me and hira finally got one in together. enjoy! 
prod: neverforever
@hiraethsry

LYRICS:
It’s still so cold 
(It’s still so cold)
No one to hold
(No one to hold)
Fake love I was sold
(Fake love I was sold)
Not me, I was told 
(Not me, I was told)
This never gets old
(This never gets old)
Like a stain, like some mould
(Like a stain, like some mould)

Could you keep it real to me just one time 
(Just one time)
Or are you just gonna tell another white lie
Uh, I can tell from the look inside of your eyes
(Inside of your eyes)
That I’m second place to another guy
(To another guy)
Go ahead and do your part, say your line
“It’s not you, it’s just me”
What’s the point in lying bout these things? 
When I know what the true meaning is
I can see it, I can feel it
I can hear it, I’m still bleeding
I can’t breathe, I can’t breathe, I CAN’T BREATHE
Got me anxious bout the way that I feel
Like, I don’t even know what’s real 

Let me out the door I’m uninvited anyway
You don’t ask me much, there’s nothing much it’s all the same
I wake up just to get ready for bed again
Fall asleep knowing that nothings gonna change (no)
I fall deeper in this rabbit hole
I don’t have much left, nothing left at all (no)
And I’m not tryna be unusual
Left me 40 thousand feet with vertigo

stain w/ hiraeth

Written by: Reapers Shadow
Produced by: 05alagen
Mixed by: Reapers Shadow & AkiraDoves 
Mastered by: AkiraDoves
Artwork edited by: Reapers Shadow

[Intro]
Just why did you have to leave
You're me & I'm you
So don't fucking 
Leave me behind 

[Verse]
Back in 2018 and 2019 
They'd fight every night 
Locking myself away 
In my safety chamber
Drowning ears with 
9tails, guardin, hk, nothing nowhere, and NF
Music was my life line
 
[Chorus]
Still have insecurities 
I'll never give up hope just to die 
That's your funeral 
But I won't take the cyanide
I'll live past unlike you

[Bridge]
Somehow I found love within friends 
I can call mine
Made a song for them 
Called Make Me Shine

[Chorus]
I still have insecurities that I hide
Still I'll never give up hope just to die 
In the end 
That's your funeral 
But I won't take the cyanide
Trying to find the truth 
Within these Polaroids

Insecurities (Prod. 05alagen)

IDLEGLANCE x Chief Kelly x RiverKinn x Kasper Fell

Yates XV: @yates-xv
B Murph: @b_murph
Kasper Fell: @kasperfell

Watch on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SfVc5z1BI_s

Lyrics:
I THOUGHT
MAYBE YOU COULD LOVE ME LIKE YOU USED TO
EVEN THOUGH I'M
DIFFERENT

I'VE BEEN REALLY HATING YOUR TOUCH
THESE FEELINGS I'M HAVING GOT ME SO F*CKED UP

AND I'M SIPPING ON SOME
GIN AND TONIC WITH A CIGARETTE BUTT

SPENT A FEW YEARS IN A BAD PLACE
LOST TIME TO THE PAIN THAT I MISTRACED
BLEEDING HEART FOR A GIRL THAT I MISPLACED
SO F*CKED UP ON THE PILLS THAT I MISTAKE

AND I CAN'T GET MY HEAD RIGHT
SO I'M SMOKING ON THAT LOUD PACK
5 SHOTS TO THE DOME, THROW THEM ALL BACK
YOU CALL MY LINE, YEAH, YOU KNOW I GET A HEART ATTACK
YEAH
AND I MIGHT RELAPSE
GOTTA POP A COUPLE PILLS SO I CAN RELAX
HEARD YOU TALKING ON MY NAME I DON'T NEED THAT
BUT IF YOU NEED ME BABY, YOU KNOW I COME RIGHT BACK

AND SLEEPING ALONE
GETS HARDER WHEN IT'S COLD
COULD YOU HIT MY PHONE
SO I KNOW YOU GOT HOME

I WANNA KNOW? I NEED YOU RIGHT HERE
I GOTTA GO, I DON'T WANT YOU MY DEARLY

I DON'T WANT YOU
I DON'T NEED YOU
I WON'T WAIT UP
I DON'T FEEL YOU
I WON'T STAY UP
I WON'T LEAVE YOU NOW

IMMA NEED YOU TO LET YOU GO
WANT TO RUN IT BACK OR LEAVE YOU OUT IN THE COLD
IMMA LEAVE YOU ON YOUR OWN
EVEN AFTER HOPE, I WILL NEVER LET YOU GO YEAH

I'VE BEEN REALLY HATING YOUR TOUCH
THESE FEELINGS I'M HAVING GOT ME SO F*CKED UP

AND I'M SIPPING ON SOME
GIN AND TONIC WITH A CIGARETTE BUTT

SPENT A FEW YEARS IN A BAD PLACE
LOST TIME TO THE PAIN THAT I MISTRACED
BLEEDING HEART FOR A GIRL THAT I MISPLACED
SO F*CKED UP ON THE PILLS THAT I MISTAKE

YOU'RE NEVER GONNA GIVE UP ON ME
ARE YOU?

