NIGHTCRAWLER

4 the ones struggling and really trying in life

TRYING - NICK NINE - FT JOEL X

HOPELESS

Dead Inside(prod.Mikey J Beats)

Made this while really depressed and losing my mind.

Depression Diver

REW1ND

P1LLZ N D4 QU1ZE4N

somewhereOnI10

H4UNTED

STUNN1N'

H4RD N' TH4 P41NT

"The flowers in the garden are representative of those in your heart. Treat them both nice." 
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♥ thank you sean for guiding me u3u ~ !! ♥

now im able to abelton :o) ! ehehe

- What on Earth -(˶°ㅁ°)!!

i’m trying is a raw emotional track about surviving when it’d be easier to quit. Honest lyrics and stripped production reflect the struggle of showing up, for others and eventually, for yourself.

i'm trying (Single)

i’m trying (Prod. GrumpyGoose)

Worn out, wired up, and still standing.
I make music for the ones who overthink everything and feel even more.
Falling Apart, Moving Forward is the first chapter: fractured, emotional, and honest.
Blending self-written lyrics with AI-generated vocal performances, I build tracks that drift between dark trap, cloud rap, and alternative hip-hop.
These songs are heavy, restless, and sometimes weightless, but always real.
Independent. Never silent again.

I’m Nick nine, I love music and am trying to make some that is relatable who was ever down and needed a hand there for them but didn’t have one. So come follow me on my music journey and let’s get it! #outsxderz

New tracks tagged #ImTrying