you that its okay when its not
you don't even wanna know babe, what i got-
going on inside of my brain, its a lot
kill me, it'll be a cold case and i'll rot
somewhere nobody can find me
won't you kill me so kindly?
rot where nobody can find me
won't you kill me so kindly?
[x2]

kill me w/ seejayxo [splashgvng]

like a demon (prod. guda & johnnyfriend)

Lyrics:

i could kill a fucking heart expressing how i felt
solitary with these thoughts is an existential hell
i'm only visiting i won't be here for long
preach good decisions while i rip another hit out of this bong
i can see right past ur face into ur mind 
if i send this fucking message i swear it's suicide  
i'll ask you every single option that i have
to make it right
and then in desperation complete the cycle and the questline

so what i'm just a monster with a mop
earning 12.50 an hour 9-5 upon the dot
it's me the janitor you know so very well
i just vented every thought of mine through songs to break my shell
and i
haven't made those in a week
and i'm getting so scared that this could be the end of my
career and it worsens my fear 
so i contemplate
all of the things that i'll never find
days turn to weeks
then to months then to years
could this project ever get done in time
pushed it back twice 
and the rush is a lie
n i'm sitting here stuck on a fucking line
i was a sight seer
i spent the night here
hang on a lease
while i ruin my teeth
and make sense of some things that should never rhyme

and i

and i hide my fucking feelings 
from my friends
and raise my walls
they can see a couple cracks
but they've not seen a thing at all
cement breaks
it's tempting
to breakdown
and lay waste

janitor pt. II

Lyrics:

oh i hope you're sleeping good now
i'd like 2 try again somehow
it's just been a really long time
your touch could save this really bad night
i been digging deep to see if i could find my powers
i know there's people backin me but it feels less so by the hour
"that's jus bout as forward as i can take"
there's a billion other ppl who move like her jus the same

when you run out of questions you don't just run out of answers
you run out of hope

-

i couldn't save him
he's our family too
you can't save everyone like that
but you can try

Again (prod. @drma x @yxhazel x @nihil2free)

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