i wanna sound pretty too :(

++ https://soundcloud.com/lintukoto
++ https://soundcloud.com/rewind214

ִֶָ 𓂃˖˳·˖ ִֶָ ⋆★⋆ ִֶָ˖·˳˖𓂃 ִֶָ

(intro)
what did you mean by that?
id sell my soul away for a kiss!!
i got this feeling, think alot
just want my heart to mend
yeah you hate me and its alright 
i guess this is goodbye
in the end it never mattered guess that i'll just fucking die!

(chorus)
i never thought you'd break my heart again
yeah
you never loved me up until the end!
i see right through you baby you dont have to pretend
i think im running out of time i need to restart again!

what did you mean by that?
id sell my soul away for a kiss!!
i got this feeling, think alot
just want my heart to mend
yeah you hate me and its alright 
i guess this is goodbye
in the end it never mattered guess that i'll just fucking die!

(verse)
i feel like im stuck inside a fucking PSP
if you really want me back, why dont you come and talk to me?
im standing right here by my lonely
missing, miss the old me
i dont feel a thing
unfair, you make it look easy..

(bridge)
we're always never on the same line
girl you're always stuck in my head
i wanna die now!
i cant rlly love again
yeah you hate me and its alright 
i guess this is goodbye
in the end it never mattered guess that i'll just fucking die!

((chorus loops))


restart (+anka +rewind)

hey i made the beat for once :P

ft. https://soundcloud.com/drewalongtheglare

ִֶָ 𓂃˖˳·˖ ִֶָ ⋆★⋆ ִֶָ˖·˳˖𓂃 ִֶָ

[https://soundcloud.com/ritsuzuki]

im feeling numb tonight
i know it all cause i died too much
i dont wanna live again
its like last night
yeah
stay by my side
we'll be alright yeah

"its not that bad"
its exactly what they told me
im feeling sad
and im missing, i miss the old me
you'll never get me like you always do
im always losing
yeah ill kill myself and then ill kill you too!!

yeah my head is screwed on wrong
i said ill be okay, ill be fine!
its alright,
ill see you in my eyes
dont look at me in the face, when i die
ill cry alot, when the suns in my eyes
"go and make some friends"
its what they say to me
i find it hard to talk
slipping from reality
always seem to fuck it up
i cant change at all
fuck my life i think im giving up!

[https://soundcloud.com/drewalongtheglare]

Said I won't lie, you told me it's all my fault
Why can't you realize I don't wanna get involved
Take a step back, I think that you've had enough
I'll take the pen but I don't think I could write my wrongs

Are you sure you wanna go that way?
Insecure you've always stayed that way
I can't bring myself to take the pain
I was wrong, some things just never change :(

((ritsu chorus loops twice))

giving up +drew (me)

Had so much fun making this track with @ritsuzuki and @reflem!!!

Thanks to @reflem for the mastering on this.

prod. @overoveroverover

Lyrics:

[@drewalongtheglare]
I said it once, and I'll say it again
I never needed your love to begin with
So many things are tryna stop us—we can hold on
And as I’m swimming out the water, feel my heart lock

And I can heal all your scars
I just wanna feel who you are
If you would only give a piece of your heart
There’s like no way we could break apart

And yeah, baby, I think you’ve had enough
We could’ve talked more, but things were said and done
I can breathe enough, I can’t feel a lot
And I could give it my all—it’s always never enough

[@ritsuzuki]
Why are you always like this?
Can't understand it..
What did I do to you??
For you to not see me through..
I can't resist!
You make it look easy
You don't want my heart now..
Why can't you just love me?!

Yeah
I'm falling out..
I'm falling out of time!
I said I'm fine!
You make me wanna cry-y-y
In your arms tonight!
I promise to you baby..
Imma be alright!!

[@reflem]
bby tell me what ur problem is
are we good are we not solving it
like do u even care abt how i feel
all that love i had yeah it wasn't real
ughhh
im gonna leave it right there
like
ughhh
dont go and act like u care
like
ughhh
i woke up feelin nothin
ever since u left i dont wanna try again

Who You Are w/ ritsu & reflem (prod. over)

 hope this was worth the wait <3

+++
https://soundcloud.com/yashio20k
https://soundcloud.com/neohnq
https://soundcloud.com/jihyo39

𓂃˖˳·˖ ִֶָ ⋆★⋆ ִֶָ˖·˳˖𓂃 ִֶָ

it hurts like way too much
theres blood up on my walls
I feel like im gone
turn me down cause I fucked it up
talking down on myself a lot
these songs really be messing my head
cause tonight, all I see is red!!

sick of all this music shit!
i wanna give up so bad!
but i cant do it
i cant give up way too fast
i got many eyes on me..
i always give it my best!
im alright!
but this pain is burning in my chest!!

say im fine, im alright
but im lying :/
those words are still stuck in my head
in my head!!
tell me why..
yeah, im out of time
forget the pain, i just want you to be mine!!

aah i cant even think alot!
cause i wished you were by my side..
ill cut off my lungs tonight!
why would you want me?
im a mess, im not doing alright :-;

it hurts like way too much
theres blood up on my walls
I feel like im gone
turn me down cause I fucked it up
talking down on myself a lot
these songs really be messing my head
cause tonight, all I see is red!!

sick of all this music shit!
i wanna give up so bad!
but i cant do it
i cant give up way too fast
i got many eyes on me..
i always give it my best!
im alright!
but this pain is burning in my chest!!

