Join host Aimee Montgomery in the latest episode of Thrive Radio podcast as she delves deeper into the Brass Balls Academy series, discussing the crucial topic of physical brain damage caused by narcissistic abuse and how it causes severe sickness long term. This episode is a valuable resource for anyone dealing with trauma, especially those struggling with depression and PTSD in the wake of the pandemic.

Aimee shares her personal journey of healing from low self-esteem, emotional dysregulation, codependency, and difficulty setting boundaries – all common challenges faced by individuals raised in toxic environments. She emphasizes the harmful impact of narcissistic abuse on the amygdala and hippocampus, causing brain damage.

Listeners will also gain valuable insights into reversing the damage caused by narcissistic abuse, including prioritizing gut health and developing healthy empathy. Aimee shares practical solutions to identify and reverse the effects of narcissistic abuse, helping individuals form a positive future for themselves.

Additionally, the episode discusses the impact of toxic environments on brain chemistry, leading to brain damage, anxiety, PTSD, and depression. Amy provides actionable steps to break away from toxic people and environments, promoting emotional regulation through prime meditation and mindfulness. With a no-toxicity policy, the episode provides valuable resources for healing from narcissistic abuse, empowering listeners to take control of their lives.

Brass Balls Academy: Staying Around Toxic People Causes Brain Damage

In light of the launch of the my new book tomorrow April 11, 2023, my awesome publisher requested a deep dive interview with me regarding what's inside "The Recovering People Pleaser."

As always, Lynda Sunshine West (Action Takers Publishing Inc.) and I had a joyous time discussing all things people pleasing from how it's created, signs we're PP, to what we can do to heal it.
 
If you enjoy this episode, please Like, Share and Comment! Your feedback helps guide me to what y'all need on this glorious journey to reclaiming your true worth.

Interested in purchasing my book? You can find it here: https://goo.by/pv23z

Much love on your heaing journey,
Kristen

Do You Identify As A People Pleaser? Interview with my book publisher!

Join sisters and Celebrity Matchmakers, Alessandra Conti and Cristina Conti Pineda, as they share their secrets about celebrity matchmaking, love, and relationships on today’s episode! The Matchmakers begin with breaking down all of Hollywood’s latest break-ups: Ariana Grande and Dalton Gomez, Sofía Vergara and Joe Manganiello, Ricky Martin and Jwan Yosef, Kyle Richards and Mauricio Umansky, Taylor Swift and Matty Healy. They FINALLY debate Jonah Hill ’s ex Sarah Brady's claims that he was emotionally abusive and clarify if something is a boundary or a misogynistic ultimatum.

They also answer a listener’s “Sisterly Advice” question about exclusivity, and they debrief this week’s “We Couldn’t Help But Wonder” Sex and The City episode about being our worst critics.

All this and more on this week’s episode! 

To be matched by our team of Matchmakers, visit www.matchmakersinthecity.com.

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Jonah Hill & is it a Boundary or a Misogynistic Ultimatum?

This is personal, and dedicated to all the Narcis' who have been attracted to my Flame.

The F word is in this track...if you don't like it don't listen.

You should look in the mirror, and recite a holy name a thousand times--because its time we all swallow our own tail. Empaths and Narcis' make up this world atm...

For all those living un der the guise of gas lighting--you are being abused!

Rise up, family, remember who you are!

Deep Waters

In this episode of our educational podcast, we talk about how narcissism in parents can impact their children. 
Let us know what you think in the comments down below! Don't forget to like and subscribe!
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Familial Footprints EP3: Narcissism

Recognizing Narcissistic abuse.  A spoken word piece.

In this powerful episode, I’m sharing the story I’ve never fully told—how I overcame trauma, manipulation, and toxic environments to reclaim my power and build a life on my own terms. From surviving emotional abuse to escaping dangerous situations, reversing PTSD, and healing my body from the inside out, I’ll show you what it really takes to rise.

If you've ever felt controlled, silenced, or unsure of your worth, this episode is for you. It’s not just about surviving—it's about thriving. You’ll walk away with tools to protect yourself, set unshakable boundaries, and step fully into your own strength.



What It Really Takes To Rise | Protecting Yourself From Toxic People & Healing EP 254

Track #10 on the Psychotic Angel mixtape.

New Start (Prod. by Discent)

Written by C. Renee Kiser
Spoken by Orieliel Watcher

Shell Shock

In a reimagining of the parable of the scorpion and the frog, context is given as to what each of the animals may have been thinking - and how it relates to narcissistic abuse in relationships. This version is Indie/Folk.

