This Kirtan Gurudev Doyama (or Sri Guru Vigyapti) was written many years ago by His Divine Grace Sri Srimad Bhakti Kumud Santa Goswami Maharaj, the last disciple of Srila Bhaktisiddhanta Saraswati Goswami Prabhupada, who left this world in January 2012. In this Kirtana Srila Santa Goswami Maharaj lovingly and prayerfully addresses his Gurudev Srila Bhaktisiddhanta Saraswati Goswami Prabhupada.
 

Sri Guru Vigyapti (“Gurudev Doyama”)

Confession to Shri Guru

Merciful gurudev! Merciful gurudev!
How to tell you about my grief
due to which life is already unbearable? ..

Merciful gurudev! Merciful gurudev!

Mind does not want to serve Krsna - tries to get vishoy (worldly pleasures) with all his might and leaves no hope for happiness being in vishoya (bodily pleasures). Lives only for them.

Forgetting Krishna-dasya (service to the Lord), I serve maya, I never think who I really am.
I think with my stupid mind that the ugly body is my real svarupa (form), I am captivated by maya.

Alas, I never understood what dirty sanga (assosiation) leads to. My heart doesn't want to go to a sadhu, it has become a stone in everlasting asat sanga.

My heart hopes to get money, women, benefits and honor.
It longs for pratistha (fame).
How should I purify it?
I worry about it all the time.

A drop of your Grace will support me [for me a drop of your Grace is the highest Grace], there is no other power without your Grace.
Have mercy, my Prabhu, give me the soul strength!
Your servant is at your feet.

In Sadhu-sanga, having restrained the six impulses, to serve the Feet of Sri Krishna -  for such consciousness asks this low servant, worshiping your beautiful feet.

 Oh Gurudev! To serve your holy feet
 life after life - only about this blessing
 prays this unworthy (Santa) -
 to find a place at your feet forever ...

(Srimad Bhakti Kumud Santa Goswami Maharaj)

Ta Tiana