this is on every streaming platform ever
made this a while ago, didn't want to drop it, but found new meaning after months and months of sitting on it
ig @jacuhx  
prod by @ilostkyler
mixed & mastered by @sebastianmikulaa
brought to you by seb

lyrics:
As I lay here in my bed, contemplating pending stress
I think about all of the ways that I could lay myself to rest
He ain't 'bout to talk about the shit that get his ass upset
So instead, he'll pop a Xan and send a prayer that he forgets
One to the sky, he's getting high
Only three left in the bottle that he stole from junior high
But it's alright, it's okay
He ain't with Christ but he's with somethin, so he prays
They say he's

Dead weight, dead weight, dead weight walkin
Dead weight, dead weight
Dead weight, dead weight, dead weight walkin
Dead weight, dead weight

Dead weight, dead weight, dead weight walkin
Dead weight, dead weight
Dead weight, dead weight, dead weight walkin
Dead weight, dead weight

As I lay here in my room, contemplating pending doom
I think about all of the drugs that I would rather go consume
Hulk bars and I pop more than two, alcohol to read the room
When I'm finished with that high, I find some bars and hit the stu
Engineers can suck my, they don't record the way I do
Try this, try that, bitch get off of my fuckin' back
You don't know the story so don't act like you gon' know the track
Once I settle down, they start to think about my stance in rap

Man this motherfucker never gon' make it, he can't take criticism for shit
To be honest if you can't listen man, you just

Dead weight, dead weight, dead weight walkin
Dead weight, dead weight
Dead weight, dead weight, dead weight walkin
Dead weight, dead weight

dead weight

not enough

not enough (prod. sharkboy x chef9)

A song I created with my brother Hedonist. I was struggling with a breakup for a long time and one day we were in the studio, I had this beat for a long time and we both wrote a verse. Hedonist wrote his verse based on what he thought I was feeling at the time, I thought that was a really interesting interpretation. One of my favorite and most popular tracks. I put it first on the album as it represents the core of my turmoil.

Lyrics:
Am I ever gonna find a way to compensate
For all the time wasted
Soflty tethered my dear
I'm softly tethered my dear
Am I ever gonna find a way to compensate
For all the time wasted
Soflty tethered my dear
I'm softly tethered my dear

Feeling like I can't escape it all
Feeling like it's me against the world
Feeling like it when I fall I won't break my fall
When I'm down won't you pick me up
When I call she won't pick it up
Doesn't matter I got ten others in my truck
Doesn't matter 'cause I know that she don't wanna fuck
Is that all that you want from us
Tell me girl when am I gonna get my love

Am I ever gonna find a way to compensate
For all the time I've wasted
I'm soflty tethered my dear
I'm softly tethered my dear
Always falling under with your ghost here by my side
Your ghost here by my side

Am I ever gonna find a way to compensate
For all the time I've wasted
I'm soflty tethered my dear
I'm softly tethered my dear
Always falling under with your ghost here by my side
Your ghost here by my side

wasted time (prod. $lxwen)

Painting the contrast between two perceptions of myself. Lustful bragging versus addiction flexing. Some see me as a fuck boy, chasing short term connections, others see a dependent addict chasing a dopamine. In reality I simultaneously represent both and neither categories.

Lyrics:
I'm just a skinny white kid big dick
In the beamer with a bitch 
And I think she got a kid
But it's okay I'm trina live fast
Baby this ain't gonna last
We don't get far before she jumping out the car
Gotta get back to the crib
Smoke an ounce right now
Open up the front door
Smell the loud leaking out
That's a fucking bar, that's a fucking bar

I'm just a skinny white kid big dick
In the beamer with a bitch 
And I think she got a kid
But it's okay I'm trina live fast
Baby this ain't gonna last
We don't get far before she jumping out the car
Gotta get back to the crib
Smoke an ounce right now
Open up the front door
Smell the loud leaking out
That's a fucking bar, that's a fucking bar
Now she mad asking who you think you are

Yeah they call me big O
I be slinging dope
Any kind any time of the day
I don't sleep anyway
I be getting paid just to lay here on my bed
Get high drop a rhyme
Show you how to live a life
Everybody's on strike from themself
While I'm making this wealth
They sacrifising their health
Ain't nobody's gonna help except my brothers
Ain't nobody's gonna love you except your mother
So believe in yourself

Skinny white kid big dick
In the beamer with a bitch 
And I think she got a kid
But it's okay I'm trina live fast
Baby this ain't gonna last
We don't get far before she jumping out the car
Gotta get back to the crib
Smoke an ounce right now
Open up the front door
Smell the loud leaking out
That's a fucking bar, that's a fucking bar

loud (prod. Xenshel, thislandis)

A bonus track. Simple piano with an airy synth, symbolising oblivion. The lyrics reflect this theme while also stating "I will be okay", to suggest I am inviting my own demise.

