..:: THE INVOLVEMENT ::..
..:: Into The Outmosphere ::..

Depleted Not Defeated
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baby i’m dying to hear what i want you to say
what kind of life can i live if i give it away?
each and every day putting up with the fight
i’ve always been this way never slept thru a nite

this haunting feeling i cannot explain
am i falling in love
am i going insane
help me i’m losing my mind
and i'll never know why
maybe it’s a sign
i just hope one day i’ll get it right

today is the day that i go my own way
breaking the chains feeling everyone’s pain
i’ll burn it down to the ground, i’m not joking around
the world is what we make it so just live it your way
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JOHN <> drums . guitar . bass . vocals . lyrics . composition
RUBY <> lyrics

mixing and mastering : johncruess@gmail.com

Into the Outmosphere

Depleted Not Defeated

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..:: THE INVOLVEMENT ::..


I Don't Wanna Die
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would you just shut up 
and let me speak
we can live off hope
or choke on defeat
i’ll never give it up
i won’t back down
i’m naked in space
i’m staring at the ground

on my own
i don’t wanna die all alone
don’t even know why i’m alone
i don’t wanna die all alone

i served my time
the crime was me
faking every motherfucker
that i should never be
i’m a little bit more
a lot much less
i hid it so well
cleaned up the mess
there was never anyone
to call for help
i clawed my way out
and dug out myself
putting down my phone
picking up my pen
got the who what where why
and the how is my when

now i know
i don’t wanna die alone
don’t even know why i’m alone
i don’t wanna die all alone
i don’t wanna die

i sped right though hell
and yea i’m looking back
as far i can tell
it ended on this track
i was a long lost soul
with no control
out of my shell
love will never leave me alone

I don’t wanna die all alone
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JOHN <> drums. guitar . bass . vocals 
RUBY <> lyrics . vocals

mixing and mastering : johncruess@gmail.com

I Don't Wanna Die

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10.7.22 - Another six song EP is on the way! The pre-release is to the left over there titled "mindsauce". Hope you enjoy the tunes! Expect another release very soon!

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