Lord Of The Stars
A Collection of Starry Carson Pieces
2/2/24
Prod. Casttag
Cover art by Melendez Enigma

I know the true are watching me, and while the fake may talk to me
I'm in a different purer land, where their words cannot bother me
So state your thoughts and your beliefs and make your way to keep the peace
I'm on a busy schedule, and can't delay what's meant for me
If you delay my way of life, just know you're far beyond my sights
My eyes are looking past your soul, and pushing towards a truer light
I'm pushing towards an open space, where what I love and I create
Can manifest, and help relate through points that bless me with this grace

I'll change the world through sounds and words, whether you see or hear them there
My point is just to offer me, if you receive it's not my care
Cause you could be above the point, or so below it makes you scared
But when you reach the perfect spot, just come around the music player
Turn on one of my songs preferably where I speak
On truth and inner workings, and love and deeper findings
Sing along inside your head, and contemplate my writing
The points are absolute to me, and express why I'm trying,

I know the true are watching me, and while the fake may talk to me
I'm in a different purer land, where their words cannot bother me
So state your thoughts and your beliefs and make your way to keep the peace
I'm on a busy schedule, and can't delay what's meant for me
If you delay my way of life, just know you're far beyond my sights
My eyes are looking past your soul, and pushing towards a truer light
I'm pushing towards an open space, where what I love and I create
Can manifest, and help relate through points that bless me with this grace

The fact you even found this song, is proof to show you're close to me
We are the same past words and sound, the truth is in the energy
I've called you in some way somehow and you had found yourself intrigued
But ask yourself, do you like truth, or is it just the way I sing
Is it in the way I speak, or in the ways I make you feel
An existential part of me, that shows throughout my outer field
And if you can't accept my ways I'd rather you just keep it real
And push towards things that move your heart, without the need to share our shpeals

I know the true are watching me, and while the fake may talk to me
I'm in a different purer land, where their words cannot bother me
So state your thoughts and your beliefs and make your way to keep the peace
I'm on a busy schedule, and can't delay what's meant for me
If you delay my way of life, just know you're far beyond my sights
My eyes are looking past your soul, and pushing towards a truer light
I'm pushing towards an open space, where what I love and I create
Can manifest, and help relate through points that bless me with this grace

I know the true are watching me so I live out the ways I speak
The deepest of my meaning coming from the act of setting free
And I inherit everything when I stand back and let it be
And remember what I believe is shared online for you and me

Watching Me (Casttag)

Lord Of The Stars
A Collection of Starry Carson Pieces
2/2/24
Prod. https://soundcloud.com/casttag
Cover art by Melendez Enigma

I can't kick it with these lames, that's why I stay down by myself
What's the point of shaking hands, if the hands aren't there to help
Imma smack you with my hands and send you deeper into hell
Y'all some liars and some losers, blame your parents and yourself
Blame your parents like you do and take what's mine on daily timing
I was showing love when y'all were fucked up, throwing fists and crying
Up in my apartment, tryna help you reach a silver lining
Just to show my brothers love and then to find out they were lying

And to find out they were plotting, sneaky fucks without a soul
I would send them home with gas, when they didn't have a bowl
And now they pop out on my ex and think that they are in control
Man, I'll show you control, make your downfall the new goal
Shit is funny man, cause all I really have to do is go
Even though you could save yourself, we both know you won't
And just the way you stabbed my back and threw me in the hole
You gon' walk into that hole and fulfill the perfect role

I can't kick it with these lames, that's why I stay down by myself
What's the point of shaking hands, if the hands aren't there to help
Imma smack you with my hands and send you deeper into hell
Y'all some liars and some losers, blame your parents and yourself
Blame your parents like you do and take what's mine on daily timing
I was showing love when y'all were fucked up, throwing fists and crying
Up in my apartment, tryna help you reach a silver lining
Just to show my brothers love and then to find out they were lying

Losers saw me and my girl and said that they wanted the same
Talking bout a perfect love and giving respect to my ways
Then they saw my girl alone and they started saying hey
And the heys turned into foul shit within a couple days
So are you just a fucking liar? tryna manipulate the pain
Or are you ran by your dick and you don't have a brain
Regardless, that's some child shit meant for the lames
And it just shows you're a scared bitch behind your face

I can't kick it with these lames, that's why I stay down by myself
What's the point of shaking hands, if the hands aren't there to help
Imma smack you with my hands and send you deeper into hell
Y'all some liars and some losers, blame your parents and yourself
Blame your parents like you do and take what's mine on daily timing
I was showing love when y'all were fucked up, throwing fists and crying
Up in my apartment, tryna help you reach a silver lining
Just to show my brothers love and then to find out they were lying

