limerance (break mix)

Lyrics:

Can you be rude to me baby?
I know it’s hard for you to love me

Cut me in the afternoon,
So I have the night to lick my wounds.

I don’t deserve it but I do,
I can’t breathe ‘less I’m craving you

And you’re horrible for me
That’s exactly what I want from you.

It’s the empty morning breeze,
Skin-to-skin before you leave

I’m a ghost haunting your house
Just the shell of what you need

I’ve dissolved all of my person,
Would you give me skin to wear?

Kiss me, not so gently baby,
Let me know you’re there.

Do you know what it does to me?
When you come and go so easily?

I think when you’re inside of me,
You take part of my soul from me.

Can you be rude to me baby?
I know it’s hard for you to love me

You’ve altered my memory,
You could take it all from me.

Could you bear your soul to me?
Do you even notice me?

Stare into my eyes,
While you cum I want you over me.

Watch me deactivate,
Unless I’m in front of your face.

I haven’t been alive,
Until the first time I heard your name.

Can you be rude to me baby?
I’ve accepted you’ll never love me

And I’m dizzy and I’m dying,
But at least you think I’m lovely.

Can you be rude to me baby?
I know it’s hard for you to love me.

Just be rude to me baby
You can put it all inside me.

You.
It’s all for you.

rude

waiting for you to come back home

Ego & Vanity

Human Error 2

Practice

LSDv.1

I'm not going anywhere
and I certainly can't pretend like I don't care. 
I've been getting jealous of the eagles.
I'm an albatross I would cross the seven seas

Coming, going 
as you please
If hanging on is wrong well 
loving you is my disease

And if it pleases, I wont need
you
And when it seems just a little unreal
I am see-through, no I wont need to, 

but I would go, anywhere.
Pick a point on the map no I don't care
I wanna fall like the eagles.
We could cross the sea just you and me.

Coming, going
as we please
if hanging on is wrong then 
loving you is my disease
pushing, pulling
me away
I don't know where I'll go but all I know
is I can't stay

Outdoors, inside 
we've been searching for 
connections, they're not working any-
more than I can handle oh and 
Damn I'm in so much trouble
Platforms, gangways
sidewalks and tunnels
Bury me beneath the rubble
Hold my head above the water
Falling just a little farther 

but if it pleases me
I wont need you, no I wont need to 
and when it seems just a little unreal
I am see-through no I don't need you

but please don't go anywhere,
I'm starting to wonder, do you care? 
I want what the eagles have
and I want it so god damn bad

Coming, going
as you please
if hanging on is wrong well 
loving you is my disease

As You Please

“Maybe I was destined to forever fall in love with people I couldn’t have. Maybe there’s a whole assortment of impossible people waiting for me to find them. Waiting to make me feel the same impossibility over and over again.” - Carol Rifka Brunt

Ch 0: Just a prologue 📓

Made in 3 hours while my girlfriend was taking a nap. I love her.

My Girlfriend Was Asleep | DEMO |

tfw you just to abide someone to your fantasy but they break out so you allegate their corruption out of your bruised ego, and you realize that romance shit isn't for you.

Time we spent together was shortlived and
I'm really missin it all

The place that we did those things that we had
Laughed about it all off

I think it's true, you think it's fake
You say we're meant to be but I think it's not
Cuz you don't love me, you love them

Guess this problem is one
of my very own creation
like it's not meant to be
I fall into temptation, guess I always
freeze up in my mind, I ask if you'll be mine
but I don't know if I could allegate it 
It's just not for me

@girled
I'm planning my escape, I just wanna be free
Juggling through who is really the one for me
But I can't decide, the dose is making me lazy
If I choose the wrong person, feel like everyone will
Frown, upon, me
I'm so hurt and desperate
Why don't you see the good in me?
You just think I'm a method
Another option, another method
Came to the realization
Maybe romance is just not for me
Take it away

Making so many decisions, I'm going insane
I was putting you first, and it's stressing me, out
It's like your shadows following me
Came to the realization
Maybe romance is just not for me, maybe romance is just not for me
Take it away

not for me :(

It's an old game, my love
When you can't have me, you want me
Because you know that you're not risking anything

Intimacy is when we're in the same place
At the same time
Dealing honestly with how we feel,
And who we really are

That's what grown-ups do
That is mature thinking

Well I'm still a junkie for it
It takes me out of my aloneness
But this relationship cannot sustain itself

Intimacy is when we're in the same place
At the same time
Dealing honestly with how we feel,
And who we really are

That's what grown-ups do
That is mature thinking

I just have to know how to be in the process
Of creating things in a better way
And it hurts but it's a lie that I can't handle it
I still have a world of me-ness to fulfill
I still have a life, and it's a rich one even with mourning
Even with grief and sadness

I still care about this planet
I am still connected to nature
And to my dreams for myself

I have my friends, my family.
I have myself
I still have me

I have my friends, my family.
I have myself
I still have me

half gifts cocteau twins

Tried making a wave song in 3/4 time :))

sry for taking 10 days to upload instead of my usual 5 dayzzz :3

limerance

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