how embarrassing for me

made on Boonwurrung & Darkinjung land
written & performed by SANNIA
produced by SANNIA, Andy Mak & Colin Leadbetter
mixed by Jackson Barclay
mastered by Leon Zevros
art by She Is Aphrodite


lyrics:

Got me going in a ring 
Spinning around for you 
I feel like an asteroid 
Breaking past the planets 

You remind me of Saturn 
There with your golden crown 
I know that look in your eye too well 

I wish I could love myself 
So that I could stop loving you 
I’ve been stuck in your orbit 
Hoping you’ll notice 

I wish I could love myself 
So that I could stop loving you 
I’ve been stuck in your orbit 
Hoping you’ll notice 

But there’s so many stars in the sea beneath you shining 
I’m just trying to row through the ocean 
Thought I could reach you, but your waves are getting taller 
You’ve always made me feel so small 

I wish I could love myself 
So that I could stop loving you 
I’ve been stuck in your orbit 
Hoping you’ll notice 

I wish I could love myself 
So that I could stop loving you 
I’ve been stuck in your orbit 
Hoping you’ll notice

Oh but when I close my eyes 
I can feel you shining 
When I close my eyes 
I fall into your light 
When I close my eyes 
You'll be there beside me 
When I close my eyes

stuck in your orbit

made on Boonwurrung & Woiwurrung land 
written & performed by SANNIA 
produced by SANNIA and Toby Dundas
mixed by Toby Dundas
mastered by Leon Zevros
art by She Is Aphrodite



lyrics: 

Baby put a bullet in my back 
Said he loved me right back 
Put his hands through my hair 
And pulled the trigger 
I’ve been having nightmares 
Wondering how I got here
Running but I’m going nowhere

Spend my days drowning on dry land
Spend my nights sleeping through quicksand 
So hard to leave when we never really started 
Guns drawn standing at the crossroads 
We went from lovers to love and war 
If you never meant to hurt me then you never should've said 'sure' 

Baby put a bullet in my back 
Said he loved me right back 
Put his hands through my hair 
And pulled the trigger 
I’ve been having nightmares 
Wondering how I got here
Running but I’m going nowhere
(x2) 

You'll be the Daisy to my Gatsby
Dancing in the green light 
Calling from the end of the dock 
Don't you now that I built it all for you? (Built it all for you) 
And if you never meant to hurt me, tell me was it worth it 
Taking me along for the ride? 
Don't know what we had but I know it's gone now 

Baby put a bullet in my back 
Said he loved me right back 
Put his hands through my hair 
And pulled the trigger 
I’ve been having nightmares 
Wondering how I got here
Running but I’m going nowhere
(x2) 

And I know I should move on
But I thought I'd found a home 
No I don't want anyone else 
Don't tell me that it just takes time

trigger

Hide It Before You Can't

not another rockstar

Body Better - Maisie Peters (Disco Remix)

lost the breakup

Remix of Coming Of Age, a song included in her new album called The Good Witch.

Maisie Peters "Coming Of Age" (Caasi Remix)

made on Woiwurrung & Boonwurrung land 
written and performed by SANNIA 
produced by SANNIA, Gab Strum
vocal engineering by Colin Leadbetter 
mixed by Oscar Dawson 
mastered by Leon Zevros
art by She Is Aphrodite 


lyrics:

left the house for the first time in ages
drove down the coast, windows wound
just to clear my mind
maybe it's 'cause I've been inside for ages
been looking back, thinking over all the times
I didn't get it right 

drove down Two Bays, usually skip it
just reminds me of the night you pulled us over like
"get out the back seat, 'cause I don't like him
and the way he's driving you around without me"

and I still think of you in august
I still drive past that old farm 
I'm sorry if I ever made you doubt 
that you were the best thing in my life or going around 

it's been a while now, maybe a few years
we were kids then, maybe it was for the best
we burnt the candle at both ends
but we were love drunk, we were flying
we had it planned out, we'd never be like our parents
who never loved us or cared less 

drove down Two Bays, usually skip it
just reminds me of the night you pulled us over like
"get out the back seat, 'cause I don't like him
and the way he's driving you around without me"

and I still think of you in august
I still drive past that old farm 
I'm sorry if I ever made you doubt 
that you were the best thing in my life or going around 

around, around, around, around

and I still think of you in august
I still drive past that old farm 
I'm sorry for the times I made you doubt 
that you were the best thing in my life or going around

baby I still see you in summer lights
maybe we'll meet in another life
I hope you know no one ever came close 
baby I still see you on summer nights 
maybe we'll meet in another life 
I hope you know no one ever came close

august

maisie peters -asylum unreleased song

wouldn’t have bought if you told me you were ready
I won’t forget it just to keep myself steady 
and you’ll say certain things
I’ll assume that you’re joking 
won’t see you in months 
you’re out drinking and smoking 
smothered by the clutches of the borders of the same town 
aaaah
and you’re mother doesn’t like me cause she thinks I’m too loud 
because I have this weird compulsion to stick out of the crowd 
called attention seeking by your once-favourite professor 
I’ll argue my way out and you’ll still say that you’re better 
too stubborn to think that you’d ever let go of me 