(im finding it hard to live with myself)
(this grief)
(every mistakes ive made)
(ive been trying to find the words to say to you..)



tell me why (+yashio +neohn +jihyo)

The weekend goes 2 fast man ...

anime reccomendations pls 🫰

Thanks for listening!

Want it to be true (prod. drew)

Cause I know your lost...

w/ @less-thaan-3 & @ritsuzuki 
yuru dreams!

Lyrics:

[@drewalongtheglare]
It's bad enough, eventually you'll perish, and it's sad to know
I'm stuck watching you struggle, and it's hard to watch
Yeah, it's unbearable, the things you said to me
Wanna forget it all...

But I find it hard
I missed from the start
And yeah, it's doing me in
I can't even feel my lungs

While you hold your guard
Just give me some time
I'll guide you
'Cause I know ur lost

[@less-thaan-3]
yea its hard 2 watch when your leaving
everything you said was so decieving 
tried so hard not to need me
now my body's hanging from the ceiling

tryna see less
body wants to breathe in
tryna sleep in 
probably wanna forget

ive been sleepless
i dont wanna treat it
id rather stay inside my bed and skip the weekend

[@ritsuzuki]
sorry im a sobber
i want this to be over
no i cannot think alot
tell me what you're on about
why cant i just step down?
jump, and end it all
dont you know you're all that i wanted?
my hearts shattered, its broken
tell me, did i matter at all?

who am i, what am i?
i think that im lost
ill break the mirror i cant look at it right
ITS IN MY HEAD
its always my fault, like its always been

Hard To Watch w/ lessthan3 & ritsu (prod. drew)

happy birthday to me

go show some luv to the prods! 

Yukiko: https://soundcloud.com/shikaiii/tracks
Bonka: https://t.me/headache112

maybe im not made for this

 𓂃˖˳·˖ ִֶָ ⋆★⋆ ִֶָ˖·˳˖𓂃 ִֶָ

(pre-chorus)

I hate making music
it probably hates me back around
steady standing still here
while everybody finds their sound
its the-
worst ending I could possibly have
just end it now
end it now before it gets worse!

(chorus)

yeah, I think I lost it
im stuck here thinking of the past tense
nothing ever makes sense
I don't feel right I wanna die
everyday I wanna die!
I cant do this anymore everything makes me wanna cry!
yeah I wanna give up
I feel like im lost and alone
and I cant talk a lot
I wanna be on my own!
youre not my friend
why do I always fail in the end?
just watch the numbers rise
is that all I ever really meant?

(post-chorus)

ive had enough, its the worst that Ive ever been!
im not so gifted, just a mess living inside their head
I sleep next to maggots
gotta forget it
punch down my head in
I don't know where im headed!

(bridge)
?

(verse)

but fuck that shit i dont even really care anymore
ill blow the candles out myself
they dont understand, ill be fine
and no im not alright
it doesnt matter anyways
cause theres ppl singing the same shit
i dont do this for the fame

in need of help
but theres nobody near
but its fine
ill be fine
cause ill take it one step at a time
its like what they said
cause im living in a fantasy
i dont care 'bout myself
ill die right next to my last symphony

(chorus)

yeah, I think I lost it
im stuck here thinking of the past tense
nothing ever makes sense
I don't feel right I wanna die
everyday I wanna die!
I cant do this anymore everything makes me wanna cry!
yeah I wanna give up
I feel like im lost and alone
and I cant talk a lot
I wanna be on my own!
youre not my friend
why do I always fail in the end?
just watch the numbers rise
is that all I ever meant?

my last symphony (+yukik0 +bonka)

prod by @lintukoto + @uumeee

@yuru-dream

lyrics
whatever could I do
to make this all stay forever
I'm scared your afraid of me
can you just forgive me, love
leave my feelings in a song
hoping you could notice

you got a password I could never crack
its like your heart is way behind bars
atleast I made this far inside of your head
I don't know what else I could do to make you stare

whatever could I do
to make this all stay forever
I'm scared your afraid of me
can you just forgive me, love
leave my feelings in a song
hoping you could notice



forgive (anka + ume)

ִֶָ 𓂃˖˳·˖ ִֶָ ⋆★⋆  ִֶָ˖·˳˖𓂃 ִֶָ

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