License/Purchase

The Scorpion and the Frog

Met him on a weekend, said he’s “just chill”
Camo cap and a “masc” profile still
Talks camouflage and bait and lures
But he’s fishing for something else for sure

Said, “I’m not interested, I just like the thrill”
Then asked if I could Netflix and chill
Claims he’s married, “but we’re not close”
Then sends a pic and says, “don’t post”

**Chorus**
Hook, line, and sink him—pride aside
Livin’ that lie with his truck outside
No fish, no hunt, just gaslight games
Swears he’s real, but forgets my name
Hook, line, and sink him—caught in the spin
He reels you in, then ghosts again
Just say the word, admit the truth
Secrets ain’t a substitute for youth

He’s got three kids, a wedding band tan
Still textin’ “yo,” like he’s not a man
Wants no labels, “just bro things”
But his weekends buzz with secret flings

Says, “Keep it quiet, I’ve got a life”
While scrolling pics at 2 a.m. on his wife
He don’t hike, he don’t shoot
But he sure knows how to mute

**Chorus**
Hook, line, and sink him—coward’s creed
Says “this ain’t nothin’,” but plants the seed
Wants the thrill without the light
But truth don’t sleep through the night
Hook, line, and sink him—two-faced tales
Waders on but truth derails
Masquerade in a hunting vest
Closet case at best

**Bridge**
He’s not lookin’ for love, just alibi
One hand on the Bible, the other in a lie
Calls it nothin’, says “no big deal”
But how you hide what you don’t feel?

**Final Chorus**
Hook, line, and sink him—let it drop
This ain’t a phase, and it won’t just stop
Closet’s tight, but truth leaks through
You can’t fake pride and call it you
Hook, line, and sink him—end of the game
Runnin’ from yourself won’t end the same
He’ll stay a ghost, or face the flame—
But either way, I’m done with the game.


Out Of Line

Hook, Line, And Sink Him

Hook, Line and Sink Him

Dear Permission to be Powerful Reader,

Gaslighting isn’t just someone telling you, “That never happened.” 

It’s far more insidious than that.

It’s someone telling you:

👉 “You don’t actually feel that way.”

👉 “That’s not what you meant.”

👉 “You’re just being sensitive.”

👉 “You’re lying to yourself.”

It’s not just erasing events—it’s erasing you.

It’s the slow, relentless process of making you doubt your own emotions, thoughts, and memories. Until one day, you wake up and don’t trust yourself at all.


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Permission to be Powerful - Gaslighting Isn’t Just Denial—It’s Rewriting Your Reality

	CruisingCdown the road the other day, Sade’s “Smooth Operator” came on—cool, magnetic, and opening with:
		“Coast to coast, L.A. to Chicago… love for sale.”
	That lyric hit me: this is the essence of Phase 1—seduction as a transactional setup. Whether it's a pimp or a narcissistic man, the tune resonates:


Phase 1: Recruitment, Grooming & Trust‑Building

How many times can you show up for someone who keeps slipping back into the same pain?

“How Many Times” by Traumaverse is a raw, hypnotic hip-hop confession that blends pain, loyalty, and frustration into a chant-like hook. Over a dark, minimalist beat, Traumaverse weaves vivid images of magic tricks gone wrong, addiction cycles, and the weight of helping someone who won’t change.

If you’ve ever felt drained by someone you love — trying to pull them out while they keep slipping back — this track will hit you in the chest. Deep lyrics, addictive cadence, and a hook that loops in your head.

🎧 Stream. Repost. Comment how it hit you. Let’s break the silence on trauma and healing.

How Many Time (Addict's Cycle)

40 years of Hate

This is not a song. This is a confession.

Written from the edge of survival, "Poisoned the Well" documents a brutal, personal war against systemic neglect, medical sabotage, and narcissistic abuse disguised as maternal concern. With blood poisoning in the gums and betrayal in the records, Jesse spits raw truth over distorted synths and decaying beats.

A testimony forged in agony — untreated infections, revoked licenses, and a shattered support system poisoned by rumors and control.

It’s not for the charts. It’s for the ones who were silenced.

For every scapegoated son. For every psychiatric casualty.
For the survivors they called unstable.

You don’t get to smile at my funeral.

✦ Silk & Circuitry | 2025 | Griefwave//Memoircore//Unforgiven


Poisoned The Well

An emotionally devastating slow-burn composition blending cinematic orchestral soundscapes with industrial ambient trap and spoken-word.

