Curious ebony wood
You swallow the sky
In the meadow dead birds
Around the sleeping willow

The sun is gone
Shadows clothe the trees
Fading light, darkness invade me

At the edge of the forest
One could hear its heart pace
Whispers in the depths
From the souls roaming in vain

Falling leaves, twirling on the ground
Branches hide wonders and secrets

The wind is blowing
Coming beyond the graves
Bringing a freezing cold
I can't stand, I stumble
My Limbs are stiffen
The blood turns into marble

In the bush, a face emerges
I am dead

Her presence is soothing
Honey smile
For a tragic fate
She enfolds with grace
In a funeral veil
Then takes him to her den
The blessed with the appeased face

What a meager booty
For the great cedar harpy
A very frugal meal
For the hag in the wood

Peeling their skin
then roasting their meat
This gaunt creature thrives on spreading disease

Attached against the wall
In a place so squalid
Her gaping mouth I can see

The Great Cedar Harpy

You ! With your beautiful hands
Something wrong, I'm scared
don't seem to feel the same dread as you cower in your den
I want to be your friend
Take you out of this mess
Don't think you'll save my ass, stay away, I puke at your sight
Why are you so mean to me ?
If you die, i might as well, who are you running from ? 

From those who pay the price
The burden of our lies
Awful creatures
They live throughout the time 

Tucked inside my mind
I can hear their shrieks
A flow inside my limbs, the will to strike
It's the same for everyone, don't lapse
Hold firm 'til your desire gets cast 

The demise of the reason
The rise of the kingdom
The realm of the foolish
Which will end up in a bloodbath 

Fucking brain
Fucking slaughter
Fucking idol
Fucking bloodshed 

What's the point of your strife ?
Purity upon humanity ?
Myself against themselves ?
Survive or perish, something like that ? 

Do you like that ?
Killing a child ?
Raping a wife ?
Or are you brainwashed, pressured by life ?
Absurd genocide
I don't want to laugh, just to grasp
The will of one, madness of the mass
They tear apart
It's us and them, nothing more or less.
But I thought there were a bit more shades

No Shades Between ?

Faith, through the missing part
Of the pleasure denied
As life makes drift away
And, join the covenant of lies
Looking for a sign
Nothing back but dedicate your life 

Let him pore into
a tool to gape you
The Church, the bigotry 

And then you lie in your cell
Why are the maidens so sex ?
Put down your hand inside your gown
Feel bad, the urge is too strong 

Oh my god
What have I done ?
I need to redeem myself
With the whip, and a prayer 

Why so tight ?
Let us have a good night
Let us live our life
Together, I want her, I need her
The love of god, too much for us
I can't stand this, I can't bear it
Let's break it 

The vow to die alone
To give up on life
The flame inside us burns for each other
Hope, through the filling part
Of a pleasure you've found
Inside the walls that told not to
And, leave the covenant of lies
Any more sign
Worship the love, nothing but love

The Vow To Die Alone

That's, overwhelming
Hatred, Irony, boredom
I hate you all
You are so despicable
Fuck you
Cocky piece of shit
You think, you're funny
Creative, interesting
The Pinnacle of the ridicule
I hope you die soon 

My patience has ran thin
Stop being this stupid
Who do you think you are ?
Just a fucker thinking he is the one 

Stop showing your jawlinemaxxed face
You look like a clown, the true selfishness
Fantasizing what life looks like
Old money boys, I can't stand the rich
He crawls, he stinks
For how long will this trend linger on ?
Fetishist of the Christ, his message you don't even spread
All you like is the cross, razzle dazzle, nothing to please god 

Another poor bastard
Another man who believes he's the one
As if there were not a hundred thousand others
61 to be precize
They like to wear pants, oversize
This is of course aesthetic
And quite pathetic, to be honest
I think that's it, yes
Thanks for listnening
That was juicy

Old Money Is Obviously The Best Aesthetic

ft. kerel
mathrock -ish song with radio vocals

trying to be midwest emo so bad (ft. kerel)

prod. dead yami

i was 16 when i found out, i am just ur toy
i was crying when u left, i am just ur toy

i was crying, like i was a bitch
aren't u tired? with me in ur ditch
i drink to forget, the things that u said
did u have thought, dat i could get sad
i was 16 when i found out, i am just ur toy

have u been thinking atleast for a moment, i got feelings too
when i was drinking alone by myself, in the afternoon
a happy life seems so far away, can love be ever true?

i was crying, like i was a bitch
aren't u tired? with me in ur ditch
i drink to forget, the things that u said
did u have thought, dat i could get sad
i was 16 when i found out, i am just ur toy

boy toy

À tous mes laiderons ce son est pour vous, <3 

pas belle

Sangue no peito dela, ela se goona por mim
Minha looser girl, eu te amo até o fim
Sangue no peito dela, ela se goona por mim

Eu morri por você, miguxa, te amo

Sangue no peito dela, ela se goona por mim
Minha looser girl, eu te amo até o fim
Sangue no peito dela, ela se goona por mim
Minha looser girl, eu te amo até o fim
Miguxa vem cá, vamos se pegar gostoso
Eu te amo pra caralho, sentimento perigoso

Vamos se matar em breve, eu te amo muitooo
Odeio ser gordo, mas eu te amo muito
Comendo morango de amor, asas de anjo no chão
Fallen angel, meu amor, caindo na contramão

Eu morri por você, miguxa, te amo

my loser girlfriend (withdrawn)

all in a frantic haze
the buildings walked away
I sit inside a daze
your heart was always fake

I asked if your okay
you lied n walked away
I saw you late at noon,
you were talking to a dude

like why yyy  y 
I don't know if I should die
I don't know if I should kill you
cuz u lied I want to kill you

die die die I wanna cry
cut your throat and break your spine
put my feelings on the line
pay the price you filthy blight 

I saw the stupid texts
u sounded like my ex
no doubt you are the next
I should've placed a hex


why'd it have to end this way?
y'd u go and spread the pain
hope your death means something new
hope they find u on the newss


felt a pang inside my chest
took a knife and sliced my breast
demons flow from deep inside
curse my luck I wanna dieee

like why yyy  y 
I don't know if I should die
I don't know if I should kill you
cuz u lied I want to kill you

die die die I wanna cry
cut your throat and break your spine
put my feelings on the line
pay the price you filthy blight

castle crushed :[  ∆∆∆ | prod xen |

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