Lyrics:
I will be okay

Push me off the edge
I will be okay
Push me off the edge
I will be okay
Push me off the edge
I will be okay
Push me off the edge
I will be okay
(I will be okay)

I will be okay

Push me off the edge
I will be okay
Push me off the edge
I will be okay
I will be okay
Push me off the edge
I will be okay

edge (prod. $lxwen)

The first $lxwen beat ever produced. In this track my arrogance peaks as I sing about money sex and drugs, only to admit to hypocritical deceit. Overlooking this I prioritise my lust and end up full of regret. I cover my regret with the idea of a an ex-lovers envy.

Lyrics:
Pull a 50 out
Pull a hunned out
In the compass now
Wearing 30-out
Make her pussy spout
Yeah and we smoking loud
Let me feel it out
(tell me when you fine, when you fine yeah)
Can you hear me shout
(when you fine, when you fine yeah)

Tell me woman, tell me woman when you fine with me
Tell me woman, why would I wanna try baby
Tell me woman, why would you spend your life with me
Tell me woman, why do you wanna lie to me
'Cause I do it all the time baby
Hard to keep up with the times lately
'Cause I've got 'em thinking that I'm fucking dying baby
But I'm living in my prime baby (aye)

Tell me woman when you feel good
'Cause I wanna make you feel good
Tell me woman when you feel good
'Cause I wanna make you feel good

All the things we had
All the things you had
If you could take it back
Could you take it back
'Cause I would take it back
'Cause I don't want that (yeah)
I don't want it now
And when you come around
I'll be out of town
So baby when you frown
Then I know I'm proud
'Cause you see me out
Doing things I never did before
(aye)

feel good (prod. $lxwen)

This song is was recorded as a one take freestyle. It describes an entitled fantasy of how I saw myself in the future. Desperately trying to lift my own spirits, I convinced myself I would be successful on my own and make those who left me jealous.

Lyrics:
She don't miss me till she see my wrist glisten in the sun
Wishing it could be undone
'Cause she know that I'm the one
You gone miss but I'm gone
She don't miss me till she see my wrist glisten in the sun
Wishing it could be undone
'Cause she know that I'm the one
(you can miss me but I'm gone)
You can miss but I'm gone
Yeah you know that I'm the one

Ten racks on some tats
Most can't even picture that
But I'm fat on the stacks like a dirty rat
Colluding with the feds getting well fed
On his fake cheque but I make ten-fold from my bed
(I make ten-fold from my bed)

She don't miss me till she see my wrist glisten in the sun
Wishing it could be undone
'Cause she know that I'm the one
You gone miss but I'm gone
She don't miss me till she see my wrist glisten in the sun
Wishing it could be undone
'Cause she know that I'm the one
(you can miss me but I'm gone)
You can miss but I'm gone
Yeah you know that I'm the one

Ten racks on some tats
Most can't even picture that
But I'm fat on the stacks like a dirty rat
Colluding with the feds getting well fed
On his fake cheque but I make ten-fold from my bed
(I make ten-fold from my bed)

glisten (prod. Xenshel, theo)

Another favorite of mine. Simple repeating lyrics, but impactful to me. I hate people lying to me. Especially someone who I thought was close to me. I tend to get jealous or anxious when I think people are lying to me and it turns me into a scrutinous being. I feel that I've given so much to some people only to be lied to, irritates me endlessly. Makes me cut people off and show them what I can be without their dishonesty affecting me.

Lyrics:
Why you lying, baby whatchu hiding
You can't fight it, baby why you trying
She say I'm annoying, why you lying

Why you lying, baby whatchu hiding
You can't fight it, baby why you trying
She say I'm annoying, why you lying
You can't hide it
Why you lying, baby whatchu hiding
You can't fight it, baby why you trying
She say I'm annoying, why you lying
You can't hide it

You can't fight it
All the feelings that arise yeah
When you think of me in time yeah
If she wanna fall in love we try it
I got every single plug whatchu buying
She get all it for free everyday of the week
Everyday this month now I have this hunch
That she's taking too much
Won't let these thoughts hurt you
That's when she tell me the truth
It's not me it's you

I bet he don't know the things that I know about you
Why you lying, baby whatchu hiding
You can't fight it, baby why you trying
She say I'm annoying, why you lying

