Girl Pusher - NTS Radio Mix (5-5-17)

dreamcrusher - la haine + big lez show + suicidal thoughts + wait and bleed + amen break

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https://dreamcrusher.bandcamp.com/album/haine-2014

dreamcrusher type beat

White Lies +++++

Like the other girls before me
Tuck us in and tell us stories
So we don't have to think about it (don't think about it)
Steal the fruit inside it’s rotting 
Take a bite, tell me I'm lying
It's better not to think about it (don't think about it)
....gimme white lies
You're afraid of what you see
Victim of, this is not the voice in my head
You're depraved, soak into the bone
God forgave, wash away what's left of my blood
It’s a curse it’s not a blessing 
That I can see what you want me to see
But I don't want to think about it (can’t think about it)
....gimme white lies
You're afraid of what you see
Victim of, this is not the voice in my head
You're depraved, soak into the bone
God forgave, wash away what's left of my blood
Father, it's easy to tell you what you wanna hear
It's easy to make myself just smaller
It's easy to pray that fate won't interfere
I'll disappear, disappear, disappear
You're afraid of what you see
Victim of, this is not the voice in my head
You're depraved, soak into the bone
God forgave, wash away what's left of my blood
You're afraid of what you see
God forgave, wash away what's left of my blood

White Lies (Dreamcrusher Remix)

Dream Crusher is the title track of the debut album Dream Crusher.  This song tells the story of being in love with someone only to discover that you're actually miserable.  You see other people having a good time with their life, but you feel like you're sitting on a knife or trapped in quicksand.

Dream Crusher

This track is the final track from the album Dream Crusher.  It tells the love story of two people who met one rainy night.  The song, from start to finish, recounts all the good memories with a significant other and now how their absence is saddening.

Pretty Lights

This is the second track off the album Dream Crusher.  This song tells the story of the realization of a person who discovers that he is better off alone, than being with a significant other.  He realizes that by wasting time making promises with this other person, he was just ruining himself.  And now, he's better off without the other.

Better Off

I.D.K. is the third track from the debut album Dream Crusher.  This song is a duet with a friend Sabina Lueras.  This song tells the story of what it's like to lose a best friend and not know how to regain the friendship that the two of you had together.  The two try to reach out to each other and try to rekindle the friendship they shared, but realize that it seems it won't work.  They both counted on the other for everything in their lives, and now that the other is gone, they don't know what they're going to do.

I.D.K. (feat. Sabina Lueras)

'Another Country' is a new mixtape/project by Dreamcrusher.
"Building your own world is essential. Don't deny yourself the ability to dream."

This is the 39th release by the artist.
dreamcrusher.bandcamp.com
RELEASED BY PURPLE TAPE PEDIGREE

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"UNRULY TEMPORALITIES" BY S*AN D HENRY-SMITH:
unruly temporalities unruly narrator, I’m just looking to feel small in the right contexts—in the vast beauty of things preferably—for all I know is wildness. wilderness. finds me when I’m not looking, beckons when I call. takes over at night, howls til high noon. unfurl into madness an alias by any other name, alembic antagonist auspice antinomy afroandrogyny, we reek of it in good company. everybody’s here in it: squealing barometer kettleblack block w/ misery-midnight knowledges, darkness, smog & flash. an earthen rumble inside the ravenous hive, the gospel of love & protest, let me go off for a minute. the sounds of a world at its beginning, at its onto. transformation by any means.
get in there.
stay in it.
narrative at the level of the line, move the air as it demands. greeting feedback grating amaranth permeating frankincense sliverlinger smoke in the monolith, the bones of the song begin shaking. latch on into grumbling welcome, soundbitten bothering bother body gather liftpull, tear, pull, push-roll. organic choreography, meanspirited when I need to be, for the best of us. queerseraphim black wing the night vertiginous in the hardglowflickerfuckshutterblast blinking in the blistering sun, stunned out of ennui. how lightning breeds thunder. lightstems that know you drain you that summon the long ago. glances gazes gauzes goozing shattered glass underfoot. what brings me to you is by definition rebellion together. our breathing scream, asymmetric sonics breathes back life into what breathes for us, bleeds us for. nihilist longevity, all praise Daughters of Resentment, our soured tongues thirsts for water, & we will not stop seeking our satisfaction until we are no longer thirsty; that would be out of character. mouthfaint aroma, link up in that other place, noisy interiority. there is nothing & even there there is life. eyes on you & in you, hold & heed. onto inner oculus. into ornate arbitals. nonetheless, nocturnal masses. notw/standing now I know what I know.

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CREDITS: polymath (tony toni tone - whatever you want, john lurie and jim jarmusch - permanent vacation) / a long kiss goodnight (dog breath - long kiss goodnight) / blameless (crooklyn dodgers '95) / unruly temporalities featuring s*an d henry-smith (timo andreas - how can i live in your world of ideas?) / a reaching out (the fall - barmy) / metallic mauve (the doors - live in frankfurt 1969) / can't get the stink out (ogc - hurricane) / drowning world (no trend - who's to say) / takeover (gunna - big shot) / good luck (channel live & krs-one - mad izm) / landscape / wanderer (gothic hut - c-14)

Another Country

"Another Country" (FULL) 2020

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it's been a long time since I did a solo show. 
this one filled with heartbreaking music that i've been revisiting recently
enjoy🥀

Yves Tumor - Psalm
Limp Bizkit - Behind Blue Eyes
Dreamcrusher - Octavia Butler
Pharmakon - Somatic
Klein - Listen and See as They Take
B.yhzz - Flowers In Cycle
Bladee, Ssaliva - Undergone
Avbvrn - Muse Part I
teen suicide - the same things happening to me all the time, even in my dreams
Yung Lean - Starz (ft. Ariel Pink)
Klein - Honour
Caucasian Colony ft. Amphetamine Logic - Toes Spread Widely Apart (Cock Dance)
Xiu Xiu - Helsabot 
preis - Taste of Metal
Ecco2k - Blue Eyes

PREIS - INTERNET PUBLIC RADIO (04.08.2020)

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Hope you enjoy just a few of the tracks off my new album Dream Crusher.  You can catch the rest on Spotify, Apple Music, and iTunes

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soon

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