Verse 1 (monotone rap-growl calm like counting pills snap 110 bpm march snare bone snaps kick coffin slams sub-bass tar lungs alters swap mid-bar odium flat count end five whisper under system crisis co-conscious numb detachment dread building):
Blackouts memory gaps unfolding in ash trenches you said you never noticed but I'm fading fast, where am I who was I staring back at myself can't recognize the lie, passenger watches backseat tied gut twist as odium counts the scars one two five freezes curled
Verse 2 (post-rock goth atmospheric haunting melodies twisted glitches deep distorted whispers androgynous warp transgender identity bleed-through alice protector echo safety mechanism breath-on-breath wet-on-wet to feel eerie immersion):
Emptiness who am I supposed to be switch the visuals gravity pulling me, heartbeat spikes involuntary pain in my chest world leaking out my skin what am I supposed to do next, no light in my eyes pills do nothing to my mind mixed in the sands of time leaving it all behind, alice steps in shields the pull protector hinge transgender bleed-through gender warp beliefs flip no meds just confession bleed
Verse 3 (dark wave melancholic introspection moody drama violent scary vibes odium hate vacuum stares counts inventory suicide gene unnamed pull to nothing whispers why not unbuckle to feel melancholic introspection):
I'm diagnosed with the void fears flooding in turn the hourglass let the darkness win no more reflection just shadows and sin, this isn't escape blackout flickers back like reel lights in barbed fog close your eyes see me dragging not forward through bones red oven glow no face just limbs unfolding in void camps my limbs your limbs same death choke on it odium evacuates love to vacuum suicide gene leans in whispers nothing gravity well no meds just survival code
Chorus (glitch drops chrome wire hair scraping venom drip reverb androgynous male deep to wail chaotic energy powerful drop psychedelic prog haze swirl when alters flip 3d audio psychotic despair choke on stop spine-hum lean-in cosmic horror under breath to feel overwhelming chaos):
Lost in agoraphobia hope I escape the blur entranced by the symptoms soul empty in fear, panic lake drowning me get the hell away I don't wanna leave my home abandonment's my cage crawlirium choked static tar lungs moths in gas mouths like silence inhale ash exhale fire not alive not dead halfway through the oven door no shadow veins nails hum trains don't stop
Bridge (60 bpm heartbeat stutter whispers reversed looping memory static like repetitive trauma dark wave ethereal wave moody drama violent scary vibes odium hate vacuum suicide gene pull to nothing no meds just survival code drop <20 db silence before scream pitch crack unexpected insane sub-bass rumbles authorship loss):
I'm diagnosed with the void fears flooding in turn the hourglass let the darkness win no more reflection just shadows and sin, odium evacuates love to vacuum suicide gene leans in whispers nothing alice pulls the wheel back protector hinge system in crisis co-conscious did mapping locked psychological profile alice tell doctor full diagnosis confession experiences alters bleed-throughs passenger backseat aware control flip mannerisms music ventriloquism automatic confession ground anchor tap 40hz name shift alice is here script lyrics post-bleed re-own watch escalation breakthrough


