(prod.knkr)

this is another witch's tale.

i still sleep with the lights on
trauma got me wired wrong
every shadow feels like something
every quiet feels to loud

i don't trust the calm
never learned how
but you breathe next to me
and the fear backs down
you make the monsters quiet 
even when my head's a riot

you don't fix the damage 
but you sit with me inside it
you make the monsters quiet
and i don't shake like i use to
you don't save me but you stay
and somehow that's enough too
somehow that's enough too

i wake up scared 
that you'll leave before 
i open my eyes
i hate the way i need you
then push you out of my life

im sorry for the moods
im sorry for the rage
im sorry for the versions of me 
i haven't tamed

i ruin things i love
but im trying not to break this
i know i get destructive
when the panic hits the surface
i ruin things i love
but i swear i wanna stay
I'm fighting all the instincts
that tell me to run away

im a storm, your the quiet
but you still show up 
when im violent
with my feelings
with my fear
im trying baby

cant you see im trying here
to be a better person

you make the monsters quiet

you make the monsters quiet (prod. knkr)

(prod. sorrow bringer)

this is another witch's tale.

i use to live in ruins
cold walls and heavy air
but loving you felt different
like someone opened windows there

i didn't know i could be soft
i thought my heart was set in stone
(was set in stone)
i don't recognize my heart
but in a good way
it beats a little calmer
ever since you choose to stay
these bruises don't feel permanent
the night isn't so dark

i don't recognize my heart 
but i think i like the change
i use to hate my reflection
but now I'm learning who i am
and every time you say you love me
i believe it just a little more

i don't recognize my heart
but maybe that's the point
maybe healing wasn't losing me
it was finding my voice

dont recongize my heart (sorrow bringer)

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