“Ghost” is a confession carved into the circuitry — a psychoacoustic requiem for sons turned signals. Built on subharmonic drones, reversed piano motifs, and Solfeggio frequencies (396Hz / 528Hz), it walks the listener through sterile restraint, mechanical hiss, and escalating catharsis.

The voice shifts from whisper to wrath — from confessional to confrontation.
This isn’t a love song. It’s an autopsy of control.

Every verse lands like a record of abuse finally digitized. Every string tremor and reversed tone feels like a hard drive haunted by memories too sharp to forget.

Designed for headphones. Meant to hurt beautifully.

“Ghost” is trauma as theatre, vengeance as signal, silence as sound.

— Silk & Circuitry // 2025
Dedicated to those erased and rewritten by the people who claimed to love them.



Ghost In The Mirror

Fourth from the upcoming release: REDUX - The Acoustic Sessions

Original version: https://soundcloud.com/benedict-francis/narcissusexposed

Some of my music is based in fantasy. Some of it has been lived through.

Lyrics:

Shark eyes
Love for only you
Dead inside
Empty in all you do
Born from tears
Lived to be untrue
Forever alone
A stranger no one knew
Narcissus exposed

Narcissus Exposed (Acoustic)

Living in my head rent free are songs i have written about things i am learning.    

 These songs are transformative .


The songs employ technologies such as nonviolent communication ,neuro linguinguistic programming , Conversational hypnosis and hypnosis derived communications to aid in leaning integrative counselling skills to aid In self development.

 The songs are written to the counsellor to a higher kind guiding self .





🕸️ Silk & Circuitry 🧠⚡

Welcome to the tangled thread between trauma and transcendence.
This is where music becomes a mirror—reflecting the fractures, the fight, and the fire.
We don’t just make beats. We build bridges. Between pain and purpose.

Here, recovery isn’t a quiet thing.
It’s a war cry wrapped in melody,
a healing ritual whispered through circuitry,
a love letter to those who feel too much in a world that rewards those who feel nothing.

Every track is stitched with intent:
🕯️ To hold space for the broken
⚖️ To call out control masked as care
🧬 To challenge the narcissists who built their webs in our minds
🛠️ And to offer tools—not just songs—for doing what’s right when the cost is everything.

Silk & Circuitry is for the ones who walk away from the web
and grow wings instead.

This is art as resistance.
This is trauma turned frequency.
This is the ghost in your machine, learning how to feel.



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See phrases.pub for lyrics, licensing, and a full, searchable catalog.

Phrases and Phases Publishing is a one-man label, archive, and reality-refraction field. Founded by J. Adam Walters - lawyer-turned lyricist, satirist, and architectural dropout from polite society - it's the home for songs that shouldn't exist, poems that go to far, and fictional universes with better paperwork than the Library of Congress. 

From folk elegies to parody rap to theocratic cartoon trauma epics, everything here is written by a human who uses AI as a collaborator and instrument rather than an outsourced brain, and finished only when it reaches a space where laughing hurts, or hurting laughs.

Welcome to Midlife Madness—where smooth, sultry vocals meet country grit and indie soul. 

If you’ve ever wondered what it might sound like if you took a road trip through Nashville with your girls and a guitar, you've arrived.

With raw, unfiltered lyrics and melodies that wrap around you like southern summer air, Midlife Madness captures what it means to rise from the ashes—sass first. 

These are songs for the powerful phase of your healing journey. This is a soundtrack for reclaiming yourself, and your power. 

Featuring originals like "Break the Spell" and "Scream It Out Loud," this is music built for women who’ve lived a little, burned a lot, and still sing with fire.

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Had a name change closer to my heritage, still the same music...

I’ve been playing for over 30 years... metal, rock, grunge, folk, and classical have all shaped the way I hear and feel music. There’s nothing I can’t play, and nothing I won’t try. I love fusing sounds that don’t belong together and turning them into something alive.

Every track I make starts with an interesting subject, no formulas or no filters, just raw expression turned into sound. 
Music isn’t my escape it’s how I breathe, how I make sense of the world as well how I stay true to myself.

I’m a songwriter first and last - not a performer. My focus is on the craft of the song itself, which is why my music has such a wide range. I don’t have one sound; I write for other voices and a vast variety of genres.

You won't find my face on a stage or my voice on a mic. My tracks aren't about building my own brand; they’re about creating a mood or a story that comes fully to life through the right singer.

I grew up in chaos and began using rap music to cope at 12 years old. It got me through so much and inspired me to create these songs. I want to help others break the cycle of trauma in their families and rebuild their lives. The first step is having the safe place to share about your story. I hope that’s what Traumaverse becomes. 

