A way out

stayed the same (p. voidrave99 x kozishi)

see the bad in me (p. dercept x 5head)

Seen Me (Act) Crazy prod neverforever

Issues (prod. Money Kidd)

Weakened Heart (prod. CxcaineBeats x Itsdeyflo)

Nothing Helps Me Anymore (prod. Fumiko)

Bitter & Hateful (prod. Iney)

Lil Hairline - #Mewing Freestyle (prod. Manlikepaypa)

Baby i got drank in my cup
Drain my fucking life force every time i hit the blunt
I can never trust you so tell me why im still in love
Yeah tell me why im still in love
I’m flying like a fucking dove all around you
I know you can feel my energy
it surrounds you
Take me out of danger
But i couldn’t save her
And i can’t erase her
no matter how hard i try

You know that i tried
you were there with me
And you taught me all the things 
I couldn’t see
But now you know its the truth i seek
And you’re nowhere to be found
where are u now?

dove (fumiko & envymansion)

i hate contact
i hate contact
i hate contact
Pls stay out of my way
i don’t give a fuck about perfection, i’ll take you as you are
but with that being said you’re perfect 2 me
you’re perfect 2 me and i dont even know why
and i cant even get close to nobody but i still try

i hate contact x5

She say that im paranoid
She say that im full of delusion
im just tryna fill avoid 
but you’re leaving me with so much confusion 

i thought to call ur name but i knew u wouldnt answer
and your memory is spreading round my head like a cancer
you cant fadeaway i think ur here to stay
moments with you replaying in my head everyday

CONTACT (erlax + @vudoobeat)

i was on them psychedelics tryna find a way to u
and everytime we have a problem i be tryna break through 
you break my trust but i come back
i start to think a moral compass is what you truly lack
the things you ask me to do , i dont wanna do that
she said that im outta love
and i said “true that”
and she say that she feel the same
i said that i knew that
walking out the door i give u permission to do that

cus i can no longer cry for u
give u permission do what u wanna do
its not my business 
no its not my business 
but dont try to hmu actin like u miss this
maybe u can be my mistress 
and meet my wife
baby u know me and u we could’ve had a life
but you done fucked it up like you fucked up everything
and dont even try to call me cus it wont ring

permission (prod. rav3n)

dope smoke
baby i cant cope
i just need someone to hold 
and keep me safe in the night
doesnt matter what i try
you gon be the one that i see
like 3 years ago i gave up on finding piece
try finding me but i dont think u will
yeah i dont have a lot of time to kill
too much spent wondering if its real
it’s a lot to take in i dont know how to feel
i know that you never gave me the truth
yeah that’s too much to even ask from you
and the last two months i lost my faith in u
now you wonder why i dont even talk to u

cus u got me too fucked up
yeah im sick off ur fucking love
and this other bitch im with i dont even wanna cuff
bitch im focused on myself
i put that boy on a shelf
i dont give a shit bout what u say about me
i was too geeked baby
i took xanax and E
tryna look in her eyes they were full of deceit
and i always push thru bitch
I dont accept defeat
i can’t even feel my lungs but spit pain on these beats

find me. (p. jsu.)

I’m rotting alone in my room
I never really knew what to do
I remember back then i was the clown in school
Now who’s the fool? yeah who is the fool
Tell me what ur doing with your time now
Tell me if it was worth it
All the hurting
Feel uncertain 
Waking up without a purpose

But i gotta keep going
Gotta keep going
Gotta keep going

In your eyes i see the depth of the ocean
In my eyes i know you see death and pain and fear and worry
But baby you aint gotta worry
I’m not in any hurry
please dont run yeah please dont run
yeah please dont run away
please dont try to hurt me
cus u know im worthy
but you make me feel worthless
Damn why u gotta do me like that hoe
Fuck

fool (p. toyema)

BEFORE I LOSE IT +9aradox [p. ilybeam]

'reach me' by mateo
produced by ichigo
written, recorded, mixed & mastered by mateo

I hope you love me as much as i love you
I aint mean to break your heart but baby thats what i do
Always thinking of u
Put no one above u
But u know this shit wont work right now

And it hurts me
But im doing
Everything i need to do
i need to get away from u
But i hope u love me like i love u

Yeah i’ll keep the door open just a bit
Cus u know its so hard to come to terms w shit
That I don’t want to
Yeah you know I don’t want u to go
So i’ll just change the number to my phone 
And make it so u cant reach me
Hurt me deeply, Hurt me deeply
Cus im pretty sure u already did the fucking worst

Yeah ur words hurt but ur actions cut deeper
Cant close my eyes cus i might see her
And im doing way more fucking drugs than i ever have
Even my mom can tell that im a geeker
Everything’s the same day by day
But when i look back every fucking thing changed
I been tryna reconnect to u
But it never works 
Yeah i’ll never forget u even though it’s gonna hurt

reach me (ichigo)

go harder + mateo (whysee)

i <3 paper i <3 cool pants
shawty 💁🏻‍♀️ said that my music 🎵 got her in a trance 😵‍💫
i be getting to that paper 💰 
idontgotnotimetodance 💃 
shawty wanna hold my hand n im down yea
pls dont make urself look worse u a clown 🤡 yeah 🚬 
i be traveling 🧭 around different towns yea
with a couple of my brothas keep some sticks up in da whip lil bitch
i pull up w diamonds 💎 on my wrist u cannot take this shit 🔫 

white t shirt from the gas station ⛽️ 
i dont need no designer 👩‍🎨 bitch
i orchestrate the play u know i rlly be designing shit
i had to stop drinking 🍺 during the day ☀️ i wasnt locking in 🔒 
i feel just like im lain 🐻 im in the wired 🛜 and im logging in 🌐
i keep it casual 👨‍💼 stand on business 🧳 in some moccasins 👞 
i try to pray 🙏🏼 everyday cus Lord knows i been doing a lot of sin 🩸 
all i been doing is being modest 🙈 n im rlly tired of it😐

New tracks tagged #lilxmateo