This is just my scattered brain,
and the pain I feel.
Picture me on the beach last year,
falling in love with a dove,
swimming along to its song,
sung in an ice blue sound.
Now I'm a good swimmer,
and doves can fly above the sea,
but when the waves got rough,
you didn't have the time for me.
There's this thing that happens
when I think about you,
and I get very overwhelmed
at the fact that I'm never gonna see you again.
And now I'm all adrift,
and there's a sea outside, and I lift
my arms above my head,
and I try to wake up.
And the rhythm deck? Well,
you can see everything from up there,
and I look out, and we're facing each other,
a hundred miles apart.
Should I dive in the sound?
Two years.
(Laughter)
Two fucking years.
Two years since I could rest my limbs,
dancing so much harder.
Two years since I could rest my limbs,
treading in the water.
Two years since I fell in love with the whites of your eyes,
that's when I got capsized.
I drink the water.
(I drink the water I drink the water)
(I drink the water I drink the water)
And the salt taste,
it pulls me up,
and it pulls me in,
and it spins me around again and again and again
(I drink the water)
and again and again and again and again
(I drink the water)
and again and again and again and again
(I drink the water)
and again and again and again and again
(I drink the water)
and again and again and again and again and again.

Rhythm Deck

You told me when you took my picture
that light could never do me harm,
and I told you,
I think the big bang was born of grief,
that sadness pushed outward with its big arms
and planted me here
like a tulip.

There I am wearing absolutely nothing.
Brilliant, resilient,
lonely, lecherous, adventurous,
persistent, existent.
So, in this last great burn of September
would you think of me
like I always think of you?

I am light-sensitive and longing.
I am born and blanched in a dark room.
I am an heirloom.
I am. I am.

For ten billion years
I've been brought to tears.
Dancing 'til the music's done.
My only mother.
Your only son.

Have patience with me,
slow like myopathy.
Ten billion tulips that were left in a dark room.
I am an heirloom.

I could tell you more than ten billion times
how much I love you,
how I grieve you,
how I'd never leave you,
how my heart goes like,
da da da da da,
da da da da da,
how we turn into doves
when we get on the dance floor,
and love,
and love.

Hi Willy.
I just wanted to hear your voice instead of just texting.
Alright, love you.
I hope you have a fun weekend.

Heirloom

I'm constantly at the precipice,
the very very first kiss.
There's a nervousness,
but I can't get past it.

For years the dance didn't make sense,
'til I let my jaw tense.
Let out a sigh.
Leaned into the fisheye.

My heart shakes,
and I love how the panic
keeps my legs awake.

This is an opportunity.
You're gonna dive straight in.
For a minute, you'll feel like you're dying.
That's just... the fisheye-ing.

My biggest fear is losing my mind.
It's cause I know I'd be the paranoid kind.

Time and time again,
you take out your ice pick.
You pick apart your brain.
You sum up all your pain.
Come with me.

You can't reason your way through these things.
You can't talk louder than your heart sings.
Learn the rhythm.
You're remembering how to be strange.
You're turning the page.
You're starting to change.

I'm dancing off the paranoia,
but my feet are always pointing towards ya.
(My feet are always pointing towards ya)
(My feet are always pointing towards ya)
(My feet are always pointing towards ya)
(My feet are always pointing towards ya)

Fisheye

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