produced by v l e x
written & mixed by yxung plague
kinda off beat

lyrics

I TRIED MY BEST FUCKING TO LOVE YOU
DID EVERYTHING TO FUCKING HELP YOU
BUT YOU KEPT AVOIDING ME LIKE I DON'T EXIST TO YOU
WHEN I FOUND OUT THAT YOU BEEN SPREADING BULLSHIT LIES ABOUT ME
I WANTED TO BELIEVE YOU WERE JOKING
BUT LATER DOWN THE LINE YOU SAID I WAS FUCKING UP YOUR LIFE
HAD YOUR EX TALK A LOTTA SHIT FOR YOU TO ME
YOU NEVER HAD THE FUCKING GUTS TO SAY SHIT IN FRONT OF MY FUCKING FACE
NOW I WANT TO TEAR YOUR HEAD OFF YOUR FUCKING CORPSE
TELLING YOU IM FINISHED WITH YOU FAKE ASS E THOT AS I WATCH YOU BURN ALIVE IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE
I TRIED TO HELP YOU SO MANY TIMES BUT NOW YOU WANNA HAVE YOUR PEDO FRIENDS TO SAY A LOT OF SHIT FOR YOU TO ME
YOU SAID TO YOUR FRIENDS THAT WE NEVER HOOKED UP BUT YOU WAS THE ONE WHO FALL IN LOVE WITH ME IN THE FIRST PLACE AND I WAS SO FUCKING STUPID TO FALL FOR IT
I NEVER WANTED TO TOUCH YOU BUT YOU THINK I WAS GONNA HURT YOU
HOW MANY LIES CAN YOU TELL UNTIL EVERYONE KNOWS IT'S BULLSHIT
LET'S SEE HOW A LIAR LIKE YOU
CAN SURVIVE FROM MY SHOTGUN PELLETS
HAD TO FUCKING CUT YOU FROM MY LIFE
HAD TO FUCKING CUT YOU FROM MY LIFE

Heartbroken Angel

you fucking broke me [P. V L E X]

prod by lava
written & mixed by yxung plague

lyrics

i need to find a way out
depression do be kicking my ass
tried some ways to leave from this place
but it didnt work
got no motivation to do it but one day something will happen that will push me over the edge
i need to find a way out
i need to find a way out yeah
i really need to find a way out
(idk what i said lmao)

Heartbrxken Angel

a way out [P. LAVA]

prod by nobody
written & mixed by yxung plague
inspired by tai (aka hxntai)

lyrics

let me die
can't help a failure
can't fix the damage
I'm not happy with myself
i hate everything about me
i hate that i am still alive 

i tried to be a better person but 
none of you cared
still think i'm the same as always
i can't do anything to fix myself
the fucking damage you caused me still fucks me up
i'm always a failure to everyone else

failure

failure [P. Nobody]

prod by yvri
mixed & written by yxung plague

lyrics

im really fucking afraid that all my progress will go down in the drain
evaporated and forgotten
building myself up only for it to go to waste
some problems might come back and turn my life upside down
telling myself that shit wont happen but it might happen
all it really takes is a really good lie or one of my old problems to end everything that i fucking worked for
all the friends i met and the girl im in loved with will switch sides and stabbing me hard
got too attached to them and once im gone they wont be sad and gonna be relieved that im not breathing anymore 

everything comes and crashing down
a tower of my life blows up into pieces
nothing i could do to fucking fix it
ripping out my emotions and becoming a empty shell
finding peace in death when i got nothing to lose

Depressixn Seasxn pt. 1

The higher I rise, the harder I fall [P. YVRI]

The higher I rise, the harder I fall

prod by yvri
written, mixed by yxung plague
unoriginal shit

lyrics

every time i look at myself
i feel disgusted and stressed af
too the point where i just to not give a fuck about myself
went through many changes and theres no improvement on how i still look the same
i just wanna break the fucking mirrors
cover the phone camera
just i dont have to look at myself where i am right now
having too many suicidal thoughts hurts my head
it hurts my head so much
i just wanna fucking shoot myself

Depressixn Seasxn

Broken Mirrors

prod by yvri
written, mixed by yxung plague
not gonna scream on every song

lyrics

all the roses you gave me are fucking dead
only 4 months gone by and shes losing interest with me
i did my best to not hurt her
im very fucking loyal but
once your with me you gonna regret it
giving off a boring aura around me
i hate it 

love is a fucking bitch yeah

Depressixn Seasxn pt.1

Dead Roses

prod by yvri
written, mixed by yxung plague

lyrics

losing my emotions over time
after having going through a lot of emotional abuse
i dont wanna feel anything when serious shit happens
when i wanna share my opinion on something
i get yelled at and get in trouble for it
blaming on things that forced me to have those thoughts 

they think im easy af to be influenced but im really not but who fucking cares
ima just shut the fuck up and follow the rules

Empty and Hollow

Empty And Hollow

prod by Wrcvuchemvrexe
written, mixed by Wrcvuchemvrexe

lyrics

there is a girl who drowend her reflection 
there is a girl who likes to stay hiddin 
bitch dont lie i know

Exulansis w/Wrcvuchemvrexe

Exulansis w/ Wrcvuchemvrexe

prod by yvri and ira
mixed, written by ira and yxung plague
cover art by yxung plague

Damaged w/Ira [P. YVRI & IRA]

Damaged w/Ira [P. YVRI X IRA]

prod by dvrkness
mixed, written by yxung plague
cover art by yxung plague
fuck valentine's day :)

lyrics

one day you said were done
just out of nowhere
you broke up with me
the reason you did it bc you felt i dont love you
and i felt like you just shot me
we been together for fucking years
and not once i treated you like shit
i havent taken care of myself bc i wanted to put all my love and effort for you and for you to be happy
but no i felt like i fucked up
and cant get another chance
to prove that i care
i hope we can start over
will you remember 

me
are you gonna forget about me
forget about me
remember me

Will You Remember Me [P. Dvrkness]

not mine
all of it belongs to the original owners

Hxntai - Life Is Strange Interlude (Slowed Down)

prod by yvri
written & mixed by yxung plague and poltergeist

lyrics

(yxung plague)
everytime that i fuck up it's like i made the worst mistake ever in my life
the way they reacted is like i fucking killed someone
they think I'm not telling the truth but everytime i do its not they wanted to hear
i guess i have to fucking say i have to fucking admit it everytime even if i have to lie about it
if i try to open up my problems or what i'm into
it never works out and have to fucking pay for it
i feel like i need hurt myself to not be open with anyone fucking i talk to its what i need to do
I'm scared of fucking everything up again 

fuck my life
and fuck my feelings
fuck my health
and everything about myself 

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