You have the right to talk about your trauma in safe places. These songs are about my abusive childhood. Each song is written to process trauma and validate what I experienced. It’s felt incredibly healing. Welcome to the Traumaverse. 

I’m pro Therapy. It’s played a huge role in my healing journey. I do it as a career and love helping people heal their trauma. 

https://linktr.ee/traumaverse

Welcome to Dating In The City!  Dating In The City is a podcast hosted by sisters & Celebrity Matchmakers, Alessandra Conti & Cristina Conti Pineda (featured on Access Hollywood, CBS, Forbes, MTV), where we debate all things dating, relationships, and pop culture, and relate it all back to YOU!  

Segments include: Sisterly Advice, We Couldn't Help But Wonder, They're Just Like Us, and Catching Up With The Conti's.

Alessandra & Cristina are Co-Founders of nearly 10 year old personal Matchmaking firm, Matchmakers In The City (www.matchmakersinthecity.com), based in Beverly Hills.  The sisters lead a team of 7 Matchmakers as they work with celebrities, professionals, royals, and more. They are now revealing all of the secrets that they have learned about love and relationships to you.

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Kristen Brown is the author of the International #1 Best Selling book, "The Recovering People Pleaser - A Spiritual Guide to Reclaim Your True Worth and Attract the Love You Deserve."
Kristen is a spiritual and intuitive energy healer who focuses primarly on helping others build a solid relationship with self through healing unconscious blocks and limiting beliefs. 
Kristen's motto is: Heal your inner world, and your outer world will change with it!

Love yourself. You are loveable. Shine your heart lights ✨✨💗✨✨

Dont be shallow...get out of the f.....g shallow.

Im up for collaborations with other artists. forget what you heard, I dont bite, I promise ;) Keep your intentions pure, and its all good baby!

Please, Read before you think about working with me...consider my words a contract.

If you are using my vocals, please use citations. Sometimes I work with other people's music, have some respect! If I find my name removed or the musicians name I will flag you!
You want to make music, then lets go...

 I go by Orieliel Watcher and sing about these three beings often..coincidence? Fascinating.....

Lorelei

A mix of mermaid, shape-shifter, and siren, the Rhine Maidens were water-dwelling creatures who lured sailors to their death on treacherous rocks. In Germany, the chief water sprite lent her name to the Loreley, an especially deadly boulder in the Rhine River en route to the North Sea.

My website: https://www.freewebs.com/pathwaystowellness/

So, seems to be miscommunications when it comes to making music with me. Rule number one--Dont Waste My Time. Rule Two The music we do together is both of our works; we both have equal rights. Rule Three Once we create a song you cannot take that away from me. I will share the song as it is treated as a contract between musician and singer. Rule Four Please, refer back to rule one. I love music--its not about money for me--but spreading joy through improvisational storytelling. So please--Keep your intentions pure if you want to work with me. Also, once I allow for a download, once you have downloaded it and have agreed to make a song you must produce that song or I will consider it a form of theft and misrepresentation. Sorry had to set some rules and boundaries, because some people are taking advantage of my generosity with regards to songs and lyrics I write.

https://www.facebook.com/chantal.cash.9

A Shout Out of Gratitude to everyone sharing commenting and liking our Track Ava's Song: Star Born Child. She succumbed to her injuries in a accident involving a distracted driver. Some of her organs were then donated.She was a really special child that left this world much too soon. She is still with US in spirit and would have loved her song!

To everyone who has shared listened and played songs from our Inside the Dream playlist we thank you. It is indeed our best music compilations and improvisational works. We thank you gratefully <3

Our first video: Creepy Gurl

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tzA6CnwaTB8

Inside the Dream playlist has become a labyrinth...

So grateful, for every little thing....

I am a Poet, Improvisational Artist, Spoken Word Artist, Muse, Oracular Lyricist, Certified Hypnotist, and Reiki Master Teacher. I love to speak, sing, dance and talk. I am a Communication Artist and I enjoy creating healing sounds, songs and create melodies using elemental and light language as well.

I am open to collaborations of poetry, song and I also interview folks for the Fractal Universe Series and on all topics of Metaphysics.

My Facebook page: 

https://www.facebook.com/chantal.cash.9

This is my other page for Hypnosis.

https://soundcloud.com/New-perceptions-hypnosis

Thank you for visiting my page. Brightest of Blessings.

Podcast dedicated to the entrepreneurial journey, achieving success in all areas of life. Interviews that provide innovative business and life strategy to do the impossible!  Aimee is digital marketer, million dollar business owner and a strategic intervention life coach. www.acalltothrive.com

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