★..but theres no one listening..★

[producers]
@kkkarasu
@sdssssssssssssssss

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/replay-w-9souls-prod-karasu-x-sds-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

hook: (scoob)
I know things I shouldn't know
wish that I could just let go
tap out of my life for good
but its not that easy

I feel tempted everyday
my attempt is on replay
I wish that I didn't fail
but its never easy

I've been calling out
but there's no one listening
I've been screaming loud
but I guess no ones listening

I've been begging loud
but there's no one listening
guess the time is now
because no one listening

verse: (9souls)
find out things you shouldnt know
ill do whatever you say so
gossip girl but ur not privy
9souls scooby we so pretty

pretty pretty pretty pretty pretty

you think im a monster now
because my skin is glistening
we whisper secrets loud
like no ones listening

repeat hook: (scoob)
I know things I shouldn't know
wish that I could just let go
tap out of my life for good
but its not that easy

I feel tempted everyday
my attempt is on replay
I wish that I didn't fail
but its never easy

I've been calling out
but there's no one listening
I've been screaming loud
but I guess no ones listening

I've been begging loud
but there's no one listening
guess the time is now
because no one listening

★streaming★

★replay★ w/ 9souls (prod. karasu x sds)

tysm for listening :D
@makemeapromise @pw4prez

\\ lyrics //
I just woke up I don’t want to do this not again
I think I’ll choke up don’t know when this will end
Just leave me alone
Cause I know how this ends
I just want to go
I know that you’re not my friend

I don’t like it when you’re near me
You were never kind
This is all getting clear to me
Every time I’m near you make me weary
Yeah you never treated me sincerely

I don’t want to lose myself
My mind is numb and I can’t feel a thing
Don’t ask me to come
You know I’m not dumb
I won’t succumb
I won’t let you see me

I just want to throw it all away
Throw it all away
I won’t fall today
When you look my way
When you look my way

You never look at me kindly
I don’t want to see you beside me
And if you see me don’t mind me
I know that you never really liked me

pls don't come near me

pls don't come near me (surgeon + sochi)

TYSM FOR LISTENING
//
lyrics:
every time i look around
i think i hate it
same thing again im a replacement
i dont want to be, be the same thing
now im praying that you wont

throw me to the side
just like the others
i dont want to cry
if we were never lovers
if im right guess i wont see you again
you're just another one that i left back then

throw me to the side
just like the others
i dont want to cry
if we were never lovers
if im right guess i wont see you again
you're just another one that i left back then

was it worth the time
guess i wont know
cause you left my life
ive been feeling so cold, now
i dont want to be the same thing
cut me off, dont give me time now to think
guess im the same, throw me out
hear me calling your name
as i fall on down
"why dont you want me to stay"
you can hear me shout
"why cant you just look my way"
as my time ran out

"why dont you want me to stay"
"why dont you want me to stay"
"why cant you just look my way"
"just look my way"

every time i look around
i think i hate it
same thing again im a replacement
i dont want to be, be the same thing
now im praying that you wont

throw me to the side
just like the others
i dont want to cry
if we were never lovers
if im right guess i wont see you again
you're just another one that i left back then

throw me to the side
just like the others
i dont want to cry
if we were never lovers
if im right guess i wont see you again
you're just another one that i left back then

was it worth the time
guess i wont know
cause you left my life
ive been feeling so cold, now
i dont want to be the same thing
cut me off, dont give me time now to think
guess im the same, throw me out
hear me calling your name
as i fall on down
"why dont you want me to stay"
you can hear me shout
"why cant you just look my way"
as my time ran out

discarded again

discarded again (surgeon + kirian + dxvi)

song abt a rlly bad time in my life
prod @hrtshpdbd and @resolve1k
TYSM FOR LISTENING i spent a long time on this one
//
lyrics:

i can feel, i can feel you falling into me
i see your eyes pierce straight through me
what do i do now?
i can feel this wound as we hit the ground
i dont want to lose you
its getting hard now
cant live this way
every day feels the same
we're running out of time
i dont think we can climb out of it, we cant

and i, i dont know
if we'll even make it out
i dont want to lose you in this doubt

i dont know
what to do with myself
feels like
we're tied in our health
when i fall apart i dont want to take you with me
crush my heart i dont want to make you hate me
tied by fate
i cant take this weight now
made you wait
should have known you wouldnt take that
you only saw it one way
you just wanted to throw me away

i can feel, i can feel you falling into me
i see your eyes pierce straight through me
what do i do now?
i can feel this wound as we hit the ground
i dont want to lose you
its getting hard now
cant live this way
every day feels the same
we're running out of time
i dont think we can climb out of it, we cant

i dont know whats going on anymore
we were doing okay when you closed the door
talk to me, just talk to me
when we're falling apart
i want you here with me

please stay with me
please just stay with me
i cant even breathe when you're not by my side
cant do this no matter how hard ive tried

stay

stay (heartshapedbed + inno)

prod @prodarisu tysm for listening <33

lyrics:

sit right next to me
i dont want to breathe
when ur not next to me
holding on to a memory
hold me tight i dont want to lose it all
i dont want to fall please dont let me down
i cant breathe now please dont let me drown
i cant see now i cant look around

i just need you, need you right now

i cant hear a thing
deaf to it all but you
i left it all for you
can you see what ive been through?

