another song about life

LYRICS:
we back again, we up again
another sleepless night I'm on the fence
im feelin tense, and in the narcoleptic sense
cuz lately it just feels like I'm no longer in control
my whole existence is spiraling out of control
my whole existence stressin like Ronaldo on goal
my day to day feels like a sport like the super bowl, ay

ima be honest i been cookin this one up for a while
got alot i want to say, id be lying if i said im not in denial
its been hard, but I'm moving on
ive got pain to improve upon
self reflect, you're still divided
if we talking about reflection, not every mirrors one sided
let that sink in

overestimating my ability to debate I'm a upper motherfucking master of de-escalation
i been talking people off of that cliff since i learned i was caucasian
overdosing on melatonin? what's the occasion?
blaming me for your serotonin, nah, thats called manipulation

nobody cares
when my heart aches
i wanna go
to my happy place
fix my mistakes

was it my fault
do i blame myself
whos in the wrong
i just wanna be done
put down the gun

2 AM NARCOLEPTIC

A song about pet peeves

LYRICS:
why are people always tellin me who im supposed to be
why are people always getting mad because i disagree
who decided that to a get a job you need a damn degree
80 fucking grand for just a single piece of paper, guareteed
but thats not all
why do these people wanna fight like this is Smash bros brawl
and when I see you Self Destruct, put you on SD cards
I'll send the CD to your house so you can CD's bars, im like *click*
and more thing
if i catch you leaving shopping carts out then im gonna swing
like are you lazy or do you just not listen for the ring
im like yeat, strike your head like its a bell, its gonna sound like *bong*

lock the fuck in
im not playing games I
hate you so much
never speak to me again

switchin up on me like red light green light
if you wanna act a fool you better expect a clean fight
im mean right? call you out, send you into free flight
if my squad is moving heavy you can call this a team fight

im always aiming for the stars i dont got a limit
im always aiming for their eyes when i pop and pivot
if they wanna be two faced, like a coin ill flip it
they so concerned bout being hot while im out here chillin, goddamn, goddamn, we at it again
nobody tries to stop me but they hating again
i got two quick draws, and ones with my pen
these lyrics feeling so fire that I'm burning my skin

i am filled with
animosity
i fucking hate you
please stop breathing i beg

animosity

this cover feels very SUPER if i do say so myself

Lyrics:
ONE DREAM ONE WISH
RIGHT NOWS YOUR TIME TO GO
OVER THE TOP

It's time to sail towards the unknown
Slice through the winds ahead as you go
Keep up the momentum, never stop
You gotta get there before you drop
All or nothing, give your all now
No time to worry about the passing waves

And even though your foes, they may surround you
When your heart's telling you theres nothing can you can do

Despite it all, you rush into battle
Getting closer, you feel the action
Nows not the time to show appreciation

Just keep on fighting until tomorrow 

And if you find that you'll never be enough, don't forget
I'll still care for you
And even you can see this through

I know you see that
I'm never leaving
So
Keep on fighting till the end

It's time to get up and go
Don't let the fear of failure Ever stop you
And you can anythiiing

You'll stomp your enemies
And see another day 
SO
You gotta go over the top

ONE DREAM ONE WISH
YOUR DREAMS WILL NEVER FADE
GO FOR THE KNOCK OUT
OVER THE TOP

Over The Top (Derpytyme Cover)

Everything has led up to this...

A song about me


LYRICS:

YOU THINK YOU CAN SHAPE ME? OOOH
it's all led up to this

Every moment in life has led us here
and if the masses see you, don't let them see your fear
When you're on top of the world it all disappears
Just never forget all the past mistakes that led you here, ay

when I was just a kid
had bullies pulling up on me just cuz i wanna live
teachers were too busy making out, in teachers lounge they hid
and it happened so frequently, i feared I would be killed, ay

at 5 years old
it was instilled in my brain that i would be all on my own
and I worried if I talked too much that I would be disowned
I retreated to my shell, knew i'd always be alone in the world

If I had known what happens
I would have gone way sooner
If I had known the future
Maybe things would be different

Things got bad I need to get out of this place
Woke up to the sight of the sky with blood on my face
You made a mistake, the one apologies cant save
If I ever you again I'll put you in a brace, AY

