A fuzzed reality of no escape. The same station on loop forever.

Trapped In Radio Hell

“The measure of intelligence is the ability to change” -Albert Einstein

Self-consumed

Come to in a bathroom tub, waters on, frozen I’m stuck
can't believe I'm here again, broken arms I can't pretend
that it's just normal to be pacing these hospital rooms
tryna search for something but every time I get a little closer, I'm consumed.

wake up, wake up
You’re floating above the sky, you think the clouds are rushing past
you feel like you’re just alive, for once in your life,
but that's just it, it builds up and then you fall upon knives, like what’s up

Worst part of it, I’m just repeating myself over and over and over again
nothing changes; I just stay, try to get up it's too late
set on fire, melted down, regenerated these flames are bound
to soul when I am found, I'll be screaming without a sound

teeth filled with the flesh of another, 
you don’t want all of this, you don’t want to be missed
I see the faces coming forth from the shadows,
they're brewing down to a cyst, they leave my neck tied and twist 

stare down from the edge I can’t breathe
I see death’s stare looking straight into me
He says, If you fall hit the ground; fall apart
I'll pick your little pieces up, but can't fix a broken heart, I loathe

I look up to see that no one is there 
it's just the grey sky that latches, fills me up with despair
I try to reach up, yeah, but no one replies
constantly tearing at my skin just to see if I'm alive

Welcome to hell you said. didn't imagine it'd be like this
gone unfed, can't afford to eat, yea this world is far from bliss
blessed above with dissociation, try to get a grip losing patience
as you push your nails through my hands, flinching back I didn't understand

yeah, there’s no meaning to it; you just enjoyed it
see my face fill with pain, breaking bones to remain
Yeah, to be the one you’ve chosen, my eyes are frozen
on seeing your smile decay, grind me down you betray

and there’s just me, laying in this bedroom alone
and sometimes I hear the noises scratching at the walls they beckon and call
yeah just to see some type of change, they want me to cave so they can control
what's fucking left of this body as I drink myself a hole, and you say

teeth filled with the flesh of another, 
you don’t want all of this, you don’t want to be missed
I see the faces coming forth from the shadows,
they're brewing down to a cyst, they leave my neck tied and twist 

stare down from the edge I can’t breathe
I see death’s stare looking straight into me
He says, If you fall hit the ground; fall apart
I'll pick your little pieces up, but can't fix a broken heart, I loathe

I look up to see that no one is there 
it's just the grey sky that latches, fills me up with despair
I try to reach up, yeah, but no one replies
constantly tearing at my skin just to see if I'm alive

University Telephone Hotline

Consumed - Previously known as TOO EMOTIONAL. 
Out everywhere : https://linktr.ee/Koalinmusic



Consumed (Too Emotional)

Barney paying tribute to one of his favourite songs from his teens...

Heavy Metal Winner (CONSUMED Cover)

P(u)éril

MADE SOLO BY HAND
BEAT BY Sxzu

Rage

Dreamshade - Consumed Future (Instrumental Cover)

This song is a raw and emotional exploration of the grip of a gambling addiction, or any addiction really, using the metaphor of a losing streak to convey the all-consuming nature of the struggle. The lyrics capture the desperation and hopelessness of being trapped in a cycle of addiction, where every relapse feels like a surrender to the darkness. Although I'm drawing from a place of empathy and understanding rather than personal experience, I aim to convey the intense emotional turmoil that comes with addiction, and the haunting feeling of being consumed by forces beyond one's control.


LYRICS: 

[Verse 1]
Pull me closer
Hold me tighter
I'm fallin' again 

[Verse]
I know better
But it don't matter
I'm fallin' again 

[Chorus]
And I can feel the weight
Of the darkness in my soul
It's coming to claim its prize 

[Verse]
All my life
Is a losing streak
I'm fallin' again 

[Verse]
Tell me it's over
And I can't go back
I'm fallin' again 

[Chorus]
And I can feel the weight
Of the darkness in my soul
It's coming to claim its prize


Losing Streak

CVNSUMED | ROOM 22 - PODCAST 002

better without u (zaan / easymoney)

Artist from the UK - Used to make meme mashups, now makes original tracks.

