cold nights - Sirius (prod. by p4ra x ‪@prod5head‬ )

"I don't wanna think, but my mind keeps blinking."
A story about pain, fear, and bad endings.

[Credits]
Lyrics by Ruya
Composed by L0W_HP, Suno AI
Arranged by L0W_HP, Suno AI
Mixed & Mastered by L0W_HP

[Lyrics]
I don't wanna think, but my mind keeps blinking
I try to sleep, but the thoughts keep sinking
I'm not a monster, not a psychopath
I take my pills, but I can't face the aftermath

Stand on the table, reach for the circle in the air
You hold the final line, so why do you falter there?
Pain, fear, anxiety, the final round begins
I don't wanna feel, don't wanna bad endings

I'm crazy, yes, I'm a crazy man
Release me, let me go, follow your own plan
Go away, far away, leave me alone
This is my ending, my fate I own

Even if they call it a bad ending, I don’t care
This is my story, my soul I bare

The instant you step forward, it’s all over.
It’s really over. It’s truly the end.

I’m not going to heaven,
but I don’t care
I don’t care,
I don’t care…

I Don't Care (Rock Ver.)

I Don't Care (POP Ver.)

I Don't Care (Female POP Ver.)

I Don't Care (EDM Ver.)

"Don't leave me alone."
텅 빈 방, 혼자 남겨진 새벽의 기록.

[Credits]
Lyrics by Ruya
Composed by L0W_HP, Suno AI
Arranged by L0W_HP, Suno AI
Mixed & Mastered by L0W_HP
Artwork by L0W_HP, Gemini

[Lyrics]
날 혼자 내버려 두지 말아줘
혼자서 말라가는건 무서워
끝내자는 말이 내겐 다른의미야
나에겐 너가 내 전부이니까

달리 할 방도가 없었어
눈물이 팔에서 나고있어
아무것도 느껴지지않아
그냥 잠깐 잊을 뿐이야

처음부터 이런건 아니였어
언제부터 이렇게 망가진걸까
내 그림자를 들추지 말아줘
부끄럽기보다는 무서워

날 혼자 내버려 두지 말아줘
혼자서 말라가는건 무서워
끝내자는 말이 내겐 다른의미야
나에겐 너가 내 전부니까

내게 남은게 뭐라고 생각해
너는 모를거야 얼마나 큰지
내게 남은게 뭐라고 생각해
너는 모를거야 얼마나 큰지 

눈뜨면 제일먼저 보이는 천장
어제랑 다른 천장이야
중간에 기억이 하나도 없어
머리엔 충동적인 생각 뿐이네

너가 달려와줬으면 했어
하지만 눈떠보니 혼자네
아무도 없는 내게는
정말로 너 뿐이였어

날 혼자 내버려 두지 말아줘
혼자서 말라가는건 무서워
끝내자는 말이 내겐 다른의미야
나에겐 너가 내 전부니까

내게 남은게 뭐라고 생각해
너는 모를거야 얼마나 큰지
내게 남은게 뭐라고 생각해
너는 모를거야 얼마나 큰지 

텅빈 마음 텅빈 공간
침대에는 밧줄 하나
결국 나를 안아주는건
이거 하나 뿐이네

Alone

Vẫn Biết Tình Mong Manh

"Semalaman Menangis" is a poignant and powerful Indonesian pop ballad that captures the overwhelming feeling of a sleepless night spent in grief. The track is built upon a reflective piano melody and the sincere female vocal performance, which conveys deep anguish. The arrangement is dramatic, using soaring strings and building percussion to amplify the weight of heartbreak and loss. It is an intense and deeply relatable anthem for anyone who has experienced profound emotional pain.

Semalaman Menangis (Indonesian)

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Kid RD  -  Shut Your Mouth

A song about unseen love and quiet hope: a man waits in the shadows, believing that one day she will truly see him.

SILENT HEARTS: Letters to Chaplin is a cinematic concept album inspired by the films and inner world of Charlie Chaplin.
This is not a soundtrack. These are quiet letters written through dust, light, hunger, love, silence, and fragile humanity.

Each track is a small silent story — about a little man inside a big world.
About poverty that still knows tenderness.
About laughter that hides pain.
About love that remains unseen.
About applause that comes too late.

This album was created as a single continuous emotional film — 12 frames, 12 confessions, 12 moments between shadow and light.
No loud statements. No heroes. Only a human breathes behind the mask.

For those who still hear silence.
For those who still believe in tenderness.

SILENT HEARTS: Letters to Chaplin

She Will See Me One Day

"🎧 TorGio Records • Leya & AI • Ambient, Psychedelic, Soul • Mindful music for every mood • SoundCloud-first".

I am 20 years old. I go  by the name Kid RD  Please Like My Songs  I Upload 
Rapper/Singer ✍️

Nascemos neste mundo para sofrer, então devemos aproveitar deste sofrimento para criar arte.

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