2025 worst year of my life
everyday i never wanna try
feel like jane cuz im turning up 2 die
at the end of the road this is my termini

im approaching my time
hate ur face n the way that u smile
everyday that i walk is a climb
from my prime to the end of the line
where ill sit and reside

cuz i loved u like a rose
u had thorns on ur stem that i had 2 dispose
all my friends said u wouldnt be opposed
guess i shouldntve disclosed my intentions
i meant it you know

i might tear out my eyes
love the way that you hurt me that night
when you pulled me aside
"no this doesnt feel right"
yeah i cried at the time
cuz to me it felt right

can we just wait a second?
i know when u tell me that you feel like you've been deafened
and its too often i check in
creating awkward tension
'fore i go home acting saddened but it wasn't my intention

i got caught up on the shit that didnt happen
writing fiction in my mind
but you wouldnt read those chapters
my author is a pen name
but ur recognising patterns
now this year might be my worst and its all because of passion

i lost who i was for a minute
always start never finish
rly needing a clinic
head was stuck always spinning
a constant diminish
of character who forgot who she was at beginning

and i thought
that i found myself in you
saw my future too
it could be us 2
but it wasnt ever true
a lie that helped me thru
ever meeting you

:)

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