-NAVY-
i aint nothing
i aint nothing
do ur talking
i know u like it

u try to stop it
ur fuckin drugs which confinement are u hiding in, i cannot fuckin find it
-Hiraeth-
staring at the ceiling baby all i see is blood
u dont gotta call me now its nearly been a monf
u. aint gotta tell me that u luv me its a front
all my feelings are gone now u said u where done
i dont even wanna text you
i never thought id bean issue
"didnt mean to mistreat u"
my god have a reason

-NAVY-
but it wastes, wastes, wastes
been pullin on ur waist
im in space, space, space
aint nothin like it used to be
erased, reased, rased
im waiting on the day
putta 5 up to my head if u think u can run away
ima end it, end it, i hear voices in my basement

its hard to realize the sounds that fiddle in the distance
but you missed

-Hiraeth-
when i die would you let me grieve 
running out of skin 
nothing left of me
feel the marrow in my bone 
u gotta set me free
my god. 
my god would you let me breathe


-Sleepwater-
i wish u wouldent hurt me
the things u do desert me
so vacant for what concerns me
my bloods in ur vial turn me (into)
a dirty cheating scumbag
i know that i hate myself
i feel like a lost book that turned me down
i guess im just another hand me out

-NAVY-
im vacant, i stare blank, at the floor
theres nothing left, to mourn

-sleepwater-
im just not ur agony
you can lay me down, peacefully
I'm just, not ur agony


I Hear Screams In The Distance ft. hiraeth & sleepwater (prod. uforia)

ty for listening <3
prod. i'm geist x deadfish x hiraeth
mixed/mastered by deadfish

@imgeist
@hiraethsry
@imnotenvy
@yokaidreams
@sleepywater
@deadfishpoland

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2MEwCgdk51OeRKs5vdbJZJ 
also up on itunes and apple music!

// lyrics
// imgeist
oh, hold on wait, tell me did i let you down
can i breathe a little swear that i won’t make a sound
and everybody’s out for blood that’s why i hate this town
and everybody’s out for me that’s why i’ll go ghost now

oh, hold on wait, tell me I’m the monster now
when you’re the one who went and filled my head with doubt
i gave up everything just to be the one left out
i tossed you my heart, you stomped it on the ground

// hiraeth
put your hands all on my body now i'm leaving
i don’t wanna hurt you bitch, i'm falling for a reason
give another reason, leave without a meaning
tell me that you love me, tell me that you miss him

i could run away and still nobody wanna know now
funny i meant everything until he wanna come round
leave it at the door and get your shit just on the way out
text him that you want him cause he knows you're on the way now

// notenvy
and i cant even look at myself dont feel the same i'm
trapped inside my own little hell you pin the blame you
took my heart it snapped and i fell you'll never say why
i've been steady feeling unwell what has this come to?
and i've been dying tryna get you outta my head
and i keep fucking crying over things you said
dont tell me that we'll ever have a chance again
cause i can't deal with trauma take my life instead

// imgeist
oh, hold on wait, tell me did i let you down
can i breathe a little swear that i won’t make a sound
and everybody’s out for blood that’s why i hate this town
and everybody’s out for me that’s why i’ll go ghost now !!!!!!!!

oh, hold on wait, tell me I’m the monster now???!
when you’re the one who went and filled my head with doubt???!
i gave up everything just to be the one left out???!
i tossed you my heart, you stomped it on the ground

// yokai dreams
you always jumped at a chance to slice up my ego
power your libido
take your time, suck the life out of everywhere that we go
emotional mosquito
she's undead never had a care
for the affairs of the living
take your heart and she grinning
as the clock strikes 10
honest men will head to bed
but she just started causing pain by the minute

// sleepwater
torment anxiety
what is inside of me
i'm broken, i'm destined to die
a loner, a puppet in disguise
soil is dirty, i'm drowning reserve me
i need you don't burn me, i'm liquid lurking

// deadfish
and i've tried to move on
yea i’ve tried to forget
but you just
seem to never wanna leave my head
so
i can never fucking see you again
you know that
i really need it to feel again

stop fucking calling and wasting my time
said that you’ll fix that, we know thats a lie
now that i’m gone you regret what you've done
when you are crying i’ll hide in my home

could you stop fucking up my entire life
telling everyone that i was just another guy
never said what you did, i’d never tell a soul
cause i'm better than this and i'm better than u

Spotify

out for blood! w/ hiraeth, notenvy, yokai dreams, sleepwater, deadfish

produced by xona, ruevi, & oc

big thank you to all individuals who helped make this song possible <3

@ruevi @prod-oc
@heylog
@hiraethsry
@sleepywater
@sinxi
@caspywaspy
@vilsynth
@valerii
@deadfishh

the lyrics were over 4000 characters and that's the limit for soundcloud ♥

-lyrics-
https://genius.com/Xona-avoid-ii-lyrics

xona

spotify

avoid II w/ ruevi, heylog, hiraeth, sleepwater, sinxi, casperrr, vil, valerii & deadfish

enjoy!
check out drmabeats!!!

