produced by branwen

lyrics;
told u im invincible
girl u cant hurt me
yk it wont work on me
i been spending all week trying to find something usable
forging something amazing in the crucible
taking these drugs i feel like im invincible
but im no hero
but u cant hurt me
try to stab me again it wort work on me
so dont worry about me

the stuff i mix could kill someone
but i still do it 
i came to the conclusion im invincible
and if not atleast im replaceable 
like u said u can find someone new
so why dont you?, tell me u cant get me off your brain
than why did u break my heart was it a mistake?
than u told me im too good for u 

but girl look at me im a fucking drug addict
im a fucking emo rapper
i always tell u im a loser
do u really think this is happy ever after???
if u do than stop playing these games 
because im slowly losing myself
im gonna fade away

told u im invincible
but i dont got a cape
i cant fly i cant get there today
so ur gonna have to wait
all i feel is pain
i throw everything i care about down the drain
u say u love me than u start to act strange
i want a new chapter in my life
so why dont i turn the page
if reality isn't real
and everything is staged
so why dont u teach me how to feel?
they say it takes time to heal
than why am i stuck here waiting for my scars to fade
i thought i was invincible

girl u can hurt me
yk it does work on me
i been writing this message that i wanna send to u
its taking forever
so im taking these drugs 
i used feel like im invincible
but ik im no hero
and im not invincible

invincible

produced by branwen
mix n mastered by me
art by beaky sunday

lyrics;
(its only been a few years
and so much has changed
i need a break
but so much is at stake)

used to wanna be a pro gamer
used to have aim like shroud on cloud9 
ion wanna talk hit my line later
im mixing these drugs i guess i still ended up on cloud9
spend my life online i have no life
friends dropped me n ion wanna say goodbye

alright (ALRIGHT)
lets not get to emotional
alright, alright, alright 
im not doing okay 

keep stabbing me there im gonna break
sold my soul it isn't even there anymore 
theres nothing for you to take
u switched up n left me to fall
now im falling at a fast rate
used to wait all night for ur call
even till it got really late
  
now im sitting here doing nothing and im getting payed
i jus spent a rack on my safety
i jus been doing shit different lately
wont let them get to me
no no (I WONT LET THEM GET TO ME)
if u wanna talk ion got time
if u want a feature u gotta match my energy than pay me

(9tails lyric)
you are now hearing about the comedown 
slept in late, i put the song out late 
always high as fuck when I walk around
took a nap cause I been too baked 

i think i need a break
but everything is at stake
this has taken me months
while ppl around me switch up
blew up a few months ago
now im running out of luck
songs can barely get 100 plays
but i got my monthlies up
fuck i shouldn't look at the numbers but thats all i care about
thats all I FUCKING CARE ABOUT
now we are in the comedown
im this close to the pond
i think IMA DROWN
youll always find me in this bottle of crown

wanted to be a pro gamer
used to have game sense like im shroud on cloud9
ion wanna talk dont hit my line
im mixing these drugs i guess i still ended up on cloud9
spent my life online 
all the time
its time to sign out and go OFFLINE

sparking my blunt trying to vibe
put the drugs down i dont want another line
all that did was numb my mind
it didn't really help just avoided my problems

wanted to be a pro gamer
used to have game sense like im shroud on cloud9
im mixing these drugs now
i still ended up on cloud9 right?

cloud9

produced by branwen

lyrics;
i hate the way i feel
i hate the way i feel
i hate the way -

that moment when yk everything is make believe inside ur head
maybe u should take ur meds
maybe u should try something to get you out of bed
you cant live like this 
i think i wanna give up 
but my body wont let me give in
somedays i dont know what to say
somedays i wonder what to say
somedays i wonder if im okay
somedays i try to know my place
i been like this for a long time
and i dont think im gonna change
i mean everyday fades to gray
constantly filled with hate
why do i even wanna be awake

im sorry 
im so sorry 
im not good enough
im sorry im not the drugs
like do u feel how i feel
cuz i hate the way i feel x3

cuz i hate the way i feel
tell me what is real
cuz i hate the way i feel
i jus wanna be okay
but today is not the day
i hate the way i feel

way i feel_outro

produced by branwen x rai4real  <3
mixed and mastered by me
featuring the amazing Beaky Sunday <3

lyrics; me and her vocals thrown in random parts of this song 

𝘣𝘦𝘢𝘬𝘺:
and fight
talk about all the things your afraid of 
make sure yourself small 
make yourself not scary to me anymore x2
i will not fear 
i feared enough

mars x 𝘣𝘦𝘢𝘬𝘺:
lay me in the grave u dug
than when i come back from hell u say youll still be there?
cuz im like a drug huh? (𝘓𝘐𝘒𝘌 𝘈 𝘋𝘙𝘜𝘎)
where u saying that when u and him met up (𝘔𝘌𝘛 𝘜𝘗)
keep giving me every excuse in the book
i take a pill trying to slip off (𝘛𝘈𝘒𝘌 𝘈 𝘗𝘐𝘓𝘓 𝘈𝘕𝘋 𝘚𝘓𝘐𝘗 𝘖𝘍𝘍)
this shit will kill me soon
if not ill take another to see it thru (𝘚𝘌𝘌 𝘐𝘛 𝘛𝘏𝘙𝘜)
this is how i fall apart in this room (𝘍𝘈𝘓𝘓 𝘈𝘗𝘈𝘙𝘛 𝘐𝘕 𝘛𝘏𝘐𝘚 𝘙𝘖𝘖𝘔)

afraid w/ Beaky Sunday

the girl from down the block develops a parasocial obsession and takes drastic measures.

Lyrics:
2:26 in the morning I can’t find you
Hopped up on that terrace slow and then I gotta climb through 
Left your phone on ring but you don’t pick up got like no damn options 
I can't comprehend living without you I don’t know why
You cannot even give me no damn satisfaction 
I been thinking you don’t like me without something to hold 
You up for the night 
Maybe bottles get me right 
Like you don’t put up fights?
Is there something to hold back from?
And if I’m being honest I don’t really think it’s that damn complex 
I been doing everything I can to even break the codex

2:23 in the morning and I cannot find you
Hopped up on that terrace slow and then I really gotta climb through 
I cannot comprehend living without you I don’t know why
You cannot even give me no damn satisfaction 
I been thinking you don’t like me without something to hold 
You up for the night 
Maybe bottles get me right 
Like you don’t put up fights?
Is there something to hold back from?
And if I’m being honest I don’t really think it’s that damn complex 
I been doing everything I can to even break the codex

the stalker complex (code breaker) prod. branwen

remember (prod. branwen)

говорит люблю (prod. runawway,kmtr)

лезвие ножа (runawway)

нпс (prod. greyrock)

Those Things (prod. branwen)

22 | songwriter, producer, engineer and vocalist

i make what i want my music isnt foreveryone

contact: m@scars.online

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