I don't use AI for my music

To succeed, is to fail in what you create. Without failure, you're never really getting anywhere

Art - TheRoguez

Self produced / Sad  

CONTACT: RIVILINAU@GMAIL.COM

Songwriting has been a lifelong passion for me, dating back to elementary school when I first began crafting stories, poems, and eventually lyrics. As a former drummer in various bands, I always relied on others to bring my words to life musically. However, after a long hiatus from drumming, I decided to take the leap and learn to compose music to accompany my lyrics. Through classes and dedication, I've embarked on a new journey, breathing fresh life into old lyrics and penning new ones. You'll find a mix of older and newer works here. Especially for some of the lyrics. 

Music has been a part of me for as long as I can remember. One of my earliest memories is being completely entranced by 'The Little Drummer Boy' as a very young child. There was something about the rhythm and the melody that just captivated me. I must have played it a thousand times, wearing the record out, and from that moment on, I was hooked. I knew I wanted to be a drummer and to create that magic for others. 

But I was too young then, and of course, I couldn't afford a drum set just yet. So, I turned to writing as a way to express myself. As I mentioned above, I started with stories, then poems, and eventually, lyrics. I found that writing was not only a way to tap into my creativity, but also a way to process my emotions and experiences. 

As I grew older, my love for music only deepened. I realized that music has this incredible power to transport us to different times and places, to evoke emotions and memories that we thought were long forgotten. It's a universal language that can bring people together like nothing else can. 

For me, writing lyrics is a cathartic experience. It's a way for me to tap into my emotions, to process the world around me, and to create something that I hope will resonate with others. And when I hear my words come to life in a song, it's truly magical. It's a feeling that never gets old, and it's what keeps me coming back to music time and time again. 

I love many genres of music and artists of many genres. And if you listen to some of my songs, you will find that I like to make songs of different genres as well as mix different genres into each song. One of my all-time favorite bands is Evanescence, and I have made a lot of songs where I have tried my best to emulate that sound. 

Now, I have recently started experimenting with new sounds. I never heard of glitch beats before I took music classes, and now I'm fascinated with the sound, so I have been experimenting with glitch beats recently. 

I hope you enjoy some of my songs. And thanks so much to everyone who has been listening so far. I truly appreciate it. I welcome constructive feedback to help me grow as an artist, and I appreciate your support. ❤️

BTW if you follow me, I will ALWAYS follow back. If I like your music, I will follow you, but if you don't follow me back within a week or so I will probably unfollow. The same goes for when I see someone listening to my music, I WILL follow, however, if they don't follow me back within a week or so, I'll unfollow, because I'm at my limit of follows and I want to follow back everyone who follows me. Did not know that SoundCloud limits us to following only 2000. 😢

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VickStiX's Artist Manifesto
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I am the static between truth and noise.
A pulse that cracks the silence open.
When the world forgets its conscience,
I remind it — one beat, one lyric, one spark.

I don’t shout to divide; I sing to awaken.
I don’t chase fame; I chase clarity.
My art is not a weapon — it’s a flare in the dark.
A signal to every soul that still believes in better.

Let the trolls rage, let the cowards hide.
They can’t drown out a voice that’s tuned to truth.
I will paint their lies in sound and light
until justice has a melody again.

Because protest is not anger — it’s hope with a megaphone.
And I was born to be loud.

🎶 VickStiX — Truth. Rhythm. Revolution.












Record Label - D.I.Y. - East UK

The label has a long and worthwhile history of music, including folk, punk, hardcore, metal, hiphop, beats, Drum and Bass, Dubstep, lofi and post rock ambience.

Through contacts, community and unity, the aim is to provide a free recording service, distro, help with releases and live shows. We are more about people than profits, the way it should be. 

We are all for a collective, if you want to help in any way then get in touch.

Our politics and philosophy rest within Anarchism. 

So if your interested then give us a message, lets work something out. 

Peace and unity
MUSIC FREE AND FOR THE COMMUNITY!

Lead Guitar for Life to Lifeless

I produce, mix, and master my own music. I like to do a lot of covers sometimes adding my own twist on things

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