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCWWtDH0eoTaT3yUcdT3k7YQ

Lyrics:
I 
Just hitched a ride 
And found my way back into you life 
I’ve 
Been told a million times 
This won’t work out but I still try 
And that I do, it’s too often agin 
I think I’m addictive to you till the end 
This might be a problem or so they say 
Is it true what they claim 
You’re really here to erase 

wait!
If you’re hearing this it’s not to late 
How long was I out? Cause when I opened my eyes
Nothing here looked the same 
You know I’m just like you at time, a little scared of a change 
I don’t feel too safe 
So What happened to our home 
Just answer the question then I’m back on the road 
Does the story end with me making it out 
Or i forever haunt the ruins of this house 

should’ve just packed it all up and just ran when I could 
But I stay for the tragic part, it’s always here the books 
Your the queen and I’m the character that’s overlooked
But it’s your realm, don’t worry I’ll be good 
Until it’s so
And I’m the man here in distress 
I thought 
I’d be cool
But I’m not, I’d doesn’t make any sense 
Cause I really tried my best 
I wouldn’t be here if it wasn’t for you and this mess 

But one wrong step and I’m forever lost 
And I’ll be dammed if I admit you’re the cause 
Well I can’t lie cause the more that I think 
It wouldn’t be so bad,someone blamed that’s not me 
guilty trait in my veins, a Disease 
I’ll watch you hurt and burn and repeat 
Till I’m satisfied and I find my peace  
Then I’ll hitch my ride right back to your feet 

wait!
If you’re hearing this it’s not to late 
How long was I out? Cause when I opened my eyes
Nothing here looked the same 
You know I’m just like you at time, a little scared of a change 
I don’t feel too safe 
So What happened to our home 
Just answer the question then I’m back on the road 
Does the story end with me making it out 
Or i forever haunt the ruins of this house 

For know it’s good bye 
I’d rather watch this all alone 
From the tattered ruins of your thrown 
That we once loved and considered a home

or so they say (prod.drmabeats x mcx)

produced by xona
end guitar by @prod-oc

@sleepywater

-lyrics-
have you been alright?
cause it feels like that’s no more…
i see red a lot 
I’m afraid if that’s my form
i know you care a lot
but I’m different down the core
do you know the cost?
of what you push behind the doors
but have you been alright?
cause it f*cks with my mind too
when I walk this light
i don’t see, i don’t wanna go through 
i won’t find my type 
and you know that’s been the truth
would you hold my side
so I know that I’m not screwed

~


i can’t take more than you expect me to
take everything away from me cause I just know 
that you’ll leave me
that you’ll leave me
that you’ll leave me
that you’ll leave me
that you’ll leave me.

~

(i swear, i swear)

running round my head
do not get close to me yet
hanging on by a thread
well you chose the end
i just want a friend
i just want you
you chose the end
i hate you
her eyes light up my life
saw you i couldn’t think right
her hair covers my sight
her face has ruined mine
dont change just stay alive
dont say im on your mind
too late when we had time
all i can say is you were mine

𝘥𝘢𝘺 𝘰𝘯𝘦

I’d f*ck up to put aside
I can’t take that pain to rid my mind of you
I can’t take it, I can’t take
I’d fall in love again
flying in to close by death
nothing but red reflex 
decide my only friends..
one thousand miles away
we stand before that day
you drive this place to escape and
I’m losing self in me
I’ve counted these hours on end
staring at walls to pretend
that I’m feeling fine again
that I’m feeling fine again

red reflex

reflex w/ sleepwater

produced by xona
piano by oc

cover by xona and heylog

@heylog
@sleepywater
@prod-oc

-lyrics-
yeah
want me back, want me back?
yeah, yeah

want me ‘back’ back?
i think you got wrong man
yeah
you need a 'hand’ hand?
i threw myself into the past
for you
so what you on with me?
we ain’t close so you can’t bother me
7k to reach so I don’t care if you needed me

