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Fragments of Forever

The song "Time Slips Away" is a melancholic ballad that reflects on the passage of time, the loss of important moments, and the regret for things left undone. The protagonist feels how time slips away from their hands, leaving them trapped in memories and broken promises. The lyrics are filled with metaphors expressing the feeling of being in a temporal limbo, where the past fades away like a river that never returns.

Time slips away

"Just a Father" is Joseph’s aching prayer in “Something for You” — a Christmas musical that centers the stories of the often overlooked, minor characters of the first Christmas. Joseph is central, of course, but not the center and aspects of his experience also hold clues to what it all may mean.

In this song, Joseph wrestles with doubts that have dogged him since he first entered stage right. Years after that first visit from a heavenly messenger, he faces the boy he agreed to raise — now twelve years old, confidently stepping away from his parents into the life that calls him, already wiser than any can fathom.

Part lament, part confession, part heartfelt pledge, “Just a Father” is a song of love and hope, dismay and frustration, and - finally - faith and faithfulness, all bound up together. 

Lyrics:

VERSE:

I would have called him Joseph. No one would ask us why.
But you asked me to trust you and a message from on high.

CHORUS:

It’s no small thing to ask. It’s no small thing I’ve done.
Believing better angels telling me that he’s the one.
This boy, this boy, this boy - like no other kind of son
And me, I’m just a father wondering, “Who will he become?”

VERSE:

“My father’s house,” he said and “didn’t you know” as if to shame
the both of us, like he’s through with us, who gave the boy his name.

CHORUS:

It’s no small thing to ask. It’s no small thing I’ve done.
Believing better angels telling me that he’s the one.
This boy, this boy, this boy - like no other kind of son
And me, I’m just a father wondering, “Who will he become?”

BRIDGE:

I know I share the blame. But what am I to do?
When here we are again - you asking me to trust in you
And in our boy - our gift from heaven. He always knows the way
And everything to do and exactly what to say.

CHORUS:

It’s no small thing to ask. It’s no small thing I’ve done.
Believing better angels telling me that he’s the one.
This boy, this boy, this boy - like no other kind of son

JOSEPH:
You know I wanna be faithful [but I’m still wondering] who will he become?


Just a father (Joseph)

"...all who heard it were amazed." 

A raw, piano-driven ballad from “Something for you” — a modern folk Christmas musical giving voice to the minor characters (and minor moments) of the first Christmas story, “A fair question” is the song of one of the “all” who heard the shepherds tell their breathless story of what they had just witnessed - “and all who heard it were amazed.” Closer than any of us and yet, like us, left to grapple with doubt and faith and what’s real.

LYRICS

VERSE:

I didn’t see what they saw
All I’ve got to go on is,  
Same as you it’s just their story - 
This whole star and angel biz.
First one, and then a lot of them
The night sky bright as day,
Talking wonders ‘bout some baby
Born in Bethlehem. OK…

CHORUS

If I didn’t know these guys,
Didn’t hear and didn’t see
For myself what had come over them,
Would I still believe?
It’s a fair question - 
To be honest - I don’t know.
I feel for you, I really do,
As the distance grows.
It’s a fair question - 
I still believe?
If I were in your shoes - I might just leave. 

VERSE

A baby’s nothing special.
They show up all the time.
But this was no repeat, they said
It’s history when it rhymes
We saw him with our own eyes
Just like the angels said
Wrapped up and in a manger
His parents at his head.

CHORUS

If I didn’t know these guys,
Didn’t hear and didn’t see
For myself what had come over them,
Would I still believe?
It’s a fair question - 
To be honest - I don’t know.
I feel for you, I really do,
As the distance grows.
It’s a fair question - 
I still believe?
If I were in your shoes - I might just leave. 

BRIDGE

All who heard it were amazed.
I was too 
By that look in their faces - 
Could a lie do that to you?
What would be the reason
To make up such a tale
To sell it like a promise
If the whole thing’s doomed to fail?

CHORUS

If I didn’t know these guys,
Didn’t hear and didn’t see
For myself what had come over them,
Would I still believe?
It’s a fair question - 
To be honest - I don’t know.
I feel for you , I really do,
As the distance grows.
It’s a fair question - 
I still believe?
If I were in your shoes - I might just leave. 


A fair question

A song about getting older and the mundane days which are left with only with memories.

Face Another Day(2)

Started writing lyrics last year, now it's a full time activity.

Stefan Lanfer writes indie folk singer-songwriter songs with the soul of a storyteller and the heart of a seeker. With a vibe somewhere between Ben Folds and Cat Stevens, his music blends lyrical introspection, spiritual resonance, and quiet power. This song library is for fans who want to feel something and collaborators looking for material ripe with possibilities and ready for their magic. 

SoundCloud is Stefan's songwriting sandbox, with work tapes and rehearsal tapes, multiple versions, works in progress, different drafts tracing the evolutions, and ideas from listeners always welcome to help these songs figure out and become what they want to be before they launch into the wider streaming world. 

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TheConde is a multidisciplinary ritualist, composer and conceptual creator behind Arcana Carnis. Mixing sacred languages, sensual atmospheres and deep electronic textures, he invokes a sonic world where the body becomes ritual and silence speaks. His work blends poetry, mysticism, and rhythm to awaken emotions that lie beneath the surface. Arcana Carnis – Ritualis Totum is his first full-length ceremonial album: a timeless dance between shadow and desire.

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