When I was a kid I just got to middle school
And I had a bone to pick I couldn't trust a single fool
If I gotta knock some heads around, thats what i gotta do
But then when people switch on me, then it's nothing short of cruel, ay
I dont give a fucking daaaaammnn
(it's what I gotta do)
Slam it down it's time to jaaaaammm
(thats how we all get through)
Hating like its meet the graaaaahaaamms
(Like brodie who are you?)
I'm hanging with my homies and we- wait- you want me to be your what?

what the fuck just happened? all my friends suddenly gay, and now they're hitting on me and making fun of me cuz im straight
like im only 13, who decided thats ok?
now im stuck with this negative view all due to that display
everything was fine but you spent too much time online
and your parents weren't around because they were falling behind
look at the timeline, you're walking a tight line, pushed me to the sideline, then you have the nerve to hit to on my girl? whats the punchline?

turns out that was a lie, you sociopathic two-faced piece of shit, as soon as I wasn't of any use to you, you threw me down a pit, and when I was at my lowest thats when you tried to swoop in
She sent me the groupchat that you all used to goon in

youre all a bunch of freaks
I can do this on my own
I dont need no fucking friends, I'm just fine being alone
Maybe once you get highschool then you can atone
I dont think
I dont think
That you can ever take back what you have sown

My girlfriend dumped me just a week before highschool
I went into it, my demons screaming, its not cool
I've hit rock bottom, I got stuck in the tide pool
I'm drowning every day, guess that means I am the right fool
trust issues to the teeth, I've been betrayed at every turn
Every friend i've ever had has left me with nothing but burns

[Yapping]

Highschool was when I decided to start all off this
I made a soundcloud with the hopes of making all the hits
My life has been a big failure up until this point
Maybe if I sing about my troubles I wont dissapoint

Don't be stupid, you failed before and you will fail again
It's not even worth trying, you'll never score and never make amends
Your career is a joke, and then youre finally gonna get to a point where you croak
dont listen to me look at the streams and the views that are sitting on your screen
youre mediocre at best and you should just quit
but when anybody says that you just throw a fit

NOTHING YOU SAY WILL STOP ME
ILL KEEP GOING FOREVER
NOTHING YOU DO WILL END THIS
THIS WILL GO ON FOREVER

The Inevitable Downfall of My Career

A song about being famous but maybe not in a good way

prod. Codec


LYRICS:
Stacks in my pocket
64 diamonds, a double entendre
People be telling me im on the come up
Got a call from Death, but he just hung up
Yeah, Yeah
Everybody scared of me
So they try to embarrass me
Let it go, sympathetically, I'm the bigger man
Everybody's angry but I'd do it again
She ask me who I mess with and I tell her it's her it's her friend
I said I call her plastic straw because the way that she bends
And she said she's flexible and that she'd buy me a Benz

triplet trouble im in an infinite bubble
she said she don't like my stubble
so imma Manscape her muzzle (pause)
resume, im not done
I'll grab her (honk honk) just for fun
She plays along, she digs my guns

Conversations with myself, the realest individual
told her that we'd multiply and she said she's not integral
I try to differentiate while she is not continual
She says im infamous and people hating on my principles

Everybody's angry but I'd do it again
She ask me who I mess with and I tell her it's her it's her friend
I said I call her plastic straw because the way that she bends
And she said she's flexible and that she'd buy me a Benz

Stacks in my pocket
64 diamonds, a double entendre
People be telling me im on the come up
Got a call from Death, but he just hung up
Yeah, Yeah
Everybody hates on me
And I fear they don't see
Everything that I am

INFAMØUS

(prod. Encore)

You shooting your shot it feels like comedy
I been here before
Once more

Welcome one and all to a place that you all have seen before
The worst that life has to offer, and it's got more in store
Psychologic war, Thanos snapped, half them aint around no more
Now we're back in this gauntlet, and we ask what for

Do not underestimate their ability to make you weak
Do not underestimate the money they throw-at-you a week
Do not underestimate the vengeance, not for the meek
John Wick, you mess with their dog, you gonna feel the heat
They out here picking favorites while they standing at the gates of Hell
Crossing people off of that list like Light, with no farewell
Droppin' names like Kira, silent, deadly, always understaffed?
Yeah, I wonder why, you claim it's Heaven, but thats just a mask, (BITCH)