Yates XV x B Murph x Kasper Fell - Wasted Love

Written by: Kurumi Violet
Produced by: 05alagen
Mixed by: Phantom Eclipse & AkiraDoves
Mastered by: AkiraDoves
Artwork edited by: Kurumi Violet

[Intro]
Just why did you have to leave
You're me & I'm you
So don't fucking
Leave me behind

[Verse]
Back in 2018 and 2019
They'd fight every night
Locking myself away
In my safety chamber
Drowning ears with
9tails, guardin, hk, nothing nowhere, and NF
Music was my life line

[Chorus]
Still have insecurities
I'll never give up hope just to die
That's your funeral
But I won't take the cyanide
I'll live past unlike you

[Bridge]
Somehow I found love within friends
I can call mine
Made a song for them
Called Make Me Shine

[Chorus]
I still have insecurities that I hide
Still I'll never give up hope just to die
In the end
That's your funeral
But I won't take the cyanide
Trying to find the truth
Within these Polaroids

insecurities (Prod. 05alagen)

5.
prod. awfuldrama 

Yeah, keep me close, don’t let me go
I’ll keep you warm, just come back home
You crush my soul, then give me hope
Teach me the ropes, then cut the cord

(And you’re dressed just like a rose, but you cut me with your thorns)
(And I can’t get past your angel face with the horns)

I feel the least you could do is pick up your phone and call
Cause I’m sweating here just tryna think through it all

Mmm, and I thought I would let you take control…
Turn my view against me and left me think alone.
You know I cared too much to care at all.
(But I love when you talk, it stops my heart.)

Yeah, keep me close, don’t let me go (don’t let me go)
I’ll keep you warm, just come back home (just come back home)
You crush my soul, then give me hope (yeah, you give me hope)
Teach me the ropes, then cut the cord (then you cut the cord)

(You cut the cord)
(I’ll keep you warm)

thorns w/ xona

Written by: Kurumi Violet
Produced by: taymxru
Mixed by: @akiradoves
Mastered by: @joshiguess
Artwork link: https://www.zerochan.net/3982305
Artwork by: 168_azusa
Artwork edited by: Kurumi Violet
Sample from: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UDQ7m2L9sK8 

Lyrics:
[Intro: Scaramouche's speech]
It took me three betrayal's 
To finally understand
The world is just an elaborate tapestry of lies
My fury will never be quelled 
The first to betray me was a god 
My creator 
My mother

[Chorus]
Amber skies with the pale moonlight 
Deep blue sea with the coral lines 
Breaking through the screams of a siren 
No wrongs I been righting

[Verse]
Vultures in the sky
They just take 
Everything... Away... from me
I just wanna break 
From this stress
Flames bursting through the sky
But I can't control you 
I know that
Breaking away from the storm

[Chorus]
Amber skies with the pale moonlight 
Deep blue seas with the coral lines 
Breaking through the screams of a siren

[Outro: Scaramouche's speech]
Humans they can't be trusted 
& the gods fill me with pure loathing
So I said Good Riddance

Siren (Lies) (Prod. taymxru)

Written by: Kurumi Violet
Produced by: drma & 80root
Mixed & Mastered by: JoshIGuess 
Sample from: https://youtu.be/GaT1GftoqV0?si=nkKyBWjEugnmGMFH
Artwork by: Scaramouche40 from Pinterest
Artwork Edited by: Kurumi Violet

[Intro]
Breaking free of the chains
I'm sick of bleeding for experiments sake
All the blood they take 

[Chorus]
Leaves me craving the taste of blood
I'm a psychopath 
I'm a Phantom 
I'm a deadly sin 
Wrath is taking over me
I win this battle 
But I'll lose the war

[Verse]
Changes to my core
Leaves me suffering in silence 
What have I truly become
A monster or something much worse?
Either way I just wanna understand 
What I have become 
WHAT HAVE I BECOME 

[Chorus]
Leaves me craving the taste of blood
I'm a psychopath 
I'm a Phantom 
I'm a deadly sin 
Wrath is taking over me
I win this battle 
But I'll lose the war