Lames (Casttag)

Lord Of The Stars
A Collection of Starry Carson Pieces
2/2/24
Prod. https://soundcloud.com/jorrin321 x https://soundcloud.com/meliodas-sama-719660967 x https://soundcloud.com/casttag
Cover art by Melendez Enigma

If I know one thing, then I know myself
I don't need them, I'll be my own help
If I know one thing, it's how to move
I just need me, nothing to hold onto

If I know anything, it's easier alone
Sure, I miss my friends, and the one who has my soul
But I can't wait here for my life to happen
I've wasted too many years with all these questions

If I know one thing, then I know myself
I don't need them, I'll be my own help
If I know one thing, it's how to move
I just need me, nothing to hold onto

Now I know one thing, and this is true
I wouldn't know myself if I never knew you
But I can't go back to making dumb excuses
And we both know that, to pin the spark is useless

If I know one thing, then I know myself
I don't need them, I'll be my own help
If I know one thing, it's how to move
I just need me, nothing to hold onto

If I Know One Thing (Beancoco x Klimax x Casttag)

Lord Of The Stars
A Collection of Starry Carson Pieces
2/2/24
Prod. https://soundcloud.com/hottubjohny
Cover art by Melendez Enigma

Waiting for your love to come back through the breeze
I could have had it all, now what's the point of me

It's like no one knows,
There's really not a point
Of waiting for a moment,
Of waiting for that reason
Cause no one knows,
There is no fucking point of waiting for a reason

Waiting years for ears, to see the sounds I see
It's been so fucking long, now what's the point of me
So no one knows, but it still has a point, and I still have a reason

Waiting for the time, to really trust myself
To really take a step towards seeking deeper help
I'm waiting for the time, to trust what I believe,
I could have it all, so what's the point of me?

It's like no one knows,
There's really not a point
Of waiting for a moment,
Of waiting for that reason
Cause no one knows,
There is no fucking point of waiting for a reason

You could waste your life, waiting for that day
Where the memories subside and the triggers go away
Or you could take a breath, and try another way,
Where there is no fucking point, no reason or way
Everything's that reason for better and for worse
Just look into the moment, and see what really hurts
Look into the moment, and see what pulls you close
The point of me is something I've always known

I make my own points, and I've always been the reason
Little traumas in my heart had kept me from believing
When I believe, and I go there,
The truth is love past every care

The Point Of Me (HottubJohny)

Lord Of The Stars
A Collection of Starry Carson Pieces
2/2/24
Prod. https://soundcloud.com/nihil2free x https://soundcloud.com/casttag
Cover art by Melendez Enigma

This is not a drill, and this is not the time,
I need to think for real, or kiss my life will goodbye
At least the dreams of mine, that have slipped me by
I wanna change the world, don't wanna wonder why
Don't wanna think about, if I really tried
Don't wanna regret, all the wasted time
I wanna live my truth, and way before I die
I wanna live my way, and trust the deeper signs

Trust the deeper signs, the ones I've seen for years
The ones between the lines, and always somewhere near
The ones that make you cry, and fill your eyes with tears
Cause it's all so simple, and yet so unclear
It's all just one step, and then nothing changes
But you just keep trying, till utter derangement
Till something clicks, and out of amazement
Everything goes into perfect placement

This is not a drill, and this is not the time,
I need to think for real, or kiss my life will goodbye
At least the dreams of mine, that have slipped me by
I wanna change the world, don't wanna wonder why
Don't wanna think about, if I really tried
Don't wanna regret, all the wasted time
I wanna live my truth, and way before I die
I wanna live my way, and trust the deeper signs

The signs lead to something, and that's what it's all for
The chance to live life, in the ways that you've longed for
Whether creation, destruction, or nothing in long form
The chance to find yourself, is the truest art form
Who am I being, and where am I going
What is the point of the art that I'm showing
The point is that life is endlessly flowing
And if you just jump in, you'll find yourself glowing

This is not a drill, and this is not the time,
I need to think for real, or kiss my life will goodbye
At least the dreams of mine, that have slipped me by
I wanna change the world, don't wanna wonder why
Don't wanna think about, if I really tried
Don't wanna regret, all the wasted time
I wanna live my truth, and way before I die
I wanna live my way, and trust the deeper signs

Not A Drill (Nihil2free x Casttag)