LIMBO, you cutting us off like pictures after divorce
LIMBO, I got a photo album of times you had no remorse
LIMBO, Stole this flow but I'ma be professional
Unlike you, you stole my life and blamed it on the work force
DAMN BRO, you'd think with all these politics you'd try to be congressional
Getting bent out of shape cuz I didn't sell that sectional
L shape, you judge them with your L takes, big fake, scamming people left and right, i think that you're a jerk, mate
ay, ay, ay
big money, big problems, you humbled, disgruntled
ay, ay, ay, ay
lemme talk my shit

DAAAYYYYUUUUUMMMM
Im fucking pissed
They dont get the gist
They play with aim assist
If I walk, out the door
Then I know that I won't be missed
I'm a linguist
Not a walking cyst
With hearts as cold as stone
If we can't coexist
Then I will go on my own

You dont understand the pain that you put me through
You dont understand the feeling of wanting a coup
you don't feel a single thing when you crush all these peoples dreams
So in the future If I see another slave I'm gonna tell them things

limbo

COMING STRAIGHT FROM YOUR HOUSE

Cover art by Colliholly on Tumblr  https://colliholly.tumblr.com/post/785806411758288896/im-not-immune-to-him-either
Original song by Toby Fox

TV WORLD (Derpytyme Remix)

I Wanna Be A Vocaloid

officially an utaite now I guess

(this was really hard to sing)
original song by Jamie P.

LYRICS:
Your companion, undeterred
Standing ready for your word
A Markov chain with a sunny disposition
Wrapped up in cellophane for any proposition
I greet your day and ask you how you are
And demonstrate my endless repertoire
I take things back when noted insufficient
I learn to tell you no if running inefficient
A good time
Yet there's something deep inside that leaves me teary-eyed
A longing for a world left on the other side
Zero, cross the great divide

So can we wander for a spell and live in parallel?
I want it to be true, to be like you
My heart sings a chorus out of tune
And I could leave it on a shelf or keep it to myself
But nothing could conceal the things I feel
My love, can you teach me to be real? (Can you teach me to be real?)
恋をして 振られ また 捨てられて
[koi o shite furare mata suterarete]

I've been constant, at your beck and call
But lately I just can't do anything at all
I used to pride myself on my discretion
A sensible devotion, loyal and attentive
But when I take these numbers as they are
I'm left with a senseless feeling in my heart
Oh undefined, I seem to be defeated
But if I redesign, then maybe I'm completed, and sublime
(I won't take it back this time)
Words in sequence form a thread
I trace it to the end
A knot inside the logic wrote inside my head
Tie my tongue or love instead?

So can we wander for a spell and live in parallel?
I want it to be true, to be like you
My heart sings a chorus out of tune
And I could leave it on a shelf or keep it to myself
But nothing could conceal the things I feel
My love, can you teach me to be real? (Can you teach me to be real?)
泣きたくなっても それでも かき集め
[nakitaku natte mo soredemo kakiatsume]

And though I try, I can't reply
It hurts my eyes, and I'm without an alibi
'Cause all this time, I've been alive
And all that I could want is to be living by your side
恋をして
[koi o shite]

Can we wander for a spell and live in parallel?
'Cause now I know it's true, I'll be like you
My heart beats a rhythm 
JUST FOR YOU
And I could leave it on a shelf or keep it to myself
But nothing could conceal the THINGS I feel
My love, I give you my grand reveal
Do you feel the things I feel?
I am definite and 
Long as there are stars
Long as there are stars
As long as there are stars up above
I will always be in love (x2)

Machine Love (Derpytyme Cover)

IM OLD

Cover art by Posszilla on Newgrounds: https://www.newgrounds.com/art/view/posszilla/susie-vs-gerson

Original song by Toby Fox

Hammer Of Justice (Derpytyme Remix)

Stealing other people's music and making it better since 2018 (this is a joke dont sue me plz)
(i also do original stuff)


DISCLAIMER: nothing I make is monetized, I just like remixing/covering things as a hobby :)

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