[Outro: Phainon trailer "Coronal Radiance" Honkai Star Rail]
Phainon:
Why did you....?
TAKE THEM ALL AWAY
FROM ME

Girl from trailer:
May this world never again need a deliver 

Phantom (Prod. drma & 80root)

Written by: Kurumi Violet
Produced by: myss
Mixed by: Kurumi Violet & JoshIGuess
Artwork by: Scaramouche40 from Pinterest
Artwork Edited by: Kurumi Violet

Lyrics:
[Intro: L's speech about monsters from Death Note]
There are many types of monsters 
In this world
Monsters that will not show themselves 
& cause trouble
Monsters who abduct children 
Monsters that devour dreams 
Monsters that suck blood
& monsters who always tell lies
Lying monsters are a real nuisance 
They are much more cunning than other monsters 
They pose as humans even though they have no understanding of a human heart 
They eat even though they never experienced hunger 
They study even though they have no interest in academics
They seek friendship even though they have no idea how to love
If I were to encounter such a monster, I would likely be eaten 

[Chorus]
The inner self wants to 
Claw their way out of this Suffocating skin 
The pressure and expectation to be a man 
Makes me feel like a disappointment 

[Verse]
All I have is this craft to vent to
Never feel comfortable confiding with anyone 
Breaking free of all the chains 
That tie me down to hell
Cause my issues are so ugly
Truly despise anyone who acts above me
I know old friends had enough of me 
That's why they all left

[Chorus]
The inner self wants to 
Claw their way out of this Suffocating skin 
The pressure and expectation to be a man 
Makes me feel like a disappointment

[Bridge]
But did I make the right turn 
Or did I take a shot at the shadow
& missed the critical despite my swift strike 
Oh oh yeah

[Outro]
Waste the days away
Waiting for a change 
That never comes my way
Sell a piece of me everytime I miss you
Is it okay to not be okay
Cause now you're gone
& your body is on the floor with blood pouring out
I just wish everything could just be the same
But it never will be cause you're now gone
FOREVER

Suffocating Skin (Prod. myss)

Written by: Kurumi Violet
Produced by: Injury
Mixed by: Kurumi Violet & JoshIGuess 
Mastered by: JoshIGuess 
Artwork by: Scaramouche40 from Pinterest
Artwork Edited by: Kurumi Violet
Sample from: https://youtu.be/Ke3Uiwb1-NE?si=5oMjWEYkYQfDe5xc

[Verse]
It's the end of my story
I'm so sorry that you had to leave me behind 
Even though you were suffocating in your own skin
Everybody knows that you tried 
But you don't wanna die
So I'm left to die instead 
I'm sorry you couldn't save me
The monsters ripping out our skin
Now I don't know if I'll win 
But I'll try because you gave me the choice to
The bodies disintegrate & the water evaporates
Cause everything just rots away into eternity 

[Bridge]
Everything that we once had is ripped away 
From our lives 
Because of the monsters that have taken over
But at least I tried my best

[Outro: Aigis ending speech from Persona 3 reload]
Once I decided to try & prevent the fall
Something inside me clicked 
When I thought about how I might never see you again
That's when I first understood...
What mattered to me the most
And so, I made up my mind
What I want... is to protect you 
From now, Until the end of time
I want to stay by your side

Story's End (Prod. Injury)

enjoy <3
prod: awfuldrama

LYRICS:
Tell me what to do
(Tell me what to do)
I’m in love with you
(I’m in love)
My body, my mind it’s all yours
My mind, my body and my soul

You can take control
Do what you like 
There’s no fight
Do what’s right 
Make me yours
And I’ll make you mine
Just look me in my eye

(Just look me in my eye)
(Til we reach the end of time) 
1, 2, 3, 4

I’m lost in my ways
I can’t break these chains 
Til you look at my face
It all goes away 
I can’t leave this place 
It’s making me insane 
Can you take away my pain
Why is everything now grey?
Could you make it all just fade 
Could you give me some new shades
Could you give me just a taste
How long do I have to wait? 
Til we make it to that day
Til we make it to that day

You can take control 
(Take control)
Do what you like 
(Do what you like)
There’s no fight 
(There’s no fight)
Do what’s right 
(Do what’s right) 
Make me yours
(Make me-)
And I’ll make you mine
(Make you mine)
Just look me in my eye

control freak II

The meaning behind my name is "The idea of the Reaper is cool yet scary to me & I live within the shadows of everyone and everything"


I make music about my struggles, frustrations, & Passions
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