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Slowed + Reverb by IDLEGANG: @rivilin
Speeches edit by IDLEGLANCE

Lyrics:

you know
sometimes
your mind plays tricks on you
they can tell you you’re no good
it's all hopeless
and all this sh*t
like what does it matter
what does it matter
it just passes
I can’t
I can’t
I can’t do it
I feel more alone that ever
most men will only experience
unconditional love from their mothers
and some of us don’t even get that
most of us have never even felt appreciation
or respect
without conditions
or hidden intentions
we don’t know what it sounds
like to hear
I see you
and I’m proud of you
I’m glad you’re here
you really make a difference
you’re lonely aren’t you
a little bit
how long were you happy for
maybe a day
maybe 24 hours?
I’m f*cking miserable
what have you found about being alone
it’s peaceful
maybe he’s lost too
well I think everyone feels a bit lost sometimes
are you okay?
no...
every day you’ll wake up
and there’ll be less of you
you live your life for them
and they don’t even see you...
I don't want to need help
I don’t need you
that’s what it was
that’s what it is
somewhere a long time ago
I needed somebody
and they didn’t do it
and so I decided at that point I guess
I don’t need you
the only person I need
is me
are you in love
ah..I was...
if I disappear
like who cares
nobody cares, man
seriously
you know that’s okay
that’s life okay
if it was me dying on the sidewalk
you’d walk right over me
I pass you every day and you don't notice me
usually when people ask how i'm doing
the real answer is I'm doing shitty
but I can't say I'm doing shitty
because I don't even have a good reason to be doing shitty
so if I say
I'm doing shitty..
and one day
you’re gonna look around
and you’re gonna realize
that everybody loves you
but nobody likes you
you can be alone
but you could be married
you could be in a family family of four
and feel alone as f*ck
I just feel lost
I feel like 
I’m aimlessy wandering 
and...
I’m tired
what I see nobody else sees
and sometimes it frightens me
I think I’m losing my mind
if you’re that depressed
reach out to someone
already broken
I can see it
this one moment when you know you’re not a sad story
you are alive
and you stand up and see the lights and the buildings
and everything that makes you wonder
and you’re listening to that song
and that drive with the people you love most in this world
and in this moment
I swear
we are infinite

corecore | Playboi Carti - Spaceship (slowed + reverb) | Prod. Ricoworld

Rejection is not something we all handle gracefully.  It can be a struggle when being rejected by whatever it is we're pursuing in life.  Regardless of the outcome of your pursuits in life, don't give up, because there's always a different angle or perspective in which you're able to obtain your desires. You will get what you need it just may not look exactly the way you have it pictured in your mind.

Rejection

Lyrics (roughly):

Sometimes I don’t know what I want to write,
Open up a notepad, fill it up with light,
I just wanna run back, a time before the fight,
Time before the plight, I’m so wrong but it’s right,
about now where i pop me a pill,
not the happy kind, one to fix the mind,
though i wonder if i stop would i feel a thrill,
alright, alright, let the words spill,
if i could, i’d rewind the hands of time,
to a place where i’d find the mistakes not in line,
i’ve made haste, to design,
raps for those who living blind,
trust me i too am looking for a sign,
cautiously optimistic that it’d all work out,
figure it’s gotta if i can live with this doubt,
5 years spitting, nobody gotta shout,
that the dude feeling low ever since he left the house,

Sometimes I don’t know what I want to write,
Open up a notepad, fill it up with light,
I just wanna run back, a time before the fight,
Time before the plight, I’m so wrong but it’s right,
Sometimes I don’t know what I want to write,
Open up a notepad, fill it up with light,
I just wanna run back, a time before the fight,
Time before the plight, I’m so wrong but it’s right,

they say people only in your life for certain seasons,
and things fall apart for many different reasons,
i wonder sometimes what our lives may be teaching,
cycles and spirals, i guess only us can give it meaning,
and as my heart boom baps with thunderous beating,
and as i record boom bap tracks to raise my ceiling,
pursuing a career that i wonder if i’m nearing,
the next stage, low vibrations got me seeing,
two ways for this to go, up or down, no other road,
when joe blow turns to raw soul then turns to mr. woe,
but the path he done tread got him feeling a bit low,
Sometimes I don’t know what I want to write,
Open up a notepad, fill it up with light,
I just wanna run back, a time before the fight,
Time before the plight, I’m so wrong but it’s right,

Low (Prod. by lowtyde)

ig: @_cjito
Dear Industry,
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Dear Industry (ft. Shiloh Dynasty) Prod. By CJito

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Would Anyone Care

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I'm Not Okay

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Let It Burn

Hello everybody,  
I'm practicing music production to gain more skill and understanding for my passion of music.  I am so glad and grateful that I've been blessed with the talent of creating music.  My ultimate goal is to one day walk into a public facility such as a movie theater, club, amusement park, store, etc. and hear something that I've composed or help colloborate.  It's an honor to share my passion with the world and see the reactions it produces.  Music generates so many emotions and memories, and for me to be a part of that moment whether near, far, or gone is a blessing within itself.  Thank you for taking the time out to visit and listen.  Peace, love, and happiness.

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