Lord Of The Stars
A Collection of Starry Carson Pieces
2/2/24
Prod. https://soundcloud.com/methboiswag x https://soundcloud.com/casttag
Cover art by Melendez Enigma

I don't know how to help myself, and I don't know how to help you
Life has been a fucking game ever since my first move
From true love and blind anger to my own delusional truth
I get stuck, and fucked up, living endlessly confused

And then I feel worthless like there really is no reason
And if I cause all this pain, then what's the point of breathing
And I know you see it when you look into my eyes
That I'm still that scared little kid, alone and burdened by why's

I don't know how to help myself, and I don't know how to help you
Life has been a fucking game ever since my first move
From true love and blind anger to my own delusional truth
I get stuck and fucked up, living endlessly confused

The joke of the matter is that it really never ends
In a different skin with confusion in my head
And as the years go by and I start to catch my breath
Confusion catches wind and finds the fears that left

I don't know how to help myself, and I don't know how to help you
Life has been a fucking game ever since my first move
From true love and blind anger to my own delusional truth
I get stuck and fucked up, living endlessly confused

Terminal Confusion (methboiswag x Casttag)

Lord Of The Stars
A Collection of Starry Carson Pieces
2/2/24
Feat. Trevvy
Prod. https://soundcloud.com/punkworldthreat x https://soundcloud.com/casttag
Cover art by Melendez Enigma

I was fighting for so long
I had to face my fears, I had to face you were gone
Feels like a thousand years since I've seen you my love,
And here's to a thousand more, I don't know what you ran away for
But the past is the past of course so I'll love you from the depths of my core
I'll be the one to fall on my sword, I'll always play the fool for you

I always made you giggle, you played me like a fiddle
That time you said you loved me, did you mean it just a little
You begged me not to leave, then you ran off, you're so fickle
It's enough for me to hate you, but I chose the bigger picture
I chose backwoods over swishers, had to cut back off the liquor
Cause it only made me sicker, it only made me sicker for you

And here's to a thousand more, I don't know what you ran away for
But the past is the past of course so I'll love you from the depths of my core
I'll be the one to fall on my sword, I'll always play the fool for you

I can play the fool, and you just be yourself
I'm the type to lash out when I just need your help
I've always been a fool, it wasn't hard to tell
Confused about myself while putting you through hell

I've put you through the worst of the worst
I've put you through the heat of the flame
Unaware and unable to blame
I was scared as fuck and living in pain
And where were you, but right next to me
Even though we both know you didn't have to be
I was promising promises that weren't actually
When all you ever really wanted was reality

And here's to a thousand more, I don't know what you ran away for
But the past is the past of course so I'll love you from the depths of my core
I'll be the one to fall on my sword, I'll always play the fool for you

I'll always play the fool for you

Thousand Years Feat. Trevvy (Punk x Casttag)

Lord Of The Stars
A Collection of Starry Carson Pieces
2/2/24
Prod. https://soundcloud.com/casttag x https://soundcloud.com/hottubjohny
Cover art by Melendez Enigma

These late night thoughts go through my head
They keep me stuck on words unsaid
It's these late night thoughts that rip through my chest
And keep me stuck waiting for death

I get stuck on fears that my potential doesn't matter now
Falling into memories that share the fear and deeper doubt
And I get lost inside myself in ways there is no exit out
So I get lost inside these drugs and heal the pain with pretty sounds

Heal my heart with pretty sounds and heal my skin with oiled smoke
My mind is an enigma with another inside it's own
And these two minds can lose themselves inside the dark, in place unknown
And cause my thoughts to hit the wall and leave my heart and soul alone

These late night thoughts go through my head
They keep me stuck on words unsaid
It's these late night thoughts that rip through my chest
And keep me stuck waiting for death

These late night thoughts got me running away
With nowhere to run, what's really safe
It's these late night thoughts pushing me from my ways

They're using my fears and throwing them in my face

These late night thoughts go through my head
They keep me stuck on words unsaid
It's these late night thoughts that rip through my chest
And keep me stuck waiting for death

It's three am and I'm still awake
I lost my mind and found my fate

Late Night Thoughts  (Hottub Johny x Casttag)

grumpys underground (hottub johny + uhoh)

Ca5ttag !
The 5th Casttag Collection
Released 12/3/24
15 Pieces
Available On All Platforms

Feat. https://soundcloud.com/hottubjohny 

Co Production From https://soundcloud.com/jorrin321 + RichJ

Cover Art by https://soundcloud.com/puppyjamz

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