Why you lying, baby whatchu hiding
You can't fight it, baby why you trying
She say I'm annoying, why you lying
You can't hide it
Why you lying, baby whatchu hiding
You can't fight it, baby why you trying
She say I'm annoying, why you lying
You can't hide it

You can't fight it
All the feelings that arise yeah
When you think of me in time yeah
If she wanna fall in love we try it
I got every single plug whatchu buying
She get all it for free everyday of the week
Everyday this month now I have this hunch
That she's taking too much
Won't let these thoughts hurt you
That's when she tell me the truth
It's not me it's you

yulyin (prod. SANTORYO)

She_Said...

Punkem

shout out lord infamous, da real scarecrow @three-6-mafia

prod @c4ceo hosted by DJ scary
www.instagram.com/leatherneckscarecrow/

real scary shit....


I gotta stab em (c4ceo) **HOSTED BY DJ SCARY**

moonlight

moonlight (prod. n1mbus x x4kalekus)

Check Out The Music Video Here: 

Shout Out To https://www.youtube.com/@20prettyhusky for producing the beat! 
Thank you for listening and supporting <3 it really means the world to me and I see everyone of you who comment ect.
If you enjoyed this song consider following me on my other socials and here to stay up to date on new music releasing!
As always ILY and thanks for being alive!
linktr.ee/Zamaxx

Lyrics:
It's here
Its kicking off
Police in riot gear
Gotta protect the flock 
Residents in fear 
They know what they're doing 
No warrants, speculation
Chucking tear gas 
No one will see
Tryna rise more violence for sure 
Tearing families apart
Kidnapped and claim they are criminals 
These lies are just the start
Create more discourse its pivotal 
To their success
The hole gets deeper for the poor
Spell it out
G-e-n-o-c-i-de
Eliminate Minorities 
Convinced the problems thee
Leftist 
Trans People
Hispanics to name three
I didn't speak up then now their coming straight for me that's what it'll be
If we don't stop this now so much damage done and there's more that'll come out
History doesn't always repeat but it sure as hell does rhyme 
When we hit the recession 
Then they will question
By then I hope it won't be too late
Too late
Too late 
Feel my bones break
I hope it won't be too late 
It's here
Its kicking off
Police in riot gear
Gotta protect the flock 
Residents in fear 
They know what they're doing 
No warrants, speculation
Chucking tear gas 
No one will see
Tryna rise more violence for sure 
Tearing families apart
Kidnapped and claim they are criminals 
These lies are just the start
Create more discourse its pivotal 
To their success
The hole gets deeper for the poor
Spell it out
G-e-n-o-c-i-de
Eliminate Minorities 
Convinced the problems thee
Leftist 
Trans People
Hispanics to name three
I didn't speak up then now their coming straight for me that's what it'll be
If we don't stop this now so much damage done and there's more that'll come out

Riot Gear (prod. 20prettyhusky)

La frase repetida en lo última es una referencia adrede de acidbath, por si la confusión.
The repeated phrase in the last one is a deliberate acidbath reference, in case of confusion.

RED NEW OCEAN.

I DONT KNOW WHY (instagram and spotify in bio) 

IDK WHY

LIFESTYLE

BANKR0LL (+8ange) #THEENDWALKSWITHUS #SOUNDCLOUDEXCLUSIVE

(ik what u did last summer/ california crazy beat)

save me (ik what u did last summer/ california crazy beat)

THE END WALKS WITH US: COMING SOON
https://linktr.ee/yung.ap

enjoy the sauce.

Ig: https://www.instagram.com/kaeliwrebornsoul__?igsh=OGh0bGd0NmtwemNy

YouTube: https://youtube.com/@caeliwthesoulrborn?si=etOZGsAHdCQjzmZc

the scariest scarecrow...
@killconfirmedd

FACE THE WORLD 30/05/2025 

Posthumous appreciation only ⚰️
🎧Melbourne, Australia 
email: ssslowen@gmail.com

Sovereign of the Outer World 

Architect of the Inner

Riot Gear Out Now!!

𝕽.𝕴.𝕻 𝕯𝖆𝖉 🕊🖤 



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Whether its real topics, story-written, or just for fun, Zamaxx has you COVERED with vibes you can party to or cry alone on a sunday moring with as well. After the cramped years of 2022-2023, boasting countless shows with CAPPOXXO, MAYHEMP, CHXPO, NASCAR ALOE and many others, they (Zamaxx) took a step back from music after the devastating call 
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