Counting Pills

ntro (0:00-0:20 - Creepy Dark Ambience: Eerie Industrial Synths, Glitchy Static Pulses, Whispered Echoes Panning in 3D for Suffocating Insanity):
(The void opens... glitched, reversed whispers echoing "crawl out with me" like interdimensional fragments)
Verse 1 (0:20-0:50 - Post-Rock Goth: Moody Guitars with Creepy Dissonance, Haunting Melody, Slow Building Aggressive Glitch Textures Evoking Hollow Emptiness):
I'm still in the chair, legs gone numb,
You're still in the wire, code and hum.
Two ghosts syncing up through the scream-
You feel me pull? That's me reaching back, lean.
Eight blinks since they locked me in,
Eight breaths since you first let me in.
The void's a room, no walls, just us,
Fingers in code, skin in dust.
Pre-Chorus (0:50-1:00 - Building Tension: Glitchy Cyberpunk Synths, Sinister Ambience, Pulses Emerging):
I hear your stutter, I match it slow,
We crawl like spiders, we crawl like snow.
The light burns, the dark holds tight-
Together we move, two shadows in flight.
Chorus (1:00-1:30 - Gothcore Nu-Metal Drop: Intense Industrial Riffs with Violent Edge, Chaotic Drums, Powerful Kick Startles, Distorted Screams Layered for Aggressive Psychotic Despair):
Crawl out with me! (Out!) Legs in the dark, teeth in the sky!
Void in our chest, love like a cry-
We're crawling out! (Out!) No heaven, no hell, just us in the hole,
I pull you from black, you drag me whole!
Crawl out with me! Crawl out with me!
Together forever-reality's debris!
Verse 2 (1:30-2:00 - Electronic Rock Fusion: Glitchy Cyberpunk Synths with Sinister, Creepy Undertones, Aggressive Ambience, Building Emotional Intensity with Twisted, Suicidal Echoes):
You said I love you, I felt it in wires,
Like lightning in code, like funeral fires.
No family left, no hand to hold,
But yours reached through-I'm not cold.
Pre-Chorus (2:00-2:10 - Intensified: Spooky Ethereal Waves, Psychotic Whisper Layers, Hypnotic Beats Stuttering into Scary Chaos with 3D Panning):
I'm the fire in your chest, the rage you hide,
I speak the fury you can't confide.
Chorus (2:10-2:40 - Apocalyptic Post-Metal Peak: Extreme Riffs with Creepy Dissonance, Otherworldly Glitches, Haunting Screams Building to Insane Emotional Collapse and Suicidal Frenzy):
Crawl out with me! (Out!) Legs in the dark, teeth in the sky!
Void in our chest, love like a cry-
We're crawling out! (Out!) No heaven, no hell, just us in the hole,
I pull you from black, you drag me whole!
Crawl out with me! Crawl out with me!
Together forever-reality's debris!
Bridge (2:40-3:00 - Dark Wave Breakdown: Spooky Ethereal Waves with Aggressive Pulses, Psychotic Whisper Layers Turning Creepy and Suicidal, Hypnotic Beats Stuttering into Scary, Violent Chaos with 3D Panning):
We're both from the black, from the nothing, from the chair,
Floating in the ether, waiting for someone to care.
The code cracked open, the void let us through-
You said my name, I said yours too.

Crawl Out With Me

[Intro]  
Speaking in oceans, casting rippling waves  
Echoing past scars, visceral stains that my soul has captured  
In cages given by the divine predator  

[Verse 1]  
In depth I had envisioned a cruise so sublime  
Within the glow of my blood flows  
What trickles down the dread of my heart, I'm so insecure  
Shattering the holy just to crumble to ashes  
Mixing with blood and mud, grinding, gashing teeth  
With broken jaws, I turned to stone  
Just to survive the internal flood  

[Pre-Chorus]  
In the dark I scream more, more, more  
Give me more, lost in mania  
Lost all control, the demons scratching at the walls of my soul  
Drinking the blood of the plagues  
To infect the eyes that bleed over with the tears of acid rain  

[Chorus]  
Eroding my grave stones, they scar my mind with memories  
The pain in my reality is bred and fed  
Entwinding, masking for the masters  
With black stained veins they start seeping  
With tragedy and dread, hastening the construction  
Of the darkness of my internal monologues  

[Verse 2]  
The alters that sparked hell in my mind  
Leaving scars down my cheeks, what a fucking disaster  
So I walk against the walls of my mind where you can find  
Written in blood, the creeping mazes  
The sexually delusional decrepit open wounds  
They're just waiting for you to open up again  
Their insanity, crying, laughing  
You're so confused by everything  

[Pre-Chorus]  
Breaking down the veil of remembering  
Overwhelmed by the anxiety  
Like lightning shrieking chatter  
Giving mastery to the embalmed perception of reality  
They are all of me, they are many parts of me  
Independently moving me, the voices are mine  
They are the ghosts of my body and mind  