~

i just wanted to say
that i hope you're doing okay
her skin is why i'm alive
i hope to feel it someday
getting on top of me
and giving the look, i see
her soul makes me resume life
and build up my legacy
her mind is taking a beating
so far it hasn't been easy
i could just tell from your arm
baby should i be alarmed
should i be scared when i hear about your past
i slowly wear, it's just hard to..
grasp

stop again
ill stop and glare
who am i now i don’t know him there
way i feel when im flowing w her
if i get on w u hold my hair
shut the fuck up ur someone i avoid
it wasnt worth it cos now im destroyed

want me ‘back’ back?
i think you got wrong man
yeah
you need a 'hand’ hand?
i threw myself into the past
for you
so what you on with me?
we ain’t close so you can’t bother me
7k to reach so I don’t care if you needed me

lend

lend w/ heylog & sleepwater

much love to @sleepywater <33
Produced by me ^-^

Lyrics:

(grasior)
you think your just so perfect
skeletons in your closet
faceless beast yeah you know it
but you lost with your 2 tricks

but you writing my phone
texting my phone yeah you feel so alone
you take me out
feel so loud

never thought the void could fill
this emptiness makes me shrill
the quietness that you built
fills me up with guilt

you watch the world in flames
tryna shift the blame
manipulate the world
to figure out your name

everything that you do leaves me in disbelief
count to three in your dreams damn you feel so unique
you hear the screams of the past yet you smoke n repeat
switch em out yeah you making em leave
baby running my mind but all I need is just me
everyday that you lie makes me feel one with peace
keep it up till you try to wave it all back
all your feeling are back but you feel so detached

(sleepwater)
push me in the ocean let me drown
wont be alive for long you know that now
feels way to open need way out
got me fleeing for safety a royal
i plead for ignorance in hell
im scared but here i bloody am
im facing death im in the sea
i would kill myself for you and me
baby i think that your the bee
baby i swear your in love w me
it was only you and me
baby i swear your in love w me
i wanna kill myself
baby you should kill me
i wanna kill myself
baby you should kill me

(grasior)
everything that you do leaves me in disbelief
count to three in your dreams damn you feel so unique
you hear the screams of the past yet you smoke n repeat
switch em out yeah you making em leave
baby running my mind but all I need is just me
everyday that you lie makes me feel one with peace
keep it up till you try to wave it all back
all your feeling are back but you feel so detached
-----------------------------------------

flower petals ✾

disbelief w/ sleepwater

lyrics...

Tired of feeling like shit and i'm tired of getting no rest and
I’m tired of taking no action then feeling massive regret and
I’m tired of living this way living check to check for the rent and
I’m tired of not meeting potential that I see inside of me yet I been struggling 
So I’ve been trying hard to make me into this something 
That’ll break free of these chains so I don’t have to deal with discussion 
Of a replacement I face criticism about it in public
I want to make shit and love it and reciprocate it with others 

I’m feeling free
Floating with the leaves 
They pass me and go with and blow with the breeze
It’s those little things 
That keep my head space from crumbling Into a million piece
In my head deep

I get these bad thoughts that I’m constantly fighting
I'll pick the pen up as a sword and then demolish a writing 
I lose my temper then I’ll blow like a mother fucking titan
I realized no one was saving me and there’s no use in crying
You got to get up
Life can be a bitch
But I’m fucking fed up
I despise every inch 
That I exist 
And I feel it in my chest
I’m hungry for a feeling of being the best
And i'm far

I’m done 
Fuck what you say ima do what I want
No need to front
You’re luck if I haven’t yet cut you off
Fed up
I’m fed up
With feeling so lost 
Fuck what you say ima do what I

Distension (prod. michael harrison)

pekarot
@sleepywater

she lacking empathy she gone tomorrow
see what is left of me, me and my sorrows
cause you might be dead to me, you left me a bottle
and a blue pill that I don't wanna swallow

body's got a fleeting feeling and I got all my sorrows
how do I stop this feeling of feeling real hollow
know you love me but you tell me that I'm acting hostile
i might crash this car cause I'm going full throttle

stop drinking your life away your grasping at a bottle
i think I might hide away and talk to you tomorrow
i know its not healthy but I'm full of sorrows
i bet you wouldn't help me if I left tomorrow

oahhh
oahhh
oahhh
oahhh

paint me a picture that's hard not to swallow
when your with him I feel like being hostile
i like the idea of moving to a castle
let's build some high walls, fuck I'm an asshole

your growing in mold, the more that you hassle
do what your told, before that I let go

oahhh
oahhh
oahhh
oahhh

she lacking empathy she gone tommorow
see what is left of me, me and my sorrows
cause you might be dead to me, you left me a bottle
and a blue pill that I don't wanna swallow

body's got a fleeting feeling and I got all my sorrows
how do I stop this feeling of feeling real hollow
know you love me but you tell me that I'm acting hostile
i might crash this car cause I'm going full throttle

tomorrow - sleepwater (cover)

everything reproduced by me
original song credits towards my dear friend jude (@sleepywater)


i miss you so much bro; love you, forever.

sleepwater - tomorrow (cover)

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