and I call you just to check that you’re still alive 
I’m still here trying to learn how to not tell so many lies 

so I’ll wait for the day that I stop growing taller 
we all move away but our blood’s in the water 
threw up by the trees 
coming home with bruised knees 
I know 
tell your mum you’re responsible 

and if I felt mature a year ago now look at me 
got the decorum of an adult but a face that disagrees 
buy the cheap one, you don’t look a day above 16
holding pieces of a person
unpicking the seams 
I could sew you back together but I don’t remember learning how 

so I’ll wait for the day that I stop growing taller 
we all move away but our blood’s in the water 
threw up by the trees 
coming home with bruised knees 
and I thought that I’d have all the answers by now 
but I still haven’t moved and I’m wondering how 
I could waste so much time 
might as well redefine myself 

and I call you just to check that you’re still alive 
so i wait for the day that i stop growing taller 
you know it’s cliche when you tell your own daughter 
that when you were young 
you knew how to have fun 
they know
they know I’m not responsible 
I know 
And I thought that I’d have all the answers by now 
But I still haven’t moved and I’m wondering how
I could waste so much time, might as well redefine myself 

and I call you just to check that you’re still alive 
I’m still here trying to learn how to not tell so many lies 
So I’ll wait 
Ohh I’ll wait for the day that I stop growing taller 
You know it’s cliche when you tell your own daughter that 
When you were young you knew how to have fun - 
They know 
They know you’re not responsible

Responsible

(Oh my god who’s that [it was Tom])

she said she was done 
so she left around eleven
looking for someone 
bought an overpriced cup of coffee 
said there’s only so much new money can buy 

said she was sorry for ruining her cousin’s party 
chewed a hangnail all the way to the station 
and if she caused a scene at least it would’ve been mildly entertaining 
but otherwise it was just an invasion 
and maybe if she’d read the room 
she wouldn’t need to leave so soon
but everything’s gotta be on her terms 

And she said 
London only looks pretty in the nighttime 
when you pretend that all you see is skyline 
and run away from the ones that don’t love you 
Said you prefer it to your own damn blood line 
a failed prodigy they couldn’t confine 
and when you leave they’ll always hold it against you 

she said she’d been fine 
she picked up finally when they called her for the 7th time 
and I mean it’s getting kind of pathetic 
cause they’ve gone and scrutinised the way left things 

(Ahh)
and they’ve told her once they’ve told her twice 
to take on board their bad advice 
but everything’s gotta be on their terms

And she said 
London only looks pretty in the nighttime 
when you can pretend that all you see is skyline 
and run away from 
the ones that don’t love you 
Said you prefer it to your own damn blood line 
a failed prodigy they couldn’t confine 
and if you leave they’ll always hold it against you

I guess they hoped she’d never know
well then again of course she did 
for every time they told her ‘no’ 
(No)
she never regrets it
not one 
bit 
Said you prefer it to your own damn bloodline 
Cause if you leave they’ll always hold it against you 
Said you prefer it to your own damn bloodline 
Cause if you leave they’ll always hold it against you

Failed prodigy

my clock’s ticking off the walls 
I try to be clever, you say that’s impossible 
you said you’d never sleep 
and I’d lie awake in a foreign country 

you make me chunder up all of my flaws 
it’s warm outside it’s you, you’re like food poisoning 
mid august weather 
october came and left
you ask if I’m happy 
well I was back then 

I think my cold’s getting worse 
But I’m not special 
I’m more like a nightmare 
And I can’t keep track of the times that you told me don’t go there 
and I hate the way we had an audience 
looked away once and you’d 
sworn you were innocent 
guilty, stuck in my system 
not having a diary does dangerous things

and I want you 
and I want you 
you make me chunder up all of my flaws 
it’s warm outside it’s you, you’re like food poisoning 
mid august weather 
october came and left
and you can call me selfish all you like 
it’s only cause you’re on my mind
let all the hot air out 
keep the window wide open, it’s stuffy in here 
and I’m 
clinging to nothing, don’t know what to do 
cause I can’t let my body 
be rid of you 
you ask if I’m happy 
well I was back then 
you ask if I’m happy 
well I was back then

Food poisoning

To be released on my upcoming EP, here is a sneak preview of the track in an 'Acoustic Home Session' version.

Conversations (Acoustic Home Sessions)

UK based retro pop producer. Email or DM for remix requests/collabs/inquiries

I love music and I want to share what I can do. I upload music on Youtube and Spotify. If you like house and emotionals songs check me out :)

Noisemaker on Boonwurrung land 🌱 
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hi! my name is tam and I’m 17 :) I write and record songs in my bedroom. they sound best in headphones♪

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