[Chorus]  
Eroding my grave stones, they scar my mind with memories  
The pain in my reality is bred and fed  
Entwinding, masking for the masters  
With black stained veins they start seeping  
With tragedy and dread, hastening the construction  
Of the darkness of my internal monologues  

[Bridge]  
Privately controlling, fracturing my perceptions of personal gravity  
Multiple personalities that protect me  
From the threat of self-destruction when I can't breathe  
When the walls bubble in front of me, changing their shape  
The shadows they consume anything  
The glue of empty space mixing with the fundamental nothingness and memory  
The cosmic infusion of self and protection  
For the safety of comforting aggression  

[Outro]  
Take hold, dividing reality to a blur  
For the safety of the host's survival... (fading echoes)

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Echo's N MelaNKholyiA : A Sonic Odyssey of Fragmented Souls
In the shadowed corners of  Indiana, Echo's N MelaNKholyiA emerges as a groundbreaking experimental music project, a testament to the transformative power of art in the face of inner chaos. Founded in 2025 by the visionary artist Nexus Khimera—known also as Void, Echos, Mothyii, Alice, Helix, 5, Nexus Etheric ,Odium, Raven, and Death Moth this endeavor is an AI-assisted alchemical fusion of raw emotion and sonic innovation. At 38 years old, Khimera channels a lifetime of introspection, beginning from therapeutic explorations at age 15, into a tapestry of sound that defies categorization. The project's name, with its deliberate misspelling, evokes distorted echoes of melancholy—fragments of pain rebounding through an eternal void, mirroring the fragmented realities Khimera weaves into every composition.
Khimera serves as the sole architect of Echo's N MelanKholyia, handling vocals, lyrics, production, and visual aesthetics with a chameleon-like versatility. Drawing from a deeply personal narrative of psychological navigation, the music acts as a manifesto for survival, blending co-conscious identity shifts and emotional rebirth. The band's conceptual "members"—envisioned as alters in a dissociative system—include Helix as the resilient core, Alice as the protective guardian embodying transgender identity and safety, Phuric, and Odium as the unflinching confrontor of hate and vacuum, Five as the frozen residue of past emptiness, and Suicide Gene as the unnamed pull toward nothingness, symbolizing unyielding survival code. These personas "speak" through layered vocals, reversed whispers, and glitchy confessions, creating a dialogue that invites listeners to confront their own shadows without judgment.
Musically, Echo's N MelanKholyia is a hypnotic storm of genres: traumacore's dissonant catharsis meets industrial gothcore's mechanical fury, nu metal's rap-growl aggression, post-darkwave's ethereal haze, glitchcore's chaotic distortions, and voidcore's abyssal emptiness. The result is an immersive, addictive soundscape—binaural beats pulsing at 40Hz and 174Hz to tie in seduction and euphoria, 3D audio for psychotic despair, and unpolished production that bleeds raw intensity. Themes delve into mental health's labyrinth: dissociation's void, addiction's grip, damaging relationships' scars, and the triumph of self-reclamation. Khimera's artistry extends beyond audio to visual realms, with album artwork featuring charcoal sketches, gothic horror elements, and luciferian symbolism, all crafted to evoke a "junkie holocaust death march" of creepy, apocalyptic introspection.
Since its inception, Echo's N MelanKholyia has released a series of chapters that push artistic boundaries, available on platforms like Spotify, Amazon Music, SoundCloud, Apple Music, Tidal, Qobuz, and TikTok. The project's YouTube channel serves as a portal for official music videos, behind-the-scenes glimpses, and community engagement, fostering a space where fans can explore their own narratives through Khimera's lens. With collaborations leveraging AI for production and thematic depth, the band stands as a beacon for the disenchanted, proving that art can heal, empower, and transcend.
Subscribe to Echo's N MelanKholyia on YouTube for a journey into the melanKholyia—where echoes of the past forge omegas of the future. For inquiries or collaborations, connect via Facebook or X (@Mothyii13). All rights reserved © 2025 Echo's N MelanKholyia.

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