if i fall apart, pick me back up
take my heart and patch it up
back to the start before i messed up
pick up my parts before i give up

before i give up
before i give up
so steer me now
before i give up

lets slow down and talk
ive been overthinking too much
i just keep on thinking of your touch

thinking of your touch
thinking of your touch

take a second to blink
can you see me now?
i dont want anything
other than you now
i wouldnt have it another way
sit right next to me and stay
i guess this sounds a bit cliche
but i want you here right now to stay

heartache

heartache (arisu)

hi guys im in college now thx for the support on the recent songs :>
//
lyrics:

looking in your eyes all i see is the same thing
i dont want to try, i got nothing to bring
i see you looking now, i wish i could
i never understood whats behind your eyes
i look around, all i feel is doubt
dont know where to go, i dont even know
every day i feel the same
i know theres something wrong but i dont know what to blame

i ran away
ur in my head
i dont know when
i cut the thread
left you on read
was so confused
i felt so used
i just needed some time

you took all i said as a lie
you wouldnt ever just tell me why
you wouldnt talk so i did the same
everything before we did was in vain

i cant look behind
theres nothing left to find
its not helping me
everything i see
you were scaring me
it was wearing me
it was wearing me down

looking in your eyes all i see is the same thing
i dont want to try, i got nothing to bring
i see you looking now, i wish i could
i never understood whats behind your eyes
i look around, all i feel is doubt
dont know where to go, i dont even know
every day i feel the same
i know theres something wrong but i dont know what to blame

your eyes

your eyes (shatter3d)

something a little different
prod @hrtshpdbd and @liamtakeover

lyrics:

i cant let me heart bend
i cant let it feel again
i dont want to fall apart at the end
i just wanted someone to depend on

but theres no one I can trust
everything's just filled with lust
i feel like I cant adjust
nothing's ever seeming just

i just want to break the pattern
get treated like I matter
then get patched up just to shatter apart

can you take me
can you take me back to the start
ive been gone now way too far
can we find a way to restart

ive been sitting on the side watching now
i just want to stop sobbing now
i see them all mocking now
so i run nevermore

i can see my past catching up to me
ive been running too long when i couldnt see
im begging you im begging me
i just want to feel something

lately ive been hanging by a string
wonder if i got any more to bring
dont rely on me, dont rely on me
and now im running out of time

help me, help me
i cant see
can you, can you
just save me
will you, will you
set me free
please dont, dont
rely on me

dont rely on me (x3)

dont rely on me

dont rely on me (heartshapedbed + liamtakeover)

Prod @m2monroe and @jichuuu 
TYSM FOR LISTENING :D
//
Lyrics:

I cant ever look, back, not now
After all you took
yeah you ran right out
I don’t want to talk
You leave me in doubt 
Yeah you left me in shock
Couldn’t figure you out
Couldn’t figure you out

Nothing’s left in my head
I cant find a way to look ahead
I cant keep living on this way
Chasing the past when it runs way

Stop looking back there’s nothing left
No taking back the heart in my chest
Just want to move on and fix this mess
What we’ve been through we can’t forget

This just doesn’t seem right
And I cant just move on
Everything feels so wrong
Now you left and you’re gone
I’m stuck here chasing the past
I didn’t know it wouldn’t last

Don’t run, don’t run away from me
So done, so done I can’t even breathe
Never could feel the same
No chance at looking behind
Guess it’s a side twist of fate
We were intertwined

I cant look back now
After all you took
yeah you ran right out
I don’t want to talk
You leave me in doubt 
Yeah you left me in shock
Couldn’t figure you out
Couldn’t figure you out

Nothing’s left in my head
I cant find a way to look ahead
I cant keep living on this way
Chasing the past when it runs way

Stop looking back there’s nothing left
No taking back the heart in my chest
Just want to move on and fix this mess
What we’ve been through we can’t forget

Nothing’s left in my head
I cant find a way to look ahead
I cant keep living on this way
Chasing the past when it runs away

chasing the past

chasing the past (jichu + monroe)

love my homies from @seraphimcollective and @souls0ciety i would never be where I am now without everyone <3

first self-prod drop i hope u guys like it TYSM FOR LISTENING
//
lyrics:

cant erase what’s left behind
but i try to run and hide
and I’m trying hard not to cry
i just want to make this right

it’s getting harder 
cant do this
broken martyr
break me to bits
just save me out of this hell
i don’t got anybody else

stay until i die
all i pray is a lie
now i wonder how
can i do this now 
can you just show me the way

i hope this time that you’ll stay
please don’t leave and run away
it’s so painful
fallen angel
i just pray I’ll make it through the night

fallen angel

fallen angel (me)

order:
@benjithemachine
@slatepsycho
@9s0uls
@toxin_brewer
@fijimar
@gaugemountedthisone
@x_fujioka

prod benji x slate

muddclub #mud

21 | they/them
you'll always have a home with me.

nightcore versions: @cutemfontheblock & https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr
b-sides @scoobert-doobert-1738

more music coming once i get finished with this semester
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@staywithmenow <--prod acc
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@